THE GAMES THEY PLAY GOT DANGEROUS WHEN THEY PULLED YOU IN!!!!!

yes yes you see i'm in the christmas spirit thanks for being here it's good to see you i hope your weekend is lovely merry christmas gemini flames what's up vj hey guys good to see y'all oh man merry christmas guys happy holidays all that all that stuff all that beautiful stuff thank you the tree right so y'all might maybe you don't know yet i love pink i love pink i'm obsessed with the color pink and i found a pink christmas tree i am so happy y'all don't even this is actually my first time in my life enjoying the holidays it really truly is to be to be um living you know post-narcissistic abuse is so beautiful you can do things you love you can do things you like I have not decorated or put up my own Christmas tree ever in my life um like I can't even remember I don't have those memories with my family because we didn't really do this we didn't really get into this. But growing up, I always loved Christmas. I love Christmas lights. I love Christmas music. I just love the spirit of Christmas. I love the meaning behind Christmas, you know, when it comes to, you know, just Christianity for any of those who are Jesus believers. But yeah, man, the season is just beautiful. The season is a giving season. it's a loving season and I just love it I love it and I think a lot of empaths love Christmas because of the spirit that it brings um but yeah guys good afternoon good evening good you know morning wherever you're at I am doing so well thank you so much for those of you who are here um Patrick Rodriguez hello hello lol love it though he said how oh man you know what you know I don't push holidays on anybody, especially on this channel, because for so many of us, the holiday season can be tough for so many of us. We have a lot of bad memories when it comes to the holidays. But I just wanted to, you know, let you guys know what Mommy So Chu's been doing. I literally spent my entire week trying to decorate this tree and I'm not even done with it because I'm such a detailed person. Like I will literally spend too much time trying to get the perfect tree and all that. But anyways, I digress. How is everybody doing? I hope you guys are doing well. Y'all, I am feeling amazing today. It's almost time to leap into another year. And I am about a year in my recovery journey. OK, a lot of y'all feel like I'm just, you know, this strong girl and I have all this strength. and I, you know, yeah, there's bravery. Yeah, there's courage, but I didn't roll over and be this person. A lot of what you guys see has a lot to do with my personality, the person that I truly am inside. But this whole year that you guys have been watching my channel, you've been here supporting, watching and learning and growing on your own. I have also been recovering on my own as well. I have actually been on the same journey that many of you are on. All of us are not on the same level or at the same phase of our healing journey. But we're all here learning, trying to heal, trying to figure out a way to move forward and maintain that thriving journey. So I want to share with you guys where I'm at. Just like so many of y'all, we've discovered that the narcissist operates on a playbook completely. I don't care what type of narcissist you are. I don't care. I don't care what type of narcissist you are. It doesn't matter. Bottom line, this is a game to these people. You know, I am so sick and tired of hearing people want to make excuses for narcissists. It's an illness. Okay. So is diabetes. So it's cancer. Okay. There are many, many illnesses. And guess what these people who have those illnesses are doing? They're seeking help. There's medication for them. There's a lot of prescription drugs out there for all type of illnesses and sicknesses, okay? People with illnesses and sicknesses typically run for help. How many of you know narcissists who are running for help? How many of you know narcissists who have sabotaged therapists, who have lied their way out of therapy, who have tricked you, told you, I'm going to get help and never got help? If it's truly an illness, how many of you know institutes that are dedicated to finding solutions for narcissists? like they have cancer institutes how many of you have heard about that because i i don't i don't i've yet there's a lot of stuff about you know how to recover from narcissistic abuse but how much advertisement is really out there to help the narcissist since it's such an illness i really want someone to help me understand that because if you even research a lot of the things that involves a narcissist like how do they become a narcissist how do they get help some of those answers are not even answers they don't even know there is no answer because the real answer is they're demonically influenced it's it's beyond just a disorder it's beyond just a disorder because those same people who are therapists telling you it's NPD they're the same ones teaching you the playbook they're telling you it's a playbook they're telling you it's a game but then they're telling you it's an illness okay so bet so today we're going to talk about how the games that they play become very dangerous when you get pulled into it because honestly y'all as i'm moving forward as i am thriving as i am if i as i am really walking back into my power i am realizing what really happened here yeah i've been duped it was a major con artist illness these nuts is how I feel illness these nuts is how I feel because they playing games with your life they plot in