I ran out of fuel in the middle of no where... 🚐 solo female van life

Oh I'm crying, I'm so stressed, they were just like so sweet. Two, because I had no petrol, we're driving through the mountains. I was like okay that's fine, place to get petrol. There was no shop attached so it was card only and I've lost my bank card so I couldn't stop there. Now the next one is ages away and I have 44 miles of fuel left. Place is like 20 miles away. If the next petrol station doesn't accept cash or contactless or have a shop attached, basically I'm just not gonna be able to move the van. So right now I'm trying to make light of it, but I'm actually really scared. Isn't that just life? Laugh through the fear. That is what I have learnt. Let's just keep driving. Everything will be fine, okay? Yeah. It's just card again. Why is nowhere open? Card two. Not even contactless. Just card. No one around. Excellent. Next one is 21 kilometers away. I have 35 euros in cash that I'm gonna try to give someone to like use their card if the worst comes to the worst because I don't know what to do. I would have been fine but the petrol stations literally are not taking anything other than a physical bank card and there's no one to help or any other way to pay which is really quite stupid. It's not even played with cash. Card only for this. Sorry, the supermarket is the only one I think. The supermarket would be like, I need help, please help me. They're gonna have the same freaking card thing again. I just know it. I'm so stressed the **** out. All right, let's just go to the village. Honest to God, that just literally placed my faith in humanity. I tell you, every time I've been in a pinch lately, it's been either, like, Dutch or German people, like, couple in their 60s that have sorted me out every single time without fail. Oh my gosh, this town's so cute as well. What do we do? I don't know. Car park nearby. Never again. Why did I do that? Why did I have to run out of fuel? Actually, I'm going to spin the blame. I'm going to be... immature and say it's the gas station's fault for having absolutely nobody or any other way to pay other than card. I just don't get why there's just no one there even in the big supermarkets it's like if you don't have a physical card that actually works in the machines because you can't even use you can't use metal cards you can't use certain banks so when you the card it's like is it even gonna get taken so you literally cannot get fuel and it's such a big problem and today absolutely roasted my ass I'm just so glad I have 35 euros which means I only have 35 euros of fuel in the van which is about an eighth of the tank so much better than nothing but now i'm like i can't drive that far on that either because now i have no cash to give anyone to let me use their card i literally cannot get over what a nice lady she was holy ---- like she is a blessing on this earth absolutely made my day i know it's just very kind and trusting of them you know sometimes you just really need an interaction like that to just prove that like Life is still great, you know, like this planet's still a good place. I had like 14 miles left or something, and there is nowhere after this for at least another same distance that the last petrol station was, so if I didn't have that money, I wouldn't have fucked, to be honest. I just don't want to leave civilization now, like I'm freaking terrified to feel stuck in the middle of nowhere again, even though I am still in the middle of nowhere. Ooh, that's a point, because I only have 35 euros worth of free miles to serve. Okay, 141, we're all right. And I can't stay in this car park, because I thought maybe this would be a good place to stay, but there's a market tomorrow, and I really don't want to wake up with a market surrounded around me again, because that happened in Italy. So bad! Literally I woke up and had to drive like around the tents and through the little alleys of the market. Oh my god that was so embarrassing. So yeah we're not doing that again. Well I hope you guys are all entertained by my trauma. None of you have to live it. I'm here living it and you're just watching through a screen. Just me being traumatized by life in general. I just filmed my life, so at least it goes to entertainment and artistic purposes and maybe as a life lesson to everyone. Don't be like me. Make sure you have fuel in your tank before you drive through hundreds of kilometers of gorgeous ice. Okay, I've just found a place nearby that we're gonna go to. I just want to see if there's any space there first. It's cool, I'm right next to this person though, I feel like an idiot. The view's better here. And I don't want to take one of the freezers. Let's go have a look. Yes! Woah, this place is crazy! Oh no. Oh no, my shoe's got water. No! Oh no, there's no path! It's just a waterfall. Okay, the waterfall is... How's the... Oh! I was like, how is the waterfall starting from there? But there's this like, giant... oh my gosh this is so cool. it's like a log flume but into a load of brambles. honestly the rust levels are comparable. okay but like why is there a camp this side and a camp this side and all the camper vans are this side and i'm not that side. damn it they look like they've got an easier access to the water too. and i don't think they're paying either so really i am a sucker today. Because I'm in the paid full car park. Or maybe this is the elite car park. No, it looks so much more elite over there. What do we do? Do we move? Okay, I think we're going to go. Okay, we're joining the dark side. I don't know