Atheist Meets Strange Creatures & Reveals The Truth about God!

I have something to share with you. I have something to show you. And I think that this will help you to return there and you'll feel better about it. My name is Kelly Curry. I live in Clayton, New York, in the United States on the Canadian border. And I would like to say hello to everyone in Mia's audience today. So how the NDE occurred was that when I was 18 years old, I was in a very bad car accident with my mom. And I was in the passenger side of the vehicle. And the other vehicle that hit us hit in my door and folded me in the car. And so that's where the story kind of begins, because from that moment, I had many broken bones, and I had some internal injuries. And it took me a very long time to go through multiple surgeries over many years. And 14 years after my experience with the car accident, I was at work. And I picked up a box. And the box was more heavy than I thought it would be. And it was just I guess the timing because my back had gotten worse and worse over the years. And at that point, the parts of my spine that were bulging had a kind of a blowout. And it ended up bringing me down to my knees. And within about 12 hours, I could not walk or move my legs and ended up in the hospital immediately. When I was in the surgery, I remember going into the original beginning of the surgery. I had had many surgeries before I had had over 40 surgeries. So I knew the process very well. And when when there came a moment that I felt that I woke up, I thought that the surgery was completed because it was normal to wake up and hear the sounds of like nurses and doctors talking around you. But I just laid there, because they weren't saying my name. And I didn't want them to know I was awake yet. Because one part I didn't like about the surgery was how people would yell my name afterwards, Kelly, Kelly, to wake me up from the surgery from the anesthetic. And I didn't like that part. So they they never said anything. And while I was laying there, I thought I was pretending to just kind of be quiet and sleepy. And I was checking in with my body to see if I could feel my legs and if the surgery had been a success. And it was during those moments that I heard some nurses talking about some tattoos on my legs. And so I focused on what they were saying. And I could feel them next to me even though I was had my eyes closed, I could feel the air in the room on my skin. I knew the temperature of the room, I was very aware of everything that was going on around me. And so when they started talking about my tattoos, and I was listening to them, they started talking about each group of tattoos that got closer and closer to my rear end area. And at that point, I got angry inside because I thought why are they talking about my tattoos like that, like I'm not here. And when I went to speak to say something, I realized I could not speak. And this is the first moment that I think something is not correct, but I don't know what. And after a few minutes of me trying to open my mouth, I tried to open my eyes. And I also could not open my eyes, I felt like I could see like a little bit of blue through them. But I really couldn't open them completely. And then I heard the instruments hit a metal tray. And I said to myself, ah, that is usually the last sound I hear before I go under. So I haven't gone out yet. And I started to count 65432. When I got into I knew something was wrong, because I never remembered getting to two, I could get to three, but usually I was out by then. When I realized something was wrong, I was trying to wrap around my head like what do I do? How what is the situation here? And then I felt them swab my stomach. And when I felt them swab my stomach, I panicked because I knew that I was awake, that I could feel everything, but they didn't know I was awake. So I started to try to draw a line internally from my brain to my fingers, saying things like, okay, brain, you've got to move the hand. Think about moving it. And I was drawing a line like head to the neck, neck to the shoulder, shoulder to the arm, trying to make a line from my brain to my fingers to make my fingers move so they would know I was awake. And just as I got towards the hand part, I felt the knife go into my stomach. And it cut me nine inches from my above my belly button down to my my pelvic bone. And I felt that and it was very, very, very painful. And when they got through the last of the muscle on my stomach, my stomach went just like a rubber band that would be tight and you cut it. It was the same thing. And I felt the muscles go right to the back of my spine. And in that intense pain, that is when I experienced being out of my body. And the next thing I know, I am floating above my body. I'm looking down on the table and I see my body. I can see the people around it. I can see them moving. I can hear things, but I'm not tuning into that because I was confused on how I was able to see what looked like my body laying on the table. And and even in that moment, I do not recognize myself as being in my body. I just am observing what looks like my body on the table. And and then the next moment I said, oh, my God, I'm dead. Like they've killed me. This is why I'm not there and I'm here. And I was happy. I was elated because the life that I was living was I was not happy at all. I was I had no joy in my life or in my body or anything. And I didn't want to be in life anymore. I wanted to be gone. So I thought that this was I was free and I was happy in this moment. And in that moment of happiness, if I don't have to go back anymore, I felt like a voice inside of me like and it said, you're going to have to go back. And and I said, I don't want to go back. And they said, well, you're not done with the life that you're living and you need to go back. And there's things for you to do. And I, I refused. I said, no, I don't want to go back. I feel good right here. I don't feel pain. I don't feel worry or stress. There was like I was checking in with myself and I had none of those feelings and I didn't want to go back. So in the next moment, I was surrounded with like a fog was a very light green and it was filled with love. I remember the way that it made me feel. I felt like every atom or every tiny particle of my body was resonating with some unconditional love that I had never felt and I've never