99% Get ＂Ignorance＂(Avijjā) Wrong. Here's the Real Meaning.

99% get ignorance, avijja, wrong. Here's the real meaning. There's a story in the canon. Lady Visakha, who was one of the Buddha's main supporters, has come from the funeral of one of her grandchildren. She stops off to see the Buddha and he asks her, would you like to have more grandchildren? Yes. Would you like to have as many grandchildren as there are people in the city of Savat? That's where she lived. And the answer again was yes. He said, but is Savata ever without somebody dying in the course of a day? She said, no, there's always at least two or three people. There's never a day when there's no death in Savat. He said, if you had that many grandchildren, you'd be going to a funeral every day. So she says, well enough of that idea. We live in a world where people are dying all the time. We got news this afternoon of a death in what you might call our extended family, one of our supporters from Thailand. Every time you hear about a death, the Buddha has you stop and think, this body too is subject to that. Now, this contemplation is not meant to get you depressed. It's actually meant to fire you up because you realize that you still have work to do before you go. If you want your death to be a good death, you've got to get your mind in shape. The Buddha's idea of a good death is not necessarily one that's calm, peaceful and painless. It's when you leave this body and don't get reborn. If you can't manage that, next best is going to a good place where you can continue practicing. As he said, for most human beings that's not the case. He once picked up some dirt under his fingernail and asked the monks, which is more, the dirt in the earth or the dirt under my fingernail? The monks replied, of course, the dirt in the earth is much more. He said, in the same way, those who pass away and go to one of the lower realms are like the dirt in the earth. Those who pass away and come back to the human realm or to one of the higher realms are like the dirt under my fingernail. The whole purpose of these teachings is to get you to have a sense of strong samvega, that we really are in a very terrifying situation. But we also want to supplement that feeling with pasada, which is confidence that there is a way out. That's the path the Buddha provides. So, when he has you reflect on death, it's not just to think death, death, death. He says it's for the purpose of finding the deathless. In other words, it motivates you to do the practices that lead to your experience of what's deathless in the mind. That's what we're doing right now. Practice in virtue, practice in concentration, practice in discernment. We reflect on these things and the fact that things are inconstant, stressful, not self, as we chanted just now. The fact that we're subject to aging, illness and death, not to get depressed, but to motivate ourselves to take on the training. After all, the Buddha didn't simply lay out a theory about what the world is like. He's training people to develop themselves. He gives advice from the outside. But he also teaches us how to train ourselves from the inside. Part of the training, of course, is in this issue of motivation, making you want to take on the training. But he also gives you clear advice on how you can train yourself. It starts with the very simple principles, like the teaching he gave to Rahula when Rahula was seven years old. He started out by emphasizing the importance of truthfulness. He said that if you want to take on the contemplative life, you have to be the sort of person who would make a vow not to tell a deliberate lie, even in jest. Then building on that truthfulness, he would have you observe your actions and their results. You start out with your desire to act and you ask yourself, when I want to do this action, what do I expect the results to be? If you expect any harm, you don't do it. If you don't expect harm, you go ahead and do it. While you're doing it, you look for the results that are coming up immediately. Because the principle of causality is that not everything has to wait until another lifetime before it's going to show its results. Sometimes, you get results right away. You stick your finger in a fire and it burns right away. So you look for any harm that may be coming up. And if you sense it, you stop. If you don't sense any harm, you keep on going. When the action is done, you look at the long-term consequences. If you see that you actually did cause harm, you resolve not to repeat that mistake. You go and talk it over with someone else who's more advanced in the path to get some advice on how not to repeat the mistake. And you develop a sense of shame, a healthy sense of shame over what you've done. Resolve that you're not going to repeat that mistake. If you don't see any harm, then you take joy in that fact and keep on training. These are basic instructions on how to be a skillful person. If you're going to master any kind of skill, as when you want to learn how to make pottery, you want to learn how to shoot a gun, you have to be very careful about what you want to do and then do it as best you can. Then you look at the results. If the results don't measure up, you figure out what to do to change what you're going to do the next time. So you approach all your actions as a skill. This relates to the Buddha's teachings on avidya, or ignorance. As he said, this is the factor that can turn anything in the mind into a source of suffering. The word avidya doesn't mean just not knowing about things. It also means a lack of skill. You're not skilled in the duties of the four noble truths. You don't know how to comprehend suffering well. You don't know how to abandon its