the beginning they plot during and they plot afterwards because even afterwards they can't even leave you alone and you wanted me to believe that's an illness even after you cut them off they still want to you know cause problems talk about you smear your name spend all their energy destroying you from a mile away you feel it spiritually you feeling it in your sleep and you want me to believe that's an illness nah it's a dangerous game because somebody like you and me done figured it out it's not no illness it's a demon we don't got narcissists we got a bunch of demons okay we just gonna keep it all the way raw all 2024 I've realized this whole year I've been playing little good old Miss Mommy So True because I've been hurting but I want y'all to get to know the real me and I want y'all to see why the narcissist hates me why the marriage couldn't work why I had to get discarded matter of fact I pushed it yeah I did and I'm ready to admit everything that an empath like me did because the day the game got mad dangerous when I got involved because guess what in the beginning while they're tricking you oh you love bombing you you making me feel like you are someone that I need someone that I want I was never playing they were playing you wasn't though and that's when it got real sticky that's when the situation got real sticky and then they messed around locked you in and started trying to devalue you first of all how you gonna devalue something that you had no hand in creating you don't even really know me for real you love bomb me for two three weeks and you think you know me because my ass is love bombing you back that's how empathetic I am too bad I didn't know I was such a codependent being but I figured it out because this day this game got mad dangerous I figured it out I figured myself out and I figured the narcissist out and the game got got hard it got hotter and hotter it got hotter and hotter that's why when you're with them it gets worse you may not even know you done figured them out you may not even realize that you're dealing with a with a demon narcissist you start handling them accordingly because you are not a player you are not a player that is not what you are you're not a liar you don't deceive you don't manipulate to get what you want just to leave people high and dry you actually cared about the time that you put in you actually cared about the plans that y'all made you actually cared you cared so much you tried to hang on you tried to help because you believed it was an illness even though you ain't know it had a name to it you knew they were sick and you were so down so real so rare that you was going to fight through it. You let them cuss you out every day. Every five minutes, you a B-I-T-C-H. You a this and you a that. You took it. You put up with it until you realized it was a game. Then it got real dangerous. See, at first, when they had us fooled, they had us on high alert. Everything they did had us reacting. Don't you know that's what they was enjoying until you figured out, wait a minute, you're draining me. You're draining me. And if you're a super empath, that's the moment when you start to go supernova. You're not going to drain me no more. I'm going to sit here and act like a dummy. I'm going to sit here and act like a stone and give you zero, no reaction, no emotion, no nothing. You'll be lucky if you get a yes or no back from me. Matter of fact, I'm going to start disrespecting you. All the times you had to call me everything but a child of God now I don't have nothing respectful to say to you to call you none of that none of that I was respecting you as a wife I was respecting you as a husband I was being a good girlfriend now you're lucky if I even answer the phone for you you're lucky if I even come home at a decent time of night because now all all respect is lost I'm gonna do what I want I'm gonna move how I want because this game done got dangerous because you thought you found yourself the perfect damn fool you thought you found yourself you know puppet of the year she ain't going nowhere she loved me she done took me back after i done cheated i done gave STDs she took me back she loved my whole family she'll do anything i want her to do he will roll over and give me his last and she she thought she had you for life but that game that they play get real real dangerous once you get involved. See, narcissists are so smart, but very, very, very stupid. Very, very, very stupid. Because one thing about it is they are always plotting against a real one. You can't plot against a real one and it don't backfire on you. That math will never math. You cannot continue to deceive a real one, lie to a real one, lie to the people in my life, try to create chaos think that my real friends and my real family are gonna go against me you cannot really think that that will really truly work when you're dealing with a real being like you their plans will always backfire because they're fake they're phony that's why when you turn around and start setting those boundaries oh now you're the narcissist oh now you're a liar you the real cheater you've been cheating oh you've been cheating now that you now you got a smart mouth oh yeah yeah i know you was a cheater i always knew you was cheating that insecure ass narcissist who can't who can't help it can't help but to always tell on theyself because they're the ones always cheating that thing called projection is also known as confession all they're doing is telling on themselves every time they are falsely accusing you