felt since on this planet. But it was overwhelming and it was a wonderful feeling. And as I was kind of absorbing this feeling and feeling myself healthy, feeling myself clear, feeling myself light and feeling myself disconnected from the things that I was and was doing in my earthly life, then some beings appeared around me. It's as if they kind of like came out of the mist. I didn't see them walking or anything or floating. They just kind of were standing around me and they were a very, very bright blue, almost like the picture behind you. You have kind of like an edge to the planet or the something in the universe. And that very, very bright, bright blue was what they were filled with. I could not see a face or eyes or a nose or any kind of defining features, but I could definitely see like a head, shoulders, arms. But every time I tried to look at them, they were so bright that I couldn't really like concentrate. I could see them better like from the edge than straight on. And they were speaking with me, mental telepathy, I guess, because no mouth opened, but I could hear them clearly. And they expressed to me that I needed to come back, that there were things for me to do. And I was very rebellious. And I said, but I don't want to return because I don't feel good there. I feel good here. And I feel like this is home where I'm from. But I don't feel like I'm home down there. I feel disconnected. And they kept explaining to me that I needed to go back and I kept refusing. And then finally, a voice said, I have something to share with you. I have something to show you. And I think that this will help you to return there and you'll feel better about it. And what they showed me in front of me appeared several spiderwebs that were layered upon each other. And from those spiderwebs, other webs were attached to them that went out in many different directions. And in the center of the spiderweb, each one was words that I spoke, like a word coming out made like the center of the web that went out. And I saw that if I was to say something good to somebody, if good words were coming from my mouth, like, oh, you look beautiful today, or oh, you did such a good job with that. Or, oh, that is the prettiest dress I've ever seen. Anything positive would kind of like go to that person. And that person might repeat something positive to somebody else or say another positive thing to somebody. And so there'd be a beautiful kind of like connection to that line. And it showed that my positive word had been, you know, repeated by another and then they would say it to somebody else and it would repeat to another. And it just would kind of light up these spiderwebs because the positivity was being passed on. It was more like there were several voices, but they were in sync, almost like singing, but not singing, speaking at the same time, explaining to me that I needed to come back. It was there. It didn't sound pushy. It didn't sound like an emergency. It just sounded like a very gentle, loving nudge that you need to come back. And so I didn't see, like I said, I didn't see a mouth move. I heard it in my head. So I don't really know what that is because I've never had that type of a conversation with anyone on the planet. But I did feel like it was a conversation because it didn't feel like it was me that was talking. And the feeling that I had while I was there, I think, is the most important because I felt so supported, so loved. I felt absolutely not judged at all for the thoughts I was thinking or the type of human that I was. And when I say the word love, I can't even express to you how much that word means nothing to that feeling. It's the only word we have in our language. We say love and we kind of have an idea what that means. But divine love is on a whole completely another level because it's inside every part of you. It's in everything. It's in every atom. It's in every cell. And I just felt so loved and so supported. And then I also was comprehending at the same time that life isn't what we think it is. There's not an ending to life. There's a continuation of life. And that these beings that I were around felt more like a loving family that I had not had experienced that type of support and love. So no, there was no voice conversation. It was in the head. But when I responded, I felt like I was speaking. But like I said, I never saw my hands. I didn't look down to see my feet. So I'm not sure what embodiment I was in myself being there. I just know that I was very aware of what was happening. And so when I responded to the first time when I said no, I mean, I think that it actually came out of, you know, like, it felt very strong and very loud to me. But like I said, there was nothing there for me to compare to say I was there in a body form. But I was definitely myself. And those beings were something else. It was it was not me. So what they gave to me was like, I call it kind of like an opposite of a tunnel vision. What they gave me was kind of like, this is very hard to explain. Because the analogy that I can only come close to is if I was a computer, and someone took a stick and stuck it in me, and all of a sudden I was loaded with all this information. That's kind of what it felt like, it felt like it was just kind of downloaded into me instantaneously. And it gave me a larger picture of life. So we have our day to day things that we're doing right now, right here in this moment, you're dealing with the thing that's in front of you. That's a very kind of a very kind of singular look at something in your life. But what is this happening right now? And why is it happening? What happened to get you here? And where is that going to go? And that bigger picture that they gave me, kind of, in a way helped me to understand why we were where we were, and why we do what we do. And that understanding has been growing ever since that experience. So like, sometimes somebody will be talking to me, and they'll be telling me something that's going on. And my mind immediately goes to this very open, larger picture. And I can say, well, I see a connection to this thing here, that maybe you need to kind of look at, because what you're thinking about this is clouding or coloring this idea you have right here. Because when they they let me have those understandings, when I first came back, those understandings were really deep in me very deep. Like, I