Everything changes when you are finally AWOKE‼️

what's up guys oh hello hello beautiful people welcome in guys welcome to the live welcome to the live with your girl happy winning wednesday guys what's going on what's crack-a-lacking i'm so intrigued by today's conversation because um it is the realest of the realest because everything changes everything has changed because we have awoken y'all man happy winning wednesday to all of my awoken thrivers out there happy winning wednesday so good to come in and check in with you guys today this week we're back at it so good to see all of you shout out to all of my members all of my subscribers if you're new welcome to the channel you're in the midst of a lot of warriors shout out to my moderators i see you all in the chat as well special hello to all love you i see everybody in the chat yeah shout out to you all for real if i don't if i don't even mention all the names i see y'all in the chat i'm seeing um see i'm gonna go to the top I'm seeing Elisa, Tameka, Buckley, Dominic Morris, Brother Heitman, Nerve for the Word, Pollux Caster, hi, MM, Chosen by God, Eastad, Kiva Johnson, hi, thank you, Nico McConnell. 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Let's get those likes punched in. especially if you're a survivor of narcissistic abuse you know this is this is man this is a gathering for us family make sure you hit that like button if you're watching the replay don't forget you're welcome to subscribe and please do hit that like button hit that like button for me so good to see you guys i hope everyone's blessed this week and i hope y'all are ready for the conversation my god whoo well as i am speaking those that are joining y'all go ahead and welcome them in y'all bear with me because i'm not gonna get too much into the chat i'm gonna dive right into the conversation because i got some i got some deep thoughts going on in my mind and i want to just expound and share it with you guys because i know that i'm not alone i know i can't be the only one feeling what i'm feeling i really truly feel like this is universal like we are we are so brothers and sisters and i know a lot of times if i'm feeling something y'all are feeling it too most likely especially those of us who have been fighting this war for a very long time because many of us we have for many of us narcissistic abuse goes beyond a romantic relationship you know and so we were kind of already destined we were kind of already armored to fight this and for a lot of us it's really teaching us and showing us the purpose of our existence and in other words we're learning that we're we're we're not to be messed with we're not to be messed with many of us are discovering the demon slayer that you are inside of that inside of that soul you're not you're not you're not nobody small you're not to be taken as a fool you're not to be played with you know um and when people tend to do that there's consequences a lot of us there's something so powerful about us that if you're not careful and you play about us you play with us yes there's some serious consequences to follow because guess what we're chosen a lot of us are are just simply honestly just man God's children flat out we love God and it shows it's always shown it's the reason why narcissists have always treated us a certain way try to make us feel like we don't belong we're not good enough or there's something wrong with us there is complete envy it's complete jealousy they know what we have they know what you have they know what you are they know they know exactly what you are and so the question really is do you know what you are are you aware of what you are do you know the importance of who you are it's something so crazy about narcissistic abuse coming out as a true survivor of this some some will agree some may not because maybe they're not there maybe they haven't been through the trenches of narcissistic abuse like a lot of us but what's very interesting about narcissistic abuse as a true survivor is that it forces you to really really really look within yourself I mean you really have no choice you really have no choice and this happens when you get to the place of enough being enough like when you get fed up and you get tired I'm talking about exhausted to the point where you don't even have the bandwidth to put up with it to deal with it to keep living with it I mean enough becomes enough and for a lot of us that takes a lot we're so empathetic by nature we take on so much we sit there we endure it we try to deal with it we try to help and for many of us chosen ones we tend to get the short end of the stick when we make these type of moves when we show how empathetic we are people take complete advantage it's like they see the words fool just you know tattooed on your forehead and a lot of us have that empathetic nature and what that truly mean is for those who who resonate as empaths that empathetic nature within us has some some sense of brokenness to it it really does until you wake up to realize what being an empath really means and and and understand that you got to actually be empowered to be a healthy empath and you could actually be a broken and toxic empath that's why I'm saying the narcissist wakes you up to yourself are you willing to pay attention to yourself that's how you become a thriver that's