A late summer village day in rural England — antique hunting, wildflowers, and sourdough bagels made from scratch back at the cottage.
We spent the morning out in the village — browsing antique shops, finding a few beautiful old things, picking up wildflowers — before coming home to a starter that was ready and waiting. The bagels didn't turn out quite as planned (long-fermented sourdough with a last-minute spelt substitution and a very enthusiastic little helper), but they were eaten, and that's what counts. A slow, ordinary, lovely kind of late summer day.
A pregnant homemaker shares her recent second-hand finds and reflects on the learning curve of sourdough baking. She emphasizes the value of embracing failure in traditional skills and discusses her need for intentional rest and slowing down as she prepares for the arrival of her baby, expressing gratitude for her supportive community.
I just want to go out and walk with you Baby, you know I just like to talk with you
You don't have to tell me anything that's new I just want to go out and walk with you
I just want to see your shadow next to mine Sailing over pavement with our two weapons
I like to see the shape you're in from time to time I just want to see your shadow next to mine
I just want to see the same things you can see Understand the meaning on a new degree
Maybe that could happen when you're next to me I just want to see the same things you can see
I just want to go out and walk with you Could be twenty minutes or an hour or two
Baby, you know I just like to talk with you I just want to go out and walk with you
That doesn't look good
I cannot tell you how many times I have tried to film this segment of the video
and just not had capacity, time, I've not been well enough
I've been a little bit poorly over the last few days just with kind of flu-y like stuff
Children have needed me, home demands, pregnancy, just having me lay flat for hours on end
so many times, so excuse the kind of craziness into which I'm entering into it
I have about ten minutes and that's all I've got
and so I thought, right, this is my opportunity, I'm going to get it done
My hair is not done, I am in kind of scruffy clothes
but we're going to do it anyway, we're just going to get it done
because I've been wanting to share some of these pieces with you
that I've been collecting over the charity shops I've been visiting
antique centres, things like that over the past couple of weeks
and we visited some lovely ones and some lovely villages and things like that
and I've just bought a few things that I thought would be really fun to share
So the first one I will show you is far away, not being very organised
With all of the hospitality that we normally do, not quite in this season of our lives
but a few months ago we were in the throes of hospitality
and I've been wanting some more serving dishes
and I found this, just kind of very beautiful, simple white piece
that's even got a little ladle slot
Now I did get it reduced because of that, because it didn't come with a ladle
So I got this for £6 instead of £10 I think
and it's from, oh I think I'm going to drop it
It's from Maxwell Williams Designer Homewares, just their white basics
and it is just kind of a very simple, beautiful and practical thing
that I've been using a lot, serving our family meals up in here
in this dish, next to everything else that goes on the table and things
Just a useful thing that I haven't had, especially with a lid because it keeps it warm
So that's a very useful thing
I have to excuse my breathlessness because, woo, 36 weeks pregnant
and feeling that 36 weeks pregnant, 37 by the time this goes up
I don't know, something around there
OK, the next thing that I thought was really cute is this little case here
Now this isn't any ordinary case, see if you can guess what's inside
Could be for pencils and things like that
but I've got it for a set of knitting needles
Now I already have a bunch of knitting needles
so I didn't necessarily need the needles that came inside
but I thought they were quite nice actually
They're kind of bamboo, woo, bamboo wooden knitting needles
that I can also fit my other collections
Where are we?
