I'M BACK! LIFE UPDATES & WHAT I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS | Suzie Bonaldi

good morning come here all I can hear in the background is we're back finally finally I think it's been a thousand years since I last uploaded this might actually been have been the longest I've gone without actually vlog vlogging I did upload unboxing day but that Vlog was filmed mid December so I think I've actually not vlogged anything for a month are you okay please stop trying to lick me I was fully ready to come back to work last week and it was the worst timing there are so many bugs going around I don't know what I had but oh bye something got me and it was quite horrific like I have not been that ill in a long time I don't think it was flu because the symptoms weren't quite flu it was a cult but it was a really bad cold I was in bed for a week and that's not how long I was ill for that's just how long I was like really not well for but we're finally on the men today is actually the first day that I felt the most myself which is really really nice I actually got up really early so this is not my first hot drink of the day this is actually just a hot chocolate we've already caffeinated and one is all we need for the day any more than that and I get a really really bad headache but even the smell will give me a headache so we are having a little midm morning h H chalky oh my God the velvetizer has changed my life we got it around Christmas time but it was actually a wedding gift from my mom we did our wedding gift list if you didn't see me talk about it with the wedding shop I was working with them but we fully used it for our wedding gifting list which people have mixed opinions on Ryan actually was really not sure on it to begin with but I was like no no trust me trust me because oh my god did everyone literally everyone we know even though we said please like we're having a destination wedding don't don't buy us things we don't need like the fact that you're flying out to our destination wedding is enough for us please don't buy us things but there were a lot of people that were like no no we want to buy you something so yeah we used the wedding shop for our gifting list and it was just so it was so good cuz you can do get cash donations which we used for various like funds but we also listed products and that was one of the ones that I added I really didn't add much I let Ryan kind of like lead with that he put a lot of kitchen things on there this was not meant to the intro for this Vlog but this and towels were the only things that I added I was like I need for nothing more I have a lot of stuff I have nothing that I want to put on the gift list and I also don't care about that many things in the kitchen whereas Ryan was like we need new this new that like cuz I've had everything basically since I moved out when I was 21 22 so I was 21 when I moved out so yeah but anyway my point being the velvetizer and towels were the only things that I was like we need these things and my mom very kindly got me the velvetizer and it has changed my life that is the long story short to the fact that I'm drinking a hot chocolate we've had a big discussion on stories on Instagram about me using it to make matcha I literally use it to heat if I need any form of milk heated or foamy it goes in the velvetizer I'm obsessed it's changed my life and yes it is a glorified milk foamer but I love it and it's pretty and it just it's changed my life I love it thank you Mom it was great but anyway so yeah that is where I've been I need to go back to the gym I can't lie I need to I need to go outside so yeah that is on the agenda for this weekend cuz yeah it's just been me my hot chocolates the snack dra on my bed and I can't lie I feel like a potato so I will be one of those annoying people embracing healthy Jan and we're just going to have to deal with it but anyway my mug of the day is my Leon's Bagels mug I got this in New York I got a set of them I have been loving them over Christmas this and another set of mugs have been my go-to but anyway I need to give my kitchen a little tidy I need to empty the dishwasher cuz my mom is coming over this afternoon to help me with some bits and then Lauren is coming over for dinner tonight so we want a clean and tidy kitchen why are knives and forks the worst bit empty first OOTD of 2025 this whole outfit is basically fresh out the box these two pieces arrived last night and I threw them on this morning and I'm so so happy with them I didn't really have high expectations I've had a really bad run recently of ordering things and just hating everything which great for my bank balance but just a bit sad because I wanted some new jeans and some new knitware and you know what I did I just ordered the same jeans that I've had for the past year the same jeans I've been buying on rotation just ordered them in another color basically I wanted a dark pair of jeans and I went to Asos tried all theirs I tried so many places and tried on so many pairs of jeans and I was just literally tearing my hair out and then saw these and I was like I know I love them and I know the fit love that and then I also whilst I was on cause I threw this into my basket this jumper and normally I would not let sorry my voice is get funny I still can't fully speak properly after that cold so if