remembered almost everything that happened, what was said, what was going on. But over time, not only did I lose the ability to, like, just sit and remember that unconditional love, because that is not on our planet right now. And there's nothing that feels like that, unless you're with, like, a person who's just so loving, and just has such beautiful, light energy, and you hug them, and you get close to that for a second. But that love, like, I could not hold on to that, because I could only sit and think about it in order to create it. And after so many years, it got harder and harder. I can remember it. I can talk about it. But to make myself actually feel it right now and hear is difficult. And that's the same thing with the information that they downloaded to me. For a long time, I could remember, and so much of myself changed because of that information. But at the same time, word for word, I cannot express. It's more like it's now in me. It's now a part of me. It's a part of how I speak. It's a part of how I move throughout the world. It's a part of how I protect myself moving throughout the world, trusting myself, understanding myself, having the ability to say, I need to step back and look at this. And I think also the fact that I specialize in large artwork, very large murals on buildings, is a part of my testament to seeing the bigger picture. Because the one question people always ask me is, how can you see that artwork on something so large? And every time I've answered it, I said, this was the gift God gave me. Because that bigger picture works for everything from just having regular conversations with people to what I do with everything that I do with. My brain just wraps around things in a different way now that it didn't prior to my NDE. So I don't have any particular direct paintings of that moment. But the things that have happened to me after that, I have pictures of. So I did not was not an artist before this experience happened. And after my experience, when I came back, because I knew that I needed to change things, like change what I was eating, change what I was speaking, change what I was reading, change what kind of interactions I was having with others, what were we speaking about? Were we speaking about beautiful things, higher ideals, or were we just gossiping about stuff that did us no good? And so my first coming back was all kind of wrapped around this. And when I knew that I wanted to change, first of all, I knew that God was real. I felt that through that love that I felt. I did not feel that before my near-death experience. So I came back with a faith that I had not had at all prior to that. And so my new way of being was so different from what my friends knew, from what my husband knew, from what my family knew, that there was a lot of backlash. I even got called crazy. Many times I got called a Jesus freak a lot after the beginning, because I really strongly felt that everything needed to change around me. So it's through these changes that I start losing things. Like my relationship fell apart. My relationship was not doing well prior to my NDE, but this kind of was like that new knowledge kind of put an end to all of that stuff that was happening. So there was a big change there. And I knew that there was more in me to share with the world, and I wasn't sure what that was supposed to be, but I knew that I needed to find it. And so I was praying more because I was talking to God. I was talking to, you know, what is my thing? What can I do that sets me free and lets me have like a life to myself out there? And so I go through something about a year and a half, not even, maybe a little less than a year after my NDE. I had an experience that in that experience, I had a vision of Jesus come to me. I was going through something really bad at that moment, and Jesus appeared in my room. Although at that moment, I can't say like I knew that was Jesus. I just was going through something horrible, and I knew that there was a person in my room, and I was confused in that moment whether it was a real person or not. But when He put His hands on me, I immediately knew who He was. And I also recognized that because when He put His hands on me, what was happening to me in that moment stopped. What I had been going through stopped, and I had clarity. And He let me know that He knew me, and that we were brother and sister, and that everything was going to be okay, and that He was always going to be there for me, always. If I needed my brother, all I had to do was call on Him to help me in those moments. And it was over as quick as it started, but the moment that that was over with, I felt absolutely normal, and I wanted to say thank you. You know, I wanted to bring something out of me to be like, to remember that moment. And so, like I said, I wasn't an artist yet, so I went through the house, I found crayons, and I found coloring pencils, and I took a piece of paper, and I drew a picture of a heart of affliction, and with thorns around it, and some little drops of blood coming out. And then I put Jesus in the flame of the heart of affliction with His arms outstretched, as if welcoming. And I drew myself as an angel with broken wings at His feet, asking for forgiveness, like I had my hands on His hands. And that was the first thing I ever drew. That was the first thing that I ever, you know, like a real piece of artwork that came out of me. And yet, still, I did not know I was going to be an artist, even though I was praying for this thing that would be me, that would be all mine, that, you know, like more than just working for somebody else, like, you know, something coming through me. And within that next year is when I meet an older artist who was painting murals, and it was a kind of like angels led me to the right place at the right time to hear this woman tell me about this person. And the same day that all this happened, I met him that night. And that is just a very small way of how my life has been working since that moment. The divine happenstances, the meeting the right people, being in the right place at the right time, trusting that whatever it is that I need will come to me, and I just need to be patient. Like, all of this kind of happened in that that time period after this experience, not only the NDE, but then being visited. And then after that, I find my thing, I find my art. And