"수십년간 찾은 끝에 드디어 만났어요"

텐티북스 (Tianti Books & Cafe)
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전북 김제에서 23년째 우석치과를 경영하고 있는 최성기 원장.
"업계에서는 ‘환자가 타는 의사’ 이걸 ‘환타’라고 하는데요. 저는 대학교 졸업할 때부터 지금까지 ‘환타’였던 것 같아요.
그래서 환자가 없어서 고생하는 게 아니라 너무 많아서 힘들어하는 스타일이었죠"
그렇지만, 남부러울것 없는 최원장은 어린 시절부터 채워지지 않는 공허함이 있었습니다. 그러던 그는 2013년 어느 날, 드디어 찾아 헤매던 것을 만나게 됩니다. #텐티북스 #TiantiBooks #명상
If you keep looking at your wife and looking at her, you'll get better.
Especially, the relationship between the family and the wife gets better.
I used to get angry at my wife a lot.
I was sorry when I got angry. I told her to apologize quickly.
Then my wife said,
This man is weird.
Why do you keep apologizing when you're angry?
Hello, I'm Choi Sung-ki, and I'm running a shamanic dentist in Gimje.
I'm 58 years old.
I've been running a dentist for 23 years.
I think it's been about 33 years since I became a dentist.
When I was young, my dream was to be a good chemist.
I thought I should do something good for those who are farming now.
I studied to the point where I went to Seoul National University of Agriculture.
When I was about to go to college, people around me told me about the reality.
I think that's how I heard about dentistry.
So, in the early days, I came into the dentist's office.
I had a lot of concerns about whether this was my path.
After a long time, when I look back now,
I think it's a great job for me.
Because dentists need a lot of physical strength, and they need to be good at breathing.
The basic heart of a patient is also important.
I think I can say that I'm a good doctor.
I'm going to have to work harder in the future.
Even though I'm far away from singing or exercising,
I don't want to be recognized by people with that.
It's a general principle.
Because of that, I've always had a lot of shock about it.
Besides, the basic emptiness of life.
I think I've lived like a stock until I was in high school.
I just lived as a good student.
I've been trying a lot to break those things since I went to college.
So the first thing I did was go into a kendo club.
I really worked hard on kendo.
I've been doing it for 25 years.
I think I've been working as an amateur in Korea for 10 years.
I won the most powerful place in the youth club at the society competition.
I learned a lot while I was doing kendo.
He's a teacher from the national team.
He's a really hard-working man.
You clean up the floor when you're in charge of the dojo.
I've seen you take care of the kids and talk to them one by one.
I don't think I should have been in charge of the dojo.
Doing one thing at a time.
I've been in charge of the dojo for 23 years.
There was a time when there was no doctor and no staff.
I used to hold a push stick and clean it together.
But I think that's the basis of management.
I'm going up from the bottom.
I don't think it's just giving me money and solving something.
I started playing the piano at the age of 48.
I've been playing the piano for 10 years.
He's got a long history.
I've been playing the piano for 50 years.
I've been playing the violin for about 40 years.
He's the only one in Korea who's been in charge of music.
I've always wanted to play the piano.
I'm getting older, so I just wanted to do it.
Looking at him, I thought I should learn how to play the piano.
And it helped me a lot.
Last year, I played the piano at my son's wedding.
I told him to take a look at Jeon Beom-ryun, who I play naturally.
He took it without hesitation and watched it.
But the process of taking revenge was painful.
When it's New Year's Eve, everyone comes to say hello.
Your family is a bachelor's house.
Strangely, on New Year's Day,
My brothers and sisters didn't come.
And my daughter, who got a job, said she felt something was going on.
I've been reading books at home alone for three nights and four days.
I've been reading that book so hard that my head hurts.
So I always think it's good.
If I give you a document or a newspaper related to my training,
Please share it with the people around you.
We're in a good relationship.
It's also a relationship I met through training.
I remember clearly when I was about six years old.
I remember praying in fear of the sunset.
So now that I have something like that,
I wanted to get out of there.
So I was looking for something to do with life.
So I've been a priest for a long time.
I went to the temple to learn the law of isolation.
I did a lot, but I couldn't fill the emptiness.
I think I've heard a lot of people talk about Parunggung in 2000.
I was thinking I should do it someday.
That's when it came in 2010.
I was wondering if there was anything on the Internet.
I searched for Parunggung, and it was open.
That's how it started.
But the next thing that's interesting is...
I turned on the video a few days later.
There was a flyer on the counter for the training of Parunggung.
The boss did Parunggung.
I introduced the book to him.
I'm learning English.
