BECAUSE THEY ARE JEALOUS OF YOU.

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Happy Friday to you. Guys, I want to talk to you because narcissists are the most jealous beings you've ever known or that you know right now. And I don't think a lot of people who are struggling with a narcissist sees how powerless they really are because they're not understanding that the narcissist is found founded on a root it's not just brokenness that's an excuse it's not just trauma it's the fact that they're jealous of your light they're jealous of the person that you are they're jealous that they're they cannot break you they're jealous that you cannot manage to stay down every time they kick you down these people are jealous that's their core and I might have to say this is my perspective but honestly I don't really care it's not my perspective it's the truth narcissists are completely jealous people and this is why they mistreat you this is why they come with envy this is why they come with hatred this is why they cannot fight for you or your relationship aka the manipulationship there is no fighting for it how can someone who is envious of everything about you, fight for it. It doesn't work that way. When people are intimidated by your light, they think bad for you and of you. And it's not supposed to be like that. Normal, healthy people don't move like that. But when you're dealing with a narcissist, you need to remember you're not dealing with a normal person. You're not dealing with a rational being. So that's why the math doesn't math with them. That's why it's unbalanced. That's why it's it's hell you're dealing with somebody who was operating off of many different spirits and one of those the biggest one is envy and jealousy this is what affects their character this is the reason why the narcissist has no character and if you don't know this if you don't accept it and embrace it you cannot fight them the way that you should you cannot defeat them the way that you should be able to because they're weak. They're powerless. They have zero power and control. The only reason they control is jealousy. How can you thrive in life if somebody is controlling you? How can you be motivated if somebody is controlling you so much to the point where you don't feel like going outside? You don't feel like, you know, mingling and being around people. How can you thrive in life? So I want to talk about that with y'all today because I think it's important. Shout out to those who are joining the live for the first time i see y'all joining in and it's okay just come on in and join the conversation because i need you to know i need you to understand that what you're dealing with or what you did deal with was a was a jealous entity and that's why they attack you the way they attack you it's it's it's almost inevitable they cannot help it they have to come with hate they have to tear you down with words they have to give you silent treatment they have to break your character down because through deception and through jealousy that's how they thrive there's no other way for a narcissist to feel good about themselves if the people around them don't feel broken if the people around them don't feel defeated if the people around them are not moving up in life if you pay attention the narcissist is not happy when you're doing good if you pay attention those of you who grew up in narcissistic households your siblings were competitors that's not how it's supposed to be at home narcissistic people operate in jealousy so the narcissistic parent jealous of their own children so they pin them against each other you're creating roles and different assignments for each child because you yourself as a parent is operating on jealousy and you target the scapegoat the scapegoat ends up being a scapegoat because of jealousy and as they grow and get older the jealousy builds you're hated on for things you're not even doing you're hating on for things you naturally do you're hated on for just being you because to the core of the narcissist and the narcissistic people in your life they're your biggest haters they don't want to see you grow they don't want to see you be successful they don't want to see you do good out here so that's why they come at you with so much hell there is no peace around them because they are your biggest hater they don't give you praise and validation because they are your biggest hater. Your biggest hater. They are preying on you. They are plotting against you whenever they can in their spare time. It's more likely they're not. They're trying to figure out something that's going to bring drama and chaos into your world because they know you're a sound heart. This person is so jealous that it's in their bones it's it's in their bones that's how deep the spirit is it is in their bones that's why they are breaking down the way that they do narcissists don't age well because that jealousy spirit is ripping them apart it is tearing them apart they don't want to see nobody do good not really if they if they are talking like they want someone to be good it's not real it's not true it's not genuine that's why they can't give without expectation they give and they take tally marks, they're keeping track of what they're given because it's competition. A narcissistic marriage is the most competitive relationship you will