NEW IN SPRING HAUL + LIFE LATELY | WEEKLY VLOG | Suzie Bonaldi

Good morning. How are you doing? I'll tell you what, it's been a bit of an ordeal getting to the start of this vlog this morning. There has been so much drilling. I'll tell you what, I am sick. There are a few things that I'm sick of at the moment, but I'm sick of the drilling. It interrupted me repeatedly on Friday when I was trying to film and it was so annoying and it has come back today. It has returned. There's works on either side of the street, the road's been closed off, so I can't even leave. I can't even be like, oh, screw it. I'm just going to go be somewhere else. No. So I basically spent my morning waiting for it to stop. It's taken a while. Do you know what I'm also sick of? I'm sick of cold. It is so cold. It got a little bit warmer last week and now it's gone back to being cold again and I am just so over this winter. I was not made to live in this climate. I'll tell you that. But today is Monday. I've got a fresh start, fresh week, not necessarily off to the best start. However, we move and the drilling has stopped. I'm so happy. And I actually just had a really nice chill weekend. I saw my sibling. I don't know why I always call him sibling and his girlfriend on Friday. And that was really fun. Brian and I have got a trip to Liverpool that we've planned and they're coming with us and we were just like planning bits out. So that's all been really lovely. So I know if you have any recommendations for mainly places to eat, I like eating when I travel. If you have any recommendations of places to eat in Liverpool, I would love to hear your suggestions. It's going to be short and sweet, but I'm really excited. I've always wanted to go and visit and I've actually never been. So really excited for that. And aside from that, I spent most of my weekend on the sofa binge watching Inventing Anna. I always go to call it something different because Ryan will literally call it like a different, like inviting Ella, something like that every single time he talks about it. But I really, really enjoyed watching that. It was so good. Did a little bit of online shopping, ordered a new lawnmower, all of the very exciting things. So that was my weekend. This week is a bit of a chilled one. I think I'm slightly busier towards the end of the week and the weekend. But today I'm mostly at home. Today, one of the top priorities on my to do list is to start getting our garage renovation sorted. We're at this point where as soon as there's a call that I make, it basically starts rolling. And I'm a little bit scared, if I'm honest, like, I don't know, it's just such a big step. But I'm really excited to do that. I actually had a dream at the weekend about like, you ever have those dreams where they're so real, they're so close to real life, that you actually can't tell that they're ever a dream until you wake up and you're like, oh, that didn't actually happen. I had a dream that the loft conversion had been done. And I was literally like planning in my walk-in wardrobe. And obviously it was quite heartbroken when I woke up and I was like, oh, that was not real. Cool. And I've actually got to wait the longest time for that to happen because we've had the drawings, which I think I will have shown you in a vlog before. Oh, I need to put that in the vlog. Although we've started the process of having the drawings drawn up in terms of like cash flow, it's not going to happen right away. I think we're kind of aiming for end of next year. So I really have the longest time to go until my walk-in wardrobe. So I don't even know I'm getting so excited right now. But anyway, aside from the building stuff today, I've got lots of editing to do and I'm really, really, really banged on it. It's just not my favourite thing, but I need to crack on with that. I've got two nail videos to edit now. I need to get my butt into gear. Also need to start working on a spring, like transitional outfits video, like winter to spring. So I've got a lot to do and I'm basically putting all of it off by sitting here talking with you. Major procrastination vibes going on today. I'm really happy with how my hair came out today. I've got a new... I don't know what it is, a new little hair technique, which I will maybe show you tomorrow because I'm not sure if this is going to like fully hold. It's basically a specific technique with my straighteners and then I put it into rollers, kind of like hold it, but also to just like tweak the shape slightly. And yeah, I think it's cute. So this is my little outfit of the day. I have got a body on from Missguided and then my leather trousers from Zara and then my converse. Yeah, that is it. Oh, and then my hoops are Monica Vinader and then my rings. I have one Monica Vinader one on and then the rest are a mix of Mejuri and Local Eclectic. And my lip product of the day is Anastasia Beverly Hills Naked. Oh, look at you. You're too much. We have post. I