I lied and broke her heart...

I just went on a date for the first time in 3 years and secretly filmed the whole thing. I'm a YouTuber, so of course I posted it on the internet for hundreds of thousands of people to see. And one of those people was my date, Lydia. Now she knows I lied about everything and that I filmed her without her knowing. Understandably, she's furious. She called me a liar and she never wants to talk to me again. The thing is, I really like her. I felt we had a connection that I have never experienced before and I messed it up completely. If she could just hear me out, maybe she'll forgive me and give me a second chance. Hello. If you could just let me explain for a minute, please. No, I don't want to talk to you and I think it's best if you stop calling me. Lydia, I need to No, I'm serious. You lied to me and I just had to find out from my roommate that you posted our first date to YouTube. That is crazy. Like, do you I'm so upset right now. You lied about this whole entire thing. I had no idea you were filming me this entire time and then you post it and don't even tell me about it. And there's so many people commenting. Like, this is so embarrassing. I Lydia, I get it. Please just let me talk to you. I just need to just explain my side. No, you lied. I didn't mean to decent to ask me for permission to post this and now you posted it and it's just everywhere. So embarrassing. Lydia, I did not mean to lie. If I could just explain to you why I did. I think you would understand. I think you should stop calling me. Lydia, please. No. Carter, you lied to me about everything. I I need to go. I'm not doing this. Goodbye. No, Lydia. Okay, guys. I really messed up and I'm starting to understand why. My whole life is on YouTube. The dates that I film, my friends, my family, literally like all of it. I film every day and it's become so normal and so integral to my lifestyle. I mean, my entire family are YouTubers. My brother Steven, my sister Grace, my mom is on YouTube. I haven't been on a date in quite a long time and I've never dated outside of YouTube before either. I'm beginning to understand how this looks and must feel from her perspective and why she is so upset. Oh man, I really do feel like there's something very special about her. And it would be easy just to walk away, say I'm sorry, and move on. But something about her specifically really just stands out to me. And I feel like I have to make this right. If I could just explain to her why I lied. Maybe, just maybe, she could understand and forgive me. She's not going to answer her phone anymore. I think we need to just go over to her place, knock on her door, and just talk to her. I literally feel like the biggest loser in the world having such a good first date, but like messing it up the whole way. I don't know. I just can't have things end like this. Let's just go to her place. Let's just talk to her. Okay, so I have a plan. I think what I'm going to do is head to her place and on the way I'm going to stop and get her flowers or McDonald's or something. Try to show up with something that's going to make her feel special, make her feel like I actually care. And hopefully maybe then she can just hear me out cuz I just need to explain myself. I feel like I'm being so misunderstood right now. And if she still doesn't like me after explaining, I get it. That's fine. But I feel like it's not meant to go this way. It's not supposed to be this way. I just feel so uncomfortable. I just have to do something. Can I do a McDouble meal deal with no ketchup and spicy buffalo and Sprite? And that's everything. You can pull it for me. All right. If my memory serves me correctly, that was her exact order from our very first date. And so I'm really hoping that when she gets this, she sees it and it reminds her of the good times that we had eating McDonald's on our very first date before she realized I was lying about everything. Okay, time to pay. Oh my gosh. Wait, I actually think I forgot my wallet. Should I just call Lydia and see if she can pay for me again? Okay, too soon. That joke is way out of line. Shoot. Do y 650? Okay. Oh, wait. Actually, I do have my wallet. Thank goodness. Okay, that was a close one. Thank you. Great. Thank you. We got the goods. Let's see if the goods are good enough to fix everything I messed up. Oh, dude. You see this? The concierge is literally away right now. Yeah, I think I'll go. Hello. Uh, could one of you buzz me the 19? Yeah, of course. Um, is this for Door Dash or Thank you. We got the goods. We're coming. I just realized I hope she's home. She could technically be anywhere. Oh, the things I get myself into. I think it's that one. All right, we're at Lydia's apartment. I guess it's time to just knock on the door and see if she's home. What are you doing here? I need to talk to Lydia. I really don't think you should do that right now. Why not? She's really upset at you. Yeah, I know. That's why I need to talk to her. I just can't believe you lied to her. Like, I didn't even know you didn't tell her anything. Guys, let's let's bring it out of the hallway. Come on, let's go. So, Carter, why are you here? Because I need to talk to her. I got to apologize and tell her why I lied that way. I mean, I just think she's not going to want to see you right now because of that. It's like all super fresh. Okay, look. So, she's really upset. I get it. I would be upset, too, cuz I lied to her. But she has to understand that the reason why I lied was for like I lied for her. But I don't know. I just want to explain this to her. I think it's hard for her to understand what's really going on. Well, I didn't expect it to go this way at all either. I was hoping we'd go