MY LAST WEEK OF UNIVERSITY 🎉✨university of toronto student

Walking straight Until I realize I just wanna make things right Walk Keep us on the road Try to find what we had before Can't just park at night unless they're gone Won't you stop Don't you shut us down I'm equipped with the maybe third coffee of the day I don't recommend this I only slept from 1 to 5.30-ish in the morning So I'm struggling But I have a group meeting in a couple hours I just finished Planner Monday I had my last HR class It's kinda crazy It's coming to an end, folks This is the last week of classes So I'm feeling a lot of things right now I don't know It's honestly just so strange That I'm having my last classes ever I remember my first math class that I took in university I got off the phone with my mom And started bawling And saying things to her like I don't know if I belong here Blah blah blah I was so terrified And here you go Four years later and I managed to somehow graduate Where I'm not going So I'm taking you along this week You're probably gonna hear a lot more of me Just reflecting on the past four years Because that's the state that I'm in this week I feel very nostalgic about all the memories that I've had here I mean I still have like a month of exams So it's not completely coming to a close yet I still have work to do But this is big Or it feels big I have changed for what feels like the millionth time today But I have about 10 minutes before I'm supposed to leave for a meeting And instead of wasting that time I'm actually gonna respond to some emails Key to doing YouTube and school Is to make use of those weird pockets of time Where you're just waiting to do the next thing And that's when I do a lot of the not so fun YouTube stuff Like emails Winter came back to Canada and it's rude Just saying I am home now in the pajamas And I actually had a meeting this afternoon With one of my groups It's like a two hour meeting And it feels so weird We're gearing up towards the end of our project that's due on Thursday I actually have some work to do on that I have to talk about social media ideas for Hudson's Bay Company Just kind of nuts that I feel like my life is gonna look so different a year from today It's not gonna be studying like I normally do every March-April season I'm not gonna have assignments to worry about Or group meetings Or any of that That's gonna be a closed chapter And I'm gonna have Like my reality is gonna be something different Which is For those of you who don't know Who don't follow me on Instagram I am gonna do a whole video about talking About the next steps after university But I am gonna be going full time with YouTube Also, if you have any university questions Or questions about transitioning from university to adult life Please let me know in the comment section down below I'm also gonna ask on Instagram stories And hopefully I can do a video or two Kind of tackling that subject Now I must go work and do things like the adult that I am Lalalalalala That was so weird Okay, we're done now My last lecture at least Early Good job Good morning It is Thursday morning And I'm currently reviewing a 20 page report The Hudson's Bay project that I've been talking about That I've been working on It is finally done Today we're presenting It's like a 9 minute presentation So that is not gonna be quite the worry But I'm just reviewing the document And then it will be off my plate today Couldn't be more happy about it This is what we're dealing with Right now I'm on page 7 of 20 And quite honestly I am over this report Today we also have to present it It's like a 9 minute presentation I think I'm only talking for like a minute and 15 seconds But I do have to review my part so that it goes fast Because I think we're gonna be quite cut off At the 8 minute mark So I don't wanna exceed my time slot I also have to print this assignment today I have to start studying for my midterm on Saturday This is technically also my last class today My last undergraduate day of school Because tomorrow or Fridays I always have off So I can't believe it's over I am feeling a little odd that this is gonna be my last class Because I think I'm just gonna be focused so much on the presentation And I won't really have the time to absorb it Honestly this whole week I've just been going to class And I say like oh my god it's the last class But I don't really believe it yet And I don't know why that hasn't set in But I'm sure it will at some point It'll be a delayed settling in This right here is the printed project I'm holding 30% of my group's grade In my hands right now No pressure This is our presentation I'm just going to give it an extra staple Okie dokes Consider this visual evidence Video evidence of me packing the assignment Securely Placing it in my bag It's in there Oh my god stop it you're making me crave donuts Maybe I'll get one to celebrate after my class tonight Yes Last day I know right It is Friday morning I'm about to do my makeup And I thought I'd do a little chatty situation So yesterday after my last class of undergrad The strangest thing happened I've never seen this before in my time at U of T But there was a campus wide power outage So I was on the 12th floor at Robards Which if you've been to Robards There's always a lot of people on each floor Especially during this time of the year studying And everything just went out And then we were told to evacuate and take the stairs It's very odd U of T was just making my last day a little bit more interesting But before I had gone into Robards I was on the phone after I got out of my last class with my mom And when I was on the phone I actually told her Oh my god I am at the bench And the bench that you're seeing a clip of right now Is the bench that I sat on with my parents I think on my first day at coming to U of T And I remember sitting on that bench just thinking Holy ---- this is my life now And I was so intimidated Because when you're a first year student You just don't know what to expect And I was excited but I was so nervous And I remember sitting on that bench just watching people Walk by with backpacks on and being like Oh my god this is It just hit me how real it was And the fact that on my last day of university I ended up in that same spot Just felt like such a full circle moment Now being in that same location four years later Those same feelings aren't there anymore Because I have experienced university life And I survived And it's just such a weird contrast between first year me But yeah I just thought it was really funny That I ended up in that same spot I swear the universe puts you in places Things happen for a reason Because that just felt like a moment That I was supposed to experience I'm about to do my makeup and stuff I've actually been up for a couple hours It's like 9 o'clock right now But I was on the phone with my cousin Nikki And her boyfriend Matt They just got a dog Follow my cousin I'm sure she's posting about Cashew like crazy on her Instagram I think actually Cashew has her own Instagram So go check out Cashew Give her some love I'm super excited Because I feel like for the past few years I felt like I'm supposed to be a dog mom Which is so funny Because growing up I was terrified of dogs But I just felt like that's something That's supposed to happen in my future Not anytime