may have made a late night mango. Will I like any of it now that I have it in my hand? So that is the question. Oh, I forgot how nice it was to sit in this spot when the sun is actually shining. It makes me remember why I started sitting here in the first place. OK, first item. Yes, cute. I really like these trousers. I thought with like a white crop during spring and summer could be really cute. And I like the tone of them a lot. They're very like work weary, but I feel like with a white T-shirt, like especially if it's cropped on me, I think it might freshen it up a little bit. I think it'll look best paired with like white stuff to kind of make it look a little bit more like fun and playful. I feel like if I put it on with what I'm wearing now, I'd look very work wear. But if you do work in an office or like smart environment, I always say office because that's where I personally associate with being like a smart environment. I say that the last office I worked in was very much like the casual end of smart casual. So I don't know what I'm talking about. But if you work in an environment that needs you to dress smart, these could be a really good option. I'll try those on. I've got these in a size 36, which says it's a UK 8. Yeah, I think these are going to fit well. OK, then we have a black trench coat. I really like mango trench coats. My favourite trench coat that I own is from Mango, and it's in a lovely like nude colour. And I really like a black trench. I have this like dustery coat, but it is so light, like it's more summer type trench. But I thought with that in mind, this could be a really good option. I picked it up in a size extra small. I believe that's the size I have my other trench in. But this does look like it's a little bit more fitted. So, you know, that could have been a poor decision. I think it'll be cute, though. I think I would get a lot of wear out of this if it fits right. Next, we have this cut out body, which feels like swimsuit material. I'm slightly confused. Have I accidentally ordered a swimming costume? But it's really thin. But yeah, you guys know I love a black body and I like any top at the moment. It's got like a cute design that can basically dress up jeans. So really excited to try that on. I got a size small. Yeah. Then we have this really cute shirt. It's like a silky kind of material. It's quite a bit thicker than I expected, but I like that. I think that's going to be really nice. And I love the black trim on it. It's very cute. I would definitely wear it more open rather than fully done up like this. I literally look like I should be going to school. I thought this could be really cute with like my leather trousers, that kind of vibe. So we'll see how I go on with this one. I got it in a size small UKA. It's quite oversized, so I definitely wouldn't bother like taking a size up if you're in between sizes. OK, next item. I thought this could be a really nice one for dinners out, like a smarter kind of dinner, probably like a work dinner for me. It's this faux leather skirt. It's in a mini length. I've been loving my faux leather mini skirt so much at the moment, and I thought this could actually be a really nice one for if I don't want to have my legs out as much. I also don't want to like wear tights. I thought this could be so cute. A really nice one with like a black body like this and maybe like my Jimmy Choo boots would be really, really cute. Or like a pair of strappy sandals as things get a tiny bit warmer with like my Zara sleeveless bodies on the top. That would be really, really cute. So I'm excited to try this on. I've got a size small. OK, next we have this black midi dress and it's got like a cut outside. I thought it was really, really cute. It might be a bit long on me. I've got a lot of material going on here. It might be more of a maxi dress. This might maybe not be the one. I got it in a size small. Yeah, not sure I love the material. I actually would have been happier with like a thick jersey. I know not everyone would feel the same, but the material that it is makes it feel a bit more like work weary, a little bit more like corporate. I'm not sure. I'll try it on anyway. And then we have this body. This body also feels like swimsuit material as well. So I think it's just the way Mango. Why do I feel like I've said Zara? Oh God. This might just be the way Mango bodies are made. I personally don't love it, but I do really like the colour of this. It's really cute. I think it would look so nice with the black faux leather skirt. It could kind of look cute with the trousers as well. Maybe it might be a bit too warm toned, but yeah, I really love the colour of this. That was what attracted me to it. I've got it in a size small. So that is it for today's Mango order. Let's try these bits on, see what I think. I have high hopes for the trench coat, the trench coat and the trousers and the faux leather skirt. I'm really excited to try this