The Narcissist Will Leave You for Dead and Get Mad When You Don’t Die #npd #narcissist #swb

Surprise! Good morning, everybody. It's the spiritual whistleblower here. Let me fix this. I haven't done one of these videos where I'm out doing my morning cardio in a while. I know you guys, a lot of you guys love when I do these videos because it's like you're actually working out with me and you enjoy, you know, keeping up with my progress. So I thought I'd surprise you this morning. Happy Black Friday. I hope everybody had a great holiday yesterday. I definitely did. it was peaceful and it was spent with great friends um i'm a little bit winded sorry um i'm working so hard to get this weight off i'm almost down 40 pounds and um there's one month left in december and i'm gonna give it my all i work out two times a day i take my medication um and i just stay very focused and um i got a bunch of surprises you know what when it comes to success you never make any announcements so i was screaming only in new york city there's a bell this is eerie there's like a church bell ringing right up the block and then someone was just screaming like they were in a horror film new york anything anything goes down in new york city um but um in terms of success never announce your moves ahead of time you just drop so with that being said i just anticipate nothing but greatness um from personal growth physical mental and business wise business that's all i will say so um i want to pour the same encouragement on to you guys um in preparation for 2021 and um who's that yeah yelling okay all right i'm gonna just be quiet i just hope she walked past me and don't say ---- to me anyway y'all uh here we go gotta love new york um this video i want to talk about um the narcissist will leave you to die and then he'll get mad when you don't die they leave you for dead and then they get mad when you don't die now it's a goddamn dog shut the dog up seven o'clock in the ******* morning and motherfuckers is still loud still ******* loud oh my god yo okay the narcissist will leave you for dead and then he'll be mad at you because you didn't die they get mad when you don't die okay so um as we get close to the new year i'm gonna just keep pumping out these videos for encouragement and empowerment to stay on your a game stay on the level up um because god has the final say so in your life. I don't care what anyone does to you. I don't care how much control they feel they have over you. I don't care how nasty that smear campaign is. They might be out here tearing your name down, playing victim and all of that. It don't matter because God Almighty is running the show. This is how I know these people, the narcissist, the sociopath, psychopath, they're not connected to God. They're just not. They're so ******* delusional. they don't even realize like God is monitoring God is keeping tabs on all this ---- even the ---- that they doing behind closed doors when they're abusing you and they think nobody's looking God is on top of everything y'all real talk how does a narcissist leave you for dead how does a narcissist leave you for dead I'll give you a couple examples I'll give you an example my mother and I'll use an example with my ex actually all my exes did it but I'll use my last relationship as an example. And the reason that I speak on my last relationship so much is because he is out here, like all narcs and sociopaths, telling a very victimized version of his story. So I want to make sure I document everything because I know there'll be other female victims that are going to look me up one day. So all the evidence is documented. My side of the story is documented and my side of the story has been consistent consistent all throughout I'm not changing my story and it's going to be here I don't care how mad he get I don't care how mad his family get I don't give a **** if he tell women you know oh she ain't over me oh bitch I am over you I moved over a year ago ain't been back I ain't called your phone and you know not to call mine or else I'll be on the phone with the feds ASAP I don't ******* play so he can say whatever the **** he want. But I document these stories because I know there'll be more female victims after me. And when they look me up, they're going to read all this ----. All that's going to catch up to him. He think he outsmarting somebody. He can't outsmart God. God, God won't get in that ass. It's just a matter of time. So I'll use two examples. I'll use my mother and I'll use my last relationship. So I'll start with my mother. My daughter is 20 years old right now and um this happened when my daughter was just a little toddler and I was a single mother struggling trying to get on my feet and you know a lot of you ladies got to be careful of that because when you have a narcissistic mother or a narcissistic sister they will use the single parenting thing against you um they will look down on you like oh you had a baby your baby father's no longer with you you know you're a hood rat I got called everything I got called everything and there was a point where I was needing my mother to help me like babysit my daughter and stuff and it always there was some drama included with that because she