you you gotta you gotta you gotta get to that place and when you get to that place y'all. This is that place of what have I not given? I have tried this. I have tried that. I have done this. I have done that. I've had this conversation. I've had that conversation. What have I not done? What have I not tried to do with this person? I'm exhausted. Nothing's working. I'm killing myself trying to keep somebody who is literally dead, trying to keep them going, trying to keep them alive being worried about them sacrificing time and effort for them and and they're they're constantly showing what and who they are when enough becomes enough because we're so empathetic natured and we're learning and we're becoming educated and empowered because we're chosen and they should have never messed with us in the first place once we get to this place where we are tired we become awoken now we're looking at the situation completely different now it's very clear that they are manipulating you it's very clear this person's gaslighting you every time you bring things up every time you try to make them accountable hold them responsible they're deflecting dodging conversations dodging responsibility it's it's just it gets in your face and when you get to this point and you start to blankly see that somebody is literally in your face showing the narcissist that they are showing their narcissistic traits it doesn't go too well for these people because the thing about narcissists y'all narcissists narcissistic people they are looking for someone to to beat down and take control over that's really it like bottom line is it's about being able to control you being able to to destroy you being able to belittle you make you small honestly they want to be worshipped narcissistic abuse is about beating you down to submission they want you to submit like they want you to forget who you are forget what you've been taught forget the the highly moral person that you are I mean just throw it all away forget your principles forget your friends forget your family I mean they want to strip you of your whole life a soul-sucking vampire forget energy soul-sucking a narcissist is is just determined to destroy honestly narcissists know what they're doing first and foremost and they're constantly strategizing and working to figure out ways to destroy the person that they feel is their victim thank you for the super chat east dad two dollar holler appreciate you much love much love everything change when you're finally awoke to what narcissistic abuse is because you you start to have this narcissistic radar this this narcissistic vision it's like having on a special pair of like narcissistic glasses and the reason why I talked about knowing and understanding yourself looking at yourself is because you got to really understand how to move when you're dealing with these people and I even hate to call them people because to me they're really not even people they don't operate think or move like people at all really creatures bird like you know bird brain type people like I mean seriously everything they touch goes to shits they can be the prettiest bird but they gonna ---- on you eventually ---- on everything you own and um like somebody dropped in there have no empathy humans without empathy is not a human at that point you're demonically influenced you're you're under some type of control and possession and i don't i don't want no part of that i want no part of that it's so crazy when somebody who a narcissist swore up and down was a permanent doormat wakes up to their tactics and their way of doing things you completely throw them off you completely shock them with not being usable and controllable like that anymore when you're awoke you're not taking a lot of that narcissistic bs because i'm pretty sure at some point you used to take it a lot more than you should more than you should and when you finally wake up man it's not going down the way the narcissist wants that's why you're seeing the temper tantrum that's why you're literally watching this grown toddler that's why this person is acting all crazy and out of whack want to take you to court want to take your children the nasty smearing of your name when you wake up to what they are when you wake up to what this is you are no longer the version of the of the you're no longer the version of yourself that they have been so comfortable with you become the monster in a lot of cases they become scared of you they don't know what to do what to say they don't know what kind of lies to lie about anymore now they start to fumble constantly shooting themselves in their own foot because they're stuck in this perpetual state of stupid just just completely dumb because they forgot they are wearing a mask that's what makes them dumb they get so comfortable with the fact that you're a giver you're a lover you're patient you're forgiving and so the dirt continues the mess continues they do more they do worse narcissists are not smart because certain tears should not be shed the way that narcissist put you in panic mode frantic mode had you shaking because you weren't sure you know what to expect or they had you walking on eggshells or I mean whatever it was they put you in in positions where you felt completely out of your body you did not feel like yourself they put you in positions