of stuff so the game gets real real dangerous when you lead their minds to wonder this is why you move in silence empath you switch up that game on them you stop you stop showing up how you used to you stop validating them you stop telling them what they want to hear oh my god you switch it up on them it gets dangerous now they're in panic mode they got to figure out a way to make sure they can discard you hurry up and discard me before they oh i gotta hurry up and find a new supply yeah you do you do because the product that you've been working on you thought you manufactured the perfect supply but hello you got me messed up that's not that this ain't that this ain't that you had me blind as hell when i signed that contract with you but uh uh uh the blood the blindfold came off that contract is void this ain't that this ain't no real relationship this ain't no real marriage this ain't that the game becomes real dangerous when you have figured them out matter of fact when you claw off the mask now they hate you don't you dare expose them don't you dare try to let everybody know who they are you are the the enemy see what a narcissist it don't matter if you expose it don't matter if you try to expose they're gonna hate you simply for the fact that you woke up to who they are and when you woke up to who they are you made them see that you're not that supply that they thought you were and that's very disappointing because they put a lot of time into creating that supply they put a lot of time into locking it in with you with all them damn lies about how they were abused growing up we all been abused growing up the game got real dangerous when i realized your trauma is just an excuse to be a monster the kind of ---- i went through i should be a freaking i should be the Grinch i should be going around stealing christmas trees because i never got one i should be mad and steal every gift from every child because i didn't get them i ain't doing that ain't no excuse to be a narcissist there's no excuse to be anything evil there's no excuse to be that dark that's why this channel is is it's what it is because the game done got dangerous they got mommy so true involved you pulled me into this type of game oh i hope you ready because by i am by i am far from foolish I might make foolish decisions when it comes to love, but thank God for a narcissist. That that type of ---- ain't happening no more. You're adding to the beast that I already am. The reason why you guys think, you know, she's strong. Yeah, because I was already that. I was already that strong woman before that thing came into my life. You were already the ---- before a narcissist came along. They pulled you into this game and they thought you were going to lose, but they pulled you into a game they were never prepared to win they're not equipped for their own games yo these people are so stupid they literally set their own traps they set their own traps at the end of it all everybody sees it what's done in the dark always comes to light you ain't gotta fight for it you ain't gotta wish for revenge you ain't gotta wish for karma you are their karma the day the game got mad dangerous because you are their karma they messed around and tried to have kids with you and then abandon you you and those kids are their karma believe it or not you ain't gotta believe it that's just life that's just life you ain't gotta believe it the game got real dangerous when they tried to mess with you those family members they got it for now let them have it the game gets real dangerous the more you evolve in life they sit somewhere scratching their head trying to figure out how you still doing what you're doing when they swore up and down you had no value you were the scapegoat but you somehow shitting on everybody in the family you achieving things they could never achieve because they're not good people their hearts are not right so they cannot reap anything good and that ain't your problem that's their own narcissistic problem because they tried to pull you into a game they weren't ready to lose my mom not time to play baby you distracted me it's not time to play okay we talking about games and you over here playing i got you hyped that's barbie y'all but um no seriously they're they're they're they're so stupid and for them to think that hiding behind NPD or trying to convince someone that they just need help is is it's gonna work it's sickening it's sickening because it don't matter what type of empath you are eventually you're going to get tired you can be 75 years old you're gonna wake up one day and that that blindfold is gonna come off of your eyes and you're going to leave that 85 year old narcissist that you've been with it don't matter how long everybody gets tired of them can't nobody really stand them for real these games that they play man they are not prepared to lose them because they fool themselves when they think that they are entrapping someone that's just so goofy someone that's dumb like them they they really think they got you like no you're messing with a child of god my bad if i don't come off like that you know my bad that you you assume that i'm like you because i'm tatted you you assume that i ain't got no god in me because i look the way i look i talk the way y'all talk or my nails are that long. I mean, judge how you want to judge. One thing I'm learning about narcissistic abuse, y'all, it's all over. It's everywhere. People that criticize, people that judge, people that try to box you in, people that want you to believe that, you