I am so sorry to have to share this with all of you again, not even four months later. On October 26th, our sweet Kira passed away. We are officially down to one dog, and honestly, it just doesn’t feel real yet. We thought she was just experiencing some minor back pain from playing too hard with Eleanor, but things escalated incredibly fast and turned into a nightmare we never saw coming. 🌈 Memphis Memorial Plushie: https://bit.ly/MemphisMemorialPlush Calendar and Coloring book: https://etsy.me/4u1qnr6 Venmo to help cover the Vet bills - @gonetothesnowdogs
We had taken her to our local vet and even the emergency vet, but when she started having severe fainting spells, we rushed her three and a half hours downstate to Detroit. They found an inoperable mass on her heart. There was nothing we could do, and because she was in crisis, we had to let her go. Jamie drove Eleanor down so we could all be together for those final moments. Eleanor is an only dog now, for the first time in 18 years, we only have one dog in the house, and she is feeling pretty lost without her buddies.
I know this year has been so devastating, and I appreciate every single one of you who continues to support us. We will keep moving forward, and yes, eventually we will find a friend for Eleanor because she cannot be alone. Thank you for being here, for loving Kira, and for sending us so much kindness.
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And then there was- I don't even want
to make- I don't want to make this video. I don't want to
make this video. I don't want to talk about it.
I don't want it to be real. And when I make the
video, it makes it too real. Hi, Eleanor.
How are you the only one left? I guess now we have to
protect the Eleanor at all costs, huh? At all costs.
Even though we protected everybody and
we couldn't save them anyway. Oh, I don't want to make this this hard.
But this is hard. Excuse you.
thank you for that um so if this is how you're
finding out i'm i don't care how you found out
i'm ridiculously sorry no matter how you found
this out um we lost kira on october 26th 2026
to a mass on her heart what started out
as simple back pain turned out being a mass on her heart i
do not have the energy in me to tell you guys
the full story on video right now i will but right now
i cannot do that so here's what's gonna happen we're all gonna cry
a lot again because it's way
too fast for this to have happened again we just lost memphis
not even four months ago i will if
you go and look at the community posts
or go to social media i kind of explained it i will talk
it all out in a video as well
but i just can't do that right now and that will probably go up
on i don't know somewhere
but um what i do want you guys to know is we did literally everything
we could do including calling two huge major
cardiologist specialists uh outside of michigan
to see if there was anything we could do to save
her because as you guys know we would have protected
the kira at all costs even
though we never even got to say that about her she never made it to
be old enough to even consider that um i can't turn
the camera on me you guys i can't um let's
look at Eleanor, look how pretty she is, and she's all alone.
We called two big cardiologist places.
There was nothing they could do,
and we had to let her go, and when we went to go see her,
I can promise you guys that it was 100% the right thing to do.
She was not. She fainted
once Friday, five or six times Saturday,
and seven or eight times Sunday. We took her to the
emergency vet in Detroit to see what we could
do we drove her about four hours down there on Sunday
and she passed away on Monday um i couldn't even bring
her home she wouldn't have made it when we
went to go see her she she the lack of oxygen
the the mass pressing on her heart was too much for
her and i don't want to it's not really a joke
but i don't want to like make jokes but it just
makes me feel like she died of a broken heart i know
that's not what it was but that's what it
feels like because for freak's sake we just lost Memphis
not even four months ago so why am i making
this video to tell you that i did i got
because i got to tell you that Kira died and i know you
guys loved her just as much as we do and she's gone
and i have to tell you guys because you're
on this horrifying roller coaster with us
and i understand same as last time a lot of you guys
aren't going to be able to watch a lot of you guys
are going to leave a lot of you guys are
gonna whatever i get that please don't please understand
that i understand that if i could run
away from this situation i would too that sounded harsh
but you know what i mean if i could if i
could avoid it i would too so i get it um but this video
is to tell you that we lost her eleanor is
okay ish i don't know it's only been a couple days um it's
also to tell you that yes we are
going to continue with the rest of the novi footage i
do not know what i will share after
that of vlogs that we have already filmed i don't
know uh we'll give you a halloween special on
monday because even though i feel like halloween has officially
been ruined our friends and family
