Good morning
I'm a troublemaker YouTuber who uploads gloomy, gloomy videos
I'm a refugee from overseas
Today, I'd like to talk about the human relationships I'm having in the U.S.
Americans have a strong spirit of helping each other
and are friendly, so human relationships aren't easy
This is a phrase I'm often told
In an old video, I talked to a colleague and a senior in the U.S.
Unfortunately, the tragedy still continues
The place I work at now is a large construction company
and is quite strict on people with racial discrimination, bullying, and bad attitudes
Basically, racial discrimination is immediately dismissed
Bullying and harassment will be dismissed unless they are strictly monitored and improved
It's been four months since I was sent to my current company
Actually, I had a lot of difficulties
About two months ago, I challenged myself to be a football manager
and I was able to pass
I was the only one in the team who had a football manager's license
I became the company's football manager
My main job is to make sure that the footpath is in line with the rules after the footpath is built
If there is no particular problem, I can sign the tag and use the footpath
The other day, I dropped my coffee jar
I despair at my stupidity
I check the footpath for each shift
If there is a problem and someone is injured, it is my responsibility
I feel uncomfortable when there is a violation of regulations or a problem after the footpath is built
I have to ask my senior to redo or fix it
I am an experienced football player myself
so it's pretty awkward for me to ask my senior to redo the footpath after 10 or 20 years of experience
In order to take this glass shot, I drowned the camera
I despair while crying
Water got into the lens
Of course, I respect and tell my senior to fix it
but some people have a pretty tough attitude
Last week, a footpath was built
I called my senior to ask him to fix the ladder part
Why do I have to ask your opinion as an experienced football player?
Well, it's a long story
I persuade my senior that if someone gets injured on this footpath, I will be held responsible
After 10 minutes, I go to check the footpath again
There was a tag for checking on the floor
The tag on the footpath is something that only I can remove
I tell my senior about it
Don't come to me every time even though you are an experienced football player
This time, it became a public opinion
As a footpath manager, I am not being arrogant
I am just trying to do my job well
In the end, my senior told me to be careful of my boss
He said that if I do it again, I will be fired
Actually, this senior has been hurting me for a few months
One day, I was talking about car parking with my co-worker
I was talking to my co-worker about car parking in Japan
He said something like,
''This is not your country''
I didn't understand what he meant, so I ignored him
While I was on my way, the bottle fell and I broke the contents
Why am I so unlucky today?
I'm going to work
I'm working hard in hell
Thank you for your hard work
I'm a human trash who only complains
Let's go back to the story of human relations
I think you all know that I have an allergy
I didn't want to be seen as a virus at work, so I've been wearing a mask
While I was working, I was coughing
My senior told me to go home if I was coughing
He said, ''You have a terrible allergy. Please go to the hospital and get tested. It's not a virus or a cold, so don't worry''
I said, ''I have an allergy, so go home. It's disgusting''
He said, ''I'm tired''
This is my impression
There are several reasons why I decided to go to university
One of the reasons is that I thought I didn't have to get involved with people
My Japanese best friend used to run a family business
He told me, ''Nanmin, you're very talented, so become a carpenter''
I'm not good at dealing with people because I'm extremely small
I thought I could do it if I were a carpenter
However, I found out that American carpenters work as a team
Most of the time, they work as a team
If I'm not good at dealing with people because I'm a random person, or if the other person is an asshole,
I'll end up in a hellish workplace
Most of the time, I decide to work for a stupid reason that I think is cool, has a high salary, and I think I can do it
I chose to work as a carpenter because I'm good at making things and I don't want to talk to people
At the actual site, I make things or carry heavy materials
In addition, I have to fight like every day with the mischievous people at the site
When I actually do it, there are a lot of things that are different from what I thought
Of course, I think there are strange people and nasty people at Japanese workplaces
American strange people have too strong habits
In addition, there are people who drink alcohol or do drugs at the site, so they are quite out of control
To be honest, my life as a carpenter from now on
Even if I carry heavy materials all the time, I can't be a carpenter for one person
I have to fight with the Americans like every day
In Japan, it is often said to ignore or deal with
In the United States, the situation escalates more and more if you don't convey what you say
Even if I have an argument with strange people every time, the head of the carpenter's association often says,
I think there are some people who think that if they quit, they can earn the same amount of money in another place
Currently, I think I can earn the same amount of money in another place even if I quit,
but there is no guarantee that my salary will increase from now on
Losing health insurance that almost all families can cover for free is also a neck
I often see in the comments
You are not depressed
If you are depressed, you can't upload such a video, you can't go to work
The symptoms of depression vary from person to person
Not everyone has the same symptoms
However, there are also symptoms that are common, such as depression, loss of thinking power, and depression in everything
To be honest, I don't know if I'm depressed
I just think so because the diagnosis came out, so there is no definitive proof
You don't like it?
No, I love it
No, you don't
I love it
No, you don't
I love it
You're chewing it weird
I'm not chewing it weird
Depression is often controlled by medicine
In the first place, it started a few months ago
I lost the taste of food, my emotions became flat, and I suddenly couldn't get up from bed
I thought, what does this mean?
I've managed to achieve it so far with the goal of uploading a video every two weeks
To be honest, there are days when the symptoms of depression still worsen and I can't get up
As I, the viewer, said, I really hope I'm not depressed
I can say this to other streamers, but the content in the video is not everything
There are so many things around me that I can't tell you in the video
I'm also hurt by the heartless comments, so I hope you enjoy the video as an entertainment
Recently, there have been so many negative comments that I'm desperate
I went to Home Depot with my son to buy some tools
I can't buy anything
Also, the woman who often calls me
Please stop trying to sell solar panels