cause well. You don't know how to develop the path well. So there's no way you're going to realize the cessation of suffering at all. You've got to learn how to do these things well. This is how you do it. Through a process the Buddha calls commitment and reflection. This applies to your actions outside and also to the meditation. As the Buddha said, he got on the right path when he learned to divide his thoughts into two sorts. Those that would lead to harm and those that wouldn't. The ones that would lead to harm he would keep in check. The ones that wouldn't lead to harm he would allow to roam free for a while. He said it was like being a cowherd. During the rainy season when people are growing rice, the cowherd has to make sure that his cows don't get into other people's rice fields because there's going to be trouble if they do. So he has to beat them, hold them in check, anything that's necessary to stop them. In the same way, if any unskillful thoughts came up based on sensuality, ill will, harmfulness, he'd beat them back. That tells you something right there. Buddhism is not about just accepting whatever. We're here to develop a skill. And skill means making choices. It means having value judgments as to what's worth fostering and what's worth abandoning. As for when his thoughts were skillful, he would allow them free range. Like a cowherd who, during the dry season, doesn't have to worry about his cows getting into anybody's rice fields because there's no rice being grown. The rice has been harvested so the cows can wander pretty much where they like. He just has to be mindful of them so that when the time comes to take them back home at night, he gathers them in. So the skillful thoughts he'd allow to roam free. But he reflected also that if you think skillful thoughts all day and all night, they don't lead to any harm. But they do tire the mind and tire the body. When the body and mind are tired, then they're harder to control. So he realized the best thing to do was to get his mind into concentration. Again, commitment, reflection, and then acting on your reflection. When you get the mind into concentration, it's the same sort of thing. Get it to settle down, then do what's needed to keep it there. You have to see what works and what doesn't work. The Buddha says you're like a cook who has to make sure that his master likes the food he prepares. If the cook can sense the master doesn't like the food he's made, he's going to have to change what he offers. Sometimes the master won't say outright, you have to learn how to read the signs. In the same way, you have to learn how to read the signs of your mind. You're sitting here with your breath, but the mind is unwilling to settle down. Okay, what's the problem? Is the problem with the mind or is the problem with the breath? You can change the way you breathe to see if that makes any difference. Or you can switch to another topic, such as spreading thoughts of goodwill. When you spread thoughts of goodwill, you may run into thoughts of somebody you don't feel goodwill for. There may be an issue that came up during the day that may be part of the problem. So you think your way around the problem until you can actually extend thoughts of goodwill to that person. Or you can contemplate the unattractive nature of the body. You may run into somebody's body that you actually like, which may be part of the problem. Ask yourself what is there to like about it. Think of the skin being peeled away and all the blood that would be all over the place if you did that. When we think about the body, often we think of those anatomical diagrams where all the organs are very neat, but actually they're all awash with blood and if you took the body apart, it would be pretty foul smelling. You can imagine lots of ways to realize that the body is not really worth getting all worked up about. In other words, you check to see if there's something buried in the mind that's making it hard to settle down. She's a doe, like the story of the princess with the pea. Lots of mattresses, but there was a little pea under the mattresses, so she couldn't sleep. For a lot of us, it's not just a pea, it's an elephant. So, we have to get the elephant out. Then the mind can settle down and then as it settles down, you realize there are stages. In the beginning, you have to use directed thought and evaluation. In other words, you have to talk to yourself about your topic to adjust it so that the mind and the breath fit snugly together. But then, there will come a time when things have settled down and all that talking becomes superfluous. It's a disturbance. So, what was necessary to get it to settle down is no longer necessary and is now actually part of the problem. So, you learn how to let it go. For some people, this is hard. They're so used to talking to themselves all the time that if there's some silence in the mind, they feel like they're going to disappear. Remind yourself, as long as you're aware, you're fine. Then you go through the various levels of concentration and what was attractive about one level then becomes a disturbance in the next. So, you let it go. A similar problem comes up when everything is so still in the body, so still in the mind that the act of breathing comes to feel like a disturbance. Yet, when you stop breathing, and here we're not talking about forcing yourself to stop, it's just that the body happens to stop. You may get concerned that you're going to die, you're going to faint. Well, the body will breathe if it needs to breathe. Remind yourself that when we talk about breath, it's not so much an energy you have to take in from outside. There's energy already in the body and you allow it to be full. You