"I’m Self-Conscious Every Single Day" | First Dates

So what actually brings you here then, in the end? Like, have you been in a relationship before? Or is it first time? So, I've been in a couple of relationships. How long? I was with my ex for... two and a half years. Wow. Since I've been single, I've been trying to come to terms with loving myself. I was in a relationship, and it was very me being worried about if he was going to go and find someone else. I feel like there's always going to be someone better for them to move on to. I mean, it's all right covering yourself with bloody make-up filler, lashes and all that, but underneath that, that's why I became so unconfident. I was going to say, I can't stress to you that how much that's made sense. Yeah. Cos it's sick for me. But obviously for guys, it's so much harder cos you can't cover it up. I used to get a lot of ---- from a lot of people in school about my size. And obviously, you're an overweight kid who lacks magic in wrestling. What are you going to get from that? Straight away, you're going to get abused. I'm self-conscious every single day of my life, and I have been since I was young, and you know why? Cos it's the way I look. But in reality, a lot of people have probably said to me, you're ******* daft. Like, just chill out about it. But no, I get beat up on that. What I want from someone is 100% for someone Can we just, like, say I don't like skinny boys and I don't like muscle men. That'll work? Yeah. Cha-ching! So you're not doing bad. That's cool, then. Are you insecure? Yeah. Why? Cos you're banging? I do. OK. You are. I'm glad you think so. Thank you. Cheers. Hi. I can't be long, cos he'll think I'm having a ----. She's cool. He's a magician, Mum. Oh, funny. Is he fit? Yeah. He's bearded, dad bod, peng. So at least one thing you got from this date is you had a bit of education. I did know most of what you were talking about. Now, I'm done. I'm quite a sensitive lover. I am, you know. I feel that sex is a very, very important part of a relationship. It is. It's crucial. It was fun. It was everything I thought it would be and more. But, you know, I don't know if I'm bad boy enough for her. I might be a bit too squeaky clean. I've certainly... I've certainly enjoyed sex a lot more in the last three years. So, yes, it's been very different and very enlightening. Very fun. Very much fun. Lots of fun. Would you like to eat with her again? Well, ladies first. OK. I think you are great. You are such a lovely, funny guy. And I really, really had such a good date. But, unfortunately, there was no sexual chemistry for me. Yep. Anyway, it's lovely to meet you. Get your jacket now. Get my coat. I've been in this position many times before, so I'm not used to it. Don't say that, because you have so much to offer. Thank you so much. Like, you are so lovely. Lovely to meet you guys. Take care. Thank you. Bye. Bye-bye. I had such a lovely evening. And I honestly did as well. It was very easy. Until I started talking about clitoris. And ovus.