where you had to make moves and and make decisions that was forced on you and a lot of times when we're going through all this hell with narcissists every lie every time the cops get called every time things get crazy every time things escalate year after year you may have not realized it but you were waking up you were rising up you were going from being this person with their head down completely oblivious and naive to this whole game and you were slowly rising your head up you were slowly standing up taller and taller and taller and taller and taller to this giant illusion because when you wake up that illusion changes you realize this is not this is not a giant this is a little demon baby this is a little punk coward like this is a this is a broken non-human fool like I mean the list goes on when you wake up and you realize man what you powerless you had all this power because I allowed you to have all that power I gave you the room I welcomed you as the narcissist that you are with all of my empathy you were so comfortable because you thought you had me fooled everything changes when you finally woke up when you finally wake up the narcissist has to slap themselves to to really like shake themselves out of the illusion that they had because now they're looking at you sideways like who the hell are you who the hell are you you're not who they used to know you're not who they married because you you you told them I love you you gave them a chance which they knew they never deserved in the first place you let them in your world they didn't let you in their world they don't have a world you let them in your world and they try to completely destroy it like just pull everything down this is a this is a a magnet of evil so i said everything they touch goes to shits like a dang gone pigeon shout out to my auntie telsha i heard her mention that one time in the video i'm like that is the perfect description of a narcissist you funky annoying disturbing dark energy obnoxious dirty no brain fool have no care no sympathy no empathy working packs just like the narc a whole fleet of them working before the whole family all their friends when you finally wake up to this you become such a serious monster to the narcissist in your life and those that try to come afterwards that's why i said in the beginning many of us we wake up and we realize we are warriors we were destined to slay these demons because they keep coming they keep coming they keep trying like you there was one narcissist there here comes another the next one trying to be more slicker than the last but when you've become when you become awoke everything changed you're no longer the same type of victim it's different it's not it's gonna be a matter of time before you catch on to it because a lot of y'all need to know just because you were with a narcissist and you left them don't mean that you just that don't mean that don't mean it stops there you still this chosen one you still got this light and the enemy is still roaming around this earth the narcissist this is still prowling still hopping around city to city state to state country to country looking for people like you to devour it's you they're after they can't let you go you are sweet and i'm not talking about nice sweet i'm talking about you taste good look good smell good all that good stuff you do good you're sweet they're attracted to that beautiful light that angelic light that you carry they are so attracted to it but to me that's god because you're bait The narcissist thinks, you know, they're going to pull you in because they got this contract with Satan They're going to come in and destroy you and dim your light Then God just use you as bait. Let them trick themselves into coming to touch that object They see you as an object, right? They see that shiny angelic wings you got and they see it as object. God is like, okay, go ahead and play with that You think you can handle that? Let's go. Because touch not my anointed And they do that. And that's why many of you, you're seeing the narcissist in your life now caving in. caving in, falling apart. Their health is doomed If they weren't cursed like a pigeon before, they are now because now everything they're doing is not blossoming. Nothing is growing They cursed themselves trying to ruin you And this is just the reality of it. It just is what it is. They can call it a narcissistic collapse, a narcissistic injury. I'm going to say you messed with God's child and you got what you deserve. You messed around and found out. The Holy Spirit and injured you spiritually speaking you you you getting karate chopped don't don't don't get it twisted that narcissist couldn't help but to show the demons inside of them around you because of your life you drew those demons out you triggered those demons you they couldn't even help it you triggered them so much because they fooled themselves to think that you were something they can come and destroy and then man don't don't don't mess around and wake up and they still trying to be in your life still trying to come around because they work in packs they're sending their cousins your way they're sending new people new narcissists your way they won't stop don't mess around and wake up and a narcissist tries to hoover and come back knocking and try to get your attention doing all this weird