Nope, not having, there we go
that I can also fit my other collection of knitting needles inside as well
and my crochet hooks
I'm more of a crochet kind of girl at this point
but I would like to start knitting and sewing
and all those beautiful crafts and projects
I have lots of projects in my mind that I'm like, yes I will just make that
I will upholster that chair
I will just make those curtains
and I will sew that dress
and it's a lovely thing to invest in
but I haven't quite put enough time into it
but it's kind of this sort of Cath Kidson vibe here
which is quite sweet
and then it's got quite a cute tie on it as well
so I thought that was quite a nice thing to keep them together
not least because my boys get into my knitting needles
and use them as drumming sticks
and so if I had them contained
and slightly out of the way a bit more
I think that might be wise on my part as a parent
yes and maybe we wouldn't have so many drumming incidents
if you know what I mean
so that's one, excuse my cold
today is the only day I've really had a voice to be able to film
or talk even or sing
so it's been quite a challenging few days
the next thing is along a sort of similar line
and it's super random
it cost me £3 but I thought it was really cute
and it's this, well, cow bag
and it's got this beautiful
it did say in the shop it had a label on it
that said it was handmade
and it does look handmade, it's super cute
but it's got a cow on it
with a nice button detail there at the front
and a cute little pocket
and it's just nice to have
I have this extra in our nappy bag
because I always end up going places
and coming back with more
or feeling like everything's a bit unorganised
and so I throw maybe water bottles in here
or spare nappies or something in here
separate to the nappy bag
it all gets a bit chaotic sometimes when we're out
so I quite like having this on hand
I've also been using it as a little handbag for myself as well
because it's cute
look, it reminds me of
the lovely countryside wholesome cows
my sister-in-law would like this, she really likes cows
but I'm going to keep it for myself
we're going to give it to her
no, I don't think she'd use it
I'll use it
and it's got kind of a velcro top
just a lovely kind of canvas tote bag
random, but cute
okay, the next thing I got
I need to gather from over here
is
this sewing box
again, along the lines of crafts
and handmade things
from Scratch Living
this is a sewing box
that I thought was really cute
I got this for £10 which to be honest
I felt like that was a little bit too much
but, actually no
yes, no
this was £10
but I'm happy with it, I think it's a good thing to have
I've recently just been using
a big old plastic box
for kind of sewing needles
and ribbon
and all those
buttons and things
but this has kind of been a really nice
thing to keep out and about
so I actually pick up the sewing projects
that I have a little bit more, even just kind of stitching up
holes and things
recently it's been
two floors away
in a spare cupboard
in our upstairs
which is just too far away, especially so pregnant
it's really far
I mean, it's quite a small house so
it's not that far
but it takes me a while to get up there
being this pregnant, and so I don't do
those little things that kind of need doing
here and there or sewing up a hole
and things, so having this around
because it's beautiful
is definitely
a bonus, and I'll take some
nice shots of showing you the inside
of that because to open this up
would be a bit awkward
that was the next thing
that I got, ok another thing
that you haven't
seen is the basket
that is by my
door, ok I have not
found the perfect place for this
to live yet, it is
quite large, but it currently lives
we currently put our shoes in here as you walk
in, in this one down there
and then I've been
keeping kind of nappy bags and
also
shopping bags in there to take
to the
shops when we go, so
it's been a really nice addition to
this space, however I do think it's a little
bit oversized, I got
this for £15
I was going to use it as toy storage
which I might do
in the future in a different space
maybe, but for now it lives here
it's quite large
and fits lots of things
whoops, some random bits
in the nappy bag and
all those lipsticks, random
and
it's got quite a good amount of storage
inside, it is also lined
on the side here which makes
it quite useful for
toys and things
that might make it a bit dirty
and you can just wipe that down, so that's
been an addition that we've made here
next addition is
these shelves
now I picked these up
from the
charity shop just a couple days ago
and I saw it and thought
ooh, this would be lovely
right here in our kitchen
just sort of above our grain mill here
and it came with some lovely hooks
so I hooked those on and I've been keeping
our copper pans and butter paddles
and things like that on top of the
grain mill here, which has just been
a really nice addition
by the time we got back
from the village and our
time of fun
the afternoon had well and truly settled
in and that lovely
golden kind of late summer afternoon
where all you want to do is sort of
potter around, that was me today
and it was perfectly timed actually
because the sourdough starter I'd fed earlier
in the morning was sitting on the counter
looking absolutely ready
to go, so village day
is done, bags dropped, kettle on
and it's time to make bagels
so although we bake a lot of sourdough
here, I still do make
absolute fails of
loaves, this is super
dense, almost inedible
and also burnt
because
I was feeling a bit
poorly last night and so didn't get to the oven
in time
and the children were
in their bedtime routines
and so Josh wasn't around either
so I just let it go, I just let it be
so this feels like
it weighs a ton, it's like a brick
so don't be
discouraged
by your failed loaves, this was a
freshly milled, spelt
sourdough loaf, and it did fail
you feel it, it's heavy huh?
