Kira Crossed the Rainbow Bridge 🌈 Our Husky Passed Away

And now there's just one. How did I go from three dogs to one within a matter of four months? If this is how you're finding this out, I am so sorry. I'm sorry no matter how you found it out, but if this is the video that you found it through, I'm sorry that I have to do this again, not even four months later. I'm not going to go into a lot of detail on this. I do not have the energy to do that right now, but I will tell you what I can, and if you want to know more, i did post a whole bunch of posts all over social media and instagram and facebook and here on youtube on the community tab with more detail of kind of what happened because i know a lot of you guys are going to be confused i will make another video telling you in full detail what happened because if it can help anybody else um that would that that's why i will do it if you do not watch our vlog channel i will give you a little bit of a backstory about kira by the way if i haven't said it we lost kira october 26 kira passed away we're down to one how can we be gone to the snow dogs with only one um so on october 26 kira passed away it happened ridiculously fast um she if you watch the vlogs then you know that she was experiencing some minor back pain which we thought was because tweedledee and tweedledum were playing with each other and that eleanor may have bumped her and so we took her in and we got her some medicine for her back pain then we did that big camping trip we did nova we did all these things but something wasn't right like it was which we thought was her back and it apparently was way more than that um but we would have had no way of knowing nobody would have caught this um she had some fainting spells over the weekend i was at the emergency vet i was at my vet friday twice and then we were at the emergency vet twice saturday and then sunday when it started to ramp up really bad with her every time she would get up she would faint um we rushed her to detroit we live up in alpena so we were three and a half hours we rushed her three and a half hours down to detroit and uh they found a mass on her heart uh inoperable nothing they could do i will tell you that we did call two major cardiologists specialty centers, uh, one in Colorado and one in Illinois to see if there was anything they could do. If there was a possibility, they could put a stint in, which might've given her more time, which we don't even, but there was nothing that they could do. The type of tumor where it was, there was nothing left we could do. So we had to let her go. Um, I didn't, we didn't even get to bring her home. We had to let her go down there. She would not have survived the three and a half hour car ride back to the house i don't even know how she survived the three and a half car three and a half hour car ride down to the hospital downstate we walked into the hospital downstate and she collapsed right as we walked in um she was in crisis and she remained that way she didn't come back out of it like she was in crisis uh again i will make another video and i will go over the details but that is not something i can do right now i just can't that was my plan for right now but no i changed my mind that's not the plan now um so yeah i also put up a video on the vlog channel and there'll probably be a video going up on the Snowdog Shorts channel but they're all pretty much gonna say this same thing um i understand that a lot of you uh probably won't be able to watch for a while or maybe maybe this is this is your exit and i i understand and i love you guys and I understand if I could run away and not have to deal with any of this I would um so I understand that I also want to tell you guys that um because everybody always asks there is a P.O. box below um and if you want to send cards or letters or whatever it's always appreciated we read everything I cannot guarantee that it's all going to make it in a video I know in the past I've done the memorial videos where I've shared all the mail you guys have sent I couldn't do it with Memphis and i know i'm not going to be able to do it we're not even we haven't even made it a year since Memphis but at least when we lost you and you we had a year in between but you and you it hasn't even been four months i hate i hate that i have to tell you guys this and no we're not taking a break right now we're just gonna keep moving forward saturday you might see a really cute video that hopefully will make everybody laugh we'll see if it happens but as of right now i had to let you guys know if you go on our social media like i said there's more detail i am this is unedited i'm not editing this this is what it is we're not going back through and cutting and doing all that stupid stuff you get real raw this is me telling you what that we lost another one and she's gone and i can't even understand so monday october 26th it was around just before 4:30 we had to let her go she when we got to the hospital in Detroit they told me they didn't even know if she was going to make it through the night like that's if if you want to understand the severity that was the severity we had to have her hospitalized overnight um we stayed down there uh dan who edits these videos was we thought we were going down there for neurology to figure out what was going on with her back like i'll tell all this story later but we did not think we were going down there for what we did so uh jamie had stayed up here with Eleanor and dan was here because he's here for Halloween visiting he went down with me and then the next morning at 6 a.m jamie got up and drove down and brought Eleanor and so we could all be together but you're an only dog now it's been 18 years since we've only had one dog 18 years since we've only had one i don't understand what we did in this world to deserve any of this but i i think that whenever anybody goes through tragedy so don't read too deep into that yeah um there are still blogs going up on the vlog channel at Snow Dogs Vlogs all of you guys by now know we have a blog channel um like the Novi videos are still going up over there so if you want to see some of those last videos with her in it that's where they will be i have a couple more videos that haven't even been edited that have her in it as well so weird it just feels so wrong it just doesn't feel it doesn't feel real we just did this we just went through this we just had to destroy the internet and tell everybody and this year oh my gosh you guys i know a lot of you guys are going to be in the comments talking about all the other dogs that have passed away this year and all the other cats and all the other yeah well i know i know you forget that i've been doing this for 20 years i've been friends with a lot of these creators who've had these pets for years and years and years you know so yeah i know it's this year sucks there's no other way to put it this year sucks it does it hasn't all been bad it hasn't all been bad but it sucks i'm gonna go ahead and end this video because i just can't even think straight right now all right you guys we love you we appreciate you and for those worried about eleanor she's pretty fluff and lost she has no idea what's going on and she doesn't do good by herself she needs her buddies yeah you're my little girl all right you guys we love you thank you for being here thank you for everything stay positive dream big and we will see you again soon and yes we will find a friend for eleanor you can't be alone can't be gone to the snow dogs with only one dog love you guys