I just suddenly sound a bit like that is why this jumper is moare and mohare has no business being anywhere near my body normally however it's actually not itchy and I say that being someone who hates hates itchy clothing it's actually not itchy I think I felt it itch me like maybe once like 2 hours ago fine fine fine I'm not even wearing a vest underneath so if I wanted to I could wear a vest it's kind of like slouchy slouchy fit and then it's got this V neckline but it's not too much of a V where it just feels a bit dated I really like this kind of cut at the moment and I just think it looks really nice like if you give it a little tuck and these jeans are great cuz they've got a little bit of room for tucking in them which is so nice so yeah that is my outfit I've just got some like indoor ugs on my Aurelia chain necklace and these hoops are AST me I just wanted a little bit of like something colorful in there my rings there's quite an extensive ring situation as you can see I will try and Link as many as I can but this is my left hand I've got a little stack that I'm experimenting with on my ring finger we'll see how I get on with that I've always wanted there to be a stack but I just wasn't really sure what I wanted and it's really hard just going into a jewelry store and like sometimes they don't have all of the perfect things and you have to find them from different places so I've been experimenting with some things I already own the rings on my index finger are Astro deu and then Monica Viner this is my right hand there's a lot going on here there's a real mix we've got some Ry on my index finger and then the top of my middle finger and then I've got a few like real gold pieces on and that gets a bit tricky cuz I can't remember where they all came from I like local eclectic and majuri for my real gold if I'm buying like not from Jewelers and then the bottom two like wavy rings on my index finger are ash my third finger we've got an Etsy ring and then I believe a local eclectic ring and then I can't remember where the bottom one is from it's either aelia or Ash me this is the first time ever where I've like had a stack of rings on my fingers and I've actually not hated it I feel like for me it maybe Works a bit better than having just like one chunky ring I don't know while I'm up here I'm going to procrastinate massively cuz I have some really boring things I need to do this afternoon but I thought I'd show you quickly before we get fully out of the season of this I mean we're already I'm already Towing the line but I thought I would show you what I got for Christmas does it feel slightly wrong doing this mid January maybe but it's now or never I actually have one gift that I haven't unwrapped yet because I loved the wrapping I know what it is and I loved my wrapping paper so much and I wanted to show you guys it's so cute I got it off Amazon annoying comes in sheets and not rolls because I cannot tell you I would love rolls and rolls and rolls of this but anyway I have to say I got great gifts this year I mean I always get great gifts but this year I just really felt like you know when you just unwrap things and you're like this person number one is so thoughtful this is amazing but also like they know me so well and that's just like I don't know it's just such a nice feeling okay so we'll start with book chat my mom I think she's sick to death of buying me B she also bought me a perfume and I think it was just to offset this this is not her vibe but we love sharing like a psychological thriller book but this is not her vibe this is not Sharon's Vibe I have the cresant city book series and because I now have my Kindle I asked for it in hard back just because they look so cool and I know I just know I'm going to love this series so much that I'm going to be really happy that I got it in hard back and I'm never going to want to give these books away so hard back is and then I also got iron flame I still haven't read fourth wi I actually I wish I had but I went straight on from acatar to Throne of Glass I'm like I'm working my way through the Throne of Glass series at the moment and I think before I move on to Crescent City I might make a start on Fourth wing and then iron flame I think I'm at the moment I'm just really feeling like thrown of glass is a very intense series of books and it's very it's a very long series of books and I feel like I'm going to need something like short and sweet to break up she says short and sweet H It's that or powerless I don't know I might need something like light in between not sure so yeah all of your book recommendations have fully been taken on board at this point like everyone was screaming at me when I started atatar that I need those books and I know onx storm is also on its way so I know this is very quickly going to go from being a two set of books to a three set of books like I said my mom also got me a perfume she got me Kylie Cosmic this was on my list of things that I would love for Christmas I have been spelling this every time we walked through the airport this year and every time I walk through the airport I nearly buy it and then I think you should put that on your Christmas list and I did and no regrets this is so nice it's kind of similar to Jimmy chew I want you but it's got a bit more of a what is that it's like a little bit