ever find yourself in, even regular relationships with narcissists. But the marriage, oh, it's competition. They're always trying to one-up you. They're always trying to prove that they're better than you in some kind of way. And when they're devaluing you, it's all jealousy. When they're projecting, it's all jealousy. Many of you have dealt with narcissists who were so jealous, they would not even, you couldn't even go outside comfortably on your own you have to report yourself you have to stamp what you're doing how long you how long it's going to take you when you're coming back who you with you got to be on facetime you got to be on the phone just to make sure that they're not tripping they don't think that you're doing something else you know why jealousy the type of jealousy that that that shows that this person knows you're so valuable you go out there to that gas station a king can potentially see you and notice your queen your queenness a queen can potentially stand out to you king this person knows that this person knows somebody is gonna see you outside and give you compliments because you are beautiful somebody's gonna see you at Kroger and be like wow are you married ma'am whoever that is they lucky because you're that type everybody looking at you everybody watching you the same way the narcissist was intrigued with you in the beginning that's the same light you carry they are jealous of you narcissists mistreat you try to isolate you all because of jealousy they project they cheat all because of jealousy matter of fact the reason why the narcissist cheats narcissists are some sick people y'all and when you're sick like that you're a coward and the reason why you're a coward is because you're insecure and being insecure makes you a very jealous person and when you're a narcissist you cheat because you just you know your quality is so low, you know your value is zero to none, that somebody should be cheating on you. So in the back of their mind, they're always paranoid. They think somebody is cheating. They think somebody is talking to somebody because they probably should be. Because if they were you, they'd be cheating on you. So they are paranoid, constantly thinking every time you pick up your phone, you cheating on them. So they cheat first. It's competition. Let me hurry up and cheat before this person cheats on me. Let me hurry up and get a new supply before this person plans and leave me because I know I'm unvalued I know I don't love them I know they feel it they y'all need to understand when they leave you and they discard you they're doing you they're doing you a favor because they're jealous and they get to a point where they see that they can't handle you you're too much for a narcissist that's those parents those siblings those family members that you've dealt with you're too much for them they can't stand you you've always been so smart they they they can't stand you they call you smarty pants you seem you just know it all I do but I do what's wrong with that I am intelligent sorry that pisses y'all off I I do know a lot sorry you hate me for that sorry I can read I can write I know how to get a job you know sorry I've always kept a career narcissistic people hate you because you've been thriving all your life in spite of all the crap you've been through you still manage to have a degree you still manage to have purchased a home you still manage to have a bank account these narcs out here don't even have a bank card they using chime cards and and and cash app never had a bank account in their life till they known you never knew how to even get one but then they got around you now you all of a sudden too smart now you think you too good oh it's because they're jealous of you you are too good you are too smart for them yeah take pride in that because they are jealous take pride in that because this is why they attempt to hurt you and attack you take pride in that because that's going to give you strength to be unbothered they're gonna always blab and talk talk ---- they're gonna always blab and have something to say they're always gonna come for you but when you put it in your mind to know that you're dealing with a coward a low self-esteem dirty down low self-esteem no accountability taking future faking gas lighting bad sex making like everything negative you become unbothered when you really seal it in your mind like oh okay you're just mad because I'm wise and I've always been wise and maybe I'm just too wise for my age and that trips you out because when you're talking and lying I can hear through the bullshit when you're trying to paint a picture to me I can see through the bullshit so maybe that's really what it is you're not being devalued because you don't have value you're being devalued because they're jealous of your value you need to take pride in that they're jealous of you because you've always been mature you've always been mature even those narcissistic parents couldn't stand you because you were the one in the family that could see through all the bullshit you were so mature you were just standing there looking like what the hell is wrong with y'all? Why am I here? Why am I here? And you might not have said it, but it was all in your face. They couldn't stand you because it was all in your face that you did not like how they were. You wasn't with