VLOG ♡ Who Sent You? 😤 I Ruined Dinner, Made Rice Water & Survived Mom Life Per Usual | DITL Pt. 1

Today is a better day cuz day one had me [Music] >> wake me and your child won't make me wonder who you might be playing with. Makes me wonder who you think you know. [Music] I can tell myself that we could be best friends. I know you think that we move too soon. It will all end my when you're not around. And I won't be satisfied till a chicken love heartbreaking soul shaking. Love making heartbreaking soul shaking. What's it going to be? I know you won't love me your braid and don't let go. Have a right to lose control. Don't let go. I often fantasize the stars above. Oh sh my heart speak to you like only love was do if I could wear your clothes. I pretend I was you and lose control. They'll be so love heartbreaking soul shaking. Oh, love making it heartbreaking. [Music] I can't. >> Hey y'all. What's up? I feel like this is going to be like our meeting spot in the living room. It's real cozy. Like we can chill and vibe. Hey girl. Hey Bae. Welcome to the vlog. Y'all listen. I've been having a time. I told y'all I've been on her monthly and it's not a fun time. Okay, as I've gotten older, things have changed. Body is changing. Not a fair. Learning how to get through it. But today is a better day cuz day one had me Oh, Day one had it. Day one had it, girl. Day one knocked me clean out. I cleaned. Me and my sister went and got crab. Like, yeah, I had a whole mental. Me. Had a bubble bath, girl. Then followed it up with a shower. Then this had I had about three three. Girl, I done soaked. I done scrubbed. I didn't exfoliated down. Okay. I didn't ripped off a wig, put the wig back on, melted her a little bit right here. Don't look at it. Y'all can see that. Don't look at I sit and fix a few things. But listen, the moral of the story is she got up, she did what, and she got herself together. That's the whole plot of the story, okay? Cuz I was damn bad for a minute there, but I was like, you know what? I'm not about to let that stop me, okay? I said I was going to show up and show out all just like I did in July, and I'm not stopping. So, no excuses, period. I don't care what's going on in my life. I will continue to pop up and pop out. You feel what I'm saying? I don't feel my best. I'm very bloated, but I threw some clothes on. Girl, when I'm on my period, I feel like I have a uniform. I wear the same pieces I I throw in rotation. Okay. Doing laundry. I'm sure y'all saw that. What is this calling me? It says spammerous. Like, who sent you? This be feeling like why? How you get my number? What's going on? Why? your why your why your name saved as spam. Anyway, y'all. Yeah, I I I was down, but I did the things that made me happy and I got myself together. So, welcome back to the vlog, Bel. Okay, if you're new here. Hi, girl. Hey. I have kids. Yes, she does. Amen. Yes, she does. Several of them. Damn. Thanks. I know I might not look like it sometimes. Today I do. I feel like I'm I'm a little don't don't look we're not going to talk about anyway. Um yeah, there there's several of them running around and with kids means hair. Lots of hair that I need to do when it comes to these girls. Okay, so school starts in a week. I just had to really get up and get get going. Okay. Hey to all my new bell bays. What's good girl? What's up? Make sure um that you ring the doorbell because if you have not subscribed and you have not rang the doorbell, then you're not a what? Belle bae. Y'all y'all are catching on. Y'all are catching off. If you're not with them, uh stranger danger. What your mom say? Don't Don't talk to strangers. Why you in a stranger's house? Huh? Huh? I'm talking about who sent them on the phone, but who sent you for real? Was it an ex-friend? Perhaps an ex-boyfriend? I don't have many of those. Who sent you? The devil? That's what it's looking like. Okay. If you're a woman of Christ or man of Christ, I I I would suggest you hit that subscribe button. Listen, don't shoot the messenger. It's not my fault. Okay? I'm trying to save your soul. Make sure you hit that subscribe button, friend. Okay? We going to heaven together. That's all I'm saying. That's all I'm saying. Listen y'all seen earlier. Ignore my kids. They're rude. Like, who raised me? I know I had that 1% Japanese up in my uh jean pool, but I'm not a very good Asian because