The Narcissist Needs to Use a Queen in Order to Train His Sidechicks #npd #narcissist

Good morning, everybody. Happy Monday. I first want to apologize about my YouTube live last night. It abruptly shut down and it was getting good too. I was like an hour in, but my phone told me my, I got a message on my iPhone stating that my phone was overheating. And I did try to go back. What happened was it froze in the middle. And when I went back and tried to pick up where I left off youtube wouldn't let me in but the video stayed up and it was stuck so my only option was to delete it so my apologies i will go live again guys i just have to shorten uh the length of my live videos i gotta jam pack 10 15 20 minutes and be done because when a bitch be preaching i i lose track of time and then past the hour my phone be overheating and the devil be big mad the devil don't want me giving y'all this information y'all got to remember that i've had this happen before i've had all types of strange ---- happen on my instagram live now this ---- then came over into youtube it's following me oh the devil is big mad big big mad y'all i'm gonna tell y'all something too these trolls have been acting up i guess i'm doing i'm doing something right because your haters confirm your your success I mean they upset with me leaving paragraphs long as paragraphs venting calling me names and calling me bitter and all types of okay honey you guys let me tell you something I cannot read all my comments I get a lot of comments I try to keep up with everything it gets to be an overwhelming process and I might miss comments if y'all see somebody uh trolling in my comment section you know you can shoot me a private message about it don't attack the person don't you don't don't attack them um if you gotta respond if you feel the need to respond hit them hit them with love drop a bible scripture on them or just say you know i'm gonna pray for you and leave it alone or don't respond at all but but never attack i don't want no flying monkeys i don't need no flying monkeys i'm not beyonce or rihanna or nikki Minaj. You know, they all got their own armies and these motherfuckers be out attacking any and everybody. You can't even look or blink the wrong way without them jumping on you. I don't, I don't roll like that. I don't want an army of flying monkeys. We are God's children. We don't have to sink to that low level. We just don't. These people are in dire need of love, attention, and validation. That's why they go so hard to attack us. Respond with love, Bible scripture, or don't respond at all, but I don't want to see anyone attacking any trolls. I've addressed them. I've already put it out there. I'm going to keep going. If you don't like my delivery, I don't give a ****. If I come off bitter, I don't give a ****. Life experience is the greatest teacher. So if my life experiences can help free millions of people, then what the **** was wrong with that? Why hate on that? And I'm getting paid off of it too. That's what they really mad about. I'm getting a coin. I'm getting paid I'm getting paid they see the ---- on the internet but they don't what they don't see is the ---- in my email in my inboxes if they saw all the uh bookings and sessions I'm getting all the bag I'm getting to the bag know that and it's only increasing day by day as people spread my videos I'd be mad too I'd be mad too I'd be the haters are sitting and watching and just they they furious but it's all good um anyway good morning i'm in a wonderful wonderful mood i mean yesterday i i rode on the party boat in new york city we went partying for about four hours that's what i'm talking about i had a great ******* day yesterday and i come home and i see these comments i'm like the devil always trying to **** my day up yo i'll be out having a great ******* day um i want to um do over the video from last night last night on my live we were discussing why did your narcissistic ex why did your narcissistic ex use you he used you to train all his side chicks before he broke up with you let me repeat okay because i try to break this ---- down layman's terms make it easy relatable on some street ---- why did your ex who happens to be toxic and narcissistic why did he use you to train and mold and groom he used you now used you to train groom all his side chicks and all his his bitches sitting on the back burner even you know i told you they **** men too they go both ways they sleep with anything why do they use you to make other people jealous before they break up with you that's what that's what we was talking about on live last night and my live got shut down the devil is a lie because i'm coming back this is this is confirmation that i just need to put my foot on their necks a little bit harder you're not gonna shut my mouth up you're not gonna stop me i don't give a **** what you got to say about me call me names whatever bitch full speed ahead watch my bag watch watch watch how god elevate me you motherfuckers mad now just wait 2020 we got six more months in this year and i'm gonna milk every last bit of it stay mad i basically said last night's video that you are the trophy wife okay you are an independent strong um it's not just about the outside appearance and what you got going on your accolades your job you know being educated all that that's that's surface level ---- you are a person of good moral standing and good character okay you um have a heart of gold you have a lot of pride and dignity and you just don't go around shitting on people and you know um you you live by a code of loyalty and uh just uh stand your standards are high that's what i mean when i say that you know that that's that queen energy you carry and conduct yourself like a queen okay we all sin we all have our little toxic behaviors here and there but once we figure out our toxic behaviors we'll nip that ---- in the bud because we don't want to go around repeating you know the ---- that that's toxic we want to keep growing okay that's what makes us empaths we are constantly growing from our own mistakes the narcissist is