yeah, it helps
so I just encourage you with that
with my discouraged
feelings about loaves that go wrong
I encourage you because
things go wrong and it's absolutely
okay, what I will do with this is I'm going to
tear it up basically
I don't think I'm able
I'm going to cut it up into kind of chunks
lay it out on a baking sheet
and put it in the oven for
at about 90 degrees
post lunch once I've
cooked our lunch
for about an hour
or two until it completely dries out
and then blitz it into breadcrumbs
which is going to
Percy would like to show you, you've got to lift it
high
it doesn't look too
bad but it is
it's like a weight
it's like a brick
there we go, it's like a brick
the highest compliments, I'm going to tear it up
and put it in the oven for a little while
until it dries out entirely
because I think it's quite dense on the inside
blitz it into breadcrumbs
so it will last about 2-3 weeks
in a jar and then maybe
3-6 months actually in the freezer
that's why I'm going to keep mine in the freezer
okay so the recipe I was working from
is one I have made before for the
bagels, a long fermented sourdough bagel
and I do love it when it works
it usually does
but the plan was kind of simple enough
but half way through
I ran out of plain flour
plain white flour when I was mixing it
and rather than stopping
because honestly who stops
I just swapped in
half freshly milled spelt flour
which is
completely illogical and it felt logical at the time
but I will be up front with you
these were not my finest bagels
they came out
a little flat, a little chewy
a little blob like
is how I would sort of describe them
but the spelt didn't
behave the same way in the dough
and I don't think my starter
was quite at peak either
or something in that process wasn't quite right
so it was a double whammy really
two small things that
individually might have been fine
but together just meant the rise wasn't quite there
they were edible
and we did eat them over a few days
and we enjoyed them
with nice yummy toppings
but they were not beautiful
pillowy golden bagels
that I had in my head
and I think it's really important to show you that as well
because this is just
what life looks like sometimes
I think about this a lot actually
the learning as you go part
I'm a fairly young homemaker
I think I can say I'm young
I think I am
and in a lot of ways
I'm the first in my family for a good while
to be really learning
leaning into these kind of
skills that I sort of share
on here and it's not that I have
mastered these skills, I absolutely
have not, but I do really
enjoy them and I learn from lots of people around me
lots of people online
but kind of the bread baking, sourdough
milling flour, I so didn't
grow up watching someone do this
and that's okay
that was the life I was given
which is absolutely, I'm so grateful for
how I grew up but
it does mean that as I'm doing it today
I'm definitely figuring it out as I go
batch by batch, fail by fail
which you have seen in this video
failed sourdough bread and
almost failed sourdough bagels
so it doesn't make me appreciate
you guys still watching even when
I fail but I do hope
that that is sort of
an encouragement to you
if you are in kind of a similar
place, you don't have many people around
you doing these types
of things or interested
even or helping you
or older ladies helping
or grandmas helping
you know my hope is
that one day I will be that kind
of grandmother teaching my children
how to shape a bagel
and to get there
I've got to be willing now
to make those flat chewy ones
first
okay so before I go
I did want to just have a little chat with you
because we're getting close now
if you've been here for a little while
you know that I'm expecting
our fourth child
and I'm very much in that final stretch
where the days feel
both very long
and somehow they also
fly by really fast
so I'm trying to be intentional over the
next few weeks about really
slowing down which on a channel like this
I appreciate sounds slightly redundant
but there's slow and then there's
actually listening to your body
and resting slow
and I'm trying to do this second one
less planning
less filming more just kind of being at home
and pottering and doing the gentle things
I am sort of trying to
figure out getting ahead of schedule
so I can have a little bit of a maternity
leave as it were
but I'm not sure I'm going to be able to make it
honestly guys
so I did just want to say
if there's a week or maybe two
where you don't hear from me
please don't worry it just means
something rather wonderful is
happening and I'm
a little bit busy
as we all know labour has a way
of not quite checking our schedule
first but I'll come
back when I'm ready
and in hopefully not too
long at all I mean I have a video planned
for all of the weeks
ahead so
it's only going to be
labour that will
hinder that slightly
but hopefully I see you next week
but when I do
take a little break if I end up doing
that and it works out that way
there'll obviously be quite a lot
to share after but in the meantime
I just wanted you to know because you're a part
of this community of mine
and it felt right to tell you so
there's something quite fitting about this season
actually late summer everything
ripening things coming
to their natural end
before something new begins
and I've been thinking about that quite a lot
actually so home feels
full in the best possible way
and I feel that despite
all the kind of flat bagels
and the tired legs
genuinely quietly content
which is such a lovely feeling
so anyways thank you for being
here thank you for watching these
ordinary days with me I'm so blessed
to have you join
I love hearing from you in the comments
I read all of your comments
and I'd love to hear from you
I can't always reply
but I do read every single one
but I'll be back
before long I might even be back
next Tuesday let's be honest
I really don't know when I'm going to give birth but
things will look
a little different once I have and I can't
wait to share it with you
so take care of yourselves and I'll see you on the other
side if you do want me to share more
about kind of pregnancy and
birth and things like that I'm not really
sure how to share it on this channel
but if you'd like to know a little bit more maybe
you can leave ideas in the comments
or I'll
work it into a video somehow
and give you a little update
but for now that's all from me
and I will hopefully see you next
week God bless