know, that religion that you believe is just that way of life. These limited thinking, this limited belief that we've all, we all got a little bit of, that's narcissistic abuse. They want you to doubt the truth, the truth is freedom is what you need, okay the truth is you need to put yourself as a priority, the truth is these people are playing games with your life and if you do not have some type of confidence if you don't have your own self-esteem if you don't build self-love and lean on, that they're gonna drag you out here in these streets, man, in these narcissistic in these narcissistic streets. Yes, they will. You got to be brave, bold, courageous. You got to believe in yourself. You got to believe in who you are. You got to know that you have a maker and he knows your name and that's all that matters. And once you know all of this, once you accept the power inside of you, the game gets mad dangerous for the narcissist, man, because yo guess what, when you pray things happen when you cry, happen, when people hurt you oh the universe feels it, you are not to be played with, you are not to be played about it may not be stamped on your forehead but when the right person messes up with you oh my god, their life is doomed, their life is doomed, why do so many of you think that you know, as you get better they get sick, a lot of you have witnessed it, you've seen it when you've left the matrix and you sit back, you you see how much they self-destruct how much they are just not good for their own self, they can't take care of themselves, you've seen it, it's because you are a different being, you're a different being you're not just nice because you're nice that's the god in you you don't unconditionally love just because you're bored that's the god in you so when the narcissist comes around and try to drag that godliness into their dark world oh they have messed up bad they have messed up bad because by the time you figure out that you're in a dark world and you get out of it and you escape it all hell breaks loose for their entire life those of you who've been scapegoats, you end up escaping that matrix. You sit back and you watch those narcissistic parents that tried to ruin you. They rot. They literally rot right in front of your eyes. When I finally stepped into my healing and I finally went no contact with my narcissistic parent, a few years later, when I finally caught a glimpse of her, all of her beauty was diminished. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe it because although she was a narcissistic parent, she was my mother and I used to love, I used to look up to her. Every little girl looks up to her mom. I thought she was so beautiful. The most beautiful woman I've ever known in my life. I was enslaved to her. When I finally woke up and took power and stepped into the healing of my life, she looked different there's no more beauty there so many of you can attest to that when you let that narcissistic spouse alone you look back you look at old pictures and you're like ew you see them 10 years later five years later you're like oh who the hell is happening to you your skin ain't even you literally start they start looking like reptiles like and you sit somewhere glowing looking more beautiful than ever because those games that they play became dangerous when you got pulled in you were never supposed to get pulled into that world you didn't belong there it wasn't your fault this is the power and healing when you when you accept it wasn't your fault you didn't belong there they sucked you in they pulled you in they enticed you they tricked you they lied they completely deceived you they lied to keep you they manipulated you they gaslighted you to make you normalize everything that's been happening around you. You've accepted it until you stopped accepting it. That's how you go from scapegoat to the escape goat. That's how you go from victim to thriver. That's how you become a warrior. These people cannot devalue you. They cannot take away from who you are. They don't carry that much power. They don't carry any power. if you ask me the most weak individuals on this planet and the games have become so dangerous because there's so many empaths speaking on narcissistic abuse raising awareness now all of a sudden we got self-aware narcissists oh to me that speaks volumes because once upon a time they was talking about how they don't change they can't change they can't control themselves blah blah blah blah blah but we got self-aware narcissists who are teaching victims how to heal get the hell out of here why they're not teaching other narcissists how to become self-aware why they're not teaching each other how to how to get deliverance and help each other the hell is a narcissist wanting to teach me the person they abuse how to heal and the world is all over it by some dummies falling for it being deceived they're paying they're playing dangerous games man that's why somebody like me i cannot shut up about it i am not the one you want to play with i am not the one you want to pull into your game because i'm too real man i'm gonna make you face your ---- i'm gonna pull up facts i'm gonna deeply research and come back with it and i'm gonna be like okay explain yourself explain yourself tell me what this means show me what that means matter of fact i'm going to record you because narcissists act like they got amnesia all the time so listen to yourself this is how you spoke to me yesterday is this how a man talks to a woman matter of fact let me send it to all of your