soon Because I can't have dogs in this apartment On the agenda today is to study for mythology Because I have an exam tomorrow at 9am for it Haven't started studying for it Not panicking I only really need to get a 13% though Because I credited, no credited mythology and cinema And what that means is that You just have to pass the course It's a credit that still counts towards graduation But because it's not something That's counting towards my major Which is management Or my minor, economics Or my focus, marketing I can credit, no credit it Because it's an elective Get two credits worth of credit, no credit at U of T And that just basically promotes people To try out different subjects Without the threat of it hurting your GPA So whatever I get on this course Isn't going to affect my GPA Not that I really even need to protect my GPA Because I am becoming a YouTuber after school Yesterday I felt like it was so weird Being in class and realizing That I'm never going to have that classroom setting again And the one thing I really do love about classrooms Is that you do, especially now in fourth year I've gotten to know a lot more people in my program So you have been in sometimes multiple classes With some people and you get to know them The pattern of going to class and seeing people And asking how their week's been And chit-chatting with new people all the time I really love that aspect of university And I did something on the back of my mind That now, especially that I'm working for myself I think if I was working for a company I know I would get that in the workplace Or you'd hope you would But because I'm working for myself I guess one of my concerns about Going full-time with YouTube Is what's that going to do to me socially? Thankfully for the time being I know there are people in the city That I can get together with and hang out with Maddie Even though Andrea is moving out Which I don't know if I've talked about yet here Andrea will be moving out at the end of the month So I am going to be living on my own As of May 1st Something that hasn't settled And that's going to be a whole other obstacle To kind of leap over But Andrea will be in the city in the fall One of my best friends Nadine Is also coming to do her Masters at U of T So she's going to be here for the next two years There are people around But it's just something that I am going to have to be a little aware of I'm going to put on some mascara And then get my hair in order I wish I had the type of hair That could just be beautiful when I wake up I took a shower last night And that always means That I become a lion in the morning I'm reviewing a vlog Of me reviewing a vlog How meta is that? I don't know I find this oddly funny Look at this This is weird Okay I'm going to stop now I just finished doing an interview for a podcast They were asking me a ton of questions about YouTube and juggling student life So I think it went well That's over I got some studying to go do now And I don't want to study But I have to I have to study It's so hard I think I'm going to test my luck Of going to Robarts today Hopefully it doesn't shut down again Like it did yesterday I feel like if I stay in this apartment And study I'm not going to be as effective as I could be Unfortunately It's much cozier here What did you say? I heard the end of it Don't worry No now you have to tell me It's not important Okay I'm trying to learn about Zeus and the abduction of Europa That's not the response Does it? Nope Ugh damn Did you know that Zeus disguised himself As a white bull So that he could abduct Europa? Yeah that's the answer Right? Good for him Good for him right? Um what time do you usually wake up on the weekends? Like I need a wake up call Just to make sure I'm up tomorrow My exam's at 9 So can you make sure at 7 You call me? Because I need to wake up Maddie And I might even ask Matthew If he wants me to call him I want to be awake Our 9am exams It's going to be fine I'm so excited to be done mythology I'm so excited to be done in general Yeah that's fair I just looked at Maddie And I'm like oh my god 2019 grad that's us That's literally us What? I don't know Should I buy that? I don't That doesn't feel right It's been a few hours Since I finished my exam this morning Went perfectly okay Um ended up doing lunch With Maddie and Andrea Went to chapters And did a few errands And I also just went out now After some time back home To pick up a few treats for tonight Because I feel like I deserve it So I got these smart sweets Swedish fish The whole package only has 3 grams of sugar And they are so delicious Also I'm trying this out for the first time This is a vegan double chocolate cookie It is from the brand Sweet from the earth It is dairy and egg free It's GMO free Nut free So many free things Um and I've heard really good things About this brand So probably going to be my dessert I also saw this little baby sized Like this is my hand This is a little snack sized bag Of the cauliflower puffs I love vegan Rob's Um cauliflower and Brussels sprout puffs But usually I have to buy the full big bag Which is fine But these are so addictive That I am always tempted to have the whole bag So I'm glad that these snack sized options Are available because It will control my temptation And then I also got Some silk almond creamer And this is vanilla flavored It's for coffee It's pretty self explanatory I use these a lot Today I also picked up this dog toy From HomeSense It is a little dragon And I got it because My cousin Nikki as I mentioned earlier in the vlog Got a dog and I want to give her A little toy Because she's a puppy She's probably just chewing on anything And everything And I'm also hoping This makes her love me Today I went on a little shopping adventure For Maddie's birthday gift It's her birthday next week So I got her a few things But while I was out I also picked up some skin care goodies For yours truly Because I love skin care And it's probably the thing that I get most tempted to buy Every time I'm at Sephora But this time I actually only got one thing from Sephora And the rest I got from The Abnormal Beauty Company They have a store right in Yorkville First thing I got was a caffeine solution This is supposed to go underneath your eyes You use it during the morning And the night And it's supposed to help with puffiness and dark circles I also got This Alpha Arbitune Serum, I have no idea what that is And this is supposed to help With hyperpigmentation and dark spots The employee actually helped me choose this And then this Is an acne treatment It is a Sulcidic Acid 2% solution And the employee Told me that this is really strong So you just use it as a spot treatment The three of these together I think ended up being $23 with tax Which is really good for three skin care products I've dabbled into The Ordinary before but I haven't used A lot of their stuff So I'm excited to give these a go And then from Sephora I picked up This Kale and Green Tea Spinach Vitamin Superfood Cleanser Comes in this cool bottle, looks very neat And yeah It's a cleanser and I read reviews online And people seem to really like it So I'm excited to give it a go And this was $12 so I love the fact that These skin care pieces are a little bit more affordable Because skin care can get Really pricey Hopefully they all work for me