was on the phone gossiping about me and telling everybody oh I'm tired of taking care of my granddaughter and I'm this and that I gotta do this for her the baby like she was putting me out there like I was I was working two jobs at the time and I bought my baby clothes I was paying my mother but she still was out here gossiping she's called child protective services on me she's done so many hateful things and I had gotten fed up to the point I had um even had some of my furniture stored in her basement which I had to later move to a storage because she made a big I got a baby I mean at the time my daughter was the only grandbaby the first and only and you know you know we struggle my parents were married and we lived in motels they struggled it was two of them so why make things harder for me as a new mother I'm a single mother and I'm a new mother you know what struggle is but she did everything to make things very difficult for me I had enough um I told you guys the story at Christmas time I had to bring the police to her door to come get my daughter because she had threatened to hit me and then the police came I brought a state trooper with me and he knocked on the door said hand the baby over miss hand the hand the baby over ma'am I don't even want to hear I don't hear nothing you got to say and he shut her down she gave me my child and I didn't look back my mother had thought that she had me in such a she she had a grip on me because I was a struggling single mother and I said you know I had to think think this over and talk to God and say listen if you don't escape get away from your mother take your baby times are gonna be hard you're gonna struggle it's either you struggle or you deal with this constant ******* stress of her manipulating her tearing you down competing um you know doing everything everything to destroy you behind your back and using your child to do it so one day you know I got my furniture it was really fucked up I had to move my furniture out of her basement I had to get my daughter, my daughter was a little toddler at the time my mother lived in Delaware by the way I'm in New York Albany upstate so it's a four-hour drive and um I remember getting a U-Haul truck and it was probably about midnight and I had to drive to the storage I swear to God you know my baby was strapped in her car seat in in a U-Haul truck and I had to unload, I don't know how I did it but I dragged my couch my dresser, I loaded my own furniture onto the U-Haul truck in the middle of the night with my baby sitting in the front seat ---- is fucked up because once my mother realized I was done and I couldn't take this ---- no more I didn't want her controlling me it was always a headache, she did more harm than help when it came to my daughter I was done with her and she was like **** you we're not gonna help you with your furniture we help you with ---- with ---- bitch and i was like **** it i'll just do it by myself took me a minute but i loaded my own furniture onto the u-haul truck um i had a small storage i didn't have much stuff but i got it out of there middle of the night the u-haul truck started smoking i had to pull over and needed antifreeze you know it was like the devil was just on my back but me and my baby for it took us four hours and um i had to stop you know pull over to you know take naps i was tired, but me and my baby got back home and I was done with my mother. My mother has done so much to cripple me. And then I got back on my feet. And I, I, this is why she hates me today because when it came to parenting, they just thought they was going to cripple me. No, I'm the type I'll get my baby. If me and my baby got to struggle in these streets, if we got to go to a women's domestic violence shelter, whatever, I'm going to do what I got to do. I don't kiss no ass. I do not kiss no ass. Okay. That's one example. She, she, she tried to leave me for dead with my baby and got pissed when she saw I didn't die I bounced back same thing with my ex my last situation South Carolina this is what narcs do right this is what this was his game plan this nigga was beating my ass behind closed doors controlling what I wore you know I kept drinking he took my social life from me I couldn't focus on you know my business none of that everything was about serving him cooking for him three times a day ******* him twice two and three times a day jumping when he say jump making he made me ******* miserable okay and then we kept throwing women in my face and it got to a point he was beating me down behind closed doors just verbally emotionally and physically strangling me all of this combined and I'm like yo this is not even who I am you you are totally you gaining weight you drinking more you you lost sight of everything you got to get the **** away from this nigga this nigga done pulled you down to his ******* level in the gutter he ain't used to nothing nice he ain't used to being around class look at his ******* mammy she's trash that's what he's used to being around his baby mothers all got low self-esteem they all doormats he didn't use them into the ground this is the type of women he's used to weak ass bitches he's not used to you a strong bitch out of New York City