incapable of this that narcissist does not want to grow they like to be stagnated and set in their low vibrational piss poor moral uh compass that that gutter that gutter level of doing things that's that's all they know now when your ex got with you it was a good look for him he had to lie about who he was he had to lie about his ******* intentions he had to lie about how much money he makes his status um he had to lie about you know future plans with you what he wants to do with you he wants to marry you build a life you know get money with you rah rah rah rah rah nigga lied nigga lied about everything okay and it worked you know you decided because you got a heart of gold you see the good in this person so why not let why not reach out and help somebody god god blessed me to help others so i'll share my blessings so you you want to see the good in people so you you you give this nigga a chance you give his sorry ass a chance and you know once he gets you hooked then all that good treatment comes to a halt in the middle of the relationship and behind closed doors the uh devalue and belittling begins the verbal abuse begins and sometimes physical abuse begins he becomes the complete opposite of what he you know pretended to be what he presented himself to be in the beginning of the relationship all that is gone now you're seeing the real monster uh behind closed doors that is his true character um meanwhile throughout the whole relationship what he will do is he'll keep mentioning a certain female a certain ex-girlfriend a certain baby mama and he's doing this deliberately to watch you react to it to get you to be insecure and jealous this is called gaslighting and if you do react to it and who wouldn't who wouldn't if you're in a healthy relationship with someone that promised you the moon and the stars and the sun they promised you marriage uh a big giant house with a white picket fence you you are looking at this person as your soulmate but then now they're switching up and they're behaving differently they're doing things to provoke you to provoke an argument to provoke jealousy to provoke insecurities that's not healthy and it is definitely toxic and it's done with full intention to to cause you more pain and to inflict more emotional turmoil this person has been cheating on you the whole time they hide it in the very beginning because when they're love bombing you they got they got to do what they got to do they got to put in that work to get you and lock you down but once they feel that you're locked in then they start showing their ass then you're going to start hearing about a certain female. You're going to start seeing evidence of other women, you know, or he'll he'll slip up and mention somebody or a certain friend or, you know, they do this ---- to **** with you to plant seeds of doubt within your mind. And yes, they are cheating with this individual. This is somebody they fucked already been ******* or somebody they want to ****. And a lot of these men, like I said in my video yesterday about teenage daughters they use their daughters teenage daughter the daughter might be in her 20s they treat their daughters like their girlfriends they'll use their daughters to try to make you jealous they'll use their baby mothers to try to make you jealous they use all type of women but the bottom line is there's multiple women there's multiple these bitches are low level low vibrational scallywags these are basic bitches and why how do i know that they're basic because his mammy his toxic narcissistic mother piece of ---- skank the fake motherfucking christian that she is two-faced and gossiping messy ass hoe that's the only woman that uh he knows like he was raised around his mother and if he's been exposed to this type of low-level woman all his ******* life you know it doesn't matter if she has a good job and it doesn't matter if she goes to church that's all a facade to hide her ******* horrible toxic behavior she hides behind her job she hides behind church because she's a piece of ---- so she needs a cover up but behind closed doors when she's raising her son he's the one that gets to see all that toxic ---- he's exposed to the piece of ---- whoremongering uh manipulative skank ass ways of his mommy she's a basic bird so guess what when he grows up and becomes a man he's going to seek out women like his mother because they're easy to manipulate and control and his mother taught him the game she taught him how to manipulate and control and only a weak woman you know a strong woman get caught up a strong woman get caught up but once we see this ---- for what it will for what it is we bounce we dip only the low-level motherfucking bitches stay around and they play the game with this ************ and they keep coming back these are these bitches from his past 20 30 years ago still ******* with the nigga you know he's a woman beater a liar cheater but because you see him with another woman you you want to get in this imaginary competition and pull him away just so he can whoop your ass cheat use your ass for your money and everything else these bitches deserve the abuse they get while you're with him he's using you to train them they know all about you they they on your facebook they see how beautiful successful and talented you are they don't care it's a competition once they see him with you these women are narcissists and toxic codependents themselves the object of the game is pull him away from her and he knows that he's told them all about you they know all about you he's using you to make these hoes fall in line because he would rather have a whole group of basic bird bitches chasing him with their needy asses instead of him having one solid strong queen like yourself you and me to elevate him and make him a better man and be a true power couple they don't want that they prefer to settle with the basic ---- because their mama is basic they recognize basic that's all and that's it don't get mad just grow up and do your thing without this nigga and thank god he is no longer in your life i gotta go y'all peace out