how. Do I pay? I don't know. I don't care. You're going to make me pay the dark side. Let's go see if it's worth it. There's another car park over there. So I just feel like Goldilocks right now. I'm like, which porridge is best? we'll see. okay the bridge kind of sucks but if we look this way it's perfect. Perfect. yes! let's go down here. oh my gosh i found the perfect space to cook our evening food. oh yes. right quick we need to go get my food. i parked in the most space probably ever but it's a space nonetheless. wow this day is such a good day today. I have so many questions. I put that in the fridge and it's on the floor. How is the fridge closed again? Did it specifically open just to ruin my life, let the yogurt out, and then shut again? Rose! My inflatable's covered at the bottom. Oh no, this is really not good, and that's my food underneath. That's my food underneath. Are you kidding me? That was my dessert as well. Oh, I did it again! Why? We don't have the sun time to be able to clean this up right now. Okay. I'm stepping in it, what is wrong with me? Something has glitched in me, I swear. Okay, we got everything. No, that wasn't a good idea. Okay. The canister, so the food's not cooking. No one around to save me from this situation. I don't even care. I don't- we're just gonna eat- We're just going to eat cold potatoes and not care. That's what I've decided is happening, okay? Okay, things happen in three. We had three. I don't want any more. You hear me? Thank you. I also stink of cat ---- down here. This is probably the best day of my life. Also, I'm watching all of these birds, and I think they're so sweet. And I'm like, wow, they're playing. The thing is I don't know what they're playing. They're like attacking each other and I could be deriving great pleasure from watching them kill each other or commit crimes to each other and I'm just here with my cold potatoes and catnip scented island area looking at my birds as entertainment thinking wow they're so sweet. Let's go back because the smell of cats is really ruining my time. Do you want some? That is actually a carrot. No. I'm going to finish this and then I'm going to plan. I don't even know where we are. Begins with a C. However, we have landed in a good place and we have fuel and it's very nice here. A good parking space, also company and my potatoes are now warm. So I don't really have much to complain about. Let's go into the town cause I'm bored. Let's just have a quick look around. Oh God, I can't see anything. Van's there. giant rocks there. River's here. The town is here, let's have a look. Okay, let's go for a quick tour, ready? Three, two, one, let's go. Shat myself, thought that was a real person. It's just metal. Gotta keep walking. It always is the solution to everything. It's very dark here and atmospheric, very cinematic. Oh, and you can see the tiny church that's on top of the big rock, which sounds so uneducated, but I actually don't know what it is or why it exists, so we're calling it a rock. just darkness. creepy alleyway. wow that's so pretty. cleaning alleyway. scary window. very creepy door. i do not like that at all but i do like the writing. okay no that's just darkness everywhere. don't like it. we're going back. many people haven't quite heard this. we're going back. I'm going to go to sleep because we're going to wake up early and do something fun. And I just would prefer that today is over and done with. So let's do that. It's really peaceful here despite so many people. And I also really like being amongst other people. I didn't used to be, but now I do. Especially after today, like, I just thought I was going to be stranded in the middle of nowhere. And now that I'm with other people, I just feel better about existence, you know, so. Okay, goodnight, see you in the morning. I'm in bed so early, it's like 9 p.m. right now, but I'm just over life, so I'm just gonna sit here with my eyes wide open for like an hour. So wish me luck, it's gonna be so much fun. Literally everyone else in here is easily two, three times my age, and they're all just out doing their thing, and I'm like, hmm. Got my silk pyjamas on. I'm ready to sleep. Yay me. Okay, good night. Oh my lord, the river's so much higher than it was last night. Whoa. Oh, the place we were sitting in. That's covered in water. Here's water. Guess where we're going right now. It's really fun. The petrol station. Yes! All I ever wanted to do was just go to the petrol station. This is actually so concerning. Because this is like a big supermarket and they don't even have anyone in the booths. They have the things, but there's just no one managing it And like the blinds are down and they're like, yeah, we're like automatic 24 hour, 24 hour. Great, I need to pay now. And there needs to be more ways than just a physical card. Because sometimes it doesn't even accept them even if you have the physical card. I am so mad about this. This is so bad. This is actually such a bad problem. Why? All right let's go to the shop. I don't even want to go in their store now because they suck. Okay let's go. Need a new bottle. I don't know which one it's gonna be. I think it's this one. I also need one of these. Okay thanks guys for watching. I am gonna go to a parking place nearby and figure out the exact miles I need for every step of the First trip through the mountains. Wish me luck, okay. Thanks for watching Signed to my membership or here's my merch we got this we got this this is my personal favorite oh I forgot I had coffee lol um okay I'm scared no I'm not no I'm not send me strength love you