softer and a little bit less strong and intense but like it's still strong in a nice way so almost like there's an extra like black currenty note or something in there that's just making it a little bit more deep and berish than Jimmy cheu I want you so lovely will love love love wearing that my friend Ellie got me three things she got me number one the blank Street playing cards I actually saw these when I was in blank Street in Manchester and Ryan was like that's such a you thing like they had so much not like christmy stuff but they had loads of like little Mery bits that would be like cute Christmas gifts and he pointed those out and I was like oh my God I would love that and then lo and behold a few weeks later my friend Ellie got those for me which I just thought was so cool and I was like she gets me so yeah I love that I also got matcha single serves which is amazing cuz as you all know I travel a lot and I travel with like my entire pack of matcha so this is unreal for like one night stays I love her so dearly for this like you know what I mean very very thoughtful gift really well thought out and then I also love this but this is multifaceted not only is it like in keeping with the match theme and it's green this is a set of like Twisted candlesticks I love hting girls dinners and I love doing a tablescape and I just thought it was so nice like she knows I love like a Candlestick little situation and I thought that was so nice 10 out of 10 love her another gift I got for Christmas I was like wow this person just knows me so well I got like a portable mini karaoke set which if you don't know my love for karaoke it's actually is quite sometimes I think it's quite concerning my love to karaoke but look at these they're so small so best believe I'll be rocking up to places just with my little speaker and my mics and again a great color Choice great color theme love it can you imagine like doing a road trip with me and all of a sudden I just pull this out the car like that is like top tier car entertainment and me and my friends do love a little bit of car karaoke so this is hysterical obviously the driver will not be allowed this but a great gift I I laughed so hard when I opened that Ryan got me quite a few bits a lot of snacks which I have now eaten as we have already discussed spent a long time in bed eating said snacks however he got me a couple of other things and one of them was the loan shower gel this is kind of becoming a routine thing every Christmas because I love love love the shower gel this is like an OG blogger favorite but like it's so good it's really nice if you are lazy like me and you hate moisturizing I hate moisturizing it's basically you know like using an oil cleanser for your face but for your body and I basically just find it it just doesn't dry my skin out as much as like a regular shower gel so then I don't need to moisturize as much after so love this and then I will open the other gift that he got me because it's getting silly now he does keep asking me where so said new gift is and that he hasn't seen it and that is because YouTube eats first he wrapped this well someone actually asked me the other day on Instagram if I ever got this jacket that I showed in New York this is from kith it's basically like a deep forest green puffer jacket and it's absolutely stunning I'm obsessed I love this like logo and font it's so nice so the answer is yes yes I did indeed to get this but I got it for Christmas which is why no one's seen it oh this is so nice it's such a good puffer jacket like you know when you just can tell like the puffy stuff in it is actually like doing good work but it's not too bulky which is really really nice and I just love it and then this final gift is actually one of my favorites it's looking like not very cute anymore but this was way cuter when I actually opened it but my aunt and Uncle and Cousin did me a little like care package and the card actually says Dear Susie we didn't know what to buy the girl who has everything so we decided to restock your snack drawer and I literally I opened this and Ellie's gifts at the same time like back to back and I was just crying because it's just so like you know when people just get really get you and it just really I got choked up I was just like this is so nice and this has actually not gone in the snack drawer yet because I've been keeping it up here not only to show you and so that I didn't eat everything but also so Ryan didn't eat everything because these little things I had two mint ones of these in the snack drawer downstairs and where have they gone and annoyingly they're a Christmas thing so I can't Rey them so they very kindly got me two of everything which I think is an insinuation that I should share with rhy but best believe I will not be sharing my snack stash m- in fact this might just have to stay as a snack basket up here where he doesn't know about it because I'm getting a bit precious over my snack drawer but anyway they also got my hot chocolate I actually got hot chocolate from my brother and sister-in-law as well which was the you will have seen me actually make my hot chocolate with it this morning it's the witard hazelnut hot chocolate that is banging I love that again another gift where I was like you really get me I love you so yeah we've got the lint hot chocolate