friends who think you are a real man the game gets real dangerous i'm going to make you face your bullshit man listen i'll never be sorry for showing any narcissist in my life that I am not to be played with. I used to be upset with myself for showing rage. See, I was one of those people who I've learned to withhold my anger. This is the old me. I would hold my anger in, hold my feelings in, ignore, ignore, ignore, ignore, ignore until one day you hit that right nerve. I'm going to say some ---- to you. You ain't gonna never forget I'm going to pull some ---- out you ain't you you probably didn't even know I knew and then now you hate me and I used to feel bad but now I see like you know what actually that's a superpower that's that's you might call it rage but if I'm not hurting you and I'm just talking and setting boundaries and it's just it sounds like rage because my voice elevates see someone like me I'm so sweet all the time once I start talking loud now I'm yelling all right cool i've learned to accept it fine the the game that got dangerous because now i'm talking louder you're so used to me talking like this you're so used to me talking so soft that i used to have to always repeat myself because you never could hear me but now once i get tired of your ---- and i start talking like this now i'm a narcissist now i'm me now i'm to this and i'm to that well guess what the game done got dangerous because i am tired that's what that is enough becomes enough that's what that is these people think that they have the upper hand and they do not they're complete clowns you have to literally sit back and laugh at them that's how they know oh shoot oh shoot she is not what i thought she was he is not who i thought he was these games get real dangerous when you learn how to avoid these marks and these hoovers y'all Because let me tell y'all something. Them hoovers don't stop. You may not get hoovered for a long time, but you're going to get hoovered eventually because these are clowns. These people are fruitless. They have no future. Nobody wants them. Okay, they're trash. Nobody wants them. Nobody. Even the new supply that think they want them now. It's just, this is a now thing. There's no future there. Nobody wants them. Nobody wants to put up with them. nobody wants to deal with them they're entirely dark so we must continue to celebrate our victory we have to even if you don't see how much of a winner you are you really are because the narcissist is playing games with you in so many ways they're not prepared to lose because you're not a game player but once you have to start strategizing like a game player once you have to you know formulate your own team, come up with a different plan once you have to manipulate the situation the game gets dangerous see sometimes the narcissists think they're winning when they're discarding or when they're devaluing you but sometimes they don't they're so stupid they don't even know that you set that up i'm allowing you to do it i am creating a whole situation here go ahead have fun because what you're doing is destroying yourself some of you you get caught up these marriages with a narcissist you get to a point where you have to strategize you got to be smart you got to know how to talk how to move when not to talk you got to know how to speak to your kids how to move with your kids how not to move with your kids you got to know what to tell your friends in advance how to tell your friends let them know you know what's really going on so when the by the time the narc comes with their sad lying ass story everybody around you is already on game see the game gets real dangerous when you really start to see what a clown what a fool and what a demon you're dealing with once that strength kicks in your character changes but it changes for the good it changes for the good they teach you how to armor up they teach you how to pray better they treat they teach you how to become closer to God they force you because the games they were playing they attempted to pull you away from God there was so much spiritual abuse there was so much emotional abuse, so much mental abuse, a lot of physical too, but all of it was opportunities for you to really tighten up in all those areas as well. The game gets real dangerous when they end up helping you heal. Hey, you thought you were hurting me. Nah, you were helping me heal, dummy, because you helped me see things that I didn't see before. You hurt me so deeply, I had no choice but to get on my knees and say, God, what do you need from me? What am I not seeing what am i not getting please because i'm tired i can't live like this no more god you want my attention you got it you got it because they're playing with my life and i'm sick and tired of it i won't allow it no more they're my mama i don't care if they're my sister help me and once god starts opening those doors and answering those prayers man the game gets dangerous because they looking like what the hell how how did they escape how did they break away how did they get free how are they somewhere glowing boy you so smart you stupid you helped me get to the glow thank you you insulted me so much i would never not wake up and remind myself how much i love me thank you you tried to put me at the bottom so low never allow that to happen again thank you i know my worth i know who i am i know my value and if i didn't if i didn't know it before oh i know it now and I'ma never let it go. Thank you. The game got dangerous because now you loving yourself the way that you are