Sister Wives: Robyn Says She KNOWS Kody Has Thoughts of LEAVING Her

just have this gut thing. It's like I'd like to run away from my life, you know, just escape. This is what I'm invested in. And so for him to question it is like, it feels a little bit like a deal breaker of our marriage. It would absolutely devastate me if he decided to leave me. I mean, I know he has these thoughts. Robin Brown dropping some big bombshells about her marriage to Cody. There's so many people out there that are getting like a different view of what a plural family is because of our show. So it's a big deal to me. On Sister Wives, the aftermath of Christine leaving Cody and his strained relationship with Janelle has led the Brown patriarch to a dark place. And it's just devastating. There's this urge that I'm seriously fighting. It's like deep in me. It's ugly. It's sinister. And that's the wolf you want to starve. But that urge to do it, to just be mean as hell, just has gotten in me just and it's a fight. I don't know, I worked so hard to do what was right. And Cody knows these thoughts should be kept private. You get in this place where it's like, well, I should just be the devil. I think I am now. This is stuff that I should just be keeping to myself. I don't want Robin to see this. I don't want her to know how dark I've gotten. But Robin, she's fully in tune with Cody's changes and suspects he's now considering leaving their marriage. It would absolutely devastate me if he decided to leave me. I mean, I know he has these thoughts. You can't make anybody stick around or stay. I know he would regret it, leaving everything behind. I just know it's from pain. It's not because he's a selfish or a bad person. He's just in pain. I think the biggest thing for me is that people understand that we chose this. We're not broken. That, you know, our biggest and most important thing is the love in our family. And even though we have issues in our family, we are always working towards working it out and becoming stronger as a family, however that looks. In real time, Robin's the only wife left standing. Janelle, Mary and Christine have all ended their relationships with Cody. I firmly believe Plague Me was what I was supposed to do. I get to be done. So it's more like a personal strength that I feel like I have more than I've ever felt before because I was able to make steps for my future and for my present. And so I just feel more confident as well. On season 18 of the show, Janelle and Mary have yet to officially leave Cody. But if Cody's thoughts are anything like this, things aren't looking good. I just have this gut thing. It's like I'd like to run away from my life, you know, just escape, just change my name, disappear, be somebody else. I just, I hate my life right now.