First person POV surfing

So you wanna mess with me Caught me in a silent scream Heat filling up my cheeks Not exactly what you think See you in the room next door Your feet float above the floor Dress torn above your knees Like you've owned it for centuries Dots and ashes on the wall You tell me about the falls Of kingdoms and champions You've seen a thousand times before I show you my private things Like my scrapbook of fantasy You say I look a little too green For saving I'm already bored I'm already wise I'm already worn I'm already wondering what am I I'm already wrong I'm already me I'm already wanting to be obscene I'm already cursed I'm already dry I'm already wondering what am I I've already learned A bit of sin And I've already let me in You're signaling I'm moving I beg you to follow me You say that I'll be surprised At the cold and the sunrise But if I don't like what I see And my grip starts loosening The edge of the big reveal Could be the end of the story I'm already bored I'm already worn I'm already dry I'm already wondering what am I I've already learned A bit of sin And I've already let me in You're signaling I'm moving I beg you to follow me You say that I'll be surprised At the cold and the sunrise But if I don't like what I see And my grip starts loosening The edge of the big reveal Could be the end of the story