on. Okay. What do we think? Cute? Yes or no? I think I need a different bra with this. I'm currently wearing a bandeau bra and I just don't feel like this body is super flattering. It's quite thin, so it's not really holding me in at all. Like it's doing nothing for the girls. So I think I'd probably need like a very supportive bra on with this. The colour's really cute, but I don't know. I think there's like quite a bit of excess material and because it's like thin, it's just creasing a lot. I'm not sure. Can you let me know? Do you like it? Would you keep it? Oh no, I just don't. No, it's too thin. Such a shame because it's so cute, but I also feel like it's actually washing me out a little bit as well, which is not ideal. Okay. So the drilling is back, but we're going to carry on because otherwise I'm getting absolutely nothing done today. These are the trousers, which as you can probably tell are a little bit, just a little bit too long for me, but it should be fine to adjust them slightly, I think. What do you think? Do you think they're worth cutting down? Not literally cutting down, I mean like adjusting. I think they could be really nice with like a pair of cute like sandals in the summer, just paired with a top like this. I think it would be really nice. I really like the high waist and how much they like streamline your hips. I think it looks really cute, really like cinches in the waist and I really like that. I love the pockets. Yeah, let me know what you guys think. Okay, the trench is super long, but I really like it. I really, really like it. I think with just a pair of leggings and like a t-shirt, exactly like I've got on now, I think it really elevates just like a really simple t-shirt and legging trainer combo. I really like all of the like colouring and detailing on it. I think it looks really cute. It's got a tie waist as well, which is ideal. Yeah, I really like it. So the tie waist cinches you in really, really nicely. The length is great, looks good with trainers. So the sleeves are nice and long as well, so it feels like a little bit oversized. I think I have nailed it with this purchase. I'm very, very happy. Okay, so this one could do with a steam, but I'm really not going to bother because I think the material is way too thick. It just, it doesn't sit very well and I just don't think it's particularly great quality. I'm just, I'm really not loving it. I don't feel like I would get the wear out of it. It's just not really sitting very well to be honest. I think it's made to be done up as well and that is just not how I want to wear it. It just kind of like is all over the gaff without it, but too thick to like be floaty and cute like this. It just, it's not really working. Okay, I'm not sure about this one. I think I'm maybe wearing, maybe wearing the skirt wrong. It looks okay from the front, but when I turn to the side, the knot detail just, it's giving me food baby and I currently have no food baby and I don't know if I'm meant to be wearing it lower maybe so that it has less of that and that doesn't look right to me because then it looks like this. I'm so confused. Maybe I need a smaller size. I'm sure it's meant to be more, a bit more high-waisted. Oh, I don't know. I'm really not sure on this one. The body is nice. It's not giving me much of a cutout vibe though because it's quite long for a body so I've got a lot of excess down on the lower half of the body. It's definitely made for someone a bit taller than me and then I think it would have like more of I'm just really sad that it's not really working out the way I had envisioned. It just looks like I've got a random hole in the body as well because it's not really giving me the cutout vibe I meant to have. Okay, this dress is really nice. I forgot about the chain detailing which I haven't fully unwrapped because I don't know if I'm going to keep this but it's really cute. However, I'm not sure if I should have gone for a size down because I don't know if you'll be able to see there's quite a lot of like excess material around the arms. In fact, the arms in general are just quite big on me. I don't know if you can see but there's just like a lot of excess but it's just not really giving the like luxury evening vibes which is kind of what I think this dress is all about. Like it's got that cutout, the lovely chain. It would be an amazing like dinner dress like going out for a really nice dinner kind of vibe but the arms and the excess material like around the underarm area it's kind of just like letting it down a little bit. So I think I'd maybe need a size down but once again over the hips I am not sure that this would be fitting. I feel like this is a repeat issue that I'm having with this order and like mango sizing is that I need a size down for my top half but there's no way my bottom half is fitting into any of these items if I size down. So not ideal but love this little like cutout detailing with the chain. I think