Getting out of a funk before it kicks my butt + new bathroom decor + my everything shower essentials

Anyway, what's up y'all? It's me Dolly back at it again with another video and shout out to you if you're new here. What's up? My gosh, whatever what? Bye. All I know is I'm out of it. I'm not going to front. I'm out of it. I need to catch up with myself. My body needs to catch up with my brain needs to catch up with my body. I don't know. I'm just really out of it. And I don't want to like get depressed. I kind of feel like I'm about to get depressed. And it's like, if you can feel it, then can't you prevent it? So I'm kind of like at that stage right now. So I thought that I needed to take like one of those really good everything showers and just get my life kind of reset or whatever. Today's Monday. So I don't know. For me personally, I'm getting kind of irritated with the whole, what's Monday, it's Tuesday. Look, that's not how my life operates, so I don't really want to think like that anymore. I don't want to keep thinking that I'm on, like, a time schedule, because I'm really not. Thank God, thank you, Jesus. But I do want to have more structure in my day, but, like, I don't want to keep doing the whole, oh my God, an hour, and stop with all that, okay? I don't know if it's me stressing myself out. I don't know what it is. I've had a lot of more time to myself lately so I'm just like in my head a lot and I'm like sitting with my thoughts a lot and I don't know what's going on. I don't like it but yeah. I picked up a couple things from Amazon just because like I do want to just get into the mood. I wanted to record more and I want to like actually like my surroundings a little bit more and stuff so I got a couple things to help me I need to film more including this is like vacuum suction magnet bracket. It's for a car phone holder but I got it so that I can put it in the bathroom on the mirror so let's figure this out. So I'm thinking because I have this so my mirror is dirty I know don't worry about that right now. i should probably clean it though well let me see i'm gonna use some alcohol and put some alcohol on the mirror wipe it down with this but so i got it because sometimes i want to like do my makeup and stuff like that and i don't always want to sit here with this big old camera and try to figure out a way for me to put the camera here in front of me when i could just get a light and put the light right here whatever tripods whatever okay so i got this now let's see how we do So it comes with And honestly, I just feel like I'm overwhelmed. I feel very overwhelmed. I'm getting kind of frustrated with this I'm taking the blood thinners. I'm on like almost month four and I'm starting to see a lot of like new symptoms and stuff. And it's frustrating. I'm very hot a lot and I'm sweating. I get hot flashes. it's a whole situation so we're just really we're just trying to get our lives together okay that's what this is going to be about everything moving forward is about getting our lives together but Yeah, so I thought this was pretty cool because you're telling me that you can do all this swiveling and stuff. If you can really do that, then we're going to be in business, so we're going to see. So I have, it says number one and number two, wet wipes and dry wipes, and then this is the whole situation itself. I guess this is like the magnetic parts. These are the magnets, the magnet parts, and I'm going to guess this goes somewhere. I don't know. We're about to see. This is the situation itself right here. That's pretty cool. I like this. That's nice. It's actually open, it's a tight open. That's pretty cool. Let's see, I guess you open it. How do you do this? It was pretty thick, so you open it like that, and okay. Don't be afraid to put some motion on it because I thought I was about to break it. That's pretty cool, so I'm gonna guess that it go, oh! Okay, excuse me. So what's this stuff for? Hold on. And then turning it makes it stick more. That's pretty cool. Okay, that's pretty cool. So I'm thinking I want to use this phone. This is my old phone. I think this is like an iPhone 12. I'm not sure. But I want to use this one. And where does this go? I was thinking that this goes on the mirror, right? All right, who is she? Cool. Okay. So yeah, it literally just goes right on it. And then I locked it. Oh, you see that? Pretty cool. Check it out. Isn't that cool? Okay so let's see. Now I think you're supposed to just take this and I think you're supposed to just put it on the back of your phone. I didn't want to put it on the front. Am I crazy for doing that? But I'm putting the thing on the front of my phone because I want to be able to do that. Boom. Okay look. Nice. Look at that. Cool. Whoa. Snap. That's a strong magnet. Okay, let's see. That's cool, okay. That's cool, I think we did it. Not too bad, but I'm definitely not putting it on the front of the other phone. So that's pretty cool. I like that. And then again, it just, that's cool, I know. When you wanna take it off. Snap, this thing is tight as in like it's cool, but like it's