I'm excited to try this I bet it's going to taste so good we have the Rhythm chocolate and salted caramel biscuits I love these these and the hazelnut ones are so so good the his onut ones maybe Trump these but only slightly they're all amazing you got little chocolate reindeer very cute deliciously Ella salted chocolate dipped almonds these are delicious I have the bja bja chocolate salted caramel chocolate truffles yum I've had those quite a few times and they're very good and then we have speculations I don't know what the these are biscuits I have never had these but they look delicious and they look like they are ready to be dunked in a proper tea so that is the replenishment of my snack drawer that I never knew I needed but I'm so very very grateful for I'll give you a snack drawer update when we go downstairs later yeah that is what I got for Christmas I hope you enjoyed it hope you enjoyed spending time with me cuz I know I did Happ good morning happy Sunday let's get the heating on in here oh I need to check my tires and I fear that is not a pink job and there's very few instances in life where I go into that Vibe of pink jobs and blue jobs but I fear the checking of the tires to my eyes they are fine I fear I feel this may be a blue job but anyway good morning I have just been to the gym I would have liked to have spent longer in there but I I have to get home it was hair wash day yesterday so the Hat was very necessary but I feel a bit like you know when you just feel like the the outfit is not fitting but you just kind of have to like deal with it that's the vibe for today but I thought I'd show you quickly my gym bag I've got my aloe gym bag from when I bought this coat although I've seen a really nice actual gym bag on aloe which I would quite like I'm kind of toying with whether that's a necessary purchase at the moment but it may need to happen cuz it's really cute but anyway I always have my cute Amazon clip on the side just in case and then I have my gloves which are going on oh we're flashing battery that's good we have to make this very quick then yeah the gloves are going on soon cuz it's so cold this is why I would have walked outside but it's too it's genuinely too cold apparently feels like minus two no thank you bottle of water headphones which are looking disgusting I should have got the black ones I should have got the black ones the only other thing that's in here is my like Road pouch which is looking chaotic but in that we have grape water okay so I need a little bit of a mist and a refresh and a reset this like brings you back to life it's kind of strange I don't know how it does it but like if you get off a flight for example and you spray that like you immediately like your face just looks so not dry it's amazing I have snacks just in case these aren't my favorite they're good but they're not my favorite and I think I feel like that's essential because otherwise I will just eat all of them and they're they're meant to be for like when you're in need you know hairbrush which looks vile so I'm not going to show you that for too long a silk scrunchie probably one of Victoria that she's left lying around summer Friday's lip balm don't know where my mint one's gone I hope it resurfaces soon though cuz I really like the Mint one spare contacts and then I have two perfumes actually one tiny mini but this is my full size which I spray normally when I'm in the car when I get out the gym cuz I don't like to inconvenience other people with my my smells cuz that's a strong one and then I have pelan the favorite which has a hair attached to it she's a gy girl apparently for for this week anyway see how long that lasts anyway we've got to go but yeah I've just had a chill weekend so far I binged the Molly May documentary love her she's very under I feel like she's actually so funny like I watch her Vlogs I started watching her Vlogs a few months back and she's highly highly underrated for her humor like I just find myself like actually laughing out loud at her and just felt really like sad and like emotional for her like a lot and then I was also binging a lot of YouTube I'm really enjoying the Langs on YouTube at the moment I love the fact that they just have a full argument on camera I don't know why there's something about me that loves that oh and then I kind of was up really late last night and I watched like Tik Tok basically half of Tik Tok basically disappear which was so strange anyway I hope you are all well I feel really bad about the fact that today is an upload day and I this Vlog wasn't ready in time my battery very rudely cut me off as I was saying I feel bad bad that I did not upload I just I just couldn't put out like a half video it would have ended so abruptly it made no sense whatsoever and like I said before Christmas I really want to make better videos this year so putting out a half last 20 minute video was not on the agenda okay we don't have long to get ready so here goes nothing I'm going to have to straighten my hair though cuz that's not cute I don't like that okay I'll have to do I really want to do like cute French pin updo kind of stuff this afternoon but I just don't know I don't think the Fringe is going to take it especially when it's first day hair it's annoying when you have a fringe cuz your instinct on first day hair is to Slick it