stuff and they make themselves look and even feel dumb because by that point you're so awoken there's no way they can come in this is like the walking dead literally as soon as they get a whiff that there's a human alive they gotta get to you they're desperately searching for somebody to eat on feast on and just like all walking dead so that's like all zombies they they tend to run low on food because they don't eat each other they looking for healthy people that's just like that narcissist they run low on supply supply starts to run dry out here and this person starts to try to duck they little necks right back in your life but boy let them try that when you are woke when you done already been there and done it this person done discarded you and gave you time to go somewhere and heal this person did so much narcissistic narcery that you left and he and you're healing and you want to come back wow a special type of stupid a special type of dumb a lot of y'all been through those hoovers if you ain't dealt with it yet oh it's coming this is coming eventually it may not be direct but it's on the way they're strategizing and planning out their hoover right now even if it's in five years they know they gonna come back knocking because the day you left the day they left they knew they was messing up but they're narcissists they gonna run with it they gonna act like they got it they gonna act like they got it figured out they don't care twelve hours later they on your phone can we talk six months later happy birthday i thought you hated me thought you didn't need me i thought you had it going on they be lying when they say they don't want you they don't they don't want to be there they don't need you it's it's a it's it's all a facade they don't even know what the hell they want they don't even know what they're doing with their life half of the time they're just going with the flow they're going they're going with the flow based on whoever they can you know pull into their little web of narcissistic abuse and abuse them because other than that they don't have no real plan ain't no real vision that's why everything changes when you wake up because you start to see how useless this person is a lot of us were thrivers we become empowered because we woke the hell up and realized that they are the ones at loss they are the ones with no value they're they need to be left behind we need to send them back to the hell they came from we aren't the problem. When you wake up, everything changes because you start to look at this clown just like the clown that they are. You're visibly and obviously a clown. I don't need to argue. I don't need to go back and forth. I don't need to do none of that. I need to just get away and stay away. And the only message I need to get across to you when I'm finally awoke is you better just stay the hell away from me. Just stay clear away from me. Just keep your narcissistic BS away from me. Everything changes when you finally wake up. You're just not going for it. They're not about to get you out. They've gotten you before. It's just not happening. Latonya Taylor, thank you for the super chat. It's just not happening. The game is over when you finally wake up to the narcissist and narcissist in your life because it really shows you about life. It gives you a different lens on how to look at people, treat people, how to present yourself, how to protect yourself. A lot of us, we're so empathetic. We meet people and we overshare. We tell them how to misuse and abuse us we basically tell them to manipulate us we be giving and we be too damn nice everything changes when you finally wake up because all that nice stuff gotta go all of that you know no all that trying to keep the peace all of that walking on eggshells no i'm gonna speak up i'm gonna be direct i'm gonna check your ass i'm gonna ask questions i'm gonna give constructive criticism whether you can take it or not ain't got ---- to do with me whether you're gonna cry or not ain't got nothing to do with me that's a you problem whether you're offended or your your ego is affected or not has nothing to do with me whether you're gonna cry victim high low left right up down I don't give a damn what you do cry me a river because everything changes when you're finally awoken to the bs because what in the freak is happening you don't deserve to be drug around like some kind of freaking towel some kind of rag that's why I said this teaches you to look at yourself what is it about you that's making you so damn attractive to these fools is it is it the low boundaries is it the lack of self-love is it is it i mean what is it is it that you have an ego uh-oh because sometimes that's it too are you too prideful are you too materialistic what is it because the devil is sending the narcissist our way as long as we're messed up y'all i'm telling you everything changes when you finally wake up i don't even think the same about this abuse anymore because here's another thing the more you heal the more awakening happens it ain't enough waking up you think you woke now you're gonna keep waking up every year every the more you go through this and the more you're cleansing detoxing building working on yourself the more therapy you keep going to the more life coaching sessions you're booking you're changing you're becoming someone so