The battle was not yours, that’s why in the end you win

YouTube that gets shut down as much as I do. I don't, I don't, I'm convinced. I'm convinced Tonight. There were, there was way too much light in the room. This is spiritual y'all at this point, the confirmation is just too much. It's too much. It's too much. It's too much. There's too much power on these lives. There's too much light. There's, there's too much. My God, Lord, Lord, Jesus Lord Jesus have your way though lord like i said they can't stop nothing there was too much this is this is crazy guys i don't know anybody whose lives get shut down as much as mine there was there was too much light on this live look at how they just shut us down this is exactly what i'm talking about this is exactly what i am talking about this is exactly what i'm talking about people there's too much light in this community they don't like it they don't like it y'all please tell me if you know of anyone whose lives get shut out as much as mine do please tell me it's been going on for months now the enemy is not happy but oh well because i'm a warrior we're warriors we don't stop we get better we get stronger so it's all good i'm back i'm sorry i lost y'all but i'm back they don't they don't like it there's too much light in this live we identified all the all the lights y'all put y'all fire emojis y'all put y'all light up and they canceled the live they keep on trying to shut us up and shut us down it's insane do y'all know anyone else whose lives get shut off as much as mine i would love to know if you guys have ever seen this happen to anyone else because this is phenomenal to me it's confirmation that everything I'm saying is on point they trying so hard to stop it and shut my mouth y'all the confirmation wow wow wow wow wow wow wow this is crazy guys I'm tripping off of this my god it's it's it's confirmation guys i'm telling you it is spiritual warfare i've escaped so many narcissists now i've made it to to to creating a platform on the internet and the narcissist the internet narcissists now are coming for me whoa they don't like the knowledge that i that i'm giving they don't they don't like the empowerment but it's okay i know i know that it i know it means something something deeper if you're still with me i'm happy that you're here bear with me i'ma try to get out the rest of what i wanted to say and let y'all go but this this continues to happen on my lives constantly and to me it's confirmation that this is truly spiritual warfare so much power lies in our light y'all like i said this is exactly why in the end you win this is exactly why they be standing somewhere in shock and in disbelief with their narcissistic jaw hanging to the floor because just like they thought they had joseph sold dead and gone god had the final say god had the final say that was a battle he didn't have to fight he just had to remain patient because in the end he was he he was so great that the very people who sold him his siblings had to come to him needed him. My God, it's okay y'all. Your power lies in your light. That divine spark inside of you that no darkness can ever extinguish, that is the light you carry. In this community, us warriors, this is the light that we carry. And when we lean into God's purpose, we begin to see that the battles that we thought we had to fight, it was not ours. The reason why I was able to transform and heal the way that I have to be able to do what I'm doing is because of what I just said when I finally leaned into God's purpose everything became clear to me I realized that every demonic narcissist that I've ever encountered and dealt with had to face they were all distractions that were that were here to keep me stuck just like you think about the relationship ---- you went through with the narcissist guys they distracted you trying to keep you stuck they tried to stagnate your life they tried to hinder your growth but you my friend you're called for greater things they can't stop it they can't stop it you think cutting my live dims my light absolutely not when you're full of light and you're full of god's love grace mercy and favor every time the enemy tries to dim your light you come back greater stronger wiser better honestly i think that they keep shooting themselves in the foot when they try to dim your light because they give you fuel to come back stronger wiser better so smart they're stupid i tell you they don't understand how much you are loved you are the apple of god's eye when i finally embraced that like god you love me so much thing changed guys i started healing from within that's when i was able to detach and disconnect because i stopped living for their validations i stopped seeking their approvals i started individuating and becoming my full authentic that's when i started looking in the mirror and saying okay there she go there she is that's who i approve of chosen by god thank you for the super chat he said the way satan fights your lives is proof of your anointing it's it's wild it's wild brother but like you said it's confirmation and i'm okay with that it doesn't bother me not one bit it's like oh okay i got y'all burning huh i got y'all itching i got y'all i got y'all panicking and freaking out sorry they mad because i came to tell you tonight that your power is not in the battle itself it's in the light you shine through it in the end you win because your light will never stop beaming it would never stop it would never stop before you even knew this was a narcissist you were still evolving even in the midst of the war with them because you've always been a truth seeker a truth seeker you've always walked in divine truth they can never do anything about who you are authentically they can't take that away from you they can't erase that from you they can't they can't betray you enough you will always be you you will always be you that's why that's why they lose y'all that's why they lose i tell you guys a lot i say be true to who you are stand firm in who you are know who you are and and stand firm in that stand firm in that you don't need to prove yourself that's what narcissism teaches you to do they teach you to to fight hard fight harder you become so reactive that you you you give the wrong reactions you giving them fuel every time you you react every time you feel the need to be revengeful you don't need to do that when you know who you are you need to let your light do all