back to get it cuz it's too fluffy and to get it out the way but then if you do that you have to use a ton of product and then you basically are back at hair wash day so what do what do you do I hate it I hate it I hate it probably doesn't help that I am I'm also trying to do a side Pop I just I hate hate hate a middle part on me now like I wore I've worn a side part almost solidly now for the past year and I just I just love it on me not like this like this is giving 2000's Disney Channel Fringe not really the vibe okay so I've decided to do part claw clip part French pin so I've Twisted it the way you would if you were French pinning and then I've secured with the claw clip because it's just going to be too clean to stay and I'm taking these if I do enough of these and release the claw clip this French pin actually will stay I did this a lot on my wedding week and like honeymoon and stuff there's no hair bands involved here literally just twisted my hair clipped the claw clip around it then you get like cuz you have pulled all the hair up onto the top you get like these nice little bits up here whereas if that if I hadn't used those little two bits this would all just flop back this is actually how I did my hair the night before my wedding and I really liked it anyway we're nearly there it goes quite literally nothing at least that's done and I can do a bit of makeup quickly you know what I really got into doing over Christmas is curling my lashes this is something I literally never do like my friends who do the same job as me always think I'm so weird cuz I don't ever curl my lashes my wedding makeup artist actually used curlers on me and then I would do my own mascara and I made way less mess when my lashes were curled my skin feels so dry at the moment this weather is not good okay I've just realized I'm running really late but this is my outfit for our Sunday lunch I am wearing a pretty lavish jumper like oversiz bouay knit they do these in different colors now I don't think it comes in this anymore sadly but go to Vinted and Depot cuz I'm sure it'll be on there C jeans Uggs this coat is a new find from H&M it's just unreal it's huge but like I'm living for it and then I've got my huge jumbo Chanel and yeah I really like this outfit but I got to go now goodbye we here the bending down thank you thank you so much wow thank you o yeah wow this looks amazing look at that oh my God they look so good oo okay so my magic new tripod works on the mirror in here which is amazing because I always have the worst Lighting in this bathroom if I put you guys on the window sill so this is lovely I have my tea we're going to do some skin care I haven't talked you through my skincare routine in a long time and it's actually changed a fair bit so I removed my makeup with whatever we have which right now is not a lot we are almost out of this we are out of this I love the clinic make take the day off range these are amazing I'm going to use the drags of this and then go in with my new cleanser which I have a fresh one off so I literally just used this to kind of got the makeup off and then the next cleanser is for like actually cleaning the skin then I take one of these face Halos these to me are just so much better than flannels flannels I just always find I'll go back over my face and there's always orange like on them with these I don't together our dinner was so nice I'm so full we went to this place called bony stage which isn't like local to where we live it's like a 20 minute is Drive half an hour but so worth the drive the food is so good it's been my favorite place for a roast for a really long time now baly stage and beach house but beach house I really the food is good but obviously it's annoying cuz you have to be a member and sometimes the Serv is hit in this and also I have to really fight to get a side of pigs and blankets they don't like offer it as standard and they'll only give it to you normally with the chicken dish and I don't like chicken don't want chicken at bony they do like all the sides and you can just ask for them and they'll do the sides to you they're so nice so I had like side of stuffing a Yorkshire pudding pigs and blankets like the whole shebang it was stunning and honestly the food is rter the food is better so if you are in the Sussex area or you're like visiting Sussex put bony on your list like bony in general is actually just lovely my new cleanser this is elmus pro collagen cleanser when I said new new this week I've been using this as my second cleanser this is so nice like when my nose has been really blocked the smell of this just like it's so I don't know what the word is it's got that lovely like Spar smell to it it like really cuts through if you got a block nose and it's just been so delightful and I love using this in the morning as well and I give myself like a proper face massage like the whole thing which this also I find really helps like sinuses so it's just been really nice doing the whole face massage thing after cleanser I go in with the clay Depo serum couple of PS of this I am halfway through this and this is my I think this is my last one after this I'm going onto the lancom what is the serum called get it in a sec it's so nice I made a resolution in 2024 to try and use up as much skincare as possible and I actually I done such a good job