You are always with me, and everything I have is yours.

If you are a Christian I'm sure you must have heard of amazing testimonies such as encountering God in a dream, miracles, conversion of strong headed non believers, healing, revelations and many more. But I'm also sure many of us have also not experienced any of these phenomenal miracles or encounters in their life and start to question yourself and doubt God's fairness.
"Why do all these people get to experience these miracles and not me? If only God did this or show himself to me."
Just like in Luke 15, in the parable of the prodigal son do not be like the older brother and know that God is still with you.
We must recognise that we are all underserving of God's mercy and love. We deserve His wrath. So I'm here to remind you that do not follow God if you expect something out of this relationship. That is not love and it is just a contract.

We have to remind ourself that God waits for us to choose Him and love Him unconditionally. For that He is willing to forgive you infinitely and wait patiently for you to come back to Him and do whatever He can to achieve this. These chapters hopefully includes this theme and hopefully you can meditate on it whilst you listen. God bless.