I don't have the words
When I'm in front of you
My feelings rise, then fade away,
Yet they never lose their color
How long has it been now?
The distance between us never changes
I hide my feelings, afraid you'll see
Like I'm no more than a friend
So gently, I fell for you
As an unread page revealed itself for the first time
Hiding behind a mask to escape rejection,
I stayed by your side
When you flash a smile
I want to be the one behind it
I don't mind being a side character
So let me stay in your world
Oh you already have
everything I don't,
And I wonder, if only I could hate you,
Would my days stop being so full of you?
I wonder if
This delicate distance between us would change
If I said I love you like it was a joke?
Would it make any difference at all?
Each time you throw me a glance
I lose my composure
The words I had prepared stay unspoken
And another day ends just the same
When you shed a tear
I want to be the one beside you
Our lonely hands will find each other
Before loneliness reaches you
Hey, telling you I'd protect you
Would that be too arrogant of me?
But even if my hands grow weary from holding on to you,
My feelings will never fade, Never waver, never untangle
It just keeps overflowing
When you flash a smile
I want to be the one behind it
For now, I’ll stay a side character,
But someday, I want to be at the center of your world
Oh you already have
everything I don't,
And I wonder, if only I could hate you
I can’t help but wonder like a fool because my days are so full of you
