Spiritual Ascension and Politics _ Sherry Wilde.

My contact has become cloudy since I was poisoned, since I was attacked, between the poison and the alpha radiation that was used on me and the whole mind control. I mean, all of the stuff that I went through, it just, it wiped me out. And so, to have good communication generally means that you have to have a pretty high frequency. And my frequency was brought way down from those events. So my contact is sporadic. It's interesting that when I hear from him, it's in sporadic moments. Like I was saying yesterday, I'll be having a conversation with Jim or something like I was having. When I said something about how it was strange that all the people near and dear to me, most everyone who was near and dear to me, disappeared from my life. And I said to him, you know, it's hard not to get paranoid. It almost seems like it's by design. And then wham, then I hear from Da, you know, he goes, he goes that, huh, you know, and you thought that was just a coincidence? Or what did he say? Something along those lines. He said, you know, that was all by design. You know, you are being isolated. So I get things like that. I don't have the kind of contact I had before, which was the purpose, I think, of the attack, because I had such clear downloads from them and such clear conscious recall of my time with them. But it's diminished greatly since about 2014. And I've been very distracted, just trying to keep, well, trying to keep the body alive. I didn't want to keep the body alive after a while. You know, that was another part of it, requesting an exit and being granted an exit. And that story has been told. And it's, you know, it's not my favorite story to tell. But it's interesting to me that the, Anelia Benz, who was the one who delivered the messages to me from my guys saying, you know, what I reconsider saying, she doesn't call it an intervention. So I don't want to call it an intervention, but it felt like an intervention to me. So right now, my guys mainly seem to be focused on my staying here in order to get the movie. They want the movie to come out. And that's, you know, sometimes I feel a little resentful because I'm, you know, I kind of am ready to be done with this. And I feel like I've worked hard and I did what I came here to do for the most part, but they really, really want that movie. So I know that they're pushing from their side of things because the people who optioned my book immediately after it came out are wonderful people. But the movie was probably not going to happen. And so they dropped it back to a documentary, which they filmed. And within a few weeks of them filming the documentary, along comes this other lady who has the wherewithal to get the movie made. And she's joined forces with the original people. And so they're working on it now. So that's where the focus is. So as far as my updates from my guys on what's going on worldwide, I know I've had interactions with them. I know that I'm still going into that other life frequently. I'm just not, I'm just, I think, struggling so much with just day-to-day getting through life that I'm not really recalling. And it's almost, I'm getting the word right now, I'm not burdened with having to recall of all that. It would probably be more than I need because I do have to focus on making a living, which takes a lot of energy from me. And so that's my life right now. It's a lot different than what it was a few years back when the book first came out. And I was really in the flow of it and bringing through information. So I don't really have a lot of new stuff coming through. I mean, as I said in my talk yesterday, I'm pretty surprised at how intertwined the awakening on the planet is with politics. And I didn't really think about it. It just was what it was. But as the election came closer and closer, the last presidential election, I became aware of the intensity of that. And I thought it a little strange, but I didn't really think about it too much. And I didn't think about it until someone asked me point-blank if Da was a member of the alliance. And I heard myself respond by saying, yes, that he is. And that seems political as opposed to what I've been putting out there, which is about the ascension, which seems to be a whole other matter of spiritual development. When you break it down, when you look at it truly, it's not, because the great awakening on planet earth, that the great earth changes, as my guys call it, is tied to the earth humans declaring their sovereignty and declaring themselves free of the control system. That's huge. That is the awakening. The awakening is about tapping into your own power, thinking for yourself, making your own decisions for yourself, and not being led around like humanity has for practically forever by being told, having that control system in place, and they're nothing but slaves to it. And now the stakes are high because of the ascension is looming, and the controllers do not want humanity to survive. They do not want us to make this ascension. And the controllers, of course, are directly linked to the power structure, which is the political, the governments, the banking industry, the big corporations, the people who supply our food and our medical care. Those are all intertwined and all lead back to the dark forces that have had control of the planet. So it's like, duh, of course, politics have to play a part in it. It's a hot subject. It's a hot button right now. So I cannot believe how polarized people are. And I have people who I know who are, I would consider, somewhat awake, somewhat aware, more than the average person. They're certainly not sleepers. And you can't have a conversation with them about politics. You can't bring up the president's name without it really pushing some buttons for them. And it's unfortunate, but that shows the brainwashing and the total control of the media to influence. Because what I have observed is, I went into that whole information with that election, when three days before the election, and Don told me that it will be Trump. I mean, I had a kind of a reaction to it. I didn't know who that man was. And I didn't have a real high opinion of him, but I didn't judge him. He just was not someone who I thought could be a leader of our country. And I was amazed that to find someone like that in that position. But then you look at the other choices, and that was frightening. That was terrifying. I mean, as an energy reader, a person who can discern energy very easily upon just being around someone or even just seeing them, I always knew what the previous presidents were, most all of them, almost all of them, especially the recent. And so there was darkness around all of them, almost exclusively with the exception of a few. And so there was a night when Jim and I were coming home from the Course in Miracles class, and we stopped at this little bar. And I don't know if I've told