I think I've used up three clay Depo the creams and definitely two serums at this point I'm using this clay Depo eye Contour cream clay Depo eye creams are really nice also CH eye creams and then clay Depo the cream we're on the drags of this so I think I have one left after this this is like putting butter on your face in the best kind of way the texture of this is like nothing else that I've ever tried I'm still yet to find anything else that has this texture and it's really gorgeous and hydrating I feel like I want to add in an extra serum though at some point soon because it's just the weather is so cold at the moment and I do feel like my skin is just it needs a little bit extra something the current routine is amazing it's doing really well but just feel like I need tiny more oh and then in the morning I use this which is even thicker than the cream this is the lancor reenergy ren renery God I wish I was French pepti cream this is just gorgeous and the smell of this is just lovely so I've been using that in the morning cuz I used up my Cod can't remember what it's called it's pink put a photo on screen but that is gorgeous but I just wanted something thicker cuz it's so cold right now that is it for my evening routine unless it feels a bit dry cuz we've got the heating like on at the moment so sometimes I go in with a bit more I'm in the fluffy dressing gown of dreams I will link this chef's kiss I think we're going to watch the traitors now cuz we're at least two episodes behind we might have the finale I don't I don't I can't remember how many episodes there are but it's very exciting anyway hello a someone ready for traitors you ready for traitors I just want to be back on put me down you currently caller number five in the queue hello it's one of those afternoons where I've been chronically attached to my laptop and actually I thought today was going to be a bit more eventful than it actually was nothing that makes me love life more than being on hold you know I thought i' show you what I got from the shop full disclosure I do not shop at M&S for my daily shops we go there for the treats obviously but anyway the foundation of my life quite frankly a very important part of my day so I get the out proo this probably isn't the best one for you but the supermarket that I shop in it doesn't have a lot of like choice but I get the no sugars almond that's for my daily this is for my copious amounts of drinking some kind of milk and then Ryan will have oat milk he has a quado in the morning it's like the world's smallest coffee like what is even the point it's not like a vat of liquids I'm quite frankly not interested but yeah he has a tiny amount so he'll have like whatever oat milk and I really like this one for like an evening hot Chuy it just Foams really really well tonight's dinner is going to be a pasta I'm going to do like a creamy tomato pasta sauce I just saw it on Instagram was like we haven't done that in a while and then I got some of this Ryan likes this brand I don't really know much about it but I know he likes it this meal was mostly about the sauce so I got that and I also got some peppers I'll show you how I make this dinner it's very very easy and I also got some broccoli cuz that is a foundational part of my life and then you know what I saw What's this called a chuckling egg now doesn't that just look like a Cream Egg but it's vegan I do get a lot of questions on my diet I mostly eat vegan I do not exclusively vegan if I eat out there's a good chance I'm not eating vegan yes you're seeing this right I have bought so many of these because the vegan stuff just doesn't stay in stock so even though I don't know that they're good I had to stock up but yeah for the most part I should eat vegan my body likes being vegan but if you see me out and about and I'm eating a roast dinner or or I am eating sushi or some kind of fish mind your own business I'm not Ryan who is like he would die he would rather starve like genuinely has we've been on a few trips where he's not eaten a lot it doesn't happen often but it does happen and I'm not one of those girls i' rather eat and I really it's important for me to have a healthy relationship with food and not be too restrictive so for the most part I eat vegan but if I open That Snack drawer behind me which I will do very soon are you going to see all vegan snacks no are a lot of them vegan yes that's that's that on that should we try it now should we just this feels really like what's tful this actually tells time now my brother came over a few weeks back sa for Christmas and uh he actually made my oven s time Peak adting for me oh my God I guys it already it smells like a Cream Egg how did you lose your teeth guys this is Cream Egg I'm so glad I bought another four of these oh my God we need to go show Ryan oh this is what the back of my house looks like now if anyone Wonder this is where I keep him in the garden you need to try this oh cream EG yeah I just I brought the wrapper so you could see that it was in fact vegan cuz I need you freak out I didn't think you poison me not poison it tastes like a Cream Egg doesn't it that's dangerous I know I bought five I just wanted to taste test it for the Vlog and I was like oh my God Ryan needs to see what this is all about that's so good I know the other day and I was like ah there's