If you feel like you're wasting your life WATCH THIS

I wish I could travel more. I wish I could do something creative, like starting a YouTube channel. It sounds so cool. Hey, I'm Anna, and this is a story about my dreams and goals. It's just dreams and goals, because here I am, working in a tech company, which is a good and safe job, but it also feels like a job that I'm stuck in. And a job I hate. My parents wanted me to do this, so I did. But now here I am. Frustrated, unhappy, unmotivated and unfulfilled. I should really work right now. But I just can't motivate myself. I just can't get to it. I wish I could just leave all of this. Girl, I just got back from shopping. Next time you should have come with me. You look so stressed. I'm just super busy at work, but I promise, next time I will come with you. What's that? What? Behind your back. Girl, not again. Are you serious? It's just for future. We've been over this, Anna. You have such a good life, and your parents are so proud of you. Why are you wasting your time making this? I've spent so much time on this. I just need some fresh air. Why are you wasting your time making this? Thank you. Beautiful pictures. Yeah. I wish I could be there right now. I wish. And that's stopping? You're going there? It's just pictures. It's just a dream. I... I don't know. Like traveling, quitting my job. I should wait. Everyone tells me to wait. And to focus on my career first. My safe career. What is your name? Anna. Anna, look at this necklace. I bought it in Moscow. In a tiny, small, beautiful shop. I almost didn't go there. My husband said it's too risky to fly away from home. He always said he would go one day. One day. Five years ago, he passed away. I never saw it with him. I saw it alone. I bought it one week after he passed. The thing with the risk is, it's always there. You risk to fail. You risk to getting lost. You risk to be wrong. But also, you risk fun, joy. You risk freedom. And you risk finding a part of yourself you never knew existed. I'm just so used to play it small and to play it safe. I don't even know who I am without everyone else's voice in my head. Honey, you are not a side character in someone else's story. You are the main character in yours. The only person you need to please is the one who looks back at you in the mirror. Thank you. But what if this goes wrong? What if this isn't working? What if I fail? Do I really want to quit my job? Yes, I want. I'll be giving you hell. I'll be giving you hell, darling. Hold tight, you're slowly coming in tonight.