it's really really nice. Just shame about the overall sizing but let me know what you guys think. Do you like it? Do you think it's a keeper? Would you just deal with the fact that there's like lots of excess material? Maybe like roll the sleeve up? This is what it looks like with the sleeve rolled up but again this like material around here is just very visually annoying. Everybody thought I'd quickly jump on here before the drilling starts again because I have a feeling it's about to start. I'm gonna show you how I did my hair yesterday. As you can see it hasn't really stayed. It's just kind of got a bit of a kink to the ends now and it's not looking too great so I'm gonna do a little refresh and kind of repeat what I did yesterday. It wasn't too intense in terms of the heat on it, just like one go on the ends which I don't think is too bad. So basically I was trying to find a method that with curling my hair I find I'm keeping a heat tool on the hair for like longer than I would basically with a straightener because you're constantly moving a straightener. So I basically kind of straighten the root of the hair and then I just roll the straightener like that and it gives you this kind of like little wave to the end and then what I did yesterday was take that curl and there we go. Hello good morning Jules. And then I'd roll it and pin it. Obviously start normally from and then when I take it out it would look like that. I don't start with the top half of my hair obviously. I section it as you will see. I'm gonna do a like sped up version of this but I thought I'd just talk you through the technique first. It's super easy. Just one thing to note is I don't curl away from my face like at an angle like this to give a curl. I go straight over so it gives that more like bouncy blow-dry kind of curl. And the only prep I've done for this is to add a little bit of oil to my hair. I put this in my hair at the moment morning and evening just to really help my hair stay hydrated because if it's more hydrated it's less likely to break. So I did that when I woke up so it's all kind of like sunk in now which is great. So yeah I'm gonna crack on. I'm not gonna compete with the drilling. We'll see how we go today in terms of this vlog because this could be a bit of a disaster like yesterday. Drowning out the drilling. And there we are. And sod's law I've just had a call from an inspector that's coming to look at the garage before we kind of like get it all booked in. He's coming in 20 minutes so this isn't gonna have a very long set. I'm gonna hope for the best. I'm gonna get some makeup on and then I'll hopefully show you the finished result shortly. Okay I've just got my makeup to a point where I can answer the door to the inspector without looking insane but following that I obviously need to sort out the monstrosity on my head because that is also gonna make me look insane. There we go. Look at that. Now if I were a normal human being I would hairspray this but I actually don't love hairspray. Even like the gentle hairsprays I find that when I brush my hair later on it just makes my hair feel knotty. I'm worried that it's gonna break. I'm not a fan. I'm still annoyed at myself that I forgot to put mousse in my hair when I washed it. When did I wash it? Sunday night? Because I think I actually wouldn't have to be doing this right now a second day on the trough if I'd have remembered to put mousse in it. That was one of the suggestions from you guys. I can't remember what your name was. Whoever you are I'm so thankful to you for suggesting a mousse because actually it's a real game changer. This is the kind of look that I would be looking to achieve with my GHD Rise which I love more than any other hair styling tool right now that I own but I do just find like that constant heat styling it's probably not doing my hair any favors and I'm not quite at like the length I want to be yet so I still have like a decent amount of growth still to go so like I want to get it to like down here I think. Yeah that is my current hair styling routine. It's working out pretty well. Fingers crossed next time I wash my hair and remember to put mousse in it because I think it will just hold so much better. I think the builders are on lunch. I can hear my own thoughts. So I'm actually stuck inside all day waiting for deliveries which well not all day but maybe all day which is annoying however the inspector has been for the garage and everything seems to be kind of normal with that. No snacks thankfully. So that's all done and I'm just going to do some add me bits now whilst I wait for my deliveries to arrive. I'll show you what they are when they arrive. I'm going to make a little smoothie at the moment as well. I'm going to try and make something resembling the rebuild from Joe and the Juice because it's like my favourite thing. I'm actually going into town on Friday so it's going to be a Joe and the Juice day and I'm really looking