The Biggest Illusion：You Are NOT the OBSERVER, NOR the ＂I AM＂!

In every era, there are a few rare beings whose words strike like lightning. Direct, uncompromising, and impossible to ignore. They don't cloak truth in mystery or ritual. They strip it bare, showing us reality as it is. Nisargadatta Maharaj was one such being. One of the most radical and authentic spiritual masters of the 20th century. Born in 1897 in the village of Kendalgaon in rural Maharashtra, he grew up in a devoted but ordinary family, working in the fields and helping in his father's shop. Later he moved to Bombay, where he married, raised children, and made a living selling hand-rolled cigarettes known as bidis. On the surface, he was a simple tobacco seller. Nothing about him suggested a sage. And yet, after meeting his guru Siddharameshwar Maharaj in 1933, his life took a turn that would change him forever. His teacher gave him one essential instruction. Focus your attention on the sense of I am and stay with it. Through unwavering self-inquiry into the nature of the self and devotion to the question, who am I? Nisargadatta realized what cannot be put into words, the pure awareness beyond body, mind, and world. From that point on, he spoke with a clarity that cut through illusions, refusing to soften the truth or make it comfortable. He had no need for rituals or elaborate practices. His words pointed straight to the essence of reality. Nisargadatta once said, I did not condition my mind thinking. I am God. I am wonderful. I am beyond everything. My guru ordered me to pay attention to the sensation of I am and nothing else. I did not follow any practice of breathing, meditation, or study of scriptures. Whatever happened, I would return my attention to the sense of I am. It may seem simple, even crude, but it worked. He practiced with relentless intensity. After the death of his guru, he briefly withdrew from family and business, even traveling toward the Himalayas. But he soon realized that true renunciation is not escape from the world. It is freedom within it. He returned to Bombay, where one small shop was enough to support his family and where his spiritual realization deepened. From a humble tobacco seller, he became a master whose words continued to ignite recognition in seekers across the world, guiding countless people to discover the timeless truth of existence. In time, seekers from all over the world found their way to his modest apartment in the crowded streets of Bombay. There, they encountered a man of ordinary appearance, with a sharp gaze and uncompromising words that cut directly to the heart of illusion. His teaching was simple, blunt, sometimes even rough, but it carried a living power that awakened recognition in those who listened. Here are some of his teachings. I am not that entity which is imagined to be alive or dead. I have not been born, nor can I die. I have nothing to remember and nothing to forget. For the liberated one, the entire universe is their body. All life is their life. As in a city of lights, when one bulb burns out it does not affect the network. Similarly, the death of a body does not affect the whole. The whole is real. The parts come and go. The particular is born and reborn, changing in shape and name. It is the immutable reality that makes any change possible. But I cannot give you the conviction. It must come with your own experience. With me all is one. All is equal. Just know that you are above and beyond all things and thoughts. What you want to be you are it already. Just keep it in mind. Do not worry about others. Deal with your own mind first. When you realize that your mind too is a part of nature, the duality will cease. Develop the witness attitude, and you will find in your own experience that detachment brings clarity. Being in that state of witness is not passive. On the contrary, it is full of strength. Reality is not the result of a process. It is an explosion. It is something that is, without a doubt, beyond the mind. When reality explodes in you, you may call it the experience of God. Or rather it is God experiencing you. God knows you when you know yourself. The only thing you can do is know your mind well. Not because your mind will help you, but so that at least it does not hinder your path. You have to be very alert, because if you are not, your mind will play tricks on you. It is like watching a thief. You do not expect anything from him, but you do not want him to steal from you either. Pay attention to him without expecting anything. Just like you should with the mind. If you pay attention to what you feel, to what you think, to what you live, you let it go. You go beyond. The personality dissolves, and the only thing left is the witness. And then, you even go beyond the witness. Do not ask how that happens. Just look inside yourself. Spiritual practice can become a path if you are truly interested. In fact, simply reflecting on these words, letting them settle, is already enough to start knocking down the wall. Look at what you are. Do not ask others. And do not let anyone tell you who you are. Look inside and verify it for yourself. That is the only guidance a teacher can give. You do not need to go from one teacher to another. The same water is in all wells. You just have to draw it from the one closest to you. You are the immobile witness of the river of consciousness. That river changes constantly, but it does not change you. Your own immutability is so evident that you may not even notice it. Observe yourself well, and all confusions and wrong beliefs will dissolve. Keep the I am in the focus of awareness. Remember that you are. Watch yourself ceaselessly, and the unconscious will flow into the conscious, without any special effort on your part. The person merges into the witness, the witness into awareness, awareness into pure being. Yet identity is not lost. Only its limitations are lost. It is transfigured and becomes the real self, the sad guru, the eternal friend and guide. To go deeper, meditation is essential. The striving to go beyond the states of sleep, dream, and waking. In the beginning the attempts are irregular, then recur more often, become regular, then continuous and intense, until all obstacles are conquered. The I am is the sum total of everything you perceive. It appears spontaneously and disappears. It has no dwelling place. It is like a dream world. Do not try to be something, even