Jessica Sutta, Former Pussycat Dolls Member: ‘I Was Severely Injured’ by the Shot [FULL EPISODE]

I started developing a Tremor and then the next couple nights I started getting involuntary head jerks and leg jerks today I sit down with former Pussycat Dolls member Jessica SAA a singer and Dancer with two multiplatinum albums and several top 10 singles in a repertoire when the neuropathy came it spread through my whole body I remember staring at the ceiling and thinking oh my God this is it I'm dying today she shares for the first time what happened to her after getting a second madna covid vaccine shot in why she chose to speak out one death is enough one one child on the football field is enough you know they I just read that FDA pulled a an ey drop because it killed one person why is it so different with this this is American thought leaders and I'm Yan Kell Jessica SAA such a pleasure to have you on American thought leaders thank you Yan thank you so much for having me well it's kind of amazing to have you here on the American thought leader set you know you're we a member of The Pussycat Dolls one of the most successful I guess girl bands of all time um multiplatinum winner you've had a solo career maybe just let's start by you just sort of summarizing for me what brings you here well um I was severely injured by the madna vaccine and um I found that your show is the safest place to be um to speak my truth because I know there's a lot of people suffering out there and um I know it's brave for me to do this which I think is crazy um but now I have the strength to do it um and that's why I'm here well thank you for having me I very I'm very happy to have have you here and uh I think we should kind of start from the beginning because there might be a few people out there that aren't familiar with with your uh dance and singing days so maybe maybe just start us off you know how did you even kind of get into the whole world of music and wow well I'm a dancer since I was three um I love dance I love performing so much um I went to a performing art school called New World School of the Arts where I focused on dance and then later on after knee injury I switched to theater and um got into acting and in Miami I um once I graduated from high school um I danced for the Miami Heat did music videos I danced with Will Smith um and then I was lucky enough to be on a soap Abra called Ocean Avenue uh it was really fun I enjoyed it so much I loved being on set but um I'll let you in on a little secret um I'm a terrible actress so I moved to Los Angeles to act and it wasn't really going so well for me and um My First Love obviously dance um I was asked to do um a public service announcement for Smoky the Bear it was my first job in Los Angeles and uh it happened to be uh Robin Anton who's the creator of the cat dolls was a choreographer for this public service announcement uh for Smokey the Bear and we were putting out for forest fires with our top hats um and Tuxedo leotards in the middle of the forest um it got cut out of course you know it got cut out of the actual PSA which was very sad but uh that's when I established little relationship with Robin Anton and about a on set she said you know I really love you I want you to do me a favor I want you to cut your bangs and I want you to be in the Pussycat BTS I was like what is that okay sounds good um and that's kind of how I started in the Pussycat Dolls it was a cast of about 50 girls um the lead was Carmen Electra um we had a lot of celebrity guests that came on um which gave a lot of notoriety in Hollywood it was a very cool underground show um where Christina Applegate was an MC uh Christina AG Galera perform Gwen Stefani um and when Gwen Stefani came in uh she actually got the attention of uh her label which was inner scope records and they were very interested to do something with the group but they had no idea what to do with it cuz it was just so wild um and uh it went from 20 girls to six girls and I I stayed at the six and I was part of the pop group The Pussycat Dolls and uh it AB absolutely changed my life forever it was incredible and then after the Pussycat Dolls I I did some solo work um I did some uh singing and dance music I have five number one hits on the dance club uh Billboard Chart I love performing and uh it's been a really amazing fun career uh recently actually in uh 2019 we decided to have a reunion um which was really fun um but unfortunately Co stopped that so it's no longer happening well in Co you you know really changed all sorts of things and I suppose it indeed brought you here ultimately yeah so what happened to you [Music] um it you know I'm I'm a law-abiding citizen I want to do what's right for the community I wanted to stop this pandemic um I'm not antia in anyway so I went and I I went to protect my community and unfortunately um my reaction wasn't what I thought it would be and it um it changed my life um and it's been almost two years and it's something that um not really allowed to speak publicly about because it's so taboo and maybe it's rare but it's real and um I live it every single day but uh I think my point of of being here Yan um since I'm also a fan of your show um I