Weekly Vlog || Productivity, Study, work-life Balance, Skincare Routine, Deep Talk

insecure and uncomfortable this is so annoying the hugest enemy of my skin look at this lately my sister showed me something on tiktok and i found it really interesting for deep puffiness on the face whenever you wake up and you're kind of like lazy and you don't have time to so what do you do you just take two kind of like rubber bands and sort of you insert them into your ears just like this and it's gonna actually de-puff your face and to be honest i have tried it and i feel i love the effect what it gives me i don't know if it de-puffs my face but sort of my sleepy eyes they disappear so i think there's this effect and i let it for the whole entire process when i'm done with my whole face doing my skincare and doing a little bit of makeup and putting on my clothes and then i just remove the rubber bands and i do see that effect i don't know if it's a myth if it but it does work for me which is you can try this and you can just tell me in the comment section if it really works for you if it's true because it does the only thing that i have noticed is when i have a very sleepy eyes with this method i have no more sleepy eyes it just looks like i've never slept which is crazy the outcome just a little bit on my face just like a little bit of red cheeks and the lips and eyes mascara and that's it no concealer no foundation nothing because i don't do that so now i'm ready i'm not gonna change this is the outfit i'm not gonna do my hair i'm just thinking should i make some curls or should i just like leave my natural straight hair because i love like sometimes doing a little bit of curls in the end i don't know i do have time actually it's also not like i don't have time i do have time i'm just like thinking should i do curls or okay i think i'm gonna let it stay like this after doing my face and wearing my outfit i just remove this oh this feels good there's a little bit of pain i mean it's not that painful but then still you feel like that sensation of a little bit of pain there and i don't know if you can see but i don't have any sleepy eyes anymore which is crazy but never mind i'm not gonna wear my jewelry honestly without jewelry i do not leave my house i feel like whenever i just don't wear jewelry i feel so empty i don't feel feminine at all so it's kind of like matching with my outfit my watch and my rings obviously and my rings on my my earrings i've got this this is really special for me because my mom gave it to me so all the time she says you have to wear this whenever you out and most importantly i do put a lot of perfume a lot when i say a lot i'm putting a lot because perfume is something that's a must have for me and now i'm ready and now we're gonna go straight to the library and by the way the good news after such a long time after four years i've officially created an instagram account and also tiktok account so you can add me on instagram i'm gonna link these both below and yeah and you guys can dm me share your opinions and also share the thoughts or any specific topics that we wanna talk about and now i have finally instagram and tiktok account but i'm not gonna promise i'm gonna be very active but i will try my best to be active it's got an umbrella because it's raining it's raining i hate rain i hate winter trust me i want to be home the whole time it's literally rainy thank god i did not curl my hair just imagine i curled my hair my curls would have just destroyed in few seconds so it was a good choice to just leave my natural hair like but it's extremely cold and rainy and i hate it i went to the library i just only got for myself some books that i wanted for my research it was completely filled with students i didn't even have a place where i can just study like i am shocked like everybody all of a sudden is planning to study in the library this is so annoying my day has not started really good basically i can learn at home also but then i'm always like distracted the things around me you know bed i just want to lay down watch netflix and i don't want that exams are coming so i have to be more productive to be honest or else i'm gonna fail my exams and i don't want that now i'm just in the cafe i'm gonna eat something because i have headache and i stress myself so much the only good thing is that i got my books but no place to study so i'm gonna go home back and yeah i'm so stupid i forgot because in the library in our university we have the system where we can actually reserve a place for ourselves to study and i forgot about that so it was my fault but i think god wanted me to be here and then just have some crepes and some tea but i need to study that's the most important thing that i have to do because my exams in one week is coming and i'm gonna write a lot of exams in total like six exams that i have so yeah this is so yummy yum this is exactly what i wanted and i'm gonna just have this and then heading back to home i just had my crepe it was so yummy it was too quick because i was so hungry now i'm going to go home with disappointment but it's all fine i just need sometimes refreshment i mean we all do right we all girls love doing this and i think looking good the rain is somehow has no stopping it's continuously raining and one thing that i really hate the most is just carrying an umbrella the whole time that's that's really what i really hate about walking down these kinds of hills are one of the scariest things that can happen to me and i'm so afraid you have no idea how slow i'm walking i want to be an american singer sing this to you swift composer actress director and screenwriter hot pretty powerful magazine cover blue eyes owner of a beautiful butt so dead right now i can't do anything anymore i'm just gonna go change take a shower do my skincare routine i have studied so much approximately four hours without eating anything but drinking i have done that stress is out studied made the notes tomorrow i'm just gonna go through it revise it and yeah now i'm just gonna go and do my skincare routine because i look so dead my like to be honest in winter i'm a really demotivated person but still i'm forcing myself to study because if i'm not gonna study who's gonna study for me i'm doing it for myself these winter months for me whenever winter starts it's just like that period of time where i just call it isolation the whole time i just bring at home because i don't want to go out it's extremely cold it's rainy it's windy it's everything and sometimes it's just like also snowing raining all together all seasons all together and i can bear that so i stay at home and without doing my skincare routine i do not go to bed okay and if you're someone who's lazy and wanting to have great skin then honey start doing your skincare routine because without doing any skincare routine you will not achieve your dream skin and obviously you need to take care of your diet do not take sugar do not drink or have milk products this is something that is really like bad for my skin it's just like the the hugest enemy of my skin and i do not do it also i do not eat sugar but today i did have crepe with a nutella and strawberries which was fine and i don't eat crepe every single day it's just like in a month maybe three two times and it doesn't mean that i do not consume sugar at all i do consume but at a certain amount the skin is skinning actually now my skincare routine is on now i'm gonna go to bed and watch netflix and sleep i got myself a drink and now i am on my way to my