Where has SWB been hiding? #spiritualwhistleblower

Hey guys, Spiritual Whistleblower here. I know I have been missing in action, you guys, and there is a very good reason for it. I had to take a few steps back because I just think this year alone, 2025, there's been something about this year where people have become unhinged, snapping, blacking out. I see, you know, narcissists from our government on down to the music industry, entertainment industry, sports industry. It's like everyone is turning on everyone. Anyone that wants to do good is being attacked. So I'll just say in so many words, because when I initially planned to do my podcast, it was to invite my supporters, my followers to sit with me on camera and talk about their family members. I'm going to pull back from doing that. I'm going to go about this a different way. I'm going to have to like set it up where people can either call in or I interact with people on a live. I don't know how I'm going to do it yet, but physically in person, I can't do it no more you guys have to understand that um that's why i don't do the women you know my support groups that when i travel around the country remember how i travel from state to state and i would hold support group meetups i have stopped doing that um a lot of women say chanel when are you going to do the next you know vacation women's retreat you know i did one in jamaica ocho rios and uh where was the other one in cancun mexico i did two i did one in cancun mexico and i did another in jamaica i'm gonna tell y'all something i am blessed to have met so many amazing women and to help so many and men uh um help i've helped a lot of people when i did my travels and i did my support groups and whatnot the problem is this the weirdos the covert narcissists they're attracted to me too they watch everything i do they troll me and they're very nice I've met so many of them they're super nice they act like you know they're for the movement of helping people you know get away from narcissists you know educating people about narc abuse that's how they always come at me but they change over time and they end up trying to destroy me in some type of way it's like they get close to me they'll come to the support group meetups they come out just to meet me in person just to study me study me study you know let's see if she's real is the turban real is her skin really you know that smooth is is you know her does she really curse the way she does does she dress up they come to meet me in person to study me and then at some point down the line the behavior switches up and they start doing catty ---- mean girl ---- i i even had a gay man um do me the same way and because of him you know and i there's nothing against the LGBT community but i just feel that in the black community most black men most black trans transgender i said black transgender the trannies they are misogynistic they don't like women i've dealt with gays that were terrible they they kissed my ass and then by the end of the show um motherfuckers was trying to wipe me out take me down so here's here's what happened i interviewed um somebody for my podcast and i just thought it was uncomfortable i thought it was uncomfortable and then i had another person come and change everything up after they said well I'm gonna do things this way ask me permission can I speak on my situation is that so sure you can speak on it I want you to be comfortable they came and they switched up and I don't like switch ups I don't like anything uh where people say one thing and then they switch up when they get around me that's a red flag for me um but there was something said to me that were a bit concerning and I'm like let me pump my brakes um I'm not sure if I need to be meeting with people in person um and then around the same time Charlie Kirk was assassinated that's another thing too a lot of us social media influencers are losing their lives so it just made me take a step back and say let me be smart about how I go about doing this um and set it up where people can email you can email me you know uh your story and I can discuss it or I have a live call-in which I'm working on now I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to move forward I cannot I don't I don't feel safe meeting with people in person and you guys don't see a lot of what goes on behind closed doors with people that hate my guts um I get harassed by men because I've helped their women I get harassed you know there's people with mothers and family members that hate me you need to stop listening to spiritual whistleblower all that y'all don't know I get attacked a lot I get trolled a lot so you know I this year alone people have just been acting out unhinged and crazy and I just don't want to be a part of trying to get their viral moment you know what I mean like I've always felt there was one other person that um I almost posted and she tried to make a viral moment you know when she got around me I don't mind you know I don't mind doing videos with people and and you know supporting businesses and you know I'm very supportive but when I don't know anything about it and you try to pop I don't like surprises I don't like surprises and um if you're trying to go viral by doing something stupid to me or saying something stupid to me you're not gonna get far so I had to take a few steps back um I don't feel safe i don't feel safe i don't feel safe meeting with people i don't know if it's a setup you know people say things you know that are little and i you know my my alarm my antennas go off so that's i pulled back a little so um i'm going to recalibrate and um do this i have to do it virtually. Um, now in my city of New York city, um, I find that if I pop up on total strangers that don't know me, I get a better response, but that's even risky too in New York, but I may still do that. It's just the people that already follow me. Y'all don't understand. There's a percentage of my followers that hate my guts, but they stalk everything I do. And they're waiting for an opportunity to play in my face if I allow them opportunity I've been dealing with this for the last eight years that's why you see me I've slowed up you don't see me do this this month excuse me by the way I turned 50 years old okay my birthday was October 11th I turned 50 um I had planned to do a city to city tour a birthday tour where I would just meet up with my you know supporters and stuff in at a nice restaurant or bar and we celebrate my 50th I think I canceled that I canceled that because I don't feel safe y'all I don't feel safe I don't feel safe meeting with people in person anymore um and I'll just leave it at that I had a nice birthday um thank y'all for the birthday wishes but I've pulled back a lot because I just think we're in a very weird time a very weird time um where people um are being exposed they don't like being exposed they're becoming extremely violent and doing hateful stuff you know so i just i i had to chill out okay i just want to say thank you guys um for continuously uh supporting me your girl ain't going nowhere i will be back i just have to um i'm burnt out from toxic people sneaky covert and um that's about it i'm going to be continuing my self-care journey um i most i don't post on instagram i'll be on tiktok mostly i've slowed down with tiktok even but um it's just something i don't know if it's just me there's something about this year 2025 has just been a chaotic year i just feel like all these narcissistic people are they're they're all becoming unhinged they're getting exposed left and right um people are using so much violence they're threatening violence you know um i don't know you guys know there was a social media influencer um a guy in his 40s i forget his name i'm gonna find his name um may he rest in peace yes he's he's no longer living he was murdered not only was he murdered uh his wife he was married he got into some internet feud you know that's something you expect with the young teenage kids to do you know get into heated stuff that spills out into the streets not no grown-ass 40 plus year old man 40 50 years old y'all too old to be that okay you exchange words on the internet okay fine anyway this guy he got into it with another social media influencer and um the guy he decided to take his wife to Las Vegas and they were going to go live on their YouTube channel right on the Las Vegas strip. They set up their phones and everything. His wife was there with him, helping him set up. The other guy that he was feuding with pulled up to him and shot him in the head and he murdered, he shot his wife in the head. He murdered both of them. This was a social media back and forth I said yo you're going to prison over a social media beef double homicide so I you know guys um my heart has been there for years it's just I'm just a little bit more cautious these days those people are not wrapped tight honey people are not wrapped tight now I do stay in touch um I have a lot of supporters who I have never let go of and this is not about you because I will you know we can do something privately if you hit me up privately and say Chanel come through town I'll go because we have established rapport with each other you ain't acted crazy at none of my events you ain't done nothing spiteful to me I will hold on to my established audience I'm just gonna tell y'all though I got a lot of people that hate my that for helping the devil hates my ass so thank y'all for understanding i just i had to fall back because there were some things said to me that really like triggered me and say maybe you should not post that with that person and don't you know and i gotta protect my daughter too i'm very overprotective of my daughter people be wanting to know where she at and where why don't you bring your daughter stuff and asking questions and i'm just like well building a parasocial relationship with someone you barely know and then when you finally get to meet them you're you're pressing them with personal questions and things like that that's unsettling to me so i'm taking a few steps back guys and i will recalibrate and um get back with y'all in the near future but thank you for the birthday wishes i'm doing excellent i'm doing great and um see you guys soon love you Thank you.