would like to speak to the vacine jur and let them know that they're not alone um this is real uh your voice matters um you are loved it's time to take off your tin foil hat that has been so graciously graciously given to you by other people um because you're not crazy um it's happening and I think it's time to get the researchers and the doctors um involved to to heal us because I know we will heal um and I think it's important to speak out now truly well thank you for doing that and and well so it can be really difficult especi because the number of these vaccine injuries that I'm familiar with indeed uh you know Brian dressen who I've had on the show is a kind of a similar situation to you where it's not obvious on the surface when you look at someone that anything's different and it might be very easy for someone to say well it's all in your head or or there's some other reason or anyway there's there's a whole lot of um it's it's not obvious No No in fact so I can tell you my journey so um three days after of the madna vaccine I woke up in the most excruciating um muscle spasm and um as an athlete and a professional dancer it just felt so different it felt like uh I'd broken my rib I'd broken my rib before on tour so I I I know pain very well I've danced about three shows after I broke my rib so I'm familiar with pain um so I went and did all the therapies that I would normally do the chiropractor acupuncture massage rest and nothing would get this muscle spasm out so uh it was September 15th 2021 I I admitted myself to the hospital um and uh they ran all these tests all this blood work I did a CAT scan and come to find out I'm in perfect health like there was absolutely nothing wrong with me um so they sent me home with antibiotics saying that you know there was a kidney infection or whatever they had to wait to get the test and they said okay so I just kind of went on and tried the same therapies and uh nothing was working and I was getting to a point where it was really hard to breathe it just felt like burning and um just like knives just knives in my side um and it was incredibly debilitating I couldn't even lift my son I just had my son and that was really hard cuz just even holding him was like a struggle so um our trainer mentioned to us that uh a friend of his in Boston had an adverse reaction to um the covid vaccine and that I need to take a look at something so um my husband that night showed me a video of um like a thousand women um having these horrific um side effects from this vaccine and um I just remember telling my husband like can you turn it off I don't want to see this come on you know no way this is just a muscle spasm I'm it's going to go away I mean you know um and then eventually it got so bad I remember I think it was like December 7th around that time it had spread through my whole body where I was just so heavy and my eyelids and my legs and my feet everything hurt and I just couldn't move and I was I lost about so I was about 50 60 pounds overweight um in August still from post pregnancy I had lost that weight by December I was already back to like you know underweight which was about like5 so it was um it was crazy because you know I live in Hollywood and I was getting compliments I was like wow you look great what are you doing and I was like I'm not doing anything different I just I don't know what's going on with my body but it just it feels like um my body's eating itself so um yeah yeah it's even hard to talk about you know just speaking here right now it's like wow I'm actually I actually have a voice to speak out on this as scary as it is you know so I eventually found a a massage therapist that was working on my back and she finally got the muscle spasm out and once I got the muscle spasm out I was lay laying in bed all of a sudden I started developing a Tremor and then the next couple nights I started getting involuntary head jerks and leg jerks and it scared me because it felt like oh my God this is not my body anymore what is going on and um so when I went to a rheumatologist she said you know you you have fiber in my Alia I did a whole another blood test um a whole line of blood tests um everything you can imagine nothing nothing indicated any type of um autoimmune disease nothing was abnormal so she said you you have to work out it's fibromyalgia you'll work through this so when I would do that it actually made things worse um and I was in a yoga pose and as I was twisting my spine I came back and that's when the neuropathy started and um just very briefly you know for those that might not know what does that mean exactly so um small fiber neuropathy um feels like you're on fire uh it feels like it's burning all throughout your your rib cage from in my case it was in my rib cage and all the way down my spine and it would come in kind of like contractions it would come in waves and it was so debilitating and I just didn't know what to do um and at the time I had switched insurances um and uh I begged my general practitioner can I please see an neologist I I really feel like something's very wrong um and she said okay she finally let me see him and then the first thing he said was when did you get the vaccine