the drinking and the partying and the promiscuous activity and the drug life that they had going on. You wanted to be different, but they were jealous of you for wanting to be different. Gotta be the one to go to college, huh? Yeah. Many narcissistic abuse warriors and survivors are the first to be someone good in their family. First to get a degree. First to get a real job. First to buy a home. Build a home. First to do something real for the family. Chain breakers. Generational chain breakers. We are the real deal. We are to be hated on. We are the ones who come with all the answers. They're sitting here, the jack of all trades but don't really know ----, we actually know a lot. We master everything we learn. That's the beauty of being an empath. You are highly intelligent. Abused victims of narcissists are highly intelligent people and they hate you for that. That's why they like calling you stupid. They like calling you dumb. They like telling you you need to go to therapy. They like telling you you're crazy because they're jealous of you. They want you to believe you're crazy because they're jealous of you if you believe you're crazy if you believe you're dumb if you believe you can't do it if you believe you can't go far they're winning because they're jealous of you if you believe that you are you know not good enough for the next man or you've been too damaged for this person you can't move on because of a bad marriage you're too old now you can't have kids you can't get this and can't get that you don't deserve a house of your own if you believe all of the crap they've told you they are winning that's all they want that's all they want they want to be able to come into a person's life that's full of light and crumble them that's the only way they feel powerful because other than that there's no power there other than that no no power lives there of course they're jealous of you you've always been the one to achieve success for many of us success comes naturally all we gotta do is go out there and do it we're so gifted and talented and skilled it pisses off a narcissist some of you got narcissistic parents they've never done the crap you've done they've never come close and if they're not fake giving you achievements they can't even open their mouth to give you a real I'm proud of you because they are jealous of you you might have a good job and all kinds of stuff and they are still finding all kind of negative ---- to say about you you're the one who's raising your kids different but they still got negative ---- to say about your parenting because they are jealous of you they're jealous of the fact that you are loving on your kids different you doing something they ain't never get that narcissist is jealous of the relationship you have with your own kids because they were not parented how sick is that completely jealous to the point where they're jealous of everybody and it's it's it's killing them inside you want to know why a narcissist deteriorates why they age is because their bones are rotten from all of the jealousy i'm telling you i am telling you to live with no peace and not a sound mind you're going down ugly they're jealous of you because you have a sound mind no matter how much hell you go through even with these narcissists you don't even look like it many of y'all look like you ain't never been through a damn thing in your damn life but if you open your mouth and talk about what you've been through it's like how the hell how is your skin still looking like that how you still got hair on your head because i know narcissists with bagged up baggy eyes and saggy skin and fucked up acne but they want to talk about you and talk about everybody else they want to break you and try to point out your flaws and and make you this imperfect imperfected person all because they're jealous of you this is the core of the narcissist to me narcissists can't be a narcissist if they're not a hater narcissists can't be a bully if they're not a hater bullies are haters bullies bully people they're hating a bully thrives on bullying because that's all they got that's the only thing that makes them powerful you only feel powerful because you think you could talk ---- to me you only feel powerful because you know that i love you enough for you to talk ---- to me but when i put a stop to it now i'm your worst nightmare now you show how jealous you really are of me by smearing my name now you're talking about me y'all need to know when a narcissist is talking ---- about you they're smearing your name smear campaign it's confirmation of pure jealousy you so jealous of me you can't even shut the **** up and move on with your life after i cut you off after i walked away you're still talking about me i'm still so irrelevant you can't even go to sleep that night you dreaming about me why you still worried about me why that's how seriously jealous they are they're never letting you go they're never they're your your name never leaves their out. Let alone the thought of you. The narcissist can't even let go of the fact that you are laying up with somebody else through the relationship and after the relationship. Believe it or not, the reason for the new supply is so they're not tormenting themselves with thoughts about what you're doing. I'm telling you, they need a new supply to keep their mind off of