the work those of us who who finally understood that we tapped into the warriors that we are right now we learned power in our silence we learned power in our detachment we learned power in no contact shout out to those of you who are no contact high five keep going do it for another 20 years they mad they mad because you know the truth and you stand in the truth your strength isn't about how loud or how long you fight you ain't got to be loud you don't need to have the last say the last word you don't need to go around trying to get everybody to know your side of the story in the end you win because as painful as it was you walked away with your dignity you went somewhere and healed in isolation in pain in poverty in homelessness whatever it was you chose that route you refused to bow down and make that narcissist your god that's you the real winner here walking in truth because true power is what you carry inside of you when those narcissistic battles are raging against you and around you your light your compassion your courage your resilience your grace these are the lights that shine the brightest when the darkness tries to overwhelm you and that attack those narc attacks that was darkness trying to overwhelm you but you always showed resilience you always showed compassion you always showed courage you've always been brave some of y'all i'm pretty sure you've heard people tell you you're too strong you're so strong you're so strong even in times where you should be broken down crying boohoo in your eyes out you strong because your light is so bright that your light is healing your light is your peace your light is your ability to love yourself even when others try to dim you you know how you know how strong you gotta be to to be able to love yourself even when when narcissists are trying to dim your light and attack you what that's a godly type of strength brother hype man thank you for the super chat he said in John 8:24 our Lord Jesus tells us the narcissists of his days that they will be destroyed the way they they exist absolutely absolutely i love that purple purple passion 222 said god made me absolutely that's why in the end you win in the end you win because you're light and they're darkness what you have overpowers anything they come in with some of y'all have some amazing stories and amazing testimonies out there and i wish i wish i had time i would get some of y'all on the phone tonight just share a testimony just tell people how in the end you ended up winning how in the end you became a winner because you are in the end you broke free from something that was intended to strangle you to death you never had to win their approval or prove your worth we came out strong because we learned that we detached from these narcissists because we learned that we don't we don't need to win their approval we don't need to prove our worth our worth isn't tied in the battle with the narcissist it's rooted in the light that we carry and no one can take that away i'm telling y'all the more they do the more they try to get rid of you the more pain the more chaos the more attacks the brighter your light will shine the brighter your light seems to shine this is why in the end they end up mad narcissistically raging pissed off because they cannot understand how you're doing better they didn't even they didn't see your light then but i'm sure they see it now it's blinding they ass now they can't believe this is you the new version of you is it's like whoa they're they they they dumbfounded they're like whoa how the heck did this person become that i could have sworn i left them for dead i could have sworn i set up a trap so big that they was never gonna come out of it how did they crawl out of that the beautiful irony in all of this is the more you shine the more darkness loses its power in the end when you reclaim your power when you take power back they lose power they really have none when you take your power and you embrace your light and you shine you go out here you thrive you go out here and you do you do everything you need to do want to do things they said you can't do will never do because you're doing it because you are living proof that they lie to their self they lose power there is no power for the narcissist in the end because you took power back and the whole time you were the one that actually had power anyway they never even had power they had lies they had deceit had guidance from the from the devil satan in the end the battle fades and the chaos settles they can't win they will never win i'm so i'm so in awe of god right now y'all it's like wow this is where the magic happens because like i said in the end the light always wins but this is where the magic happens when you stop trying to fight the storm and start dancing in the rain this is where the magic happens when you stop trying to battle with these narcs trying to you stop trying to figure them out you stop trying to diagnose them you stop trying to and you shift the focus on you and focus on your purpose get in tune with your calling listen to what God is telling you about your life about yourself get yourself together you stop fighting the storm and you start dancing in the rain what does that really mean what I'm saying is for so long many of us believed that healing meant battling every hardship head on that's why we stayed in these relationships for so long we were fighting the wrong way we were resisting the challenges we were exhausting ourselves trying to control what we couldn't control that's what kept us in the trap but when we stopped fighting the storm what did we do we surrendered we accepted our purpose we embraced our call we embraced our light we started to love ourselves that's where we started to dance in the rain guys rejoicing celebrating i mean i i try to celebrate the win of surviving this every day as much as i can even on my bad days i find a way to celebrate what i came out of because i'm no longer the person i used to be when i was bound in those chains i dance in the rain now sometimes the greatest strength comes from surrendering. Somebody somewhere needs to understand that it's time to let go and truly let God. You're dealing with a narcissistic marriage. You got a narcissistic family. Stop being so involved in trying to fix things. Let go. Let them go so you can win in the end. Let them go because when you stop resisting the pain, the confusion, the chaos, you create