I said you know he goes oh I I think you had an adverse reaction and that was the first time that I acknowledged the fact that that was actually happening to me when you saw that video earlier of the many many women that were having the Tremors and the adverse reactions I'm sorry to put you through that that's okay but um but for for some reason you just weren't ready to accept that this could be a possibility even though you had mentioned earlier that there was a that you had taken the vaccine and they were kind of ignoring that so you in the back of your mind you knew just trying to sort of chart your thinking through this because I didn't want it to be real you know especially as I was just trying to do the right thing I couldn't imagine that this could ever happen this wasn't um something that was warned I didn't get a heads up that this could be a reaction kind of an autoimmune response and um to this day I still get gaslit to think that it's not real so that's a com having spoken to many people who have been injured now this is a very common situation whether it's doctors you know there was even this you know video that went around of a woman who had very severe Tremors and she wanted to show people this is what can happen right but never mind people not believing it but people sort of you know making fun of it this is a reality in our society today what what is your reaction to that oh it's it's so painful but you know what I've been gastate a lot in my life so I studied how to kind of navigate through it so as hard as it is when people are gaslighting me and just trying to make it seem like what's happening is not happening um I think you got have to go back to your truth and know exactly um how you feel and also my fellow vaxed injured friends you know their experiences are very real and I've seen it firsthand as to other people have not seen that they don't have friends that have mitoch carditis from this they don't have friends that have you know similar symptoms like I do um cuz when I went to the hospital so F when when the neuropathy came um and spread through my whole body um I remember staring at the ceiling and thinking oh my God this is it I'm dying I'm dying this is it I mean I have everything I've ever wanted in my entire life and um it's almost over like I didn't know so I I went to the hospital you know for the second time and that was in May it was May 3rd and uh I talk about being gaslit that was probably one of the worst experiences of my life and I unless my arm is falling off I won't step foot in another hospital again it was um they didn't want to believe it even though I had been diagnosed from the neurologist from that hospital and somehow through like my therapies and all of that I had developed a um a lesion on my spine on my C5 C6 um so you know they were like okay so this is what we think um you have symptoms of of Ms but you don't have MS so that's good right and and I was like I don't know if that's good you know at least you can treat them as what do you do with me here you know well in 3 months you'll be fine and this is just going to leave your body and just don't get the booster you'll be okay um yeah it's been 2 years so it's it's not getting any better if anything it's getting progressively worse and um that's when I started really searching for answers and and and doing as much research as I possibly can and opening my mind and broadening making my uh my mind more Broad in the sense of like learning about everything and listening to everything everyone has to say like I want to hear it all I want to hear the scientist I was really drawn to Dr Robert Malone I I believe he's a hero I I'm I'm so grateful for that man when he speaks it's just so I just did a lot of research and then I came across react 19 and um I I saw uh Brienne dren speak on Congress and she was talking about her uh experience it was so similar to mine but what scared me the most was that she was in a wheelchair and um as a dancer and as a new mom that's terrifying and uh I'm a fighter I'm not going to get it to there you know hopefully not but um yeah so she gave me a lot of um strength without even knowing it and that's when I reached out to react 19 on Instagram and I said thank you so much for the work you're doing I'm I'm actually VX injured I'm terrified to speak out um but God bless you and and God bless you know you guys being on the front line and I know that they're getting so much hate and all of these things but thank you because it means so much you're you're saving me you're saving me because I feel like I'm going crazy you know you know in those early days um and even now frankly there was a lot of pressure to get vaccinated there was all these influence saying this is what you need to do you had doctors saying things like what you just described without really understanding you know the the cost benefit analysis right which I think every doctor should and you mentioned you wanted to do the right thing there was this sort of sense that this is the right thing to do for the community right um but what did you ever feel pressure like oh yes I felt a ton of pressure you know um from the media people in the industry speaking out and kind