this story because I can't remember. I've told it privately, but I don't know if I've told it publicly. We stopped at this little hole-in-the-wall bar, which we really like, and sometimes it has a beer and cheese curds, so Wisconsin, you know. And we were there, and the place was packed, and so it was loud. And they had the TVs, of course. Even this little country bar had these TVs everywhere, so you're forced to look at them. So we couldn't carry on the conversation even if it was so loud in there. The debates were on, and I had never participated in politics. I haven't for a long time. But as we sat in the bar waiting for our food, your eyes would be drawn to the TV, and of course it was Trump and Hillary Clinton having the debate, and the energy around Hillary was what it was. But I happened to look at the screen at one point when the camera was on Donald Trump, and I wasn't thinking, which was a good thing. I was just being present, and when I looked at him, it was like a tidal wave hit me. And I read his energy, and the thing that came through to me was, this man loves this country. This man, he cares about this country. It's first. That's first with him. He has no agenda. And I could see that. He has no agenda. When it came to the country, and what was best for our country, his heart was really pure. I was so shocked by that, and I kind of looked away, and I'm sure I probably just shook my head and thought, can that be right? That can't be right. He'd been depicted as this greedy person, made all his money on the backs of the small people or whatever, and I don't form opinions about anyone or anything about what I hear, but still, you get influenced to some degree by that. So I shook it off, and then a little bit later, I looked back again and got the same wave coming over me. And I've learned to trust that, you know, pretty much, but I was still so surprised by it. So when he got elected and whole Q movement started, I was directed to that. My guys did direct me to look into that, and it has their fingerprints all over it, I think. It's, you know, I believe that it's a military operation. I believe it was a long time in the making, this whole plan, and yet, there was nothing carved in stone about him getting elected, although it was on the, there certainly was the timeline available to us, and it was the timeline that the collective chose. And by the collective, the majority of the collective choosing that, it made tremendous difference. People will, maybe someday they'll know what a huge thing that was, that that man was chosen instead of the alternative. And you know, Jim told me, you know, Jim's always warning me, you know, you really shouldn't talk about politics, you're going to inflate. And I'm like, you know, I don't care, I guess, at this point. You know, I've never held back on being very transparent about things. And if I'm stepping on toes, then, you know, there's no right or wrong to this. There just is, there's choices, and everyone's free to make the choice they want to make. All I'm saying is that this was a very good choice for humanity and for the Ascension. If you want humanity to be free of the control system, you can no longer vote for those who are part of that control system. That seems pretty obvious to me, but I think those who are still aligned with that system are unaware, they do believe that they are making the right choice. They haven't, I don't want to say, they haven't seen the light yet, that's so condescending. I don't know how else to say that, and it isn't, that does sound just terrible to say, you know, until you wake up and realize I'm right. I'm not, I don't know how to say it in a gentle way, except that in this case, there is a choice between light and dark. And you can see it in Jim had the TV on like guys do when they go into hotel rooms. Why do they turn on the TV? Have the TV on when you're there. And so he's got the TV on and he's flipping through it like guys do also. And we never watch TV at home except golf a little bit once in a while. But he has it on and he watches sports. But he hesitated on CNN because they had this stuff about the shootings that occurred, which Q had warned us last week that they were going to probably be some, I'm trying not to use that word, some, I don't want to get you censored, but I understand if you use the word false along with another word that possibly. So there's some distractions going on by these horrible incidents where there's been these mass shootings now to distract us from the truth. There's so much truth coming out now as a result of the Epstein arrest and a result of, I understand, I don't know what happened, but we were told, Q told us something, Devin Nunes was going to come out with some stuff. There's just a lot of the dark is being exposed. And the more of the dark that gets exposed, the more the dark fights back by going off and triggering these poor kids who have been brain controlled to go out and do these mass shootings, which the whole thing is so sad for the victims and for the person who does the shooting because he's been previously wired to do this. As we all know, mind control is very prevalent and in use very strongly by the dark ones. And so it's sad all the way around. And so there's been so far these two shootings, and it's going to continue to be bad. And it just is frustrating for those of us who are awake and are watching this and have been watching this for a long time. And some of us have been watching for years, decades. Even if you're relatively awake to it, it's hard to watch and observe and even harder to see the media because he hesitated on CNN, which makes me really nauseous to even watch that and to have it be called a news station. The interviews that they were doing are out and out lies and just terrible things that they're saying. And to think there are people sitting at home watching that, and are they believing it? It's hard to believe that they would believe it, but I guess if they don't have any other alternative source to look at to get a balance to it, it's the way we were raised, you know, Walter Cronkite, believe what you're told. Once upon a time, maybe. But I've always had this saying that humanity has given their consent to all the evil doing and the darkness that's taken over the planet, and they've given their consent to their complacency. And that's what I see. It's just easy to sit down in front of the TV, turn on CNN and watch it and just, yep, that's what happened, that's the truth, and get up and turn it off and then curse, you know, whoever they're blaming all this on, instead of looking for the truth, digging and thinking for yourself. And that's the thing, that's what attracted me about the whole Q movement was they don't come right out and tell you anything at all, except they point you in a direction and let you find out for yourself, and they're constantly saying, think for yourself. Think for yourself. You've