forward to it. Yeah I'm going to try and make something. I have no idea what I'm going to be doing so I'm literally just going to wing it. I'm thinking like bananas, some kind of chocolatey substance, oats, protein powder, maybe I'll do a shot of decaf coffee maybe. Will that be nice? I don't know. I'm going to give it a go. Let's see how this goes. Not bad. I feel like it needs dates. I think the rebuild has that and I think it really helps. Yeah overall pretty good. I think I could have done with less nuts. It's kind of a bit hazelnutty which is quite nice, like a hazelnutty iced coffee kind of vibe. So this has a whole banana in it, chocolate oat milk, vanilla protein powder, scoop of peanut butter, nuts. Basically I think I've overdone it on the nuts. The peanut butter is a really nice addition there. It comes through really nicely. Ice, shot of decaf coffee. I probably didn't need as much milk for the bed that I was putting ice in so that's something I'll definitely tweak next time. Look what has arrived. Oops flashing into the door. I put a jumper on by the way because I got really cold after I had my smoothie. Now I'm actually roasting. Like I'm surprised my cheeks aren't red. They're kind of doing that thing where I feel like my pores are really open right now. I get this weird feeling here when I get really hot. Anyway very excited because my Farfetch delivery for the day has arrived. I think I ordered two items and I think this is just one of them because they're coming from separate stores. However fully blaming you guys for one of the purchases I made on Farfetch because you asked me to link my sunglasses and whenever I have to link things I always end up buying something else and I bought something else. Oh my god also I forgot to tell you. Hang on. I'm gonna put a picture of it on screen. The body that arrived yesterday in my mango order was not the body I ordered. I knew there was something weird about it. I was like this just doesn't look like how I thought it was gonna look. It's not the same body. I reordered. So that's where I went onto mango and saw other things I liked. So yeah I'll show you that in an upcoming vlog. But yeah I was shocked. I was like I knew there was something weird about that body and I went and looked at my order and I was like completely different body. Much better. Anyway this purchase has been a long time coming. I have been telling myself I'm gonna buy these every spring. For the past four years the boxes didn't used to look like this. I really like the new boxes. It's so cool. Even the tissue paper. I love it. Really really like that. That was a good move. Oh wow. I have not bought from Gucci in a long time. This is cool. I really like it. You're awake now. Now I've started speaking. Sorry. Say hello. Oh my baby. She's just delicious. I have the Gucci loafers. However I'd always regretted getting them with a back. I just don't feel like they sit particularly well on like my body. I think because my ankle is shorter. Like not having a back. My ankle is shorter? My leg is shorter. Not having a back kind of almost elongates the foot a little bit more and I find it a bit more flattering. So finally I picked these up. I really hope they're gonna fit. I'd also love the new pair as well but at the moment they're not in stock in my size. However I'm gonna keep searching. But I think the new pair would look really cute with cute summer dresses. I think my little Mo is here. Oh dear. Always whenever I'm like in the middle of something with you guys. But yeah I picked up the black because I thought they'd just be super wearable for every day. Like really cute with a pair of jeans or trousers. Even a dress as well. Yes! Can now mow my grass again. It's been getting pretty long. Black jeans like a full all black outfit. But I think these would just be perfect for the spring because they're not too closed in and I can get more out of them as we go into summer. Ultimately I just think they're very practical for spring, summer, autumn in the UK. If like the weather is like warmer and I don't want to have my foot fully like closed in. These will be a really nice option. Especially because in the UK we don't get the hottest summer. I think I will get a lot of wear out of these during the summer months. Do they fit? Do they fit? Do they? Oh yeah. They fit really nicely. So I got these in a size five. They feel a little bit loose. However the weather conditions when I wear these will be slightly warmer and my feet will probably swell slightly. So I'd say they'll probably be a perfect fit for spring summer. They still feel tight enough over this part of the foot to be like practical. I don't feel like they'll just be flying off every time I take a step. But yeah there is a little bit of room in them. So if you are like in between sizes like I, one of my feet is a four and a half. I think it's the foot that I've actually put the shoe on is a four and a half. So the other foot feels