Elias and Trisha - Their Story [The Abandons]

What are you doing here? Tricia. Anyone could catch you lurking back here. It's Tricia. Just some water, please. You're right. Our evening devotion quite done. I'll leave you two. Glad it was you. Have you come to show me the bruises I have caused? No, I'm just following my curiosity. May I sit? Yes, of course. Sorry. Thought you might care for another. It was a rugged day for both of us. Thank you. Since father died, I feel quite distant. Invisible. Tricia Marie. Bring yourself over here. You're not my keeper, dear brother. That man your mother's talking to. Mr. Roach. He's a scout mother has hired to search for Willem. From mother and Garrett and now with Willem missing. Has that happened to you? With family? Not feeling part of the thing you're supposed to be. Always find a fool's thing to mind. Do I sound quite mad? No. Is your intent to follow them? You'll embarrass yourself. Quite truthful. I do give thought to my own pursuits. Watch yourself! I heard you will be going after the bear. Be careful. Right, I will. Safely led by your brother's sturdy hand. It's pomp and bluster. Just Garrett's way of keeping sadness at arm's length. And so, I will stay with you until you realize your mistake. Your hands feel much firmer than I thought they'd be. Not that they... Not that they are rough or manly. They're just... The size as I feel them... Your care of me today. I'm not accustomed to that. You're very kind, Elias. I am quite fond of you. Tricia! There's a mountain of ---- between us, Tricia. I'll fool myself it can never be climbed. If that is your way of saying... You are a more able woman than I ever imagined. But if you ever find yourself in need, don't give it a second thought. My intention was exactly that. Come find me. I will. I've been thinking about our pursuit in the Badlands. I care deeply for my family. God, does it not grind away at you? Mother's exclusions, the secrets. As of late, I feel as if I'm a visitor. Chasing the love of strangers. I hope you might do the same. I will know things when I need to know them. For ****'s sake, you sound just like her. And you, starting to sound just like the dirty orphan. I just want to be seen as something more than the daughter. And the one, nearly a stranger. Holds me still. I see so much more, Tricia. Feels so close. Your feelings for me, are they true? Shit, that was too forward of me. No. I think about it. Often. More than often. All the ******* time. How's Tricia handling the loss? My feelings for Tricia, it was always just a boyish pull. But now, Albie's right. They might be putting us all at risk. Love tends to complicate things. Do you love him? That is a rather private matter, is it not? Matters of love. Has your brother confided to any such thing? If he has, I may not have picked up on it. His words get turned around under the weight of a feeling. I'm so happy you came. Are we alone? Look at what your love has left us. Tricia! What happened? Are you okay? What is that? I think you know. Let's see it. What did you think was gonna happen? It would just go on forever? There was a body. It was a soldier fed to the wolves. And that tall one stabbed your brother with a pitchfork. ------- me! And lying! And they buried him under a *******... The body was under your feet! Hello. Your brother was a monster. He did not know. You raped my sister. And your family strangles us. I love you. Maybe since the first day we met I'm in love with you, Tricia.