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And so the girl is back with another story This week, she did something rather different She took a plight, she faced her fear And she ate a very large loaf of bread But before I say too much Let's sit back and enjoy the story that she has to tell There is the most interesting bird over there It's kind of yellow with like a little bit of black Wonder what kind of bird that is I'm doing something really scary tomorrow So a couple of weeks ago, I got an email About an interview that I was invited to down in California And my initial reaction was That's terrifying, I'm not doing that And then I thought about it and I realized like This is the year I promised myself That I would do more things that scared me And this is something that scares me So I'm doing it Tomorrow I'm flying down to California And I'm doing an interview Why does traveling make you so tired Okay, so there is two things That I really want to do while I'm here The first one is I want to see the bridge I know it's kind of touristy but I just want to see it And the second thing is I want to find a really good loaf of sourdough bread San Francisco sourdough is like Kind of famous I feel like I know it's special because There's like a certain type of sourdough That thrives in this environment I think it's just specific to this region I don't know But I do want to eat a loaf of bread Okay, so I did a little research I think that I'm going to go to this bakery Called Heartine It has a lot of reviews So I feel like it's going to be good So I realized on this trip It's actually been quite a long time Since I've taken a trip alone Really it's been a long time Since I've spent any days alone Back home I'm very fortunate to have My family always around me but It was honestly really nice To spend these days by myself Another thing I'm going to focus on this year is Spending more time alone I think we learn a lot about ourselves When we do this Okay, you guys It's huge Look at this loaf of sourdough Oh my god This is massive I'm not going to eat it right now Because I also got something else I haven't had a croissant in like I don't know it's been This is the best thing I ever had This city is really beautiful Wow I'm a little nervous for this interview It's in like three hours I guess I should probably start getting ready Actually I take that back I'm not a little nervous I'm a lot nervous What do you guys think I don't know Kind of regretting my entire life right now Okay, so the interview ended up going really well You guys can watch it over on Jack's channel But it won't be out until August I realized something on this day The thing about fear is We tend to be scared of the things That we've never done before And then once we do them You realize there's nothing to be scared of I sometimes feel fear when I go Like out of my comfort zone But at the end of the day I feel like growth can only happen When we challenge and push ourselves Oh my god you guys This night is incredible Wow I came down here And the sky was just like bursting with color And that bridge I'm so glad that I saw this bridge Wow It's getting late though What time is it I should probably get home Oh my god It's 9 o'clock Let's get out of here Before it gets dark And I'm stuck in the city in the dark On this night I asked myself Why was I so scared to do this Maybe it was because I was scared of failure But honestly I would so much rather Try something new and fail Than not try at all and live in regret So I just got back home a couple of days ago And it has been so beautiful here I just love this time of year so much It's just like warm And everything is so exciting And we still have like so many more months Of summer left I don't know It is honestly just The absolute best time of year Tonight I'm going on a mission I have some things to get Oh my god you guys It feels so good to be back in the city I grew up here and My brother is calling me Hello Hey where are you I'll be there soon 10 minutes OK see ya OK bye I gotta go Hey Cole Hey Isabel Sorry I'm late Shall we go Yeah let's go OK Yeah Dad's like this There's like a ledge right here We're harvesting some clay right now Yeah Nice OK so Me and Cole have wanted to do this for so long Yesterday we went and harvested some clay Wild clay Local clay And what are we doing now So how is this working So we're just breaking it down It's sitting in warm water I guess just water And it'll get soft again That's it And then we're going to use it Yeah there's a few other steps But pretty much I kind of want to make a cup Yeah A mug I want to make like the classic That's a pretty hard thing to throw Really Yeah I'm starting over This is not good So for the past couple of days I've been making things out of this clay we harvested And I'm realizing something I'm realizing how bad I am at pottery Holy smokes Oh this is a lot harder than it looks Oh my gosh I'm going to get it I'm going to make a mug It might take me a while But I'm going to do it I swear I'm going to Got to center it That's the most important thing Maybe next week I'll have something that I made I'm just a mess right now Anyways you guys Thank you all so much for watching this video And I will see you all next week Okay bye bye