a year after I had my my NDE, I was making money selling art. I mean, it literally happened that fast. I read many of them after my NDE. I read the Bible, I read the Bhagavad Gita, I read the Quran, I tried to read everything, because now I was interested in knowing what God was saying to different things. And I kind of saw a pattern, which was to tell you about God and tell you how good God is. But then religion tried to kind of control that narrative and tell you, well, this is what you should think about that. Or this is how you interpret that. I think that's the sadness of those books, because if they're read from a place of, I know this entity personally, the words sound different. They hit differently. They don't hit with a tinge of religion. They hit with the understanding that we are a part of God. And that's what I carry with me today. And that's what I try to share with others, is that you're not separate and you don't need to go through somebody else to get there. You don't need to believe in anything in particular. You just need to be silent with yourself and open up yourself to receive messages or symbols of God's love to you in your life. A much more firm way of speaking about God, not speaking about, well, maybe God's that. No, no. When I speak about God, I'm very firm in my words and my understanding of what that means. Also, I have moments of visions or clarity with other people or things. When someone's speaking, I will see a clear picture of something that may or may not be. I give the message. I will ask. If I get something for somebody, I'll say, hey, I have something I could offer for you on this subject you're speaking about. Would you like to hear it? Now it's 50-50. 50% of the time people will say no. And I respect that. And 50% of the time people say yes. And then I give them that thing. Whether they act on it or not is completely up to them. But I do get messages like that. I get very vivid dreams. I didn't have that before that. Sometimes my dreams come true. Sometimes they don't. But I have a lot more of them than I ever did. So like clairaudience, which is I can be in a crowd and I can feel another person's energy. Maybe they just need someone to walk up and say, hey, God loves you. Or hey, you're important in this world. That's it. No interaction. Just walking past. And you're like, God sees you. And it's always somebody will be like, how did you know that I needed a word today? Or thank you so much. And so those things. Maybe I think a lot of people have it. But they get afraid to say anything. But I lost that fear. Because there's nothing to fear here on the planet for me anymore. Because I know what's after. And what's after is all love. It's all acceptance. There is no, I know this bothers a lot of people, but there is no hell. There's no hell. There's no payment. All there is, is we are spiritual beings, learning how to find our way back to the collective of God's love. And so a lot of us are stumbling and falling. That is okay. You are not loved less for stumbling and falling. You are loved just the same equally across the board. Whether you're the greatest human being, or whether you're the least human being, it doesn't matter in the eyes of God. We are loved equally the same. So if we do what would be called bad here in life, we will have another opportunity after that, to try it again, and to try to learn more about why we did what we did. Because in order for us to come back together into the fold of God's love, all that stuff has to be cleaned. And you can't be told, like, you need to clean your soul up. Because people be like, yeah, whatever. So our experiences and the things we go through is in essence, the form of us learning how to clean up our spirit inside. So I'm much more sharp about that. I'm much more, I can see it, I can feel it. I have the ability to speak with animals. That has been growing and growing and growing since the beginning. I love that part the most, because I can be walking someplace and I can tell that the animals know my vibration is very calm, because they have no problem being around me or being close to me. So I consider that being a blessing from that experience. And also when I am speaking with others, I meditate for a period of time before that to open up the channel between me and God or his angels or his workers, so that when I'm speaking with somebody, that my message is directly to them in their language. Not like as in Spanish or English or French, but in the words that will come into their heart that they will hear clearly. You know, one of the more louder voices around the world right now is everything is bad. The pandemic was bad, or this was bad, or that is bad, or the way we treat each other is bad. And I think the words for that is humanity is waking up to its actions. I think that that can be true. But in the next phase is that we need to remember that God is an omnipotent power that has been around in a timescale that we can't understand. Whether you say millions or billions or eons or whatever, none of those words really comprehend how long an omnipotent power has been forming and guiding an entire multiple universes. So for us to think that we know what's going on in the space of 50 years is actually a very ridiculous concept, because there are things that need to be done in order for every human being to come back into the fold of God's love. And that's through these experiences, individual and collective. So whether it's your home, your family, your town, your state, your country, your province, those are collective lessons we're learning around the planet. And we're learning how to communicate with each other better. We're learning how to recognize and find that love within us for others. The internet is showing us that right now. So there's a lot of really good stuff going on. If we can take our mind off of what perceived as bad and look at the good, people are going to continue to pass away. People are going to continue to die, whether it's pandemics or whether it's from the ethers as far as storms and stuff. But there's wrong with that. We get another opportunity to come back and try it again. So, you know, even if we die early, or even if we pass away from here early, we can still come back and try this again. And this place here, this earth, is a place for us to be in the 3D body and tend to the other souls that need something.