You know what hurt the most…

You know what hurts the most? Is that you had the potential to give me everything I prayed for and asked for, but you chose not to. I saw how much patience and gentleness you had with your boss at work. I saw how much curiosity, consideration, and love you had for your friends. I saw how much effort and love you gave to your family. But you told me that you were your most real self with me. That's why you were cruel to me. No, I refuse now that I think about it. That was wrong. I can't believe I believed you. Because what I noticed is that you respected me the least. You saw my love and that I would never leave. And you took advantage of that to be as cruel and mean as you wanted to be. And you knew I wouldn't leave. And when I noticed that is when I left.