doing become who They can't help but to stalk your damn page. They can't help but to keep trying to smear your name. They can't help but to keep acting like they're happy with somebody else because you are looking good. You are moving on. You doing good. It's a narcissist so they gonna compete. They gonna try to make it look like they good too. Nah, you ain't good but whatever i ain't worried about you anyway i'm too busy worried about me you taught me that they teach you how to be selfish we learn actually selfishness it's not a bad thing i just gotta know how to do it so i'm not a damn narcissist i just need to know that being selfish protects me i need to know how to say no that's what selfish is i need to know when to say no and how to say no because being a yes man ain't it it ain't it it don't do nothing but get you narcissistically abused you gotta know how to say no period we go through some of these comments there's so much love in here but y'all y'all feel me though you know if this video resonates i would love to see a thumbs up but i i'm going into 2024 my my complete self with all the self-love in this world and i want to push that onto you and and encourage you because that's where we're headed we're not going backwards we're moving forward we're continuing to go up the game has become dangerous because they pulled us in it they pulled all these empaths in it y'all tried to kill us oh y'all messed up you messed up you try to get rid of somebody who put up with you oh okay all right cool cool it's all good don't even worry about it don't even worry about it continue that clown show by yourself continue that clown show by yourself the game has got real dangerous because a lot of us no longer feel sorry for the narcissist that used to be the problem we used to feel sorry for them ain't no feeling sorry for you 2024 what is there to feel sorry for you need to feel sorry for yourself for even sitting there with this person shoot man i'm so blessed to have y'all here i love all of y'all i'm gonna look through some of these comments before i let you guys go somebody said heavy on very stupid who's that magnetic what's up magnetic very insecure heavy backfire good news network you are amazing thank you for being here i appreciate you somebody says snatched my life back and got up out of there blocked that clown and after being gone a year this month he's still calling private leaving voicemails you see what i'm saying you see what i'm saying boy you're gonna call private and leave voicemails till you till you fall off the face of the earth like you the game that got real dangerous because you didn't think that i would walk away huh and it gets even more dangerous when you don't even look back you don't look back narcissists actually man i think the longer you go no contact the more intrigued they are to try to come back they're gonna keep testing the temperature to see if it's safe to come back to see if you're you know you're available if you're still trying to play the game are you still dangerous some of you will never get hoovered because you so dangerous they scared of your ass they're not coming around they scared they know you they know they can't hoover they're gonna have to try to do it through somebody else or something else shoot you can try a spiritual hoover but you some of y'all crushed them so bad they ain't gonna never come back from it they so narcissistically wounded they ain't gonna never come back from it they they are leaving you alone and that to me is a blessing i need one of them but if you're dealing with a malignant narcissist like me, it don't matter what you do. They still going to come around. That's how determined and demonic they are. They're still going to come around. They're still going to try you. They're still going to test you years later, months later. That's why you got to be heavy on that self-love because at any point they're going to come and you need to be ready. You need to be ready to ---- on them. Ready to not even look their way. Kareem Mills, what's up sis ain't never been that ain't never been that sis leave us alone man we are not we are not with the clown show like no a girl named shirley and now i see that demonic creature in the neighborhood he tries so hard to get my attention, fake tears projection equals confession yep, BJ Black and Bitch Gaming, yep projection is confession, it is, it is man, i used to look, i used to sit there and like dumbfounded at some of the things that i was being accused of and i used to just be like where the hell are you getting this from, where are you getting this from, just to figure out wait a minute, it was all ---- you were doing, oh yeah these people are demons, i don't care that ain't no damn illness man, you, you demonic as hell bruh, there, there probably are some people who have the the NPD illness, maybe those are the ones who are talking about they self-aware I don't know there's levels to this, i honestly don't think every narcissist is demonic but I do believe the spirit behind NPD is highly dark and i truly believe that the devil uses you know these narcissistic traits to ruin lives and and it just just it just is what it is like i don't care man i don't care but hey thank you for being here, Magnetic Favor um i see i see all the love that you're showing, Gemini Flames, i'm with you today thanks for being here, Empress Volte Merry Christmas, oh you guys are so sweet my oldest daughter would love your christmas tree pink yeah look i'm like a little girl man, see when you when you