slightly more snug. So I would say they're a very true size five. So if you're worried at all about sizing they are like a decent size five. This is what they look like on. I've just thrown them on with my Zara leather look trousers. I think they'll be super cute with the trench coat as well. Maybe I'll show you that now. But I am working on a winter spring transitional outfits type video. So you will get to see these like properly styled up very very soon hopefully. So this is the look with the trench coat on. I'm obsessed with this trench coat. This trench coat made the fact that that mango order was a real dud for me. And this trench coat made it all worth it. I'm so so happy with it. And I think it looks really cute with like a pair of leather trousers. These loafers. I don't know if I wear the white t-shirt. I'm not normally a huge fan of like I like all black most of the time. I actually think it's quite a cute outfit despite the white t-shirt to be honest. Good morning how are you doing? I've got a big stack of posts to unbox with you today. I'm actually I have a couple of bits from Zara. I'm gonna leave those because I think I've got enough for a good video. So keep an eye out for that. It'll probably be up more towards the end of the month. Yeah I've got a few other bits that have arrived this morning. I've got some PR and then a couple of little bits that I picked up. One from Farfetch, one from Monica I'm really excited to show you both of those. Yeah today it is Thursday. This week feels like it's been a bit of an emotional roller coaster. So I'm just having like a slow chill day today. I'm excited to just like make myself some yummy dinner tonight and chill. I'm wearing this really cute shirt today. It's from Zara and I just love the colour of it. I think it works really nicely for like spring with like a pair of leggings and stuff like that. But it's going to be such a good one to wear in the summer with like a pair of white shorts. I think it's going to be so cute. Yeah I love this a lot. I also love the fact that it it kind of creases easily but the creases drop out so quickly. Like I wore it the other day and tucked it in and it was like super creasy on the bottom half and then I just left it and it's absolutely perfect. So yeah very happy with that. I also have a different lip colour on today to usual. I'm wearing Anastasia Beverly Hills, same brand but different lip colour. The liquid lip in Pure Hollywood and I always feel like a completely different person when I wear this colour. It's such a like pale mauve-y nude, not something, it's like very cool toned, not something that I'd normally go for. I always feel like really done when I wear this colour but I absolutely love it today. I've gone with a brown lip liner just to kind of make it look a little bit more natural because it looks quite like very like mauve-y pink but very light, like very white based without any lip liner and just kind of looks a bit off on my skin but a brown lip liner is beautiful. So yeah I actually have no jewellery on today as well because I'm really excited to open this little package. I made a little order for Monica Veneda last Friday and one item isn't actually coming for a little while but I think there's one or two items in here, I think one, I honestly can't remember. I had quite a lot in my basket and I had to do that thing you know where you like whittle it down because you're like I've really gone overboard here. Yeah excited to pop that on, that's why I'm not wearing any necklaces and then I'll like pick my jewellery once I've unboxed that. Yeah I'm gonna set you down and we will unbox this together. I actually don't know, there's a space in case delivery that's on the bottom as well, it's quite big, I have no idea what that is. Of course the drilling gets louder as soon as I sit down. It's an ongoing saga this week, the building work is, it's actually like road works, it's actually getting worse, it's getting bigger, it's getting longer every day, I'm a step away from moving out. Yeah we're getting started with my Monica Veneda order. It is two bits so I didn't whittle down the order as much as I probably should have. So first item, cute, so cute, sorry I should be showing you. I've wanted this necklace for so long, such a sweet little necklace, it's like this gold circle with a little diamond in the middle, really really pretty. I have been wearing my Monica Veneda, it's like a round little diamond circle, I've been wearing it so much lately. So I wanted to, like I like to switch up my jewellery but I do really like little simple pieces like this so I thought I would get something that's like similar but not the same and I like that this was a bit more noticeable and less dainty. Really cute, yeah I really like that you can adjust the chains as well, I think that's like a perfect length for this, I think because it's a little bit more chunky it suits being like a little bit higher up on the