of bullying people and saying you're a bad person if you don't get this vaccine like I don't want to talk to you don't listen to my music looking back I think it was so incredibly irresponsible for them to do that um especially some of them that I know personally that know about my condition uh is still I think they just didn't want to believe me um but me staying silent um I believe is irresponsible of me to do so that's why I I was like okay eventually when I feel better I'm going to speak out and um when I saw your interview with Bri and and just and I really am a fan of your show um I was like yeah I want to do it with Yan I think Yan's the best to to do this so thank you for having me cuz I don't want to talk to anyone else I'm glad to have you here yeah thank you um you know what does it mean for you as a in your career to go public like this like you are today it's probably one of the worst things I could ever do I mean it's it's very frowned upon still in the industry I think people you know get treated so poorly for speaking their truth you know um but here's the thing I'm not angry I'm I'm definitely like sad when I think about it and um but I'm not angry I'm not pointing any finger I I what's done is done it is what it is um I live in a solution based life now you know I I have a son I want to I want to have another baby eventually if I can um I think it's just I think it's just time to heal the community so I'm okay with the repercussions that come along with it because I'm coming from my heart I'm not angry not anymore at least you know I remember when we were talking offline um that you mentioned to me that early on you had a while you were pregnant you even had a doctor recommend that you take the vaccine during pregnancy but something told you not to do that but tell tell me about this yeah she so it was about gosh it was like 32 weeks pregnant and um she had mentioned that there she was giving her patients uh the covid vaccine and that it was fine and the babies are healthy and they're actually immune to co if they come when they come to the world and it's actually a very good thing um you know next time you come let's do it and you know I loved my doctor of course I was like okay well you know let me think about it so I got home and I I told my husband and my husband's like no no no no no no you didn't want to do it before cuz I didn't I I I truly was apprehensive because I was already scared in pregnancy it just it was a stressful time for me because I just wanted to protect my baby so much and we were we you know I was pregnant during a pandemic so I mean I was so paranoid and just kind of stayed in my bubble and just stayed away from people as much as I could you know and um I was like okay yeah you know what you're right you're right you know um cuz I was kind of easily influenced back then cuz I just wanted to do the right thing but looking back I don't talk to her anymore um and uh I have a lot of resentment towards that situation because I I truly could have lost my son with the reaction that I had um and that that is absolutely a devastating thought for me you know censorship is really strong right this is what these the Twitter files revealed right um but the other thing that they revealed is how you can kind of craft the illusion of consensus right when social media media government all these different entities ostensibly independent actually are all United around the same talking points you know the little box on in stagram that says you know for the facts of Co you know go here that really started hurting me cuz I would kind of start trying to speak out and I would post funny things from like Russell Brandt because I he's really funny with this whole thing um I'd get the box you know for the real truth go here and then I post it again I said you know it just kept them going and it was just the censorship was just unbelievable but you know they've had a funny way of just kind of making it one narrative and everyone just falling through so I think that is why it's so hard for people to wrap their head around because social media is a big muscle it's a big way of like mind control and thank God for Elon Musk you know thank God for him you know unveiling all of the things that were hidden all the censorships and all the things that I needed to I needed to read I needed to see those these protocols that these doctors were giving to people that had adverse reaction with MS symptoms you know there was all these protocols and things I just didn't have access to so it just became a very isolating world where I was like okay I guess I'm just dying this is in my head and I just got to suck it up and take Gaba pen because that's you know what they give you you know and it that was the thing when I went to the hospital they they gave me so much medicine and I'm in recovery so um it's a hard thing you know and a lot of the medications that they gave me that didn't help were the most mind altering drugs that I think need to have blackbox labels on and I also think that the madna vaccine should also have a black box are you able to dance now even you know uh my friend um actually introduced me to this um documentary called get to the root