Man Visits The Afterlife; Taught About Energy, Consciousness And The Source (NDE)

Hello, my name is John Kelly and I'm here to share my my NDE that I had when I was 19 in 1985. I'll give background a little bit that led up to it. A couple friends of mine and I went down to Phoenix, Arizona from Washington state, northwest Washington, and we wanted to get jobs down there and just go somewhere else. And one of my friends had been there before and on the way down our truck broke down a couple times and we ended up running out of money, you know, fixing the truck. And by the time we got to Phoenix, we ended up running out and then we ended up starving because we didn't have money to buy food and we didn't have a state ID there, none of us, so we couldn't go to the food banks and churches were telling us to get lost. So after a while we weren't hungry anymore a couple weeks and at that point when you're fasting or not eating it was like we were blank, like not even thinking. We were looking for work but we were just like we had nowhere to go, nowhere to be, we didn't have any responsibilities and we were just blank. And I got this one idea out of the blankness about the blood bank, about giving plasma. I told my friends, hey let's go to the blood bank because even back then I knew we'd get $20 each. And so we went to the blood bank and they handed us forms on clipboards and we had to read it and sign it and it said that we had to have eaten three square meals a day for seven days in a row before we could give blood. Of course, then we were going to lie, you know, of course. And in the place there was this big rack of bread that somebody donated for the people, you know, to eat while they're waiting and we all looked at each other and we signed and then we started eating. Then we got called back there and there was like 60 reclining chairs that you sit on while you they take the blood and they plugged in that huge fat needle and within under a minute as the blood was draining I all of a sudden I got dizzy. Like I never had passed out in my life to that point, but I felt like I was going to pass out. That's what I even thought at the time. I was like, wow. And my head just kind of turned. I was trying not to pass out and this guy in a white coat with a clipboard, he was way over there at the other end and he just looked up right into my eyes and he said, are you? Oh, and right when he was going to say, okay, I was trying to shake my head. No. And I just exploded out of my body. There was a combo of things that happened all at the same time. My vision, as I was trying not to pass out, started going like a blank TV channel, like those, you know, specs and it was getting bigger. It started from the middle. And then I heard this like Velcro ripping apart. That's what it sounded like. Like, and as I tried to shake my head, no, I exploded out of my body at an angle like that. Like, so there was an angle involved and my whole being went, it was like, I still had a body and I went like arc back. My last human words were, I'm finally free. And then my whole body just evaporated. And I was lying at a million miles an hour, like in this energy body that was like three different colors. It didn't have the rainbow colors and they were specs. And it was like folding on itself like this, like as it flew like a million miles an hour, it felt like the speed of light or whatever. And a burst of freedom just exploded within me, like in every direction, like forever. It never stopped. It was like cheer, freedom, infinite freedom, like amazing. And just freedom just burst like the sun shining light. And then this joy bursts with the freedom, like inside of it, most likely from the freedom, like the feeling of freedom after being here on earth, no doubt. And I was still flying at an angle. And when I focused on where I was going, it was like a curiosity thing. That direction, I got a complete full being upload realization through my whole being. Everything stopped when I did that. Actually, I was like, where am I going? Everything stopped. And there was this massive giant ball, it was so huge, like the moon or something. And it was pressing on this dimension's envelope, or it was like a membrane. It was pushing in on it. And I was being reeled into that giant ball, like this entity being thing, the big me, I guess, the eternal me. And it was pushed up against the universe, like nestled into it, like pushing on a balloon. And the upload I got when I was like, where am I going? Everything stopped just before I reemerged. Most likely I wouldn't have come back if I went all the way in. But I got this upload that that was me. And this was an injection of its energy into this dimension, or this into here through the membrane, and that I was being reeled back into it. It's been 37 years since this happened. But later on, of course, I've contemplated it and learned a lot of stuff since then and discovered stuff. I didn't meet anyone, by the way. I didn't feel any other presences. It was just the big me and me, like this part of that. So everything like shifted. And I was like in the void with no stars. It was just the void of nothing. And there was an outline of this body. And I could see these massive energy wave pulses going right through the body. And it was going like this. And then my part of my attention went into the body and I was looking out its eyes. But it was more of an outline. It wasn't even a full body like here. And then my attention shifted into this body all the way, like this two separate parts. It kind of just went into the body. And then I had this feeling while those puffs of energy were going through me of this pure creator power, like only knowing consciously that you are creator would you be able to understand what that feels like, like literally source being creator energy, like I had the feeling of being that itself. I felt the creator power, that feeling like it was my own being, you know, I thought I heard a noise. And when that happened, the energy quit going through me. And it was way down there in the nothing. And my curiosity took me from here to here, like, like that way over there, where I heard the noise, I just transferred there. And then I heard a another noise. And this time, it was like it was coming up a tunnel, I could tell it was bouncing around coming up, and then it came out into the void. And my curiosity caused me to transfer to where the noise was coming from. And all of a sudden, boom, I was floating as an awareness. And I wasn't even though I was in the blueprint, I was still just an awareness, like in a state of being. And I was floating through this white fog. It was like energy. And it was opaque, I couldn't see into it. And I was just drifting through it. My curiosity flashed me into that position, boom, and then I was moving like, through it. And it was like a tunnel, kind of a big one. And then I still didn't know anything. I wasn't thinking and hadn't recalled my nature or my personality structure here yet. I was just in a state of being. So I was just experiencing directly. And then my being or my inner the energy I am hit my right lower calf in this world. So I was