NEVER GO BACK TO YOUR ABUSIVE FAMILY #npd #narcissist #narcissisticabuse

You know, what's crazy to me when you're the black sheep of the family, the scapegoat and your entire life, childhood up into adulthood, your family members, including your parents have spent most of the time bullying you, criticizing you, comparing you to other siblings and other family members to make you feel small, breaking your self-esteem, breaking your confidence always gossiping smearing you behind your back always pocket watching you come from a trifling dysfunctional family right and they've always put you down always you know if you're overweight they talking about how much weight you gain if you're underweight they talking about you on drugs it's always something you know when you need their love and support let's just say for instance you graduate college they're not going to show up to your college graduation they don't give a **** they have put you down so much and so many times like it's become the norm they literally will push you away to the point you don't want ---- to do with them then when you decide to finally cut their asses off they'll try to pull you back in and when you refuse to go back They proceed to ******* cyberstalk you. Now they're all over your social media pages trying to keep up with your ******* life. Somebody help me to make sense of this dumb ----. If I'm such a bad person, if you don't ******* like me, if you claim that I'm mentally ill, I'm the weird one in the family that nobody talks to. Y'all try to silence me and put me in the corner because I'm irrelevant it or I'm always jealous I'm jealous of this one and I'm jealous of that one y'all got so much ---- to say about me why would you want to keep up with me why would you even want me around y'all this is the crazy ---- about being raised in a dysfunctional narcissistic family just because you're blood related they feel entitled to disrespect you violate you emotionally abuse you they feel ******* entitled just off the basis of y'all being blood related they got the game all fucked up then when you stay the **** away from them here come the phone calls the text messages they want to message you on facebook come on cousin don't be like that you need to come on back to family blood is thicker than water at the end of the day that's still your mother at the end of the day that's still your father you know you only got one family we got your back don't be like that the guilt tripping and gaslighting is at an all-time high they overlook the part where they were abusive they overlooked the part where they bullied you belittled you tried to break your spirit gossiped about you a whole smear campaign family did this to you but you're so you're supposed to overlook it and sweep that ---- underneath the rug and go back into the ******* dysfunction are you ******* kidding me and not only that when you refuse to go back now all of a sudden you're mentally ill you're crazy you're unhinged you're on drugs nah baby i refuse to tolerate any further disrespect i don't give a **** if we blood related or not i will treat you like we were never related bitch you don't exist to me i have already had a funeral in my brain and erased you from my life that's how easy it is for me let me tell y'all something let your family stalk you gossip and keep up with whatever what they think about you is none of your business I can guarantee one thing when you get away from them when you remove yourself from the toxicity the dysfunction the abuse all of that when you rise above all of that I can assure you God will bless you in so many ways watch how much you level up watch how much money you get blessings you get God's going to come through for you because you're the chosen one. And he got sick and tired of you allowing your family to bully you. He was just waiting on you to take a stand. He was waiting on you to get a backbone. If you do your part, God will do the rest. All he was waiting for was you to step out. And once you get away from family, your relationship with him becomes like this. That's all he wants. He'll deal with your family. He going to deal with every last one of them that bullied you and abused you oh he they got it coming stay away from it stay away from it most of the time most of them will end up miserable bitter and they just gonna clock and watch everything you do because they cannot believe that you escaped and you stayed away and God is blessing you in their motherfucking faces they don't understand it they don't understand how you're thriving and surviving without them you don't need their ******* validation you don't need their money you're financially independent you don't need nothing from family all you need is for them to leave you the **** alone they pushed you away so make them stand on that they treated you like ---- so make them stand on it it ain't no back and forth you're not fitting to play with me you push me away and then you want to be nice and pull me back in just to bully me again it's a cycle and they're not going to stop this behavior they're narcissists you were raised in a family full of narcissists and this is the abuse cycle. They're nice to you when they want to suck you back in. Once you go back, the bullying will start all over again. I promise you they're not going to change, but I just think it's ******* crazy how they stalk you. Why would you stalk somebody that you don't like? Someone that you gossip terribly about? Why would you even want to keep up with somebody? But your family will keep up with everything you're doing, yet they don't like you. Make it make sense.