a spiritual person. You are the manifested. The tree is already there in the seed. Such is the I am. Just see it as it is. I am itself is the world. It contains the entire world. That should be your conviction. Just as in a dream, when you feel that you are awake, but actually you are not, and your world at that time is the dream world. The truth is that there is no difference between dream consciousness and waking consciousness, although they appear to be greatly different. All consciousness is one. We are dreaming. Treating everything as a dream brings freedom. As long as you give reality to dreams, you remain their slave. When you imagine that you have been born as this or that person, you become a slave to that character. The essence of slavery is to imagine yourself to be a process, to have past and future, to have history. Everything happens as it happens. Nothing is fixed. Life is a game. In each event, the entire universe is reflected. The universe is in you, and it cannot exist without you. And in the midst of all this, there is deep, immense, unbreakable consciousness. Wherever you go, you will find the same being, consciousness, and love. It is something immobile, without shape, without change, solid as a rock. The pure nucleus of being, consciousness, and I am. I am never out of that. Nothing can pull me from it. No torture. No catastrophe. If you sit in silence, simply remaining in that knowledge of I am, fully present in being, then you do not care what happens in the world. Only when consciousness begins to move, when actions appear in the world, when you are not aware of the body, do experiences register. Concentrate on that which is the very center of the cosmos. Do not let your attention be diverted even a millimeter from that knowledge of being, from the I am. A calm mind is all you need. The rest happens by itself. Self-observation generates real changes in the mind. In the light of serene and constant attention, internal energies awaken and perform miracles without any effort from you. In reality, there is only true meditation. Radically refusing to entertain thoughts. Use your consciousness, not your mind. The mind is not the right tool for this work. The timeless can only be reached from the timeless. Your body and mind are subject to time. Only consciousness is not. Even in the present moment, look closely. It is enough. The same door that locks you is the one that releases you. The I am is the door. Stay there until it opens. In fact, it is already open. Only you are not in front of it. You are waiting in front of painted doors that do not exist and will never open. Observe your thoughts as if you were watching traffic on the street, people coming and going. You simply register them without reacting. At first, this will not be easy. But with practice, you will see that your mind can work on many levels simultaneously, and you can be aware of all of them. Go back to that state of pure being, where the I am is still in its purity before it gets contaminated with I am this, or I am that. Your burden is false self-identification. Abandon it. My guru told me, Trust me. I tell you you are divine. Take it as the absolute truth. Your joy is divine. Your suffering is divine too. All comes from God. Remember it always. You are God. Your will alone is done. I did believe him, and soon realized how wonderfully true and accurate were his words. I did not condition my mind by thinking, I am God. I am wonderful. I am beyond. I simply followed his instruction, which was to focus the mind on pure being, I am, and stay in it. I used to sit for hours together with nothing but the I am in my mind, and soon peace, joy, and a deep all-embracing love became my normal state. Our usual attitude is I am this or that. Separate consistently and perseveringly the I am from this or that, and try to feel what it means to be, just to be, without being this or that. All our habits go against it, and the task of fighting them is long and hard sometimes, but clear understanding helps a lot. The witness is both unreal and real. The last remnant of the illusion, the first touch of the real. To say, I am only the witness is both false and true. False because of the I am, true because of the witness. It is better to say, there is witnessing. The moment you say I am, the entire universe comes into being along with its creator. Immortality is to free oneself from the sensation of I am, but it is not to disappear. On the contrary, it is an infinitely more real, conscious, and full state than you can imagine. Only self-awareness disappears. Who is left then to say I am the witness? When there is no I am, where is the witness? In that timeless state, there is no I to depend on. All your experiences and visions depend on your knowledge of I am, and that too will dissolve. Of course, this kind of knowledge is not in high demand, because people want something concrete, something they can hold on to. But when what is going to dissolve is your own knowledge, what is there to cling to? The sense of I am is composed of pure light and the sense of being. The I is there even without the am. So is the pure light there, whether you say I or not. Become aware of that pure light, and you will never lose it. The beingness in being, the awareness in consciousness, the interest in every experience, that is not describable and yet perfectly accessible, for there is nothing else. Pure consciousness has no form, no stain, no mind. If you touch it, even for a moment, you are released. The light you see outside arises from your own light. The light of the sun or moon cannot be compared to yours. When the I am myself goes, the I am all comes. And when even I am goes, reality alone remains, and in it every I am is preserved and glorified. Existing implies being something, a thing, a sensation, a thought, an idea. All existence is particular. Only being is universal, because all being is compatible with any other. Existences collide, being does not. To exist is to become something, to change, to be born, to die, and to be reborn. In being, there is peace and silence. When you sit quietly and watch yourself, all kinds of things will come to the surface, do nothing about them, don't react to them. In the same way they have emerged, they will pass on their own. The only thing that matters is full attention, the total awareness of oneself, or rather, of the mind itself. Stay calm, alert, and