you. They need a new supply. They need it. That's why they need bodies. That's why they seem like they're unbothered because it keeps them distracted you so guess what empath gets what survivor guess what warrior you want to move on you you want to know what's going to help you heal or what can help you heal move on get you a distraction it don't have to be a new man or new woman if you ain't ready but move on with your life find a distraction that's how the narc does it they up there unbothered and moving on because they need to be unbothered and moving on because you brought a lot you think you're the only one suffering after a relationship with a narcissist no they are suffering but they have to have something to cover it up that's why a new supply comes in that's why they hurry up and marry him hurry up and doing all this stuff that they were supposed to be doing with you with the new supply because they want to make you jealous but that ---- don't work they be fooling themselves how you gonna try to make somebody jealous that's learning how to get over you while you discard them every time they discard you you're learning how to get over them you're more and more you're just putting it together like you know what you know what you know what i ain't heard from this ************ in six months i this man really has not called my phone in 30 days wow okay that's when you start realizing this is a game two can play it okay okay and then when they smell that you start moving on now here come a hoop they smell that you you stella got her groove back now here come a hoop they're jealous they're sick unbalanced because of that jealousy will kill you And that's why the narcissist ends up dying in the end. They deceived you. They deceived you, made you think they were confident. They are far from that. There's no confidence there. You make them look good. They needed to learn from you. The time with them always has an expiration date because they learn whatever they need to learn from you. And then it's on to the next. Let me go and learn some more from the next supply. The same person I'm going to hide under because I'm running from the real one who wants to hold me accountable for my character. The same character that's showing how jealous I've been. I've been so jealous I couldn't hold them down. Jealousy is the reason why I couldn't support financially. I'd rather watch them suffer because I'm jealous. I'd rather watch you suffer. I'd rather watch you down. When someone's jealous of you, they don't want good for you. They don't want to see you rise. They don't want to see you put your best self out there. The narcissist is rooting for you to fall apart. Literally sit there and watch you fall apart. Watch you just destroy yourself and they love it. Help you form addictions and keep you on it. They love it because they're jealous of you. It is beautiful to watch you just tear yourself apart. It's beautiful to just let yourself go. I remember hearing the narcissist tell me how beautiful I was after not getting my hair done for almost three months. I'm looking at myself in the mirror like, beautiful where? I didn't get my nails done for about three months. Y'all know I love my nails. feet wasn't done for about three months all things that I kept up with before him my whole life I've always been that girl high maintenance whatever the hell you want to call it I just I like to be fresh and clean and I just I like certain ---- a certain way to be groomed I like my perfumes and you know it's like he came around and he everything was oh you look better without that oh you look better without that oh you should wear that instead pick out the ugliest ---- for me to wear and I would really look in the mirror like is he for real one day I wore makeup and he freaked out you don't need makeup it got your skin looking all weird and I'm looking in the mirror like what you talking about you're jealous you're an envious jealous soul you don't want me to be great you don't want me to do nothing great you want me to just sit here and be a servant to your emotional bullshit you just want me to sit here and cry every day to all the ---- you take me and have dark eyes under my eyes have sleepless nights they're so jealous of you these people will keep you up at night because they know you gotta get up and go to a job or go and be successful at your career your business they're so jealous anything to keep you down don't bring them into that business don't don't don't don't do don't do business with a narcissist oh my god you're asking for disaster don't add your money and put your money together don't have a joint bank account oh my god certain things you just if you haven't done it already please don't do it and if you've done it leave a comment and let me know your experiences i know i know you know i know you know these people are so jealous of you they literally want to tell you how you should look how you should wear your hair and if you don't wear it the way they want you to wear it it's a problem now you are you are the you are the most selfish most disappointing you are a betrayer you are not who you said you are how dare you switch up what you're doing wearing lashes when they met you you weren't wearing that what you're doing getting your what you're doing going shopping so jealous of you every time you doing