work the restaurant but i think it's the best way to have your me time because i need this there's only my shopping bag and i'm still enjoying and it's an amazing place over here just like all the families out here and i'm enjoying and having a great meal this is what i got for myself it's so yummy guys look at this yum these three consecutive days actually i am sort of dreaming very weird things i feel like like the last dream i just saw it was like i was in a city there were like so many people and it was like too much for me okay and i'm a person i hate crowd i i don't like to be in crowded places second dream was that i i don't remember but i just remembered that there was this old couple and other old people and they were sitting in one table with me and i'm also sitting with them and there was no young people except for me and i'm just sitting and just talking to them and actually they are talking to me and i'm just kind of responding very weird normally i do not dream i don't know why maybe because i am sort of like uh i think sometimes like psychologically it says i read somewhere that when you have certain things going on in your real life so you sort of dream about it in your dreams but it's quite really weird because normally i do not dream and the way my sister dreams that's even more because whenever she dreams something it comes into reality i would never because that's going to be too much for me because i at least just imagine you wake up you dreamt something scary and then you know the outcome will be also the same maybe in a few days uh that's unbearable for me i did a great job as always i do my eyebrows myself because if i go to a parlor those women they're sweet they're professionals i know i respect that but they would never understand what i want so if i tell them make it this shape they will actually make it thinner and then cut off extra hair when i'm like i just told you just to clean it's for me horrifying when i just ask them to clean my eyebrows so it's better to do it myself even though in the beginning i used to do it in a very bad way also i used to extremely cut hairs like from here or from the end or then i will cut the edges over here it will look ugly but with the time you become professional because practice makes it perfect right now i'm so confused i don't know whether i should put makeup on my face or i just do my skincare and go bare face outside normally i just do no makeup and i just leave the house and do my skincare so confused i can't make a decision if i have to wear makeup or should i just go bare face i just recently saw that these parts of my skin has literally dried out a little bit too much and i don't know why and i hate i have a very dry skin and sensitive when i get like dry skin feeling i hate it so much i hate it so much i just feel like i don't want to do anything i'm just gonna rush and deep myself into oil pot it seems funny but trust me my whole body my hands my lips my skin they're extremely dry so whenever it gets wet i make sure that i have a cream so i can immediately put it on my skin and it's winter season the weather is harsh outside it's extremely cold one two three degree celsius every day and yeah i don't like winter i don't like winter at all i'm a summer person i feel that i'm living my life in summer and i'm alive but in winter i feel like i just need to be in my bed and watch netflix drink my hot chocolate or tea that's it doing nothing i don't know even want to go i don't feel motivated in winter i don't know why i think everybody feels the same way about winter i ask everyone and all of my friends are replying me the same thing they're feeling all low energy and they're staying home and the worst part is i hate doing my hair no the hair is the struggle drying it out first making sure it looks good because first of all i don't even know how to do hairstyles i see i just see so many girls they do their hair so beautifully sleek bun this and that and me either it's just like a clutcher over here or it's just completely open more than that i can and i'm very sensitive in my head whenever i even tie a ponytail i get headache and i hate that feeling so i just make sure it's open i wanted to do a cool transition after my hairstyle but i skipped it because i forgot about it but now you can see the transition i did just my hair simply and i did put some makeup on my face because why not and now i'm gonna go with my friend and do some shopping bring the day together exchange our feelings and obviously you know i'm dropping out this job and i want to hear her opinion let's see what happens if anybody of you who's planning to do youtube and is unsure and feels insecure and uncomfortable when people watch you while you're recording one thing you should always know you do not do anything for others you are doing it for yourself for something that you enjoy fully and it entertains you and makes you or brings you happiness always keep in mind do not care about other people just do the things that you love the most that makes you happy and yeah i mean this is also make me happy but at the same time i'm feeling weird but i do not care about the people around because i'm not doing it anyway to just make them happy or satisfied i'm just doing it because it's kind of like a hobby and i enjoy doing it and it's it's good that i'm trying to help people out there who need somehow you know with words some motivation and yeah and the other most important thing you guys can actually comment on the most important questions or topics that you're interested in talking about so we can address that in you know in videos that i upload so we can talk about it and then i have also like certain topics because sometimes i i'm like stuck i have like many topics but i know where to start first so that would be a help if you just jot down and comment on the section where you just feel like these topics are the most important ones and we need to talk about it and we need finally arrived now to the main city and now i'm gonna wait for my friend because she's late she's in traffic which i hate because i hate waiting but i have to but i plan before she comes because she's gonna be 35 minutes late which is bad i'm gonna go and buy something i need two sweaters that i already had on mind it always feels so good when your friend drives you home it gives you like that princess treatment we had an amazing day i did shopping we did so many things we ate food and i did not film because i wanted to spend the day with her so it's kind of disrespect when i would recall i hate waiting i i can wait okay i can wait it's not just like i cannot wait i can wait but this is time where it just like gets me annoyed i got myself kfc and i only have 20 minutes left to do my lunch i've noticed i am eating junk food these days a lot but that's not a problem i want to tell you something very important eat everything eat everything anything that you love but you promise yourself that you go the next day and do exercise or do running or jogging or your weight lift whatever so you promise yourself okay because i'm a person i eat everything except for sugar and milk products because that really destroys my skin and i'm very cautious about my skin i really take care of my skin so i don't do that but i eat everything everything that i love but the next day i make sure that i do exercise and burn those junk foods never starve eat whatever you love but next thing you promise you do exercise that's it and i'm just like eating my cheetos one of my favorite snacks of all the time