okay it's about uh root canals and um how infections could cause like autoimmune problems and all of these things and uh because there'll be like infections underneath the old um like uh root canal um dentist like the the post and the tooth and whatnot um that like regular x-ray couldn't pick up you'd have to get a CAT scan so um I got myself to the best biodentist and I had some I had a tooth removed and um about 6 days later after having it removed I felt like completely normal um and I had all my energy back my put thoughts together it was incredible and that's when I started dancing ballet again and it was a good two months um where I had an amazing time I had my ballet teacher come to the house and I was strength training that way and it was such a spiritual um experience for me um especially as an adult doing ball cuz when I was younger I was like GH as an adult it was just so wonderful and it just felt like I was connecting to you know my archangels and I would you know um and then uh unfortunately the neuropathy the burning through my rib cage uh came back um worse than ever and um yeah I had to stop doing bellet what is what is your root canal abscess have to do with your vaccine injury I'm not super clear on this so from my experience it just feels like my body is in full Attack Mode like my immune system just fights everything so um you know when I stumbled across that documentary get to the root in that documentary they talk about that some infections could be hidden in like old work like a root canal or fillings or whatnot that are not picked up by um just a 2d x-ray they need a CAT scan and that um that my body could be fight trying to fight what's going on in my teeth but can't get to it so leaving my my body in an autoimmune response um so I was willing to try anything I was like just take them all out you know um and it and it it worked it actually worked for about 2 months but um and then it came back unfortunately I guess that that wasn't the rote I'm glad I have the infections out and I'm glad I I was introduced to biod denistry and and maybe it will alleviate some problems for other people it did for me um but unfortunately other things caused the neuropathy do you know anyone else in the industry that is experiencing the same things as you are similar things I I know of a lot of people you know a lot of people a lot of people actually Bethany Frankle I don't know her personally but she just was on page six um talking about that she has an autoimmune response and she's very angry um so I hope I can reach out to her and you know bring her to react 19 so she can get the help she needs but you know it's very scary because that was one of the reasons I wanted to speak out cu a lot of these people are a lot bigger than me or you know I don't even consider myself a celebrity um but it's like I was kind of angered by the fact that they're not speaking out like why aren't you why aren't they speaking out you know it's they want to work they have endorsement deals they have you know like well I don't have an endorsement deal so I guess I should just go and speak you know um because uh it's time to heal that's it what kind of numbers are we talking about here that you're aware of I mean I know about 10 people which is a lot but like personally but um in the industry I think they're just kind of uh categorized in some weird neurological disorder it just happens to be happening at much higher frequency than ever before or I think that I think that finally people are coming out of the gasl light right and they're they're seeing truth and thinking for themselves and real realizing that oh my God this is a possibility and yeah a lot of people in the industry and obviously I gave them my my word I would never say anything but I hope that this interview will inspire them to come out um because it could really change lives and even save lives um I know it's scary but um it it's a lot more than people think um cuz a lot of people don't talk about it at all it's kind of that taboo thing to to even speak upon you know especially in Hollywood um and a lot of people in the industry who don't believe me they kind of mess with me in a sense well I just got my booster I just this and I'm fine you know um which I think is so dangerous because a lot of my very very close friends aunts father um just recently died uh um it's a god it makes me so sick and sad and um I know that everyone's body is their body um and everyone has the choice but I would recommend maybe halting the VX just to kind of reconfigure because I mean one death is enough one one child on the football field is enough you know they I just read that FDA pulled a an eye drop because it killed one person just one person it was pulled off you know and I'm why why is it different with this why is it so different with this all these young beautiful beautiful kids and athletes and and in in superb Health why isn't it completely pulled off the shelf immediately um it's so confusing to me and I I just think that maybe they needed to tell us the truth of what what this really is I've had to stop a lot of mainstream media especially like KTLA um it was the issue about the military and um that they want to