The Wedding of Windsor and Mayel by Studio King

White Dresses Diaries
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What are you doing?
I'm taking a shower.
Almost there, we just got started
Oh, we just got started
I'm all in, so take it to the heart
Willing to give it a shot in the dark
Already written in the stars
Oh, yeah, we just get started
We just get started
This is the perfect weekend to get married
Three years ago, when the path between us grew dim
You asked me, where are we?
I told you at that time that it felt like
I was staring through a stained and aged glass door
Everything blurry
But even then, I could make out a garden
In the heart of it, it was you
All the ways to take your vines
To that wine and still you're sober
If the clouds could come and wet your skin
Would you still flower?
There are 93,440 intervals of 45 minutes in 8 years
45 minutes
That's all it took for me to figure you out
Through your novena of a shower ritual
That you are crazy over details
Even now, from the dress you'll wear
To the songs we'll play
Down to the roles we're set to assume
You've planned it all with precision
I live in a home that you've built with your hands, Mayel
And I never intend to leave and lose grip
Even for 45 minutes
That's the reason why I only take a shower for 5
It's because I'm obsessed with you and your structure
And I want to be part of it
All of it
On a windowsill, on a windowsill
The distance like empty vessels
On a windowsill, on a windowsill
You were on a bench, reading a book
Life then felt like a shadow play where nothing held firm
But even then, I saw you
You were the only one thing that didn't change
The only constant thing my heart clung to
Today, Windsor, I stand beside you
The fragile threshold, the stained and aged glass door
It's all behind us now
A thought vibrating in a stem
The distance like empty vessels
And I'm so thankful that I get to do this tonight
I'll see you in a bit
On a windowsill
The distance like empty vessels
On a windowsill, on a windowsill
The distance like empty vessels
On a windowsill, on a windowsill
The distance like empty vessels
On a windowsill, on a windowsill
All the ways to take your vines to the wine
Your hand, I feel it
It is warm against mine
I see you
It is so beautiful, Windsor
More achingly real
Better than I ever dared to dream
Loving you isn't a shame
It's a release
Like finally exhaling after holding my breath for too long
I love you and best wishes
I'm proud of you
I'm 45, storming in my head
Staring at my phone, there's fire in my chest
In 45 years, I'll be 77
That's a tough ask, especially with my stubborn refusal
To eat the vegetables you insist on
But today, it is much clearer
I will do everything in my power to live for you
The grand design of this life is that I get to spend it with you until the last
I will outwork everyone I know to build a life that you deserve
I do not have your brilliance
But what I have is something equally powerful
Your belief in me
I promise to be the first voice in your corner
Loudly saying, I believe in you, you can do it
I promise to be with you through triumphs
Especially during trials
No exception
I promise to always save some space for the real stuff
The messy parts, the outbursts, the mistakes
Because I can see through it all
I see you, the real you, Windsor
We are the very essence of tonight's momentous celebration
So please, wild it out as I call on our newlyweds
Mr. Windsor Guadalupe Jr.
And the now-to-be-called Mrs. Marie Isabel Bautista Guadalupe
I still have a kid
I still have a grandchild
I still get to sleep in my room
I'm just a little older
I will not bend nor break in the face of difficulty
You taught me strength and resolve
I am prepared more than ever for what lies ahead of us
I will love you in all your forms, my equal
The order in my disorder
And the only light in the dark I've ever truly known
I will find you in the next life, Marie Isabel
I know I can, and I know I will
And when I can't, that's when I know
That you never really left this home
Love, Windsor
I promise to dive headfirst into life with you
To chase the fleeting moments of joy
I promise to live
To live long
To live strong
To feel deeply
I promise to live like there's hope
Because with you, there is
You are the reason I dare to believe
In the possibility of a life truly lived
This moment
This truth
Is all
With you, Windsor, it's enough
I love you