been controlled, you've been brainwashed, you've been integrated into this way of thinking that is contrary to what is the truth. And so I don't know how anybody can find fault with any of that. There is nothing within it that is dark or sinister at all. So that's where I'm at right now, and it's not so much from my guise, stuff coming down, as my life is being directed like always, but it's more subtle. My life energy, my life force is very low, and so I don't have that ability to discern and bring in messages that clearly. I wish I were well enough to travel and to do conferences and to give the public speaking, but that was not my path. I thought it was going to be, and I think it was meant to be, but as we were told in November of 2011, the dark forces are fighting back way harder than we expected, and it caused a delay. It caused a delay in the ascension for the humans, and so as a result, the light coming on the planet, you can't, all that they could do, I remember them telling me they put buffers up, otherwise it would have been too strong for the sleepers or the normies or whatever you want to call those who are still, they're still waiting for them to wake up. And it's hard to wait, but that's what we have to do. Meanwhile, the planet is being bathed in a lot of life-changing light. It's upgrading our DNA, and it's changing things, and those who are resonating with it are really, for the most part, enjoying it, but those who are not resonating with it are suffering. And it's hard on all of our bodies, especially those of us who have bodies that are not very healthy, because it's going to affect that. Hopefully, in the long term, it'll affect it in a good way, because it will bring to light only that which is good, and so the sickness, which is out of harmony with the high frequency, hopefully will fall away. But for some, and possibly myself included, it might be more than my body can handle, and might have to just leave that. So the ascension is happening on all levels. It's my understanding by now, the last information I got, I did get that the astral plane is pretty well cleared, and so those discarnate souls have been moved into a higher frequency, and are awakening also. In some ways, it's harder to awaken when you're out of body, but definitely still something possible, something that you can experience, and it's in a different way. It was the collective's choice to awaken at this time on planet Earth. Earth humans, they've got to be their own unique species. They chose to awaken in body, in physicality, and that's what we love about the Earth humans. Those of us who observe the planet who came in as volunteers, we came here because of our great love for the planet, but there's this respect and admiration and curiosity and sometimes even frustration with the Earth humans, but they do it their way. It's the beauty of who they are. They're so resilient and so imaginative, and the fact that they chose to ascend while in physical form is a beautiful thing, and we're all excited to see how that's going to go. Someone at the dinner last night asked me, I think that's what they asked me, were there a lot of our cousins out there watching us? It's like the eyes of the whole universe are on planet Earth. Everyone is watching planet Earth. It's very, very exciting. If you're here, you want to stay here, if you can at all, and stay in body. A lot of people want to leave because there's a lot of suffering. The suffering is because we are holding everything up to the light. I touched on that yesterday. It seems to be something that needs to be said over and over again because I get emails all the time from people who are having a difficult time with life. I sometimes believe that that might be why I chose to take on the suffering that I've taken on, is so that I could relate more to it, because certainly prior to my book coming out in 2012, I had very little suffering in my life. I had a really great life, fun life, but a lot of people are suffering right now with sickness, relationship issues, financial problems, challenges of all kinds, and many people have gone through similar to what I have where they've been hit with all of those things. You just find yourself wanting to throw in the towel. The human soul is resilient, but after a while, sometimes you just are tired. But you don't want to do that if you don't have to. I encourage people to stay because I do believe that it's going to get better at some point, because of course it will, because everything is held up to the light. But right now, everyone has to deal with the darkness that they have within them, if there's any darkness. My guys showed me that back in 2009, I think it was already, where they showed me how to remove the darkness from your energy field, physically and energetically, and you just visualize and release that dark energy so that the light can flow through you. And that's what's being called on right now for us to do and to continue to do, because that way we can resonate with the higher frequencies coming in. And I continue to try to do it, but actually, truth is, I'm just so tired. I wake up tired, and I go to bed even more tired, and then I don't sleep, and then I wake up really tired. And so that's a cycle. So sometimes you just can't find the energy. So I can relate to that. And I do hear from a lot of people around the world who, their lives are very similar. So it's a challenging time, very challenging. If you're still in the happy dream, if the world is where it is right now, and you're still, your life is working really super good for you, and you love your job, and you love your relationship, I mean, everything is just flowing, you're still, you know, you're in the illusion then, you know, and there's nothing wrong with that, but it just means that at some point you're going to have to wake up. And waking up means learning the truth of who you are, and on planet Earth a lot of times that equates to getting knocked down, something hits you hard. And so that is still to come for some people on the planet. It sounds really awful to say that. I hate to say that, because I don't want anybody who's out there watching to live in a good life and be like, oh my God, and then they fall into fear. But at the same time, sometimes it's good to know, because when it does happen, at least you'll understand why it's happening and embrace it, and know that you're going to be just fine. It's a necessary process of what's going on on the planet. Just like society in general is going through the dark night of the soul with its own awakening individually, every soul has to go through that as well. So it's in waves, definitely. And those of us who are on the front of that and going through that experience ahead, it creates an opening for those to come behind. So I think it's going to get easier for those coming behind. I hope it does. We just don't like to see people suffer that much.