something you cheat nah you just jealous because in the back of your narcissistic skull you know you you deserve to be cheated on let's be real they know they so sick and they cheat so much they expect it but god being so good they be blessed with people who don't have time for that cheating ----. They'd be blessed with the most loyal people and that'd be hurting me, man. They are so jealous, man. That's the only reason why they treat you the way they treat you. It's complete jealousy. They don't have nothing better to do. Why not sit around and plot against you? Many of you dealing with narcissistic family members, pay attention to how your parents act with certain siblings. You don't get the same treatment. They don't talk to you the same. They don't interact with you the same because they're jealous. they're all jealous it's like you're in a cult it's like like what the hell what the hell if you're against how they move if you don't want to gossip like they gossip they don't like you because you don't want to sit on the phone all day talking most empaths don't like that phone ---- i i don't don't you're not gonna get me on the phone sitting there talking about people all day talking about irrelevant ---- talking about celebrities and their business i don't care about none of that i got real things to worry about and a narcissist would be offended by that oh you too serious you too serious oh yeah i am i am you right i i'm mature that's what it's called and like i said before you become a know-it-all a smarty pants you think you know everything take pride in that yeah i do you're only saying that because you don't know ---- and you know that i do know everything i know enough i know enough i know more than you because let's be real most of you who have dated a narcissist or been in a relationship with a narcissist you got in a relationship who had more to offer who brought more to the table they took on an assignment they couldn't even handle they they tried to mess with somebody they were not even aligned with you weren't even you weren't even on my level you weren't even on my level but through deception you came into my life just to show how jealous you really were because you came to bring me down before the narcissist you were up and after them it's like your money is gone everything you done worked hard for is it's like you're like what the hell it what whoa many lose their homes their cars their jobs all kind of money because they're jealous they walk out of your life proudly like yup i know i'm leaving you broke good luck getting all that ---- back you can't tell me that ain't no demon they literally discard you laughing like i know i came and destroyed your world but oh well **** you. On to the next. Jealous demons. I don't got no other words. Jealous demons. And if you don't understand how powerful it is for you to know that and understand that, what else to tell you? You can thrive past narcissistic abuse because they're jealous of you. You just got to take your power back. You got to know that they're after you. Why are they after you? You know why. You know your uniqueness. You know when you enter a room, strangers are ready to come to you because there's something about your aura. You can't even stop it. Many of you are so entrapped in a narcissistic matrix and you're not understanding why all these people around you seem to be sucking you dry. It's because of the light that you have. The devil's only purpose on this earth is to make sure you never see that because seeing that is you discovering the godliness. It's you discovering what God is. It's you discovering God lives inside of you. the narcissist can only hurt you if you don't take your power away from them that's the only way they can help they can hurt you they've been jealous of you since before you were even born soon as you came out they could tell you had a light it was something about the way you cry pissed your narcissistic mother off it was something about the way your father held you that made your narcissistic mother jealous of you it was something about the way others loved on you as a baby that made your narcissistic parents jealous of you isn't that sick that's just how they're wired there's always been something about you it just you just have to see it you just have to see it that is your ultimate power for you to see that you are the ish you've always been the ish you've always you don't only bring things to the table you bring the whole damn table with you you bring a table the chairs and everything on it that's just who you are that's what a real one is and when people see that narcissist when they see that even even the average toxic person when they can smell a genuine authentic real person who happens to even be beautiful as well and successful or even potential to be amazing because they have an amazing mind full of intellect creativity skill and talent toxic and demonic people like these narcissist it's intimidating they become afraid of you and fear makes people hurt you fear makes people treat you bad and that's the narcissist that's why I tell y'all all the time it's more spiritual than it is personal they got a envious spirit and it's killing them, it's killing them they can't even help it, but it's for you to see it and stop beating yourself up and see that hold on, I'm dealing with somebody who