stop the mandated vaccines for our military and I was like oh thank God and then the reporter then says can you believe they think it's still not safe or effective like as I'm feeling the you know small fiber neuropathy throughout my whole body and I just looked at my husband I was like shut it off can't watch the show anymore like because that that hit me really hard because I um I'm a big supporter of the troops I performed in Afghanistan um in Jordan um at the bases there uh my heart they have my heart so um if anyone any of our our soldiers are that are are going that would go through this that would be that are protecting our country I think it's vital that they do not get the VAC I think it is so imperative that we protect our military that are protecting our country you know keeping the the freedom alive so what has been the impact of this injury on your family's life thank you for asking that you know it's been really hard for my husband um because he doesn't want to see me suffer and he he watches he's watched this whole journey he's been my Champion he's the one that kind of like steered me into knowing exactly what it is um and it's a lot and it's a lot for the families that have to deal with with having family members that are suffering like this um but I I want to speak out on that and say how important and vital they are and um and how grateful I am to my husband because it is not easy and you know he told me the other day you know cuz he's been staying strong strong and like how you doing how you doing and finally he you know and tears the other day he's like you know I just I want to take this away from you Babe I just like don't want to see you suffering I said honey I'm just glad it was me and not you or our son I was like I don't want to inflict this on anyone that I love I'm glad that it's me not you and I know that's hard for him but um I know I'm going to get through this and and I and to the the my fellow injured I will say this with confidence we will heal I pray for us every single day we will heal there's two things that that come to my mind when I when I hear you speaking on the one hand you know I think there's Pro there might be people who have been injured that are watching this and I think that they may get some inspiration right there's also kind of inner strength that you need to find to deal with being as you call it gaset so I guess what I want to ask you is what would what would you say to people that are that are in this sort of situation I just want to say um first of all your voice matters you know um you are worthy of your feelings um I think it's it's an opportunity to really meet who you truly are inside you know um I know there's a lot of people that have taken their life over this um and I understand that um that's not an option for me I'm a mom so you know I think I was just always in fear of that this was just going to kill me you know um things have gotten better but um a week that's good or whatever right now I'm I'm in pretty bad pain but what I would say to them is you know stay strong um I would say go to react 19 join the community there's all these beautiful protocols that they're finding all these new tests all these things that will help us heal and you will be heard and you will be seen and you will be loved and accepted they've just been so phenomenal um all the VAC inured doctors that are working with react 19 have taken me under their wing and are helping me get into the neurologist getting because it's very difficult doctors are very very busy right now so I mean appointments take about 6 months to get into um but you know they're getting me into doctors that are not even seeing new clients and and they're getting me in to get me well they actually care they hear me um Bri dressen um she's my hero she has been truly a beacon of light for me and for so many other people that I know and I'm just so grateful for warrior like her kind of paved the way for us to make us feel seen and heard and loved um she takes time out of the day when I'm just not feeling good and and she explains to me what's going on because no doctors really explained to me anything the whole Community uh is is really has been a god a godsend because you we can speak to each other with such a knowingness and there's no biased um confusion or any of that you're it's like my voice matters and it hasn't mattered for so long and it's been stifled for so long and I've had so much shame with this like oh my God why is this happening to me but maybe it happened to me for a reason and um if I can just give any inspiration and hope to your viewers um that would mean the world to me that's beautiful thank you well Jessica s it's such a pleasure to have you on the show thank you on thank you so much and I just want to commend you for um Epoch and your show uh for True journalism we we need this in our world so badly and I just I'm so grateful for all of you and um and this is coming from all the truth seekers in the world we love you guys thank you you're welcome thank you all for joining Jessica seta and me on this episode of American thought leaders I'm your host Yan Kelly madna did not immediately respond to our request for [Music] comment