space for peace to enter. How many of my warriors know exactly what that means? How many of y'all know exactly who creates space for peace to enter by resisting the confusion and the chaos. The only way you can resist these devils and let them flee is by cutting them off, detaching, disconnecting, going no contact. A lot of us in this community, we're living proof of that. There's no other way to do it. When I say dancing in the rain, I'm talking about the beautiful metaphor for embracing life as it is too many people try to become perfect or feel they gotta be perfect no no no no a lot of y'all need to love yourself as you are of course grow evolve and get better but love yourself as you are stop being so hard on yourself start trusting that the rain is watering seeds of growth inside of you dance in the rain so you can win at the end of this come join those of us who are now laughing through the tears because we're learning to choose self-love on hard days or we're learning to simply take deep breaths and saying i'm still here i'm still moving forward i'm still here i'm still moving forward when you start dancing in the rain you shift from surviving to thriving you transform pain into power struggle into strength i want that for you i want that for you. Yvette Pena, hey love, thank you so much. Welcome back, clear eyes, full heart, unstoppable energy. You know, you know, you know. Oh my God, this is our spiritual breakthrough, guys. And I'm so happy for a lot of us. I'm so proud of us. And I just wanted to encourage someone to just stop fighting the storm and start dancing. This battle is not yours the way that you've taken on to it. Somebody needs to let go. Let go because that mother of yours will never love you like she should. Let go because that person doesn't love you and will never love you. Let go because they don't care about you. Let go because they're just here to distract you, hinder you, and block your blessings. Start dancing and watch how your spirit soars. You have the love of God in your soul in your heart. Let that lead you to truly being free from this. What you're going through with narcissistic abuse is more than just psychological and emotional. It's spiritual warfare. You might have missed that because the first half of the live got cut off. So I had to repeat that again and just help you understand that that is the moral of the story. Somebody said, I have just gotten to that point user j8g8v hey love you you blessed you blessed disarmed target says stay in conversation with god yes yes purple passion 222 says i treat myself now without a complaining male lingering around come on now that's peace at its finest created in the image of god says me too praying and praising god for bringing me out of this mess yes every chance you get you gotta give god praise you gotta dance you gotta celebrate you have to understand that what you came out of is not it's not something small it's not something small i appreciate y'all being here tonight and bearing with me even in the midst of the shenanigans with the internet McLinden says fight the prayer fasting and worship and reading that bible yes i'm telling y'all y'all are dropping gems these are these are the keys and and the antidotes of healing and going from victim to victor literally going from survivor to thriver accepting the warrior calling that you have over your life this to me is the real win like chosen by god said right there we glow up after they try to blow us up whoo come on now we sure do we sure do we are forced to be reckoned with y'all we really are and i i i i don't i don't feel bad about the losers that they've exposed themselves to be i don't feel bad about exposing them as losers either they can die mad y'all know me i need to put it i need to put that on a t-shirt they can die mad that's not my problem you know they they pulled us into this war not realizing that we're divinely protected and it just it is what it is oh chosen by god they cut you off as a moderator i got you bro i got you i got you all right you're back in the game dang they they they did a lot on my channel it's okay it's okay we gonna revamp punisher 323 said what goes around comes around show enough show enough kendrick ballard says basic instructions before leaving earth yeah yeah it doesn't get better for them after us mclendon it doesn't it doesn't too bad so sad the hate is mutual y'all hate us and we hate y'all right back oh it's so good to be back on these lives with y'all i'm i'm excited to have my channel back and um i look forward to elevating with y'all i look forward to just you know growing spiritually with you guys and and connecting with y'all on a higher and deeper level as we go they can't stop anything y'all if I've ever if I ever disappear or you don't see me just know that I'm I'm coming back in a matter of days I'm never going anywhere because it's not me and it's not my will it's not my doing I'm just I'm just being obedient and that will never stop because I've learned the hard way what happens when i'm not obedient so trust me i don't want god whooping my butt okay these narcs are not worth that so i will always find myself back in alignment no matter what happens and i truly appreciate you guys your love and your support charlene said they done messed around and found out boy listen boy listen they don't they don't even understand they like dang every time we thought we got rid of this girl she pops back up and that's the same for y'all man i love you guys y'all just stay the warriors that you are keep thriving keep keep going don't give up on yourself don't give up on god man just stay strong be firm stay true to who you are stay true to who you are never forget that because in the end you're gonna win the truth will always win your light will always win they can't do nothing about that so y'all stay blessed y'all be good i will see you guys soon i will definitely announce my next live it may be tomorrow i'll let you guys know just stay tuned and look out for notifications but i appreciate y'all i love y'all thank you so much for being here and listening to this live and of course subscribe hit the like button and um drop comments in the replay you know if you're watching it but much love kings and queens keep thriving warriors i'll see y'all soon i appreciate everybody thank you members thank you my moderator thank you everybody all my subscribers much love y'all see y'all later bye