don't squeeze it out when you breathe out. You learn to breathe with a sense of fullness, both in and out. Then, when the body feels full, you don't have to breathe that much. It's natural. And if the mind is really still, the brain isn't using up a lot of oxygen. It's not creating a lot of carbon dioxide in the blood. So, the impulse to breathe gets weakened. You're going to be okay. So, here again, commitment, reflection. That's how you develop skill. With that skill, that's how you overcome the lack of skill that's ignorance. At this point, you don't have to be thinking about death. Aside from the fact that at some point, you have to ask yourself, this concentration I'm doing, if I stop doing it, it's going to run out. Is there a level of inner peace where I don't have to keep on doing? Only when you get to that, are you really safe. Something that's not affected by space, not affected by time. The Buddha says it's there. So, always open your mind to that possibility. And you'll find that your mind inclines more and more in that direction as you get more and more familiar with your concentration. It's what the Buddha calls training for calm. Learning how to appreciate the fact that when he says that there is no happiness other than peace, he knows what he's talking about. You're willing to incline your mind in that direction. So, we think about death to motivate ourselves. But then, instead of thinking about death all the time, we actually get to work getting the mind to settle down through this process of commitment and reflection. That's how we become skilled. All those thoughts about death, aging, illness, and death, inconstancy, stress, not self, that's what they're all about. To keep reminding us that where we are is not ideal. It's not to be accepted. It's something to be overcome. And the path to overcoming it is open. We can take the skills we've learned from the Buddha, and particularly his instructions on how to learn to teach ourselves, how to train ourselves, and give them the best we've got. Make the most of right now. Every year, at the beginning of the new year, we wish one another a happy new year in huge denial of the facts. Time is passing. And what happens as time passes? People grow old. They grow ill. They die. They get reborn again. And it happens all over again. Again and again. There's a sutta where the Buddha goes for alms at the house of a Brahman. And the next day he goes to the house again. The Brahman puts food in his bowl. And the Buddha goes again the next day. And the Brahman puts more food in his bowl. On the third day, the Brahman complains, what is it with this pesky contemplative? He comes every day again and again for food. And the Buddha replied, and again and again, people take birth. Again and again, people grow ill. Again and again, they die. They get carried off to the charnel ground. And again and again, they take birth. The question is, when are you going to have enough? There's that temptation to say, well, next time around, I want it to be better. You try to arrange for it to be better. But then it's going to fall apart again. And all too often, when things get better, people get complacent. Think of the Devas. Anything they want appears. You can imagine how spoiled you could get if anything you wanted just appeared. After having been spoiled like that for a long while, they have to fall. Then it's that much harder to deal with the fact that their wishes don't come true anymore. Or they come true only with a lot of effort. So here we are, trying to develop some goodness in hopes of the rewards of goodness. But then, the rewards, if you hold on to them, turn on you, they bite you. That's why the question is, when will you have had enough? As the Buddha said to that Brahman, only when you've developed the discernment that can let go of these things, will you not have to come back again and again to further becoming. It's all fueled by our craving. There's the same sentiment that Rathapala had when he first listened to the Dhamma. He realized, as he said, the world is swept away. It has no shelter. You have nothing of your own. In other words, inconstancy, stress, pain, not-self. But then, it's a slave to craving. It wants more of the same. When will you have had enough? There's another place where the Buddha points out that if you take delight in sights, sounds, smells, tastes, tactile sensations, ideas, then you're delighting in stress. You're delighting in pain. Now, some people might say, why are you bad-mouthing the good things of the world, the good things of life? We're not really bad-mouthing these things. We're just pointing out the facts because there's something better. That's what you always have to hold in mind. There is something better. Sometimes the Pali word for stress, dukkha, is translated as unsatisfactoriness. There's a way in which that's right, but a huge way in which it's wrong. Dukkha means pain, stress, suffering. It's unsatisfactory because there is something better, but taken on its own. When you say that something is unsatisfactory, it sounds as if you could simply change your standards and learn how to be satisfied with things, and then you'd be okay. And that's a lot of what modern Dharma teaches. Accept the fact that things change. Don't want them to be any way different, and you'll be okay. Learn some equanimity. That is not the escape from suffering. That's not the escape from unsatisfactoriness. The escape is realizing that you're implicit in making these things happen. When the Buddha says that the objects of the senses and the senses themselves are fabricated, it's not simply that they depend on conditions, but that you play a role in getting engaged with them, shaping