Belly & Conrad | Sad Beautiful Tragic

We both can't make it to my mom's memorial tomorrow. Wait, you're not going? I thought that Namazi's clinic was why you couldn't go. I just, I don't think it's good for me being around everybody, so... Being around your ex who you're still not over, you mean? Dude, you gotta deal with this. Staying away is just like making it bigger than it needs to be. You need to normalize the situation. You don't know what it's like. You mean I have no idea what it's like to be in unrequited love with someone who's never going to feel the same way back? Really? When we were together, I never said the words and... I still want you. Now? Of course I do. Venus is still an evening star. Gives me some kind of hope or something. Yeah, I think you should feel optimistic. It's just hard knowing how much I fucked up. I thought you were gone. Still here. That's when I had this sudden thought. A part of me will always love you. He lifted his hand to wave. I lifted mine, but I didn't move. Couldn't move. Have you ever been in love? Hi! Have you? I asked you first. Okay. And yes. How many times? Once. Like how in love? On a scale of one to ten? Ten. So how did you meet? We never really met. I just always knew her. So when did you know it was love then? It wasn't one moment. It was... You know when you're still half asleep and you don't even realize that you're awake until there's one moment when you just are. Like one day I just... Woke up. This almost doesn't feel real. I knew that I couldn't be alone with her. I wouldn't be able to keep it in. Keep what in? That I... Loved her. I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks. You know, like electric jolts every time I saw them. We're getting married. Belly wave. I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either. I know. That we loved each other. Did you know about this? No. We did. I guess not enough.