Voici un extrait de l'épisode 6 consacré aux expériences de mort imminente (EMI) de la série Vos histoires extraordinaires, extrait qui retrace l'histoire intégrale de Sandra Boegly, médium. Elle a 27 ans lorsqu'elle vient d'accoucher d'une petite fille. Un malaise lui fait frôler la mort et la fait revenir avec ce récit extraordinaire.
Avec : Sandra Boegly, Michèle Lazès, Sandrine Kannad et Xavier Réalisé par : Mylène Baradel
It was in 2001, when I gave birth to my daughters.
I was in Lyté for a year and a half, and then after giving birth, I was still in Lyté.
So I wanted to get up, and I asked my spouse to take me to the bathroom.
And in the bathroom, I found myself facing my body.
All of a sudden, without understanding why, 80 centimeters above.
And I was observing my body. It was very, very fast.
And I observe it, and I see my companion next to me, completely panicked.
And then he is very quickly joined by a nurse.
And I don't understand what's wrong with them, because they are out of their minds.
And I see that they are stretching my body.
And I see them clinging to this body, raising their legs.
And above all, I see them stressed out by this inanimate and unconscious body on the floor.
And I don't understand, because I am no longer in this body.
I have become a free consciousness, and completely above all that.
But this state allows me to cross the thoughts, emotions and anxiety of these two people,
who have become two individuals that I don't necessarily recognize either.
And then I walk around a little bit in this room.
And all of a sudden, I am sucked like that, pulled by the neck, in a fairly strong rise.
And I find myself in a white, bright space, which I surprisingly recognize.
I recognize, not necessarily me, but a part of me recognizes.
I know I come from there.
And I realize that I am not at all in a world as I knew before.
So I start to look, I observe my body a little, I am a little worried.
And I say to myself, but in what state am I? What have I become?
And there, I observe my body, and I realize, well, my hand.
And I realize that everything is made of a multitude of small luminous points, particles of light.
And then, all of a sudden, I will feel a presence next to me, on the left.
I don't dare look right away, but I will still, after a little while, look.
And there, I realize, by going up this body that is next to me, that it is my brother, who died the year before.
And I am very surprised to see him there, because we are in another reality, for once.
I am also confronted with this guilt of having seen his death before it happened, when he was still on the earth.
And all of a sudden, my brother will tell me, he will take the floor telepathically and tell me that I am absolutely for nothing,
because I was carrying this guilt of having been a little bit involved, linked to this violent and sudden death.
And in fact, my brother will tell me, you are for nothing.
And that will be our first exchange.
He will explain to me, he will project into my mind a set of surprisingly precise and well-made wheels.
And he will draw my attention to one in particular, his own, the one he represents in this set.
And all these wheels represent, in fact, humanity, the whole of men, the group of men to which he belongs.
And he will draw my attention to one wheel in particular, by explaining to me that each tooth of this wheel corresponds to the great phase of the life of a human,
but that at some point, a human must enter, a person enters, and that it is of extreme precision, not a second before, not a second after.
It is at the moment when this intelligence, which coordinates us all, decides to remove a being.
So I understand very well that I am absolutely for nothing in his death.
I will realize after a while, I absorb, I integrate the information he gives me, and I accept it rather surprisingly easily.
And I will realize right away that there is another presence on the right.
And this presence is not of the same order as that of my brother.
It is vibrationally much higher.
So I'm going to go up, the same, looking to the right, I'm going to go up this body and discover a kind of form, at first without a face,
and then he observes me, but he observes me, and then after a while, looking for a face, I will end up perceiving one.
It is a face of a humanity, something very human, but which is not really human.
And he observes me with a deep smile and a deep benevolence.
So we're going to start. The first question this entity asks me is, how did you like it?
And I realize that I have no idea how I liked it.
So we will meet again, after a while he will open a kind of screen in front of me, and I will be projected into my childhood.
And I'm going to go up like this, with him, several phases.
You know that I will be confronted with myself.
And I'm going to go into a judgment, in front of this state of mind that I have, and in front of what has shrunk my life.
So the entity will invite me not to judge myself, but to observe, to deepen things, to look at them from another angle, to surpass and improve them.
So, of course, it's difficult, because we are confronted with ourselves, with our actions.
But each time, the entity will inject or induce in me such impulses of love, so that I can go up vibrantly and continue this reading.
And then, at some point, the question will be asked, do you want to go back or do you want to stay?
And at this stage of this experience, I absolutely don't realize that I can still have this choice, and I'm even very surprised to have this choice.
And I don't imagine going back, especially.
And I say no, of course, I don't want to go back, I want to stay here.
I came back for myself, from where I was created, from where I come from.
And I look at my brother, and I'm a little anxious, because I realize that I am being guided little by little towards the departure, perhaps, of this place, and the return to materiality.
And the entity understands it, it perceives it.
And the same, it will smile at me and it will tell me that I still have the choice, at this moment, to go back or not.
I keep my decision and I refuse to go back.
Because at this level of the experience, I don't have my earthly consciousness.
And I have no memory of what I was able to create before.
Little by little, the entity on the big screen, which is in front of me, will bring back some memories one by one.
And the first memory it will bring is that of this child, under this portico, who is playing.
And my brother tells me, you recognize him, but I can feel that there is something, my heart recognizes him, but not my mind, because it is not attached to any memory.
And my brother tells me, you recognize him, he is your son.
And there, I realize that I have a son on earth.
And I start to find the earthly memory.
And I'm going to see this hospital room, and this little plastic cradle.
And I'm going to zoom in, because I have this ability to zoom in on things.
And I'm going to zoom in on this cradle, and I'm going to see this child's face that tells me something.
But I don't completely reintegrate the memory that is linked to this child.
And little by little, the memory comes back.
And there, I know it's my child, and the entity tells me, but it's your daughter.
You just had a daughter.
And there, I realize that I can't stay.
And in a second, I realize that I have to go back, that I have to go back.
I can't leave, I have to come back.
I have to come back to grab hold of life and reintegrate my responsibilities.
And accompany these two children in their lives.
So the entity encourages me to go back.
And I'm going to feel the very subtle passage where I reintegrate my earthly consciousness,
my field of earthly consciousness.
I feel this slip.
I feel that I reintegrate my physical body through the fontanelle.
And it's excessively difficult because I find myself stuck in a body with a vision that is completely oriented,
while in this experience I had access to an unlimited vision of 360 degrees.
And I had access to infinite knowledge.
So I reintegrate my body and I realize that a lot has changed.
When I wake up, I see a person on the right who is the nurse.
And I feel this ability to scan a positive or negative potential, a balance of the two.
Which in her case is very positive, very loving.
And I realize that plants are no longer plants.
I see a bright, vibrant halo that I had never seen before.
The colors have changed, they are much brighter.
And a person on the left, who is above me, is watching me.
And I'm a little panicked because she has a rather negative charge and that bothers me.
We realize that we don't know where we start and where we end.
We have the impression that we have a body, but that we have a consciousness that is able to go much further than that.
And much further than the body.
And it's something I've been keeping since this experience.
I work on it and I validate it through experiences of remodeling or clairvoyance or mediumship.
And we realize that consciousness goes much further.
And that it is not completely ingrained in this body and limited to this body.
And it is this essential awareness that we do after an EMDR.
So, indeed, all life is modified.
We are no longer necessarily the same.
We are no longer interested in the same thing at all.
And we no longer see humans in the same way.
The human being has inevitably become something wonderful for me.
With infinite capacities.