That's how I naturally joined the training of Parunggung.
It started on my birthday.
It's September 30th.
It's September 30th, the day of the training.
I was thinking about rebirth.
I've been training for 14 years without anything special.
I had to watch the training from the beginning.
I picked up what I needed to see.
The third chapter of the book says you have to do all the work.
If you join the training, you have to do that.
It means you can't mix anything else.
But I've been mixing up a lot of things.
I've been doing what I like one by one.
I've been doing it every day as a set.
It's called the uninvited visit.
As soon as I saw that, I thought,
Oh, that's exactly what I'm doing.
For your health.
I thought this was real.
I quit right away.
Parunggung is a great law.
But because I met the great law,
I felt that other things were nothing.
If I had met something similar,
I'd keep covering up for you.
But the great law is not a comparison that can cover up for you.
That's why it's over.
I admit it a little faster.
I apologize quickly.
I'll solve it quickly.
And I don't get angry.
In my mind, this door closes.
Before that, it took me a long time to release my anger.
I used to use a lot of words to hold back my anger.
My head was hot while I was in treatment.
There's not much reason for that.
I think I've calmed down a lot.
If you use this expression, it's right.
It's a little bit higher than the status quo.
I've reduced a lot of changes in my mind.
In our industry, it's called phantasmagoria.
It's called phantasmagoria.
I think I've been in a phantasmagoria since I graduated from college.
So I don't suffer because I don't have a patient.
It's a hard style because there are too many.
I started in the morning.
I'm holding back going to the bathroom.
When I finally go to the bathroom,
There's a lot of patients.
I don't live like that every day.
Think about it for a year, two years, 10 years, 20 years.
I can't stand it.
If you work that hard,
I don't think my body will break down like this.
My back hurts, my shoulders hurt.
My colleagues and dentists put on sports massages first.
I've never been sick or tired.
When I wake up in the morning and do my research, it's all gone.
That's a big deal.
So I don't have a phantasmagoria.
If someone asks me if I'm sick,
I can tell you that I'm almost zero.
There's almost no pain.
I'll tell you the truth.
The whole process of training a person is
It's a process of constantly removing people's obsession.
People fight and take away from each other in a deceitful relationship.
We're fooling each other and fooling each other.
I'm hurting someone else for personal gain.
You have to let go of all these feelings.
Especially those of us who learn ball today.
You have to let go of this mind more.
When I first trained,
I didn't recognize the obsession itself.
But after training,
Everyone in the dojo was obsessed.
Everyone in the dojo.
That's why training isn't that complicated.
The process of removing my obsession is training.
Training is a process of constantly removing obsession.
I always keep it in my mind.
I'm doing it alone now.
There used to be a lot of dentists down there.
When they're in treatment,
I'm the director, so I have to take care of it.
The patient is treated here and asked.
But I don't know the cause.
And I didn't do it.
So I was annoyed.
I was talking to another friend about something.
I turned around and the dentist was listening.
So I said,
Oh, I'm really talking.
I've been saying that I don't trust the dentists down there.
I've been thinking that I'm being bullied because of them.
That's why I feel sorry.
So the next day,
I sat down with the doctors and talked about it.
I'm sorry I did this and that.
I'm sorry for you guys.
I said bad things.
The funny thing is, the next patient came.
I thought it was me, but I couldn't see it.
It's a lot better all of a sudden.
So this is what it's all about.
When I have a problem,
I'm looking for something in me.
I feel like I'm doing something wrong.
Wipe it off, wipe it off.
I realized that if I don't do that next time,
that's how the problem is solved.
It was a really amazing experience.
If you look at Bunsan,
There's a pine forest in Seochon and Janghang.
People spend a lot of time walking through the pine forest
on the beach.
There's Skywalk, too.
The people who train there do aerobics.
If you need it, I'll give you a flyer.
If I've got that much,
It's only natural to give that much.
If you think you're training with your own health,
I think that's a little wrong.
Aerobics is everything.
Even though I'm seeing patients as a dentist,
That's part of it.
It's not a bad thing to see patients.
Now I'm seeing patients as a trainee.
I'm living as a trainee.
I think you can think of aerobics as a standard for life.
Before that, there was something else in my life.
Now I have a life in aerobics.
I think it's easier to understand if you express it that way.
I haven't met an aerobics.
What would it have been like if I had lived so far?
I think it's terrible to think about it.
I think about this a little bit.
If there's at least one good person in our society,
I think it's a good world.
I'm trying to be more kind-hearted.
I'm always a little sensitive about my body.
I have to work hard again.
After I said this,
It's even more burdensome.