different you are becoming the best version of yourself because everything has changed Everything has changed. You already smart as ----. Now that you know what a narcissist is, you know empath, you know all these terms, you can connect the dots. And maybe now you'll be more empowered to cut these kind of ducks off of your life. Maybe now you won't feel as bad about walking away from your own family. Whatever the situation is for you, because a lot of us, we're going through different things. But as we heal and as we elevate, we rise. We rise. We go higher and higher and higher and higher. We elevate. everything changes it gets to the point where now and this is this is where I'm trying to get to in life I want to be so awoken and this is a prayer for all of us thrivers I want to be so awoken that narcissists don't even dare they don't even dare want to come try I want to be so awoken that it speaks through my pores you should be afraid to approach me speak to me attempt to use me you shouldn't even want to ask me for nothing. I want to be so awoken that my demeanor says it all. My spirit speaks loudly, boldly. I can walk into any room, be in any environment, and no narcissistic demon will have the narcissistic nuts to step in front of me. And if they do, it's going to backfire and they're going to expose themselves. Matter of fact, it happens now more and more and more and more. And if this is happening to you, this is high indication of the warrior you're growing up to be. You're elevating in your warrior status. That's where we want to be, guys. You won't get there until you choose to wake up. A lot of narcissistic abuse and the healing has to do with radically accepting what this demon is. Radically accepting, believing it throwing away all excuses maybe what if I'm hurting none of that is an excuse none of it is an excuse well we love each other well we were married for this amount of time we got kids it does not matter you gotta radically accept this as a demon what you gonna do about it what you gonna do about it because I think sometimes when I say that or when some of y'all hear people refer to narcissists as evil y'all take it way too lightly you cut that live off you stop watching that video you you know at the if the video ends and you get right back in the bed with that narcissist and we just told you it's a demon then you're wondering why it's it's so hard to move on I told you it's a demon I talked to so many people and and you know share so much enlightenment do all this work then they get pulled back into that cycle and it it it almost destroys them makes healing almost impossible because you went back to a demon you got to be ready and willing to see it for what it is and choose to not unsee it. When you go back to a narcissist, you're choosing to unsee it. You're doubting every video you ever watched. You're doubting everything any life coach ever taught you about what they're telling you is truth, real, for real, for real. Do something about it. Save yourself. Run for your life. So many of us, we got this gift, man. As soon as we connected the dots to what this was and what is happening in our lives, we have never been the same we did what was necessary have been doing what's necessary to be protected hidden brother hype man nerd for the word i think i just missed a notification but i feel like you dropped a super chat thank you if you did i appreciate that i appreciate that much love y'all feel where i'm coming from though i'm gonna go through some of these comments yep you did drop a super chat absolutely outstanding mommy so true outstanding job you're doing woman of God oh thank you thank you god bless i'm telling you we're soul sisters we're soul brothers i know everything that i'm saying a lot of what i'm sharing many of you feel the same you understand because if you know you know this type of language these type of conversations is not for everyone guys we're going through this we've gone through this and we're here right now because we've been set aside there is nothing normal about you and i we are not average we're not ordinary and so we gotta look and pay attention to what's going on and how how this is truly affecting us and how we can really elevate and thrive because narcissistic abuse is intended to destroy you it really truly is i don't know nobody who's gone through this that has come out and felt good nobody it's horrifying it's traumatic heartbreaking it's just a lot it's a lot the narcissist takes your mind they take your mind i want to go through these comments but so much keeps coming to me and i'm going to pause soon because i want to pick up on this conversation in our next meeting together of course i'll be back next wednesday live on winning wednesday to talk to you guys more and there will be more videos this week so make sure you're hitting that notification bell don't miss when i drop videos and when i come live um but we're going up it's up and it's stuck it is up and it's stuck man a lot of us were here because we finally trusted ourselves and we trusted and leaned on god to escape and get out of the hell and the imprisonment that we were in with narcissists we said forget these feelings i don't care how much i love you i don't care what we've invested i got to go i got to go and i got to go as soon as possible and i don't care if