neckline. You could also make it a choker as well if you wanted to, yeah really love that. And the other piece I picked up is this necklace, it is so pretty, so cute, I love that. So this was to replace my necklace that I got for my birthday and I very sadly lost, which was sadly like a real gold chain and then a really gorgeous little diamond which is basically like, you can barely see it but it was so subtle and so pretty and I absolutely loved it and the chain unfortunately was so dainty that it snapped, it must have snapped when I was like changing or something, but I was watching an old vlog back from like autumn the other day and I saw it and I was like oh I really miss that, it just looks so cute. So I decided to pick this one up from Monica Vinader because it's quite similar, yeah I absolutely love it, just so dainty, really doesn't like stand out at all but it's like nice to, I always really like having a necklace on, like I don't know what it is even if it's like super like barely visible, I really love it. So those were the two that I picked up from Monica Vinader, if you want to pick any of these up as well I have a 20% off code, I'm not working with them in this video but they very kindly let the code run for quite long periods of time at a time so love them for that, thank you guys. So I think it's like suzyb20 or something like that, I will confirm in the info box and then the other half of my flower fetch order has arrived and I blame you guys for this, this is completely your fault. I picked up a new pair of sunglasses, so lots of you will know I have these, I get asked about these all the time and other stories actually do a dupe which I always forget and I may have really effed up in this situation because I'm pretty sure and other stories do the version of these that I wanted, I really love them anyway. So I picked up these sunglasses from Saint Laurent, same style I believe or very kind of like similar in their shape, yeah they're called something different now, so when I originally purchased them they were called like the wave, there's a code for it which is like ls26 or something like that, it's actually on them sl276, these are the mica sunglasses and these also say mica on them but actually when I purchased them online when I go back and look at the name of them on the website they say lsl276 wave so I don't know if they renamed them but anyway I picked them up in this really cute tortoise shell which I thought would be so nice for like spring summer just as a slightly softer alternative and these are just my favourite sunglasses, I literally wear them every day, I barely wear any other style of sunglasses now, these are just like my go-tos, I haven't had a pair of sunglasses I've worn religiously like this in a really long time so yeah I thought it'd be cute for spring summer just to have a softer version, however I would say they are quite similar just ever so slightly softer but the lens colour is also slightly different as well, this is more of a rose tinted lens and this one is more of a green tinted lens, I might actually put one of these in to have prescription lenses put in so that I can actually drive and wear my sunglasses because it's blinding out there, so that was the other half of my Farfetch order, I'm very very happy, I'm gonna open up this little surprise from Space NK, so we have some more bits from Rare Beauty, this is so cute, we've got a makeup, this is their like Rare Beauty do merch, they do a little makeup brush cup, very sweet, then we have a little makeup bag which is very handy, it's really large, I like that, that's gonna be really handy for travelling with and then I just love it when brands do a hoodie, so cute, it's this lovely like raspberry pink colour, very very cute, thank you very much Space NK for that, I'm really tempted to peek into my Zara order, this is so cute, a little bit sheer but with the new bra underneath, still be really cute, this would be so nice with like a pair of white jeans I think for like spring summer, but yeah that is the sneak peek, that's all you're getting, so if you want to see me try that on and you want to see what else I got, that will be coming up this month, so excited to share that with you, look at these, do these not just look absolutely delicious, I've taken one out, I gave it to Ryan this morning before I came home, I actually haven't tried them yet but I'm so excited to eat them, feel like they'd be amazing with like either a peanut butter that's maybe got like a bit of flavour to it, like there used to be a blueberry peanut butter from Pippin Up, I really wish I'd like kept a backlog of that, or I think it could be really great with like a blueberry compote, maybe a little bit of yogurt, almost like treat it like a crumpet or a pancake or something or some french toast, it'll be so good, so do you need something, you're just sitting here staring at me, oh you're so cute, you're such a good girl, such a