them, and it's because you still find delight in these things that you keep coming back. So, in the meantime, he says to delight in the path. Even though the path is made out of intentions, thoughts, words, deeds, still it's a set of intentions, a set of aggregates that provides the way out. You have to depend on this body, with all its illnesses and its aging, as a tool for practice. Either you take it as an object of contemplation, or you focus on the breath, contemplating the 32 parts of the body, or focusing on the breath to develop a sense of relative well-being. You know that you're going to have to give it up anyway, but it's better to give it up understanding why you took it up to begin with, and how you can learn how not to pick it up again. That's what we're aiming at. Because again, there is something better. If there weren't something better than all this, the Buddha wouldn't have taught. As he said, if there weren't a true happiness to be found by developing skillful qualities and abandoning unskillful ones, he wouldn't have taught people to act in those ways. He taught because there is a benefit to these activities that goes beyond the ordinary, coming back to better things. So here's our opportunity. We don't know how much time we have. And as the Buddha says, days and nights fly past, fly past. What am I becoming right now? Are you becoming a better person? Someone who's less reliant on the pleasures of the senses and more reliant on the pleasures of the path? Or is it the other way around? You're the one who has to judge. As the Buddha said, the Dhamma is found through a combination of commitment and reflection. You commit yourself to the path. How well are you committed? That's what you have to reflect on. If you say, well, I'm doing enough so that I can come back fairly comfortably. Ajaan Mahabhua has a nice response. He says, people who are planning their next lifetime don't really believe in rebirth. That's because they don't understand how risky it is. We have no idea what karma we have in the past that might suddenly might barge in at some point and take us off to some place where it's going to be hard to practice. But we do have the opportunity to practice now. So make the most of it. Try to be uncomplacent. Try to be heedful. Because those are the qualities you have to depend on. If you're missing those qualities, the practice begins to fall apart. You start thinking, well, I'll make a practice of relaxing my way to awakening. Or taking the easeful path. I was listening to a dharma talk from another tradition last night, in which the teacher was saying he didn't like the idea of translating samadhi as concentration. Because simply the idea of concentrating the mind makes you tense. There's something you have to do to get the mind focused, as opposed to simply allowing it to be peaceful and still. Well, peaceful and still, but not focused, means that you're just drifting around. You can't clone awakening. You hear about awakened people being at ease, but you don't get there by taking your ease all the time. Ajaan Swat gave the image of the difference between eating and being full. When you're eating, you have to find the food. You have to fix the food. You have to chew it. And you have to digest it. There's a lot of activity that goes into it. The feeling of being full is something that's there. They're two very different things. You can't make yourself full simply by telling yourself, okay, I'll act like I'm full. You've got to do what's required. So realize there's work involved. There are going to be frustrations and difficulties. But learn how to delight in taking the difficulties as challenges. Think of the difference between simply enjoying the pleasures of the senses and enjoying the mastery of a skill. Delight in the path is enjoying the mastery of a skill. You're working on a skill, something that you couldn't do before. But now you can. Problems that you faced before, and they seemed insurmountable. Now you can surmount them. That's the delight of the path. Yet that's nothing compared to what lies at the end of the path. As the Buddha said, if they could make a deal with you that they would spear you with a hundred spears in the morning, a hundred at noon, a hundred in the evening for a hundred years, three hundred spears a day for a hundred years. But with the guarantee that at the end of a hundred years, you'd get full awakening, he said, take the deal. And when you arrived at awakening, you wouldn't think that it had been won by pain. The sense of relief that comes, the sense of being totally unburdened, totally unlimited that comes, would erase any regrets over how much pain was involved along the way. So there is something special that lies at the end of the path. Have a very keen sense that it's worth it. At the same time, have a keen sense that you don't know how much time you have. Last night, we lost a member of our original support community. She lived to be 90 years, but still, at the end of 90 years, all that time seems like nothing. It's all gone. Where are those 90 years right now? They're gone. Once we're born, it's as if we've been sentenced to death and we go around with the sentence hanging over us. We tend to forget that it's there. And we have no idea where we are in line or of who's next in line. But the sentence will be carried out. You can be sure of that. So make sure that you've developed as much of the path as you can in the meantime. If you don't, there'll be a lot of regrets. And it's not a good thing to die with regret. When the time comes, die with the sense. Okay, I did what I could. Even if you haven't reached all the way, there'll be a sense of satisfaction there. And that'll carry you through.