you done hustled 20 years you don't let people run all over you you work hard bust bust your ass you don't let niggas run all over you and he's not used to that type of ******* female I'm like yo I gotta get the **** out of here so he was wearing me down wearing me down wearing me down and what what he was doing was he was putting me in a position you know like a cat does a mouse in a corner slapping the mouse around before the the cat eats the mouse and kills it he was doing that to me beating me down so he put me in a position like okay bitch you either take this abuse or you leave but the fact is he didn't expect me to leave and escape and in the in the event that I did decide to leave he can say well you left you left I didn't leave I didn't break up you the one that left so you left me no choice but to rebound and jump in a new relationship with my baby mother and he's sitting up telling his family you know she broke my heart she left the relationship he's playing a victim role he put me in a position that you know he pushed me away so that he could control the narrative of why things went down you know or how our relationship you know blew up in flames so he could look like the victim but he's not going to tell people all the abuse he was putting me through behind closed doors the physical emotional verbal all of that he left all that out he's just gonna play victim but he put me in a position where it left me left me no choice but to leave get away from him the cheating the beating the lying the controlling all of that the miserable I was ******* miserable with this bitch ass nigga bird. He's a he's a gutter rat. I lowered myself to help this dude and he was never worth it. But see him and his mammy tried to cripple me. They thought pushing me away, not giving me my furniture, my bed. I'm homeless, bitch. Why? His mother. Why would you hold on? I told her, why would you hold on to my bed? Bitch, I'm in a position. I'm homeless. I moved out your house. Why would you keep my ******* mattress? The ---- don't belong to you. and your son is sleeping in another bitch bed, so you have no reason. You got your own ******* bed. Why are you holding on to my brand-new mattress? I got receipts. I'm paying on this ----. But it was cool. She wouldn't give me that. Went to court for the restraining order. They didn't want me to have that because him and his mammy, they tag-team. They running this game because they want to keep the door open in case I want to ******* call them and come back. Bitch, I'll never come back. You put me in a ******* position where I'm crippled financially. Well, you left. Yeah, I left. Who the **** wants to stay in an environment where they want to be beat down and abused 24 ******* 7? No, I wasn't ******* saying, yeah, I ******* left. But they're not going to tell that part of the story of what the **** was going down behind closed doors. But see, motherfuckers will put you out, leave you for ******* dead. And the whole thing is, well, you left. You can't, you can't, you're the one who decided to leave. Yeah, yeah, bitch, tell everybody why I ******* left. You ain't going to tell everybody that part. But see, you're big mad because you thought you had me crippled. You thought I'd be out in the cold, threw me under the bus, threw me to the wolves. I never came back and I will never come back. See, motherfuckers will leave you for dead and then they get mad when you don't die. And then when you come back harder, when God ******* blesses you in their face, oh my ******* God. Nah, bitch. You don't ever cross a solid one. You don't ever cross a real one. You can play victim all the **** you want. You're going to get punished by God. when god's running the show everything they did to you is going to blow up back in their face on everything you didn't die because you have purpose god is going to use you for his purpose and i'm going to tell you something before i wrap this video up i read a meme somewhere it says um god doesn't stop people mainly your enemies and haters god does not stop your enemies from throwing you into the fire you want to know why because he has a point to prove to those who threw you into the fire yeah he does he's gonna use you to show them bitch what you ain't running ---- you don't control me you don't cripple you you tried to cripple me my finances you tried you thought you could control me thought I'd be running back to you because you you left me in the cold or you forced me out into the cold beat me behind closed doors and put me in a position where I'm like I either I stay and take the abuse or I ******* leave and now you sitting up telling everybody well I had no choice but to rebound and jump in a new situation with my baby mom because my my girl left me i wanted to get married no bitch tell the whole motherfucking truth but that's all right y'all god got it let god use you because when he get done using you they're gonna be big mad they're gonna be big mad that they couldn't they couldn't the outcome did not turn out the way that they want it the narcissist will leave you for dead and get mad when you don't die you guys have a blessed day let me get back out here and finish my exercise to the next video happy holidays