The Narcissist is Jealous of Your Elevation - Keep Going #narcissist

hey guys spiritual whistleblower here happy saturday it's sunny outside but it's brisk i'm going to get me some thai food get some fresh air how are you guys doing i'm available for phone coaching friendly reminder and if you are international i do international coaching too all you got to do is click the link and book your phone session 15 minute 30 minute one hour and we can do it through zoom whatsapp you name it but uh let me stand over here so i can talk to you guys for a minute while i've i'm on a roll in helping this community to raise their spiritual discernment um there's something that i also needed to teach you that i left out from my last two videos um now just to backtrack a little bit um i did state in one of my videos that the black woman is often targeted and silenced um because she is a threat um i just think the black woman is the black woman is a threat to society you know um we're not allowed to have a voice we're not allowed to speak up for ourselves we are being murdered at a grossly i mean the death rate is is astronomical um we are being targeted and i just want to reiterate you know toxic black men are always complaining about the white man oppressing him the white man mistreating him ku klux klan you know the police police brutality but the hypocrisy is abusive toxic black men treat their black women the same way that they accuse white men of treating them so there's a double standard and hypocrisy and because white people and other races watch how toxic abusive black men destroy black women these other races think think it's okay to do the same thing to us because the black man has no respect for the black woman he has set an example for all other races to be disrespectful towards us now i don't mean uh all races uh i mean toxic narcissistic people of every race that's what i mean narcissists narcissists run in every shade creed color you name it all over the world so these types of people in every race who are narcissistic who are sociopaths psychopaths they target black women i have been targeted by every damn race there is and every person that attacks me is cluster b yeah so i want to teach you all another thing that I left out of my video is when you grow and you evolve you will make a whole lot of people uncomfortable and you have to remember let me remind you that the narcissist male or female just because they're an adult you have to remember they have the mindset of a five-year-old their growth their emotional maturity is stunted okay they have the mindset of a kindergartner they're childish they're immature and because their growth is stunted emotionally they lack creativity they lack an identity they have no identity because the identity never developed in their early childhood so this is why they mimic and mirror and copy the same people they very victimized and weaponized and target ladies this is why your your ex-boyfriend's new girlfriend is stalking you. She's copying your hairstyle. She bought the same earrings as you. She bought the same car as you. She named her child after you. This woman is a narcissist because that's what narcissists do. They mimic and copy and they study their targets. They have no identity because their mindset is stunted. Their emotional maturity is stunted. They cannot see eye to eye with an empath who has developed emotionally we as empaths are creative we evolve we grow we have talents and when the narcissist the narcissist cannot achieve the things that we already have naturally they envy us or they will seek to target and destroy everything about us to prevent other people from liking us because they're envious that they are stunted they lack creativity they lack identity. This is why they steal everything. This is why I deliberately wear hoodies and sweatshirts and I dress down because the moment that I dress up and I wear beautiful high heels, a beautiful dress, my hair, makeup, everything's done. Here come the toxic covert female narcissists, the toxic bitches. Where did you buy your shoes? Where did you get your jewelry? Where did you get this? they're picking me apart they're paying me compliments underhanded compliments but secretly they're jealous and they want my clothes my shoes they want everything what type of makeup do you use where did you buy your your turban your bonnets i want that then they're gonna go out and buy everything if you tell them where you bought your clothes shoes and everything they're gonna go out and buy the same ---- and then they're gonna try to upstage you where they do that at you're a Groupie, you're a fan, copying, copying me, looking up to me, one minute. Then you go out and you buy the same clothes, shoes, accessories, makeup, everything to make yourself try to look like me. Because you've created this secret competition in your head. This is what they do. They hate to see you evolve and grow. When they start copying you, switch it up on them. Switch it up and try something different. And I guarantee they're going to try to keep up with you. They're going to try to keep up with you. I started in this community over three, it might be four years. And my name of my channel at the time was Kill Jezebel. No, when I first started, it was Curvy Chic. Then I morphed into Kill Jezebel. And I was starting new at my channel. I was terrified. I was terrified of telling my story. I used to sit in the dark in my bed. I wouldn't let anyone see me. I was recovering from narc abuse. And I said, well, let me just do an audio and just tell my story. Nobody's going to care. I'll just document, you know, this is like a vlog, a video diary. I'm just going to blog for myself. No one's going to care. And I would sit in the dark in my bed and I would just talk about everything that I endured. And crazy enough, I don't know, people, people wanted to hear my story. I started gaining subscribers. People started identifying and relating to my stories and I have very loyal subscribers who are still with me to this day they've been with me from day one and they're proud of my growth but I'm gonna tell you toxic people narcissistic people hate to see others grow outgrow them outshine them they're in this secret competition with you you're not competing with them you're just you're just trying to be a better person you're working on yourself you're leveling up and I have leveled up in the face of everyone in this community. I haven't hidden anything about my progression, my whole process of elevation. I have been nothing but an example in this community. Excuse me. I've been nothing but transparent with y'all. So why does my growth and elevation and the evolution of my YouTube channel, why does it bother so many people in this community? It's because they're mirroring me and they can't keep up and when I see somebody mirroring me mocking me stealing my I've had there's people in this YouTube community that have stolen my slang my concepts I mean literally verbatim taking the words words that no one else has used my street slang they have taken my words and and recycled it into their content and secret competition with me and I had no idea every time I post a beautiful professional photo because I do have a modeling history another reason why they're mad at me I was a professional runway model when I when I posted the pictures I got a lot of compliments but I got a lot of hate you can't compete where you don't compare I have evolved and I've done nothing in this community but teach everyone how to evolve so why would anyone have a problem with my elevation? And I want to ask you as a community, when you're leveling up, whether that be you losing weight, you getting a better job, buying a new house, new car, you cut all the toxic friends out your life, like you're in a really good place. How many people got upset when you elevated? Imagine being in my shoes and so many miserable men and women in this community, knowing where I started four years ago, sitting in the dark on my bed, only doing audio videos, sharing my stories of narc abuse to where I'm at today. It has been nothing but elevation. Year after year, I outdo myself. It pisses a lot of people off in this community. And the gaslighting is insane. They're furious. But meanwhile, when I look at their channels from three and four years ago, they're still stuck in the same place. I wonder why so I say all this to say narcissists hate growth and elevation they're stunted you got to remember this is an emotionally stunted man and woman they have the mindset of a fifth grader no a five-year-old I take that I know fifth graders that are smarter let me let me say five-year-old okay five-year-old because they are so immature and they lack identity and creativity they will be jealous and envious of those who have the ability to pull themselves up out of a bad situation clean themselves up shine lose weight start a new business explore their talents and hobbies and we're incredible empaths all these narcissists know how to do is mirror copy emulate study and tell on themselves and then they get ******* mad when you start talking about their behavior. So I want to encourage everybody, wherever you are in your life, get on these YouTube channels and continue to level up, continue to evolve and grow. I don't care how pissed they get. I don't care how bad they try to gaslight you. They'll accuse you of all kinds of things because they're bitter, they're mad, they're angry that you have defeated the narcissist and they're still stuck in the same miserable place in their own personal lives. They project their misery and they're mad that you found a way out. And on that note, I think I'm going to wrap this up because New York is noisy and I'm here at my Thai restaurant and I'm going to wrap this up. But you guys have a blessed day. Keep growing. Keep evolving. And don't listen. You've got to ignore the negativity because I guarantee you the ones that are criticizing you the worst they are stuck and stagnated and miserable and they're just studying you and they're just like damn how is she doing what she do why is she so successful why why why why why why is it my life yeah victim mindset and that's why they never progress or elevate god bless you guys love you