The Reason Song Hye Kyo Has Been Able to Overcome Difficult Moments Until Now

We talked about The Glory earlier. We talked about it earlier. You really ripped it off with your acting. I don't think this is an exaggeration. But until you did this drama, Song Hye-kyo, You said you felt like you didn't have the talent for acting. The first well-made work was a melodrama. I think there's a lot of similar genres coming in. So I got a lot of love. But before I did The Glory, At some point, I was watching my acting. I was so bored. I mean, I'm looking at myself. It's so boring. I'm sure the viewers are really bored. I don't have a variety of facial expressions. I don't think you have the talent for acting. So I was a little depressed. When I was young, I thought about it when I was in my 20s. Looking at my seniors in their 30s, When I get to that age, I'm going to be really good at acting, right? I thought I'd just be comfortable. Even in my 30s and 40s, It's still hard. Now, in my late 30s, I'm monitoring. I don't know if I'm lacking in technique. I think it's just what I've always seen. And there's a limit to expressing. And then I thought, I'm sure the viewers think the same way. I'm an actor. I'm thinking about this. I'm embarrassed. Should I take a break? I thought about this, too. Actually, in your life, To yourself, Of course, everyone has a different style. When you blame yourself, you blame yourself a lot. Do you think you had a chance or a time like that? I've always had a standard. I don't think I've ever been a priority. Family or loved ones. I've always been second to me. If it's about a work, Did you only do this? Why did you act like this today? Or when the results come out, How did you do that? Don't do that next time. I've always blamed myself like this. And as a human Song Hye-kyo, Just... The part where you make a mistake. I can only see these things. I'm sure there's something good about it. I can always see what I didn't do well. I just feel annoyed. One day, all of a sudden. It's just about people. I tried to do well, but I made a mistake. And I have a short mind. I'm sure there are times when I've done something wrong. Even then, I just... You made a mistake this time. I made a mistake. Don't do that next time. I have to shake it off and move on. Why did I do that? Why did you do that? I shouldn't have done that. What should I do then? I keep thinking like this. I keep biting my tail. It's bothering me. And... I've been working for a long time. I didn't know much. If you listen to what you hear here and there, There are a lot of rumors. It's different from the truth. Sometimes I do interviews. When I meet people I don't know well, There are times when you ask me about the rumor. Then I answer like that. What do you say? I heard that, too. Go ask the person who made the rumor. I don't know, but what kind of answer do I give you? That's the right thing to say. That's what I say. That kind of story... It's being talked about by a lot of people. It's not for me to explain, but I have to explain it. Oh, my God. That's the right thing to say. Then tell the person who made it to explain. I... I've been cursed at too much. It's okay now. Honestly, it's a little... It's okay to have those bad comments. It's okay to do that to me. But when I do it to my family, I was a little heartbroken. That's right. I just thought of that. I've been active since I was very young. Since I was young, There were a lot of small rumors and big rumors. But that's my job. I've been cursed at a lot. But sometimes, I thought this wasn't right. There were things like that. But one day, I met a lot of people. One of them said, There's a rumor going around. Can I ask you? If you know, I'd like to answer you. But I've heard that story, too. It's a fake story. It's something I don't know. So I have nothing to say. I've heard that, too. I think it's best to go to the person who made the rumor. I've told you this before. But now that we're talking about this today, I'm curious about how you spent your time. I'm sure you've had those times. That's when I was in contact with Noh Hee-kyung. The teacher said, You have to know how to love yourself first. You can give more love to people around you. And you can see a better world. That's what he said. But loving me first, How do you love first? I don't even know how to do that. So at that time, the teacher said, Let's do morning practice and evening practice. Morning practice is when you wake up in the morning. How do you spend your day today? I'll write down what kind of life I'm going to live. Before I go to bed at night, I wrote down 10 things I was grateful for today. I did it for five years. Five years? It ended last year. I did it every day for five years. But at first, Thank you for the evening. I have to write down 10 things to thank you for. I can't think of anything. I don't have anything to be thankful for. What should I be thankful for? I was thinking about it for a long time. I called the teacher. I'm trying to write it now. I can't think of anything to be thankful for. What should I be thankful for? The teacher said, Hye-gyo, thank you for the good weather today. Thank you for eating without starving. Thank you for your pet being healthy. Thank you for seeing such pretty flowers. How many are there? He said this. I was really confused. So, from then on, There are so many things to write down. Thank you for finishing today's shoot safely. I went to a cafe and the food was delicious. Thank you. These little things. I think I've always thought of great gratitude. But when I started to appreciate those little things, There were so many. Oh, my God. Writer Noh Hye-kyung said this. Song Hye-gyo, who has been doing this for 5 years, is amazing. Come to think of it, I want to have something. Or I want to play a role. If I want something too much, It's always not mine. So I was so disappointed. At some point, Let's not be greedy. Let's just let it flow. If it's mine, it'll come to me. If it's not mine, it'll go to someone else. So there's nothing to regret about the past. As a woman Song Hye-gyo, as a human Song Hye-gyo, As an actress Song Hye-gyo, Everything. There were happy things. There were bad things. There were painful things. There were happy things. That's how life is. So I... It must have been so hard at that moment. That's what I think now. Oh, you're going to be better. To move on. I think I studied well. That's why you want me to love you first. Every time you do something, You asked me. Hye-gyo, how about you? Do you like doing this? Do you want to go here? Do you want to eat this? I want to go first. You said you'd go there with me. That's twice as happy. But that's when we met. It was more glory.