were being raised by narcissistic parents it's really sad there were so many things that I just did not have that even at this age I yearn for it like it's sad right like I can't even tell you guys I didn't start playing with Barbie dolls until I was like 15 14 15 years old finally playing with Barbie dolls because I was finally allowed to that's the kind of life I grew up with so sometimes you know the little girl in me I attend to her because I want to love on her so much and I'm about to cry even talking about it but the games narcissists play with our lives man it gets dangerous when we actually survive it some of us have been really abused by these people and they did not know that we would grow up to be who we have been or who we are and um man for those of you who are really who you are the real ones man stay true to that stay true to that don't let them change you don't let them don't let them make you become a monster let them make you a beast though a beast so you can face life so you can you know be alert stand firm protect yourself and choose you and do what's right you know but um yeah thank you I don't know I had to I had to let that out because that's the inner child in me man it really is it really is and that's my that's me being completely vulnerable and transparent to you guys you know my hairstyles it's a lot of things I did not start being free and expressing who I was until I was about 25 years old. I'm only 33. I got a very late start in my life, you know? And as much as it hurts, it is what it is. The game became dangerous because I still have to face that pain. And when I think about some of those things in my life, that's what pushes me to keep going to help others on my channel because this ---- wasn't right. It's not okay. And I want to help a little girl somewhere who might be going through what I went through but no one understood me or no one heard me or no one knew what I was dealing with you know um yeah the game has become dangerous that's why that narcissistic mother now has to watch me sit here and expose the truth whether she believes it or accepts it or not and my siblings have to sit there and witness it as well the game has become very dangerous I'm no longer that quiet little girl. I'm no longer the one that was just going to sit there and take it and accept it and allow it. I'm not. So the game has gotten real dangerous. It's gotten real dangerous. And I am finally seeing the life that I deserve finally. And I'm so happy and grateful for that. And I really pray that that helps someone. That's truly my life story. Truly my life story. Michaelia Aqua hey he don't want no help no they don't none of them do everything it's scary i ended mine on november 30th unless he was gonna end me oh my goodness the god is in me not on me yes kareem mills in me not on me my god that narcissist is weak aqua love gardening yes yes yes man yes yes yes you guys got some great comments in here these I think I have live replay on so I'm gonna go back and check this out Elisa Williams says my mom was a narc I didn't realize it until after she passed man man man man glowing and growing you got that right oh my god the power is in the empaths it is kareem mills it is the power is in us man that's why they can't stand us they aim to ruin us because we are some some beautiful beings man who who wouldn't want to be an empath who wouldn't want to be an empath it might be painful but it's only pain it's only painful when you have not learned how to handle who you are how to accept who you are being an empath is a calling, it's a calling you have to be equipped for it, that's why we go through so much hell because we got to be ready, we got to be tough we got to be smart and still be loving and sweet like we are, oh gosh let me let you guys go Merry Christmas everyone, happy you know Christmas Eve to you all, greetings, um I see someone checking in from West Palm Beach, Florida, what's up, okay okay that's what's up man, there's a lot of Florida in the air for me, so that's a sign my first trip needs to be in Florida somewhere, like for real thank you guys so much for your time, so much love so much light, love y'all, enjoy the rest of your holidays, I'll be back very very soon with another video if you're new to the channel, subscribe, hit the notification bell so you're not missing my weekly videos, weekly posts or whenever I go live next year I'm, I am aiming to do a lot more for my for my people my community my channel so excited, so excited for the things that is ahead the things that are to come, I love y'all thank y'all for y'all love, y'all support, all the prayers, everything, everything you guys, y'all, y'all mean so much to me, I'm just so sensitive to this community and I just thank you for giving me your time, your, your ears listening to me, you know your heart's being open to where I'm coming from all the time y'all just you guys are my biggest supporters and I don't know if I would have made it this year without YouTube honestly so I really want to let you guys know that I really appreciate y'all there's been so many days where I woke up and it's because of the comments the encouragement you know and um i am so grateful for y'all if it wasn't for you guys i would not be here i'd probably still be somewhere butt-ass hurt trying to get over some useless ass fool but y'all have shown me that i'm not alone and i've never been alone and i don't that takes me so far. It really does. So love, peace, joy, and light to you all. Until next time. Okay, guys, take care. Bye.