on a first date and I just wouldn't bring the whole YouTube stuff to it. I just feel like if I could just talk to her. I got her McDonald's. It's the same order as the first date, you know? I thought that would be like kind of something nice. I don't know. I kind of just like knock on the door and see what she thinks. I don't know. She's been She's been crying all day. I guess it's worth like giving it a shot. Trying to talk to her. Yeah. Where is she? She's in the game room over there. Well, I'm just going to knock and see. I don't know. I'm just going to say hi and see what happens. All right, guys. Well, I think I have the opportunity to knock on the door and see if she's going to let me talk to her. Lydia, who is that? It's me, Carter. Oh my gosh. Lydia, I just want to talk. I don't think that's a good idea. Lydia, please. I just need to explain. I just I don't think that's a good idea. Oh gosh. I don't think she's going to want to talk to me. What do I do? Should I tell her I got a McDonald's? Maybe. She hasn't eaten anything yet. Have you eaten food today? I got you McDonald's. At least let me bring this in so you can have some food. Yeah. Okay. Okay. This This might be my end. So, I'm just going to go in. Just Just stay out here. Okay. Hi. Okay. Just stay out here. Okay. So, how she's been? Honestly, not good after that date. I mean, she was super excited and after the date, everything went so well, but then then the video came out and we didn't know. I didn't know I was supposed to hide it from her. Like Carter didn't say anything about hiding the video or that she didn't know anything. How did she like react when you first showed her? She's just completely shocked. Like everything she learned on the first date was like a lie basically cuz she didn't know what to trust. Hi, I got you some McDonald's. Just going to put that here for now. I'm just going to put it all out there. I know this is a lot, but I just really want to show you who I am and what I do. So, I know you found out the hard way, but I am a YouTuber. That's what I do. I film all the time. That's my life. It's my job. That's why I kind of told you I didn't have a job and it's because I film. You know, I'm wearing a lav right here. My cameraman's out there. I just really would love to have a moment to just kind of walk you through everything because I know that you're so upset with me. You know, I see Carter's side of things though. It's hard to be a YouTuber and try to have a dating life, but I don't know if I would have even done this. That's kind of tough. Yeah. It's like one thing to like go on a date and not tell somebody that you're a YouTuber, but then to like record the whole thing and post it on YouTube. Like you can't just take one break and go on a date without recording it. You lied to me about everything. Yeah, you're totally right. I did. I literally lied to you about everything. I don't even know who you are at this point. I know. And I really want to make that up to you and I want to show you who I am and what I do. It's just a lot. And I was really scared about dating as a YouTuber because in my mind it's one of two things. Someone's either going to not like me because of it or they're only going to like me because of it. But I just wanted you to see me for who I am, none of this other stuff. What do you think uh Carter's Carter's chances are at getting her back? You think she's going to give him a second chance or I hope so. I hope that he she understands like his perspective on why he tried to do that. He might have screwed this one up. I don't know. you were judging me before you even met me. Assuming that I was going to have ill intentions and I thought with how much we talked and everything we talked about that you really got to know me and who I am. You lied about your job. You said you don't have a job. You lied about your car. I mean, I don't even know which one of those is even your car. Looking back, it has me questioning the whole entire date. I mean, that makes me so uncomfortable. You were filming me and I didn't know. I think it's really cool that you're a YouTuber and you film everything. That's your career. I think it's incredible. But the fact that you felt you had to lie to me about it, that's what hurts. I get it. I see how that is so silly and hurtful. But I just can't forget the feeling that I had when I was with you and how special our connection was. I really feel like we have something here. And all I'm asking is for you to give me another chance to show you who I truly am. And then you can make your choice. If you still don't like me, then fine. But at least give me the opportunity to show you who I really am. Okay. I guess I might be open to that. Okay. But it's going to take some effort on your part to rebuild this trust. I understand. Can I get a hug? I'm sorry about everything, Lydia. Thank you for letting me talk and being understanding. And I got you a Sprite. Your favorite. All right. Well, it was good to see you. Good to see you. Okay. What happened? All right. Well, we talked. It um it went well. Did Yeah, it did. I think it really helped for me to like hear her out, apologize, and kind of really understand what I did and how it made her feel. But I think it was helpful for me to kind of talk about my side of things, too. Of course, she's still really upset and feels very deceived and lied to, but she is willing to give me another chance. Oh my gosh, that's a really So, I don't know what that means as far as another date or something. I'll definitely keep you guys posted. Um, but I think there could be something that's coming. I'm super excited. So, guys, make sure you guys subscribe right now so you don't miss what happens next.