clearly I was supposed to make this rice a few days ago. Let's just start there because if you know, you know that when you're trying to make like fried rice, shrimp fried rice, you're doing shrimp fried rice, chicken fried rice, all the rice, all the rice, okay? When you're trying to fry some rice up and make a stir fry or anything like that, you should use like day old or a few days old rice. And I should have made this days ago and I did not. So today, this morning, I got up and I made some rice. But I don't know. I've never done it the day of. Like I've never fried rice on some like fresh rice. So, we going to see how it's going to come out. Hopefully, it's good. But, I have um chicken, I have shrimp, and we're just going to basically store it on all. We got some broccoli, egg, all that. We're going to do all that today. Okay, that's another thing I love. I love Chinese food. So, I say, "Hey, I had crab last night and today I'm going to make me some Chinese food. I'm getting my mind right. I'm getting myself together." And I suggest and recommend, highly recommend that if any of you guys are going through anything, no matter what it is, okay? if it's just once a month type thing and you need to get yourself together, get some self-care, get some, it's not even self-care, it's self- loveve, because self-care is more so like nails, feminine things, you know, girly maintenance. And I was like, let me focus on just me, okay? Let me focus on giving myself a hug. Let me focus on showing up for me. And that's where I'm at with it today. Okay, so I'm not leaving the house, but tomorrow we are. We had a doctor's appointment tomorrow, so we have to go to the VA. from the VA. We're going to go to finish school shopping and we're probably going to get like um just shoes and things like that. I don't think they really don't need nothing else. They really honestly just need a few more shoes and then they also need um lunch boxes cuz my mom ended up getting their backpacks which should be here today. >> Can y'all stop yelling? >> She came right on y like stop yelling trying to record. But anyway, y'all, y'all know I have children in the room. So, we're gonna go on over here and figure out what we're doing with this rice. So, I had to make um remember when I was telling you I was making um the first >> Yeah, but I was supposed to do it like the day before, like two days. I've never done the same day, but we going to try it. >> It should be fine. >> Have you done it before? >> I have one. >> Okay, good. >> But it's not the end of the world. So, what I think I was talking about was that my mom had got them backpacks. So, all we need is their lunch boxes. We're going to child, like I said, I need hairs today. So, Milan's hair, I'm going to um take out Actually, I'm taking everyone's hair out. Um Mimi, we're going to take her somewhere to get her hair done. Very last minute. I'm out of breath. Sorry. Cuz I ran upstairs and I had to get one of these bottles from the boutique shop. Yes, I am. >> And I made rose water. So, I'm going to drain I have it sitting right here. I'm going to drain the water into this bottle and then put it in the fridge and then I'm going to use this on their hair. Um I think it lasts about 10 days. I also want to put some um this is like rosemary oil I think our mom made in it and store it in the fridge. [Music] >> I'm going to let it sit out for a day. This is what it looks like. Um because it's called fermented. No, I'm cooking. It's called fermented. Um basically letting it like get potent. So I'm going to leave it out. It says for 24 hours to 48 hours. So, and I'm going to do that. Um, I was going to add some oil in it, but as y'all seen, it like literally filled all the way up. And got one more bottle because there's three of them and I feel like I need as much as I can. I'm going to put a little in this one. I just put a little bit in there. >> All right, we got two bottles. Someone else is calling me from Plano, Texas. Like, I don't know nobody out there. Y'all can't trick me. Can't trick the trickster. to call one of these old folk who going to answer the phone cuz I hurt. All right, y'all. So, this is the race. Um, I'm trying to think if I'm going to start now or wait. I might put it in the refrigerator for a few more hours. Actually, I'm about to go live in like 3 hours, so I might as well just start dinner now.