good girl, look how small your head is, why are you so small, high five, so don't mind me I'm not making another cup of tea, I'm making I have a question for you guys, which is what shocks you most about adult life, like you've made it, got here, we're all adults, what has surprised you slash shocked you the most? Lauren said the cost of tuna, which I raised her with, the cost of like fresh tuna because £6 for some tuna steaks, what the effing fresh hell, and mine was how quickly grass grows, boring yet still shocking, so yeah down below in the comments please, what has shocked you the most about adult life, I would love to know, I feel like you'll have some good ones, popping out to the shop, this is my little OOTD, the jacket is jacket, my coat is from 12 stories, I love it, it's so soft, it's the prettiest nude colour, it matches the shirt I'm wearing underneath, my bag is from adenola but I've got my Fendi camera bag on because I just get so scared about losing my purse, and then I've got my leggings on, adenola socks, Nike trainers, yeah off to get some food because I have no food in my fridge again and I don't know who's eating all this food but it can't be me, there's 100 me but I don't know, I don't remember eating all of it, this is also an excellent opportunity to test road, road test, to road test the new sunnies, the same but different sunnies, honestly I'll never get over how dorky I look with glasses on, wow we're blue in here let's change that, hello not blue anymore, that's better, it's giving Inventing Anna vibes, so basic, oh god that was really bad, anyway I'm so sorry if my accents ever offend anyone I'm just not, not an actress, I, it's like, it's eight o'clock, I'm ready to go to bed, if you are a human, with small humans, I don't understand how you do life, I think about it basically every day, like I hit 28 and then I just suddenly felt tired and I remember saying it, I was like I literally feel like I've just hit 28 and I'm tired, I don't understand how you're meant to do life with small children, I'm already tired, I think not to be dramatic but if I got any more tired I'd be dead, literally the most dramatic thing I've said all day, anyway I'm gonna get ready for bed now, I'm gonna love you and leave you here, I'm gonna leave you with a montage of me doing my skincare, I hope you've all enjoyed spending a couple of days with me, if I'm gonna be honest, it's been a rough couple of days and I feel like I haven't really given much in terms of chat, so yeah I hope you guys don't mind that this was like one big vloggy long ass haul, I hope you enjoyed it, I really do, I feel like I've been a little bit off my video game lately but I think we are getting to a good point now and I'm feeling like, I feel like positive for the next few vlogs that they're gonna be back on track, although so many of you, can I just take a moment about how many of you are so nice and you literally message me like I have always liked your videos or I, some of you are like I'm not gonna lie I stopped watching your videos a few years ago but the basic sentiment is everyone is like either I did watch your videos or I love your videos anyway but the recent videos, the past couple of months have just been my absolute favourite and I just want to say a big thank you from the bottom of my heart for that because they, the vlogs I vlog over a longer period of days at the moment rather than doing like a vlog one here one there and it does mean that it takes longer to produce one whole video because it's like three days of vlogging instead of just like bashing it out in one go, it's more effort, the raw footage, the raw footage is like at least two hours, Lauren I'm so sorry, it really makes it worth it that you guys have been really loving the vlogs and I really appreciate that and that's why I'm quite hard on myself if I'm not like if I don't feel like I'm giving I feel like I'm letting the team down because I always want you to enjoy the videos, I hope no one's noticed that I've been off my game because actually we edit the videos and I forget that it doesn't look necessarily like I'm off my game, yeah my basic point is I've been off my game, I hope no one noticed but if even if you didn't I've pointed it out now but I hope regardless of whether you did notice it or not you have enjoyed this vlog, I'm actually going to bring you along with me this weekend for next week's, next I forgot the schedule has left my brain along with every other brain cell other than the capability of like talking gibberish right now apparently, but my point being I'm excited to bring you along for my weekend with me because it's going to be just like a pretty nice weekend, I'm really looking forward to it, mostly because I get to go to Jo and the Juice tomorrow, guys I'm buzzed, I'm so buzzed about it, anyway I hope you guys will enjoy this video, I love you so much and I'll see you again I think on next Monday, who knows, love you bye!