"My friends… have any of you actually found a job lately? I didn’t notice it at first — but I’ve been lying here in this tiny rented room, motionless, for over twenty days. I used to think my problem was that I didn’t have a certificate. So I worked hard, got one… and guess what? Nothing changed. I still can’t find a job. I feel completely lost. My husband studied abroad in Canada, yet he’s now in Guangzhou, earning only 4,000 yuan a month — not even from a full-time job, just scattered part-time gigs. I once believed teaching was a noble, secure career. Now, I’m running a tiny street stall to survive — and after twenty days, I’ve lost over 4,000 yuan. Every morning, I see people digging through trash bins near my door. More and more of them are young — some even dressed like they used to have good jobs. When one group leaves, another shows up. It’s heartbreaking."
My friends, have any of you actually found a job lately?
I didn't notice it at first, but I've been lying here in this tiny rented room,
motionless, for over 20 days. I used to think my problem was that I didn't have a certificate,
so I worked hard, got one, and guess what? Nothing changed. I still can't find a job.
I feel completely lost. My husband studied abroad in Canada, yet he's now in Guangzhou,
earning only 4,000 yuan a month, not even from a full-time job, just scattered part-time gigs.
I once believed teaching was a noble, secure career. Now I'm running a tiny street stall
to survive, and after 20 days I've lost over 4,000 yuan. Every morning I see people digging
through trash bins near my door. More and more of them are young, some even dressed like they
used to have good jobs. When one group leaves, another shows up. It's heartbreaking. China feels
like it's split into just two or three classes now, the rich, the powerful, and the rest of us
barely hanging on. Every time I find a month, I lose it again within weeks, or worse, I lose
myself in the struggle. My days blur together, sleep in the morning, interviews in the afternoon,
sleepless nights filled with anxiety. Once, a college degree guaranteed a future.
Now, graduates flood the streets, searching endlessly, but every position is already gone.
Even government workers aren't safe anymore. In my county, quarterly bonuses have disappeared,
salaries are delayed, and civil servants whisper about not being able to pay rent.
I work for a central, state-owned company, and we haven't seen a paycheck in two months.
When even the government can't afford to pay its own people, what hope is left? These days, I tell my
friends one thing, stop spending, stop buying, save every penny you can. Just today, six business
owners called me, all saying the same thing. We're done, there's no money left. We're switching to
zero inventory. We can't survive. One of them asked how my business is doing. I laughed and said,
it's the worst year I've ever seen. And I meant it, because this isn't just my struggle,
it's the collapse of an entire industry. You want to hear how bad it's gotten? Here's a cruel little
joke. Years ago, I went on a blind date with a woman who said I wasn't rich enough for her.
My car was too cheap, my salary too low. Last week, she came back, saying she finally saw my value.
You know why? Because she's broke too. Because there's no one left to use.
But just because we're broke doesn't mean we're blind. After a whole year of hard work,
what did we get? The mutton market crashed. Russian imports sell for $12 a kilo. Local
meat prices have never been this low. My shop didn't sell a single thing this morning,
not one customer all day. Even during the National Day holiday, the streets were empty,
businesses dead. China's economy is collapsing faster than anyone dared to imagine.
Industries are vanishing, youth unemployment is exploding, and small businesses are dying
in silence. Millions are left with nothing, not even dignity. On social media, young people cry
out their despair. Some scavenge for scraps just to eat. Beneath the surface, anger is boiling.
The economy is crumbling, censorship is suffocating, and public trust has evaporated.
Life in China is being drained of hope, and the system holding it all together is starting to
crack. The truth is simple and terrifying. This is what the collapse looks like, not in headlines,
but in real lives. Ours. If you're barely surviving, you already know. This isn't living,
it's endurance. Every morning feels heavier than the last. The bills don't stop, the rent
keeps rising, and the job market has turned into a graveyard. You wake up tired, go to bed defeated,
and somewhere in between you start wondering, is this what life has become? We work harder than
ever, yet everything slips away faster. Prices climb, wages fall, and debts pile up like mountains.