in the white energy. And I drifted into the position in there that in this world was my leg. I don't know if that makes much sense. But you would get it. It's like an overlap, or like a different frequency in the same spot. And as soon as my energy hit my leg, I became aware of my whole body on in this world. And all the people in the room, as soon as I hit my calf, and I felt all that stuff, I got only two twangs that I had released my urine and all the people and embarrassment, the awareness of like 60 people in there. There's so many chairs and workers. And I went, and I jumped back into my body with everything I had, and clamp down on everything. So I quit letting go, you know, because when you die, you release everything. And I said, did I pee my pants? Of course, I was wearing shorts. But that's the words that came out of my mouth. There was three guys around me with white coats. I was like, that stuff flashed through me, but he shoved me back into the reclining chair. And he went, whack, and slapped me in the face and went whack. And he's like, what's your name? What's your name? And they're trained to try to bring you back to get you to focus, right? And so I was like this blank thing with its eyes open going. And I could hear clearly what he was saying, but it had no meaning to me. I mean, I wasn't registering the meaning inside of myself. I was blank. And then I got this flash of irritation about, it was little, tiny, skinny, little flash as big as my pinky, went straight through the middle of my body. And it was irritation, not anger, but irritation because the guy was slapping my face. And I stopped and focused on him. I focused to give him what he was asking for, to answer him. I still didn't know human language yet or anything. And when I focused to know what he was saying, on my right side, this piece of energy, like two and a half feet long, it appeared. And the tip of it plugged into this hemisphere right here, just the tip, about this much of it. And boom, I got all this information. And I actually answered him and told him my name. And then he started slapping my face again, bang, bang, bang. And I got that same flash of irritation go right through the middle and out the top of my head. And I focused again. And I said, or I focused, he was saying, where are you? Crack. Where are you? He was trying to get me to, he could tell I wasn't back all the way. And he was asking me a further question so that I would focus more fully. And then this other piece of energy, when I focused to answer him again, it appeared on the left side and it was bigger, like a three foot. This other one was just opaque white. I don't think I said that. And this one was opaque white with this swirling nondescript color in it going through it. And it goes, when I focused to answer him, it appeared quick and plugged into this hemisphere, like right here. They plugged in and I had everything back, all of my knowledge of this world, of me up to date. The whole compilation was, and which is a huge thing. I've never heard of this before, even since then. And I have researched Indies. You know, I did that right away at the beginning to try to understand mine. And I didn't find any like mine. Everybody met someone or something. And I had this direct experience that had no symbolic interpretation except for later when I was contemplating it. And anyway, I was laying there just kind of sort of still in the experience of everything that just happened. And 20 years later, I had taken martial arts for six years and I had seen masters do supernatural stuff like bending rebar on their hollow of their throat, like seven pieces at once, like in noodles. And then we try to bend them back and we couldn't even budge them. I saw him shatter wooden shafted arrows, seven at a time on this one guy on his throat. Didn't even leave a red mark. I knew that we had some something with, there was more to us than met the eye, but I wasn't mature enough to want to discover it. And, but knowing that and having been through training in two different schools up to that point, I immediately, I wanted to understand, I wanted to understand what happened. And the biggest thing I wanted to understand, first of all, when John dissolved and the earth, the whole experience here just was gone. The being that I was, I had never not been. And I wanted to understand that. Like I wanted to become aware of that part of myself that is beyond this world. It was like an instinct kind of, I didn't really have those words for it at the time because I didn't have that experience yet. And so I hunted for a school or anyone, a teacher. I didn't, I don't care who it was. I depth charged everyone with questions that I met for 14 months straight to see if they had some special teacher or meditation teacher or something. And I finally ran into somebody who was training at the Washington Psychic Institute in Bellingham, Washington at the time. And when he told me he had a teacher, I jumped him pretty much. And he's like, whoa, whoa, calm down, dude. He's like here. And he wrote down the address. He didn't write down the name. He just wrote down the address. And he said, don't tell him I sent you. And he gave me the address. And I went over there and I went in and I met the head dude that was the trainer of the clairvoyant students. And I started taking the healing classes, first the meditation classes, then the healing classes and learning my energy system and learning all kinds of stuff. Everything I was looking for, I discovered by going to that place. And then I just kept learning since then. And I actually started offering healing sessions since then. And I do a lot of stuff. My website will be on here. And, you know, that will show everything I have to offer. But I do remote energy work with people anywhere on earth. And it all came from that experience. And I know that that was a trigger orchestrated by the larger permanent eternal me to get to shift my awareness from just being some badass martial artist, excuse my language, that had tons of energy and was super free to, I mean, I refused. I mean, I refuted all outside self-proclaimed authority over myself at that time in my life. And I only thought for myself. I would hear what someone else would say, but I would not allow someone else's, someone else to run my world at that time in my life. I know that it was orchestrated to take, I didn't have any understanding of the or the nature of life itself or my relationship to it. And so that gave me a whole complete turn into hunting for that. And I know it was a trigger. And to this very day, like 37 years later, my entire life has been dedicated to discovering and to teaching and to helping people in ways that I learned how to help my own self, how to, basically it's like awareness training, like opening your mind to, or discovering who you are and what you are. And that discovery, by the way, never ends. It will never end. Beyond this life, before this life, during this life, there's no end to it. Just like the stars or the universe, it's like infinite. And so are we. And so there's no end to the discovery of yourself and to how you use those abilities.