tight. It's like, be careful, okay, but yeah. So I'm gonna go ahead and put that right here so that I can just have the phone set and ready at all times when I wanna record. How do you like me? What else did I get? I also got a package from Amazon like I said I want to just spruce up my bathroom a little bit like I said I want to spruce up my bathroom a little bit so I did get this little something from Amazon that's crazy I got these I feel like I'm always in the need for freaking LED lights the way that these kids break these LED lights is so annoying please let me know because I'm thinking about wrapping it up and putting it like around so they can come into the bathroom from in there but yeah so let me know I'm so sweaty but If you have any recommendations on like better ring lights and whatever this stuff is that doesn't break so easily or something that I'm able to just like literally put up and not have to plug in, I don't know, but I'm so tired of them ripping these, but I need it because everybody like sleeps different times and stuff like that and sometimes I don't want to put the light on, but I need the light on because like the baby nightlights and this is basically my nightlight, okay? So if you have any other suggestions, let me know. This is just from Amazon. And then I also got some Then I also got some of the ivy. You guys know, if you've been following me for a while, if you've been watching me for some time, you know I like to have the little fake leaves behind me. I feel like that's what's missing. But yeah, I do think that a major part of like my issue right now in my life is just that I'm overwhelmed. But I'm the one that's like putting it on myself. That's the problem. And sometimes, I don't know, sometimes I just feel like I'm not doing it enough or if I'm relaxing for too long or if I start to feel like I'm starting to calm down I will just I'll go crazy it's like do I deserve to relax do I deserve to chill like hell yeah you know but sometimes it's just hard you know but yeah Trying to do a couple things that make me feel better. I am going to take a quick shower though. But yeah, I got these two. Pen and gear. These are from Walmart. They're $2. I'm thinking, you know, just put it right over here behind me. Let's go ahead and do that. I already got some falling. Oh, I like how it comes like already leafed up like that. Leafed up, I'm leafed up. Good. but okay i'm not sure if i should like fold it or just let it hang i think i'm gonna let it hang here let me see it back you up baby and i need a new tripod i need so much i need some i need stuff but i'm honestly i'm in a season of saving money right now i'm not gonna front but so i'm wondering should i hang it like that because i want to make sure that it's like above me enough but enough to where i don't have to like make my camera go all the way up you know i'm tall out There's not a lot here, but I think... Okay, that should be good. There we go. And this is a 12 pack. And I like these. They don't have a weird smell. Sometimes these things have weird smells to it. And I'm basically just literally folding it in half. Like that. Just folding it in half. And then adding a push pin. And putting it right into the wall. I know for sure that's why in my last video. Like that's why it honestly it takes me so long to. just make videos because i don't know what it is with me and perfection knowing that like perfection is just not in my DNA nor is it something that i truly want to strive to even be because what is perfect like you know but it's just like i don't know it's like the idea of not coming i don't know it's just like you want to come as you are right but when you come as you are what are you doing and is that good enough i'm constantly having these conversations on my channel and i never feel like i get past this point only because i'm ever bombarded outside of all of this with things that are showing me that my mindset isn't right And I've been feeling like that for way too long. And I know I'm right. Like, I know that I'm not wrong. You know, like, what is there to be wrong about? Or not even that. But, like, it's just the things that I'm seeing on a daily basis are not real. They're not really real reality. And I'm starting to really realize that. And I'm starting to really realize how much it has affected me and just my mental, my everyday being. And the problem is that I don't want to get stuck on that thought. I want to move forward past that thought and I just feel like sometimes when I say things out loud that that's what stops me from moving forward it's like once you said it it's kind of it so it's like you're not really expecting too much out of it because you've already said it and so it's not like I want to get into a mood of like not doing anything or talking or anything I'm not one of those people I just have to accept that I'm not really one of those people that do the whole move in silence and all that. now i'm pretty much one of the people that like says what's on their mind all the time like i don't see i at first well i've never seen where it hurts me