is really demonically influenced. I'm dealing with somebody who is really, really just way off to the point where I can't be great around them because they can't stand me for my greatness. So how do you cure that? You cut them off. Because they are jealous, you walk away. You take your power and you walk away Proudly walk away. No shame, no fear. You have nothing to be afraid of. It's more scary to be around them than to be away from them. It's more scary to know that you don't have any peace. It's scarier to know that they're so envious of you. They're taking you to the witch doctors My God, they put voodoo and witchcraft on you and ---- because they're that jealous of you They are so determined to stop your life because they're that jealous of you They rather spend time preying on you than washing their own ass let's be real, they're so jealous of you they spend so much time in the bathroom plotting looking for all type of supply on the phone they're so jealous they won't even acknowledge what you really are, what you really bring to the table they'll take that from you they will discredit you they're so jealous of you they won't even let your kids know that you are a good mother or a good father they rather lie competition on every level parenting money career even if they don't have nothing to compete with they still want to compete the biggest is they're jealous of you moving on and being with somebody else but those of you who are in love relationships the narcissist is determined to keep you bound to them because they don't want you to be with nobody else they know that you will be a bomb-ass wife a bomb-ass husband to somebody that deserves you because there are quality men and women out there but if they let you go oh they know you ain't gonna ever come back somebody's gonna lock you in if you get out no y'all they know Debra Barnes let me look at these comments so i can let y'all go you see here Debra Barnes hey my whole family turned on me when my mom passed away in december they all haters you see and sometimes it takes for something drastic to happen for you to see how much the narcissist is hating on you it takes for you to be going through the worst the most severe time of your life for you to see how much they've always been hating on you. They've been hating on you so much that they can't even have your back. All that fake love fades away when something real happens and they can't even support you. You're like, wow, we really are a hater. Wow. Okay. This gives you power to pull those scissors out and cut these folks off. This gives you power to start saying no. This gives you power to start setting boundaries. This gives you power to start reintroducing yourself to these people because they got you yeah she was gonna tell me if anybody ever told you this i'm proud of you baby before i went to work and gave me an evil ass smile and grin i was thinking in my head like why the hell she smirked like that oh michael that that reminds me i remember when i was going through a promotion with my job i was elevating with my career and going into leadership and the narc was giving me fake you know baby you got it you got this then i actually did get it but the time when he was pumping me up you got it you got it you got it he was taking me through so much ---- i didn't feel like i was gonna get that job i i i wasn't even i was at the point where i was so depressed in the marriage with him i didn't even i wasn't even waking up happy i was waking up didn't even want to brush my teeth brush my hair or nothing and this goofy mother effer was like baby you got this you gonna get it and i used to just look at him like yeah by the grace of god I will because I'm keeping my job you ain't gonna make me lose my job I'm elevating in my career you ain't gonna stop me from growing so by the grace of God I got that damn promotion and he wasn't ready for it that that that happy news when it went something like what Michael Boyd just shared with us he said I said yeah I got that job I'm a manager now he was like oh damn that's what's up i was like wow what happened to that smile it was literally oh damn that's what's up face everything changed everything because he knew what that meant so jealous that that meant you gotta deal with me going to the office where there's successful other black men i'm not even gonna say black men because i it's not just about black no i'm not forgive me for saying that it's not just there's other successful men okay and successful people and i'm dealing with a malignant narcissist so jealous can't even help it it was a it was a struggle for me to get up and go to a job a whole career without having to explain myself call and answer the phone every time every time he texted I had to make sure to respond right away I had to make sure when I got off work I was heading home ain't no stopping no nothing because I'm getting clocked came home late one day and a gun got pulled up to my head cocked the gun where you been at you stopped and you was cheating you stopped and you were sucking dick perfect so jealous like imagine if i was a weak woman i would let that kind of behavior beat me down i would have never got that promotion i would have never elevated in my career i would have probably lost my job back then if i was a weak woman and if i if i didn't know that there was some strength and some power in me that i would have to leave that relationship i would have just fell completely apart thank you so much for the gift who is that Sergio says, I promise you, my beautiful empaths, that the universe will release your blessings when you let your hatred and anger towards the narcissist go. Absolutely. I love that. Thank you so much for that. That is beautiful. You are more than right. I agree 1,000%. 