i gotta go live in some room i gotta go rent some box i live in my car i got to go i don't i gotta work six jobs oh well I gotta go I'm not doing this I can't do this this is not worth me dying over because that's what you're doing when you're with a narcissist you're slowly dying you're slowly dying you don't even know it that's why I said everything changes when you wake up you take your power back you put life back into yourself how many of us can say when we left we don't we don't even look the same go back to your old pictures with the narc with your narc families look at them childhood photos look at the sadness in your eyes you may have looked well put together in that photo but it's everything your your eyes said it all your face gave it away you weren't happy you felt out of place we've always known they weren't good for us we've always felt it we always felt it guys and when we awaken that discernment now grows man it's like i wish you would call yourself an awoken thriver after narcissistic abuse and cannot speak on or confirm the fact that now as you start to connect with new people maybe even old people you see right through it you see right through them you recognize and you see stuff for exactly what it is and you're making different decisions you're you're you're you're cutting off people your circle is is becoming the size that it needs to be which is tiny how many of you can say but i'm embracing isolation i'm i'm i'm happy to be alone something we probably used to never be able to say because we're awoken we're realizing we don't we didn't never needed all that validation we didn't need all that you didn't need that marriage you didn't need that to feel fulfilled or happy or none of that you didn't need that you didn't what you're good by yourself at least until you get to the place in life where you walk into the blessings that you deserve with the partner and the companionship that you deserve the connection that you deserve until then when you wake up you realize man I don't need all that it's a distraction I got too much of a purpose to achieve there's too many people counting on me I got I got a major I got a major call in my life and I need to focus on that I need to focus on my dreams my aspirations I need to travel I need to live my life I need to live my daggone life what in the world because I have not been living I've been with a narcissist I ain't been living you would grow you grew up with narcissists you ain't been living you've been isolated sheltered I mean it's just if you know you know if you haven't already make sure you smash that like button if you're watching this on replay I ask that you do the same hit that like button and share your comments share your comments you guys know you can always go back and look at your um look at the live comments you can always go back and replay the live comments because i'm gonna have to do that tonight we're not gonna get too deep into the comments um just for time's sake sometimes on lives it'll be longer you know i'll get you guys on those calls sometimes like we've been doing but for the most part i just wanted to jump on here tonight and share this message i think it's so important um a lot of us we're leveling up we're growing our perspectives on this narcissist thing is changing is elevating we're seeing things for exactly what it is a lot of times you guys may hear me coming you know real crazy in my content I'm saying things that may sound off the wall it may sound egotistical it may sound but it's not it's just the truth the more awoken you become the everything changes now you see the truth and the truth is you are the ---- and you need to claim that you need to walk tall you are the bomb dot mother effing calm yo and everything about that narcissistic experience it confirms that you were exactly that everything that's happening afterwards it confirms and I purposely come here and encourage you guys from from just being just from a place of just transparency because it's part of the awakening when you you awaken and you see this thing was intended to make you really look at yourself as if you're not good enough and that's it's crazy making it's crazy making not only does it teach you to believe you're not good enough it'll destroy your self-esteem a lot of you are so beautiful but you don't even believe it and that's just the truth because you've been dealing with narcissists you can't even see your own beauty a lot of you can't even tell me about yourself you'll tell me what others tell you about yourself because you've been so narcissistically abused you're not sure of yourself this is crazy making abuse it's intended to destroy your mind like the narcissist have you out here looking foolish like the narcissist and it's set up to make you think that you're supposed to be some kind of perfect person no you're supposed to be a human with flaws but the willingness to correct it that's what the narcissist lacks that's where they fail in life and when you wake up like this oh my god you're such a threat you're to be feared they can't even try you like they used to I have narcissistic family members right now that because of what I finally have awoken to do they can't even hit my line without asking permission these are people who used to once upon a time disregard my boundaries didn't care how I