The economy keeps sinking, dragging everyone down with it. In this country, even breathing
feels expensive. The ladder of opportunity has snapped in half, and those on top just keep
climbing higher, stepping on the rest of us. Even the simplest dream, buying a small home,
earning a stable income, now feels impossible. You lose one job, then another, and the fear never
leaves. You send out dozens of resumes, but no one calls back. And if you dare to speak the truth
about it, they say you are negative, unpatriotic, dangerous. Why must we always bow down? Why must
we thank the same system that crushes us, while pretending everything is fine? We've done nothing
wrong, we just want a normal life, to live with dignity, to breathe without fear. But somehow,
even that has become a luxury. We never stole, never harmed anyone. All we've ever wanted was
peace, not power. Just the right to live with dignity. Is that really too much? A man in China
shared something that shook me. He drove for two hours with the state radio on, and for two hours,
they bragged about record grain harvest. But step outside and you'll see, every major sector is
bleeding. Oil, banking, aviation, railways, even hospitals. The only people breaking records
are the ones on propaganda posters. In reality, farmlands in Shandong and Henan are drowning.
Peanuts rot in the fields. Farmers can't dry their crops. Imagine losing your job, turning to farming,
only to watch your first harvest melt away in the mud. Wouldn't that drive anyone insane?
I only get one life, so why can't I live it my way? If I choose to lie flat, that's my right.
On my bed, my couch, or the ground. If I want to quit, I'll quit. If I don't want marriage or
children, that's my choice. You've never cared if I lived or died, so stop telling me how to live.
This morning, someone messaged me, delete your video. And I asked, who gave you the right to
Is that now a crime? If speaking truth means I'm on the opposite side, then fine.
I'll stand there proudly. I'm just one ordinary voice, but I'm not afraid.
If you agree, comment, support. Let them know we still exist. There once was a man called Langzai
Xiaoniu. He lived alone in an abandoned house with his cats. He grew vegetables, raised chickens,
cooked with scrap wood, hurt no one, broke no law. Yet he was banned just for lying flat.
He found happiness in simple things. An old chair from a demolition site, a few peppers,
a stray basketball. He asked for nothing, just peace. But even that kind of life is forbidden
now. Not because he did wrong, but because he refused to live the way they wanted.
In this society, if you stop running, you're called lazy. If you tell the truth,
you're labeled dangerous. Look around you. Warehouses full, factories silent,
families collapsing under debt. This morning, I stepped outside and the police stopped me.
They didn't ask for ID. They shoved me into their car, dragged me to the embassy,
and emptied my pockets. The cold wind cut through me as I stood there, my sweat dry,
my tears falling upward. Tell me, what should I do now? If this is the life they want for us,
then why not just shut the country again? Like in the old Qing dynasty days.
Recently, a South Korean tour group visited Zhangjiajie. Their guide held a tiny South
Korean flag. Suddenly, a man rushed out, ripped it from his hands, shouting like a hero. The guide
said nothing. He just folded the flag and led his tourists away, silent. No argument, no anger,
just quiet disappointment. And I wonder, when they return home, what story will they tell
about this land? Brother, you call yourself a hero? Then why stop halfway? If a tiny flag in
someone's hand offends you so much, go take down the one flying at the South Korean embassy,
the big one, the one with guards standing below it. But you won't. You only pick fights with the
weak. You only act brave when there's no risk. You'll smash a Toyota parked on the street,
but never touch a Land Cruiser or a Prado. The poorer the target, the louder your roar.
Where are all those patriotic warriors now, the ones who shouted on trains, who filmed themselves
breaking foreign goods for likes? Tell me, is that what love for the motherland looks like now?
Screaming at strangers and pretending it's courage? Here's the truth they don't want to hear.
When a nation opens its heart, people rise together. When it closes itself off in fear
and paranoia, everyone sinks. And in the end, it's not the world outside that destroys us.
It's the cages we build inside our own minds.