1,000%, Sergio. Thank you for dropping that in tonight. I appreciate that gift as well. You really do. You really do. they're not they're really not even worth being angry over because this is who they are and there's beautiful lessons behind the experience that they brought to you the like the ultimate awakening of our lives for me to finally discover that I really just been hated on my whole life it helps me forgive my mother it helps me forgive all the times that she ignored me just just to you know grow up and hear her act like she's always been this grandmother no the hell you didn't attend to me in ways that was important I don't blame you for it because I know what you are and I also know you operate on jealousy because there was a lot of things you didn't get and I get that see you have to come to an understanding about how the narcissist is why they're so empty where the trauma comes from what it did to them how it affects them if you come to an understanding as a true empath you can forgive and let it go in a way where you can move forward because what you don't want to do is hang on to anger for somebody who could give a rat's ass about you healing you need to care about you because they don't care about you the narcissist don't care about you and they won't fix you you have to fix you viewers watching what's up i would always catch her looking at me like she was in a trance oh I used to catch that too oh let me see and I would feel absolute hate oh emanating from her I would even tell her you act like you hate me to the core oh my god I used to I remember those stares I remember those hateful stares especially during times where I was in my happy moments it's like they were just it's like they look at you and and despise like oh for dropping that that was crazy he says she would occasionally say if i only knew with a smirk like the grinch that is some scary ---- i gotta laugh to not even shake man rock brigade once you see it you can't unsee it that's facts you can't unsee it sincerely Tiffany what's up we see you in the house how you doing warrior oh my god Debra says I would always catch my daughter a hateful look and I would wonder why jealousy jealousy if you've ever gotten that jealous eye from a narcissist give me a thumbs up if you're watching this video they are jealous they it gets to a point where the mask slips and all you feel is the jealousy competition competition is the only reason why narcissists come off so hateful they are they're mad that you are who you are and they're mad that they cannot destroy you they want you to be like them so bad and it's not possible because a real empath is just who the **** they are you cannot take that from us you cannot break me no matter how much you make me react to your abuse that's on you that's your fault if i fucked around and cussed you out or if i messed around and slapped your ass a couple times that's your damn fault I ain't the narc though too bad you're you're jealous because you don't know how to balance yourself and your emotions and I do I know when to when to when to show up and show out I know when to speak up I know when to shut up too the narc don't know they don't know when to shut up they're always blabbing they talk too much to the point where they tell on themselves lie too much lies to the point where the mask just slips slips slips and just completely just it slips and disappears and then now they looking for a new supply because they gotta go duck off all that jealousy didn't get them nowhere it didn't get them nowhere but just it revealed who they are they revealed who the hell they Micah Stallings I need a booking ASAP I tried the other day I'm not sure what happened I'm sorry I will have the link in the description box below you know but email me mommysotrue at gmail.com reach out let's talk if you need if you need me to help and my whatsapp information is in the description box too reach out to me text me on whatsapp my business number will be on alisa williams i love you lady you know you know i know you know i know and if anybody know i know you know i see you in the chats tonight whoo michael says when i used to look it looks soulless weird ---- yep she said i don't like your friends cut them off whoo michael y'all be look y'all don't want me to get off this live do y'all I don't like your friends this is typical narc narc ---- I'm pretty sure a lot of y'all have heard that if you heard that from a narc hit the like button I don't like your friends before you know it you ain't got no more friends they don't like anybody in your circle because they're jealous of the fact that you even have a circle they ain't got no circle a narcissist don't have no best friends nobody that's been in their life for years because nobody can stand them like that they can't they can't stand the fact that you are actually loved enough to have people in your life like that that pisses them off man that