i only see where it helps me but it hurts me when i don't so there's that. i also saw a video that said that when you have dreams about your teeth falling out that means that it's a rebirth. Let me know in the comments down below what do you think about that. I've had the I've had the dreams of the teeth falling out before thing and I know for a fact it's just because I'm not saying something or something that I'm not saying that I know I need to say but also what do you guys think? Do you agree with that? Do you think that it's a rebirth? And what do you think about this wool? Very nice. I have one more and I could put it in the bath but let's see what that might look like if I were to just wrap this around like this. Is that extra if I just wrap this around like this like that? What? This cute? It's kind of cute or whatever. It's kind of cute. Give me some little leaves and some feathers. All right anyway speaking of shower we need to get in here. So what are we using for our shower today? That's the question. Okay you see how sweaty I am? This is crazy. Okay. Don't mind these. Most of them are clean. We all share a bathroom. Don't worry about that. Small space living. One bathroom. So what am I using in my shower today though? I have this new towel I am using. I also am a Fair's brand ambassador now. Shout out to y'all. They saw my video of me using this and they were like hey what's up and I was like what's up. Ain't too much going on, you know how these people be, but I'm very, I'm falling out of love with working with brands. That's just me though, that's a different video. But yeah, so basically I'm using this facial cleanser in the actual shower, the Olay. Of course I'll link everything. Basic towel, these are from Mainstay, Walmart. The 10 pack of the towels for five dollars, love those. I have a loofah sponge, this one is from Walmart as well, so I'm using these two. And today I am going to go in with This is the Arm & Hammer Essentials Ultra Replenishing Body Wash Baking Soda. This is from Dollar Tree. I'm going to be using this along with a black soap. The black soap that I have is... The black soap that I have is actually from Yardley. This brand, Yardley, this is the cocoa butter. But I'm also going to use the black soap that I have from there. It's called the charcoal one from Yardley. that's really good. when i get out of the shower i'm going to be using this one this is a cornstarch shower powder this is from dollar tree and i'm also going to be using some Tiger Balm on my back my lower back is my lower back is out of this world right now i can't even describe it i cannot even describe it also right i need to shave my legs so i'm actually going to use this cherry vanilla Equate body scrub on my legs i do the scrub first then i shave my legs and then put on the aftershave stuff like that and then for a soap that's going to smell good this one is from Spa Luxury this one is from Dollar Tree as well and it's called Love Struck and this is an exact dupe of Love Spell from Victoria's Secret i was like man i have not been back to Dollar Tree since this if you see that video where i went to Dollar Tree and i got all that type of stuff and i spent like eight dollars i'm like y'all i'm gonna be good for a minute y'all i'm still good like i don't use all this stuff all the fancy stuff i don't use all that stuff all the time so it's not a big deal for me to like have stuff left over for months and months on end too that too is why i think you should listen to me when it comes to product recommendations because i actually use stuff and i have stuff for like so long so there's that anyway let's get in the shower i have this dress from Temu it's just a regular basic dress Nothing too crazy, so let's go ahead and get in the shower, and then I will come back and let y'all know how I feel. Alright, so yes. So other than that, I'm going to be getting in the shower and just going on about my day, but... Thank you for spending some time with me, I guess. We set up some stuff in the bathroom. We got a little bit of a new filming situation going on now, so hopefully we'll feel a little more inspired to get back in here like we used to do and just kind of figure it out. Don't we like that? Ooh, boom. Okay, and then we also have our little stand right here. I don't know what to do with this thing. Love it, okay? I'm loving it. All right, you guys. I love you all so much. Thank you so much for watching, as always. God bless you. Have a blessed day. Love you. Like, comment, share, all that great stuff. Hype this video. Watch it to the end. Stop watching my stuff to the end. Just leave it on. Go cook something. Go do something. Put me in your headphones. Come on now. Come on. Anyway, hype this video. Like this video. Share, comment, subscribe. All that type of great stuff. Make sure you start watching my videos all the way through though. I appreciate that. Okay. Put me in your headphones. Girls, hit me up and let me come through your speakers. Baby, is this a minute for love? Sorry. Gotta go, though. Okay, God bless you guys. Love you so much. See you later.