no like real Easter I guess those there's those dois and damn like little egg yeah and they do actual Easter eggs but how long have I been saying they need to do a Cream Egg mhm I'm very happy anyway love you bye thanks for that that's all right wow is all I'm going to say it's getting darker and darker I'm so glad I bought four of them anyway this should probably be a good time whil I'm about to put these in here to take you through the snack dra actually now before we get into this I need to just disclose the fact that this snack drawer was not ever meant to be a snack drawer I've taken over it was for bowls and the toaster normally goes here under the cereal and then we had a toasty maker and then I just got really Snacky at the end of last year like the wedding was done and I was like oh my God snacks I just didn't let myself snack in the runup to the wedding so I still have these left over from America from New York I have the Rhythm hazut chocolate parling little biscuits oh my God they're unreal they're so good these with like a cup of tea or hot chocolate Sensational I do have a packet of mini eggs which I do think cabries there's something about non-vegan cabries that does break me out cuz I've got a few spots at the moment so I'm blaming this because I've been eating these over Christmas Elite I actually bought a whole box of the red ones only best week of my life I've also been eating after eight and my skin has been fine but as soon as these have gone into my body spots so cabri love you but I don't oh Ryan's beenin in here there's only one left I love these pipper nut dark chocolate peanut butter cups I'm real Ryan bought me this which I then realized about a week later that as I said earlier in the Vlog my little reindeers were gone so I think he saw this and got it for me out of guilt so yeah but anyway pistachio delicious we have F rochet left over from Christmas that I still haven't touched I need to be in the mood for those brownie brittle left over from New York oh my God these I bought like four boxes of these at Christmas and I'm kind of rationing them because they're my favorite they're basically like vegan after eight chocolates but I actually think these are better we also have some crisps which are some of my favorites this little section here is great I'm going to take you through this lots of you will know that I love this brand I think you saw me buy these and the dark cherries and maybe the chocolate coated mango I got these in the garden center weirdly need to go back cuz I actually I didn't like them at first but I really like them with like my yogurt and blueberries and like my basic my breakfast so I'm loving that and I also am putting these on my breakfast as well cuz apparently I'm a 5-year-old these were as you will have seen in my what I got for Christmas then I picked up these when I was in Sainsbury's at the weekend these are delicious salted caramel milk chocolate almonds now these are at the moment cereal only these are more the what I'm about to show you is more snack oriented and then I've got honey and sea salt cashew peanuts these are unreal if you're not into like chocolate covered their nuts they're just their General nuts are insane and these are so good like the nuts that I have in my gym bag nowhere near as good as these but these can't go in my gym bag cuz you can't be going to the gym and then annihilating like I will eat half a pack of these weirdly if things go in the snack drawer I don't like go hard on them whereas if they weren't in the snack drawer if they were like out on the side or in a bag I would just graze on them throughout the day I don't know what that what that says it's almost like snack drawer is like a specific use these These are basically like after eight nuts so they're peppermint cream dark chocolate almonds I'm real these these make me very happy all fness these I couldn't sit and just back to back those two to be honest actually all of them that is my snack draw that's where we're at I think we're going to need to restock at some point cuz I'm scared I'm running out of this I've just roasted some pepper in the oven I've done an orange um no sorry a yellow and a was it a yellow and an orange or a yellow and a red can't remember but I like doing this because it then helps to give this sauce a really nice orangey color without just adding tons I going to add a bit of De Dairy but without adding like a ton of dairy and then you get a little bit of your fi day this is going to get a bit loud so excuse me that cute and orange let's pull this in gorgeous I'm also going to add in some milk as well just a little bit not a lot also please remember that I eyeball everything so there are no quantities I'm so sorry I've also got a little pasta water as well which I'm just going to add in apparently this helps thicken things up I honestly I have no idea if it does but I just do what Ryan does cuz his food always tastes really good and then I'm going to add some salt whoops that's quite a lot but oh well D that in and I put on like a medium heat and then a spoon of our favorite chili oil I actually don't know what this is or where it's from but it's delicious that's my garlic bread and that is it and then we're just going to add our pasta in I do my pasta and my veggies in the same pot cuz I'm lazy and I don't like washing up