felt just go against everything I say I don't like is exactly what they would do as if they just like it was just so intentional it's like you know I don't like that and that's exactly what you're doing you want me to be uncomfortable and they knew that I wasn't gonna speak up about it they knew I would just swallow it because that's who I used to be just take it just take it just deal with it just brush it under the rug just push it somewhere else in my brain and never think about it again But when I finally woke up, everything changed because now I'm so aware it's scary. And if I don't speak on something, my attitude, my spirit, it's going to speak for me. And now more than ever in my life, I'm seeing and witnessing narcissistic people damn near shake and tremble when they have to deal with me. They rather not. They just rather not. Everything has changed. I used to be so quiet and take it all. And now I'm letting it all out. I'm letting it loose and I'm hitting you. I'm hitting where it needs to be hit, I'm serving what needs to be served, I'm giving, I'm feeding you in dish medicine whether you could take it or not giving you a dose of it right back unapologetically I'm living my life not looking for people to validate nothing, not asking for permission to do nothing because when you were entrapped with a narcissist that's how you were living like a damn prisoner, an inmate you couldn't even control your own money they had you so enslaved to to doing for them you spent more on them than you spent on your damn self everything changes when you're finally awoke ain't no more none of that ain't no more none of that reporting yourself to somebody all day because they insecure man we ain't living like that no more escaped and threw the keys away burnt the whole prison down now they somewhere rebuilding they rebuild and they using better material that's why the new supply is is is getting love bomb like that That narcissist is rebuilding the prison that you blew up and destroyed. So now they're working hard. They're smearing your name because they're rebuilding that prison. They need new victims in there. They need new supply up in there. Because you left. You tore the last one down. Ripped that mask off. Now they got to find, you know, a way to keep it going. Now they're somewhere rebuilding. That's why the new supply hates you. They're so convinced that you destroyed the narcissist. You did. You did. you left that bastard and they don't know where to go they discarded you and they can't come back yeah you are the bad guy because you finally woke up and you shut them down you shut them out they came and you were packed out yeah you're a bad guy you left and you got a new man yeah you're the bad guy you finally woke up and you left that joker and moved on you married to somebody better now ain't you there's there's there's those testimonies too definitely where people leave they heal and they get blessed with real love because they finally woke up and they worked on themselves and they attracted what they deserve yeah true thriving ---- for real for real just true thriving stuff man for real for real for real for real if you're out there enjoying your peace man keep enjoying and keep thriving much love to you shout out to my members i see you nicole gills in the chat thanks for being here i love you all and i wish i would have time to go through the chat with y'all tonight but i'm not we'll save it for another time i'll go back and look at the replay thanks to everybody that gave the super chats and i truly appreciate y'all y'all are amazing amazing i might pop back on a random um live this week too stay tuned for that because you guys know i like to do that sometimes my lives are not always announced a lot of times they're going to be random but i am so appreciative of all of you and your listening ears and your hearts give me your time um i truly appreciate it somebody said youtube cut off what i said oh i was just thanking you guys it was just letting y'all know i'm not gonna get through all the chats tonight and i'm gonna go back and replay and um i appreciate all of my members and my moderators and all my new subscribers and my day one-ers just jumping in thank y'all for the likes you know make sure you share your comments if you're watching the replay um those of you who need to reach out to me to contact me and work with me let's talk about you know booking those life coaching sessions if you need to please please please look in the description box below or just simply email me at mommy so true at gmail.com um you know i'm here for you to show support shed light um and to help you um and encourage and inspire all that all that beautiful stuff so um much love to you guys y'all have a blessed night stay blessed stay true keep going keep thriving keep your heads up thanks for being here once again can't wait to see y'all back on next wednesday winning wednesday 9 p.m somebody come here walker i look so much better and everything is wonderful i love it keep thriving keep thriving because everything has changed you are awoke now you're awoke now it's never gonna be the same it's never gonna be the same i appreciate you family appreciate you family y'all take care of yourselves y'all stay blessed and stay true and your girl will see you later good night y'all everybody deuces peace out