really hit a nerve for me because i remember that so so deeply cut them to keep you isolated just like you said he said i'm glad i left her in her cage if he was watching she would tell me you think you know somebody with a with a stank demonic disposition you think you know somebody yeah i do yeah i do you just don't want to be called out on your ---- i do i know i know i know what i'm saying they can't stand a smart person man they can't stand a smart person narcissists don't like smart people they don't they don't like you to be an intellect intelligent not emotionally nothing like you you're supposed to be dumb you're supposed to be a complete dumbass like honestly and it's funny because when you start to wake up to them and you pay attention to how they think you're really stupid it's hilarious it's like it's really funny to see how they really try to play you like you're really a dumbass like oh jesus all because they're jealous man all because they're jealous oh why am i here is the story of my life because they're jealous of you honey they are jealous of you honey from parents to romantic relationships why am i involved in this because they're jealous of you honey i am telling you many of you the you know this is one of the most harsh truths i would ever share with y'all on my channel because this is my life many of you are going to have to come to the harsh realization that you have to cut these folks off even if that means going to some island all by your damn self I am dead ass serious it's going to come a point in your life where you are going to have to completely isolate yourself from these people I'm talking to those who are entrapped in a narcissistic world it's time to leave that town it's time to leave that city don't be afraid I'm telling you because they are jealous and it's going to stay like that it's never gonna change you need a new plan and you need to get away and make sure nobody knows your plans move in silence because they are jealous of you don't share your information with narcissists because they are jealous of you be careful what you tell them because they are jealous of real real ---- they throw daggers thinking you didn't catch it no facts it's so many comments that i'm missing some of them so if i don't read some of your comments tonight forgive me guys but um i'll go back through the live replay and read some but like viewers watching said light and darkness are are opposite forces light always wins light always wins you're stronger than them thank you for dropping that thank you for dropping it there's nothing but facts what's up argentina i see you in the house hey thanks for stopping in she's broke and pretty says black alien woo i recognize her from the mcdonald's bathroom she was homeless and afraid boy listen a lot of them be homeless and afraid when we first meet them like like a damn stray cat then we take them home and they they get their fineness you know they get their life back we put a little life in them and then now boom you want to start devaluing somebody who brought you in their door stupid and you don't think we gonna wake up you don't think we gonna snap out of it and realize that you just tried to play me bye sick and twisted is damn right Deborah Barnes oh gosh you guys i love y'all I'm gonna let y'all go I didn't mean to stay on so long tonight but it's like the comments and and just me just having to get all this off my chest i just had to y'all need to know they're jealous of you man they don't want you to be great out here don't don't prove them right like don't prove them right take your power back take it it's there many are are really stuck because they believe they're powerless you're not powerless the narcissist is them people around you are powerless they're only coming at you the way they're coming at you because they're powerless the only power they have is in bullying you talking about you bringing you down you know disappointing you that's the only power other than that these are some broke jokes man mommy you are great just the way you are thank you rock they don't want anyone else to look at you at least they don't they don't they want you to just be this ugly little bird so you can look like them no no no way we're not doing this we're not doing this man shout out to everybody who joined live even if you made it late look i'm gonna meet y'all next time i'll be back on live monday night 9 p.m following next friday 9 p.m as well same time i'm gonna catch y'all there we got so much to talk about there's a lot to talk about i appreciate the conversation i appreciate all the engagement the support and the love like always like comment subscribe if you haven't already man it was great talking to y'all i'm gonna jump off of here so y'all can enjoy the rest of your fridays um friday lord i put an s on there i'm gonna let y'all go and so i can enjoy the rest of mine too but man be careful out here stay strong out here man keep thriving out here and um I will see y'all soon I will see y'all soon much love much love and so much gratitude from all over the world wherever you're at good night beautiful morning good afternoon whatever it is I'll see you soon see you Monday night and um we will talk again but guys if you need me just reach out email me text me whatever um but I'm gonna let y'all go stay blessed tonight guys see y'all