have stepped up and come to carve pumpkins
because this is usually our happiest most fun time of the
year but now is everybody here consoling us
and helping us out and like i said um dan is here
he flew in for halloween and for the second chance dinner
and auction so he's here and he
was with us through all of this which i will forever
be grateful that to all of my friends
and everybody that has been here
and it just doesn't feel real doesn't feel real doesn't feel
right doesn't feel anything there's one we haven't
had one dog for like 18 years you're not ready to
be the queen you don't even have any servants underneath you you're
not ready you needed more
time with her you did you needed more time
with her anyway i'm gonna keep this one short um like
i said the next two videos will be the last two novi videos
and then monday we will put up a
halloween video because i know we can take a break
and i know we don't have to do this and i know and
blah blah blah but you guys have now been with us
through this five times holy crap um and if you know
anything you guys are our family and you are our therapy
and we do want to let you know what's
going on and we don't want to stop doing this even
though the universe sure seems to want us to stop
you're beautiful eleanor you are um just know
that we're reading everything you guys are writing
because it really does help us
but this is this is this is what happened or this is what is going
on I will explain it in detail at a later date I'm
not doing that now I have pumpkins to carve
and food to make so I'm going to try to push through
and distract myself with everybody else
please know that we did everything we could we did it all even
if we would have found this a
month ago a month ago when like
her back started hurting there would have been nothing we could
have done and I will make a video explaining in detail what happened
and the symptoms and the
signals so that you guys can look out
for the same thing we're pretty sure it was a hemangiosarcoma
on her heart so basically she had a mass
on her heart that was pressing on her ventricles and
that's why she was fainting
and i know you guys haven't seen even any videos about that because
we weren't even filming the fact that that was happening
because it started friday and it it
it was over by monday it happened fast
and once again i have to tell everybody that we lost
another one i've done this so many times
so many times there's only one left before anybody even
asks if we're gonna get another puppy fluff
yeah we're gonna get another puppy i can't have
eleanor be alone that's not fair i'm not ready
but that's not fair we need we can't be a one
dog household that's that's we're not gone
to the snow dog we're gone to the snow dogs
we need another dog so we will we will go
forward we will do things vlogs will continue
uh they might be sporadic after this like i don't have
a bunch of you know we had all that pre
footage oh my god i'm so glad we had so much that we had
so much of that footage from camping that
so many of you didn't even watch go back
and watch that seriously now go back and watch that
and see how much freaking fun that dog had
um so yeah that's it that's it and now there's one
okay i love you guys we love you guys jamie
and i all of us dan greg eric we love you guys
a lot and we will always be thankful for having you here
and the other i know this is stupid but
i'm gonna say it because people will comment it down
in the video description below there is a
p.o box for this channel or for gone to the snow dogs
or for whatever and yes you can send cards
letters we read them all they they most likely once again will
not make it in a video because i
just that's so hard
but if you want to send something to us for us feel free because i know
a lot of you right now feel just as hopeless as i
do and sometimes just sending that little letter
with the handwritten note helps you guys
and i that's let's do that or go ahead and do that i
don't know words this is an unedited video nobody's editing
this i'm filming this one shot we're not
cutting we're not jumping we're
not doing anything you get exactly what i say and that's it i'm not
making Dan watch this and edit it, it's going up like
this, I love you guys, I'm sorry and I know I
don't have to say I'm sorry
but I'm sorry that I couldn't save her and I'm sorry that I have to do
this to you all again and I'm sorry that I have
to make you all this sad. I love you guys. I know
it's crazy to still say it but you got to stay positive
and you got to dream big because it's
the only thing that gets you through life.
Stay positive. Life can really kick you in the tail
sometime but day by day, one day at a time,
we will slowly learn how to live with this pain
and we will keep going because that is what we
do life is too short, hug your pets, hug your dogs
hug your cats, take them on the adventures, do the thing
if you're, if you wanted a sign, if something
you were waiting to do do it because you just never know
when is your last day, I love you guys
thank you for being here, stay positive and dream big
and we will see you again soon, good night
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