relaxed, and observe the I am. Do not try to be in silence. There is nothing to practice or do. Do not do anything. Just be aware, with presence, and with affection. Do not make being quiet into a task to be performed. To know yourself, be yourself. Let your true nature emerge. Stay very still and observe the surface of the mind as it appears. Now look inward. Start by being the detached observer. Change the focus. Stop looking at the character that changes all the time, and start looking at the witness that never changes, that is always there. Let the thoughts flow and simply observe them. The very act of observing makes them slow down until they stop completely. Do not get bored of peace. Stay there. Go deep into it. And when a thought, an emotion, a desire, or a fear arises, simply turn your attention around. Do not look at them directly. Look in the space between thoughts. It is not necessary to stop thinking. Just stop being interested in what you think. Do not cling. Leave the mind in peace. That is enough. In that state, where there is no knowledge, there is only being, where being itself is knowledge. Forget what you know, but remember that you are the one who knows. There is no way to apply this externally. Just remember the feeling of being and merge with it until your mind and that feeling are one. I am calling you back to yourself. Look at yourself. Look inside. Cling only to one thing, the I am, and let go of everything else. As you observe your mind, discover that you are the one who observes. Stay still. Just observe. Return to that being that does not change. Whatever happens, there are no conditions to fulfill. There is nothing to be done, nothing to be given up. Just look and remember. Whatever you perceive is not you, nor yours. It is there in the field of consciousness, but you are not the field and its contents, nor even the knower of the field. It is your idea that you have to do things that entangle you in results of your efforts. The motive, the desire, the failure to achieve, the sense of frustration, all this holds you back. Simply look at whatever happens and know that you are beyond it. Look at yourself in total silence. Do not describe yourself. Just maintain that pure consciousness of being, without being this or that, without identifying with anything. In that pure light of consciousness, there is nothing, not even the idea of anything. There is only light. Everything you need is already within you. Approach yourself with respect and love. Relax and observe the I am. Just behind it lies reality. Keep silence. Stay in silence, and the light will emerge. It will welcome you. When the mind is silent, it reflects reality, and when it is completely immobile, it dissolves, leaving only reality. Direct your attention toward the reality within you, and it will reveal itself. Keep remembering. You are not the mind or its contents. Do this with patience and conviction, and sooner or later you will see directly that you are the very source of being, consciousness and love, eternal, unbreakable, present in everything, infinite. In the body resides the consciousness that observes. This consciousness permeates everything. It is like space, without shape, without limits. If someone suffers from illness or feels pain, it is nothing more than a movement within consciousness, a small imbalance in the equilibrium of the five elements of the body. Pain is felt because consciousness has identified with the body. In its natural state, consciousness is pure. But when it is confused with the body, it becomes contaminated at a conceptual level. When that consciousness begins to become aware of itself, influenced also by its environment, it starts to appropriate certain things as mine and reject others as not mine. Then it clings, defends itself, and struggles, believing that these define it. But when consciousness recognizes its potential, its universal character, all ideas of I and mine disappear. That universal consciousness is what we call omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient. All those attributes usually ascribe to God. But these attributes belong to universal consciousness, not the absolute. The absolute is beyond all that. It is without attributes. Whatever experience you have to live, accept it as it comes. Do not try to change anything. Nothing is done. Everything simply happens. Nature follows its course. You only have to observe and understand it. You do not have to act. Any manifestation is conceptual. The I am, that basic feeling of existence, is the primary concept. While we are on the plane of manifestation, it is the highest thing we can experience as divine. But even that has a beginning and an end. Ultimately, consciousness in this form is temporary. Your true reality lies before the senses, beyond space and time, without attributes. Consciousness appears within that total, timeless, immobile, formless reality, and then disappears again. It is a transitory event within the eternal. This psychophysical package we call the body experiences pleasure and pain for as long as it exists. But as long as you are clear that you are not the one living it, but the one aware of it, you are already separate from the body before birth, and will remain separate after its death. Like any idea or experience formed within consciousness, it arises and passes away. Time has brought it, and time will make it disappear. The only thing you can say is that it has happened and will continue for a while. In your original state, there is not even consciousness to be aware. As the absolute, you are infinite and timeless. As infinite, you express yourself in the form of space. As timeless, you express yourself as time. Without space and time, you could not be aware of yourself. But when space and time appear, consciousness also appears. Then you descend into that consciousness and express yourself in thousands of ways. Yet within all that, there is no real separation. When universal consciousness manifests as a particular phenomenon, that limited form believes it is something separate and independent. But it is not. There has never been an independent someone. There are no separate individuals. In the end, the one who is released is consciousness itself. I hope this information helps you. And always remember, you hold immense power within, far beyond the physical world. You are here to awaken to it. Thank you for listening.