Woman Couldn’t Stop Crying When She Saw Her Newborn Shocked Everyone When She Said "I Can’t Take It"

after a string of miscarriages lyric experiences her first labor and cries when she sees her newborn baby boy for the first time she gently Scoops him up and plants her last kiss because she knows she will not see him again before we continue with the story please make sure to hit that like button subscribe to our Channel and hit that notification Bell so you never miss any upload from us I was feeling unusually emotional that night my husband Woody was watching me sleep when I suddenly opened my eyes to his breath brushing against my face hey get some sleep I told him and he gently ruffled my hair telling me how beautiful I looked while sleeping I love your pregnancy glow lyric he whispered I blushed I teared up I wanted to hug him tight but a wall of pillows between us kept me from bumping onto him it was Woody's idea because he wanted to protect our baby at least this baby because it was our sixth pregnancy after a string of five miscarriages in our seven years of marriage would he loved children and wanted to have as many babies as God wanted to give us he was ready to go to any extent perhaps even bring down the skies to become a father I was carrying his child but he was carrying both of us mom and baby in his heart Woody was just excited beyond words only if I knew all that Joy would come to a heartbreaking standstill the next morning Woody honey Jesus I cried my husband came running and I screamed at him not to enter the bathroom please honey don't come inside lyric darling what is it he shouted but I shut myself inside and wildly cried I wanted to shut myself away from everything from my husband-in-laws neighbors friends and everyone I knew was waiting for my child to come into the world I had a miscarriage my baby my tiny life I wanted to protect and bring into this world died even before he was born was I cursed will I never become a mother I cried on Woody's lap that morning he scooped me up and we rushed to the doctor not one or two we visited around five doctors over the next few weeks after my discharge and what everyone told me sounded like a funeral hymn to me Mrs Jackson these are certain underlying complications involved in your pregnancy they said it took me a long time to process the several risk factors involved in my pregnancy I could not bear a baby and give birth normally some even told me straight in my face that childbirth would be very risky if I still successfully conceived and carried my pregnancy to term but I was ready to climb any mountain to have a baby was this a choice fate had given us Woody and I were even advised to opt for adoption or surrogacy I knew it had read stories of several women blessed with children this way but I wanted to feel my pregnancy I was absolutely normal except for the fact that something was really going on inside me my child wouldn't stay longer than four months my miscarriages were like a never-ending wave that kept coming to me to wash away my happiness then one day my husband encouraged me and said lyric darling it's okay we will keep trying we will not give up all right that was enough Woody I needed your support at my weakest moment and your love strengthened me I felt like a stomped seedling sprouting and bursting through a tiny crevice in the earth Woody and I returned home confident of visiting the hospital with another successful pregnancy checkup months passed and we kept trying our hopes were high and we wanted to become parents this time we will be successful I assured myself if I only knew fate had devised another dark plan for me a year passed and Woody was excited every time I ran to the medical store he thought I was getting a pregnancy test kit he would follow me to the bathroom and wait outside whenever I Rose early he would cross his fingers and eagerly wait to hear some good news but I would come out empty-handed each time and tell him what why are you up so early is everything all right hun I could tell by Woody's expressionless face he was disheartened but I cannot fake a pregnancy test can I we gave ourselves more time before planning our baby again Woody took me on a surprise second honeymoon it's a perfect idea to reconnect darling he said we need a break to try new things and enjoy our private time and so we flew to Maldives and returned home two weeks later with more than just beautiful memories of our trip I was sick and nauseous and Woody mistook it for the good news he was anticipating hon it's not what you think I must be having a bad tummy cause of the seafood I told him but when Woody was adamant that I was pregnant I took a pregnancy test one morning and proved to him I was not darling I know it's disappointing every time we try and it doesn't happen we will keep trying all right let's not lose hope too soon let's stay calm I comforted him I knew Woody was frustrated he gently pushed me away and said he was late for the office I thought he would calm down but I forgot it is always Calm before a storm later that morning just as I dropped him at his office I found his foam on the seat Woody had forgotten to take it I picked it up and followed him when it suddenly rang sugar who is sugar I exclaimed at seeing the caller's name before I could fathom anything Woody came running and grabbed his phone did you answer he asked me Woody sounded Stern and anxious no but who is sugar I asked him would he refused to answer me and return to his office I stood stranded and Confused is my husband seeing someone else my conscious haunted me but who knew I would find more heartbreaking answers very soon as days passed Woody started distancing himself from me he started coming home late his dress smelled of a woman's perfume that I didn't use and he never allowed me to use his phone let alone touch it those red flags were evident enough that he was cheating on me one fine day I thought I had seen enough and confronted him Woody are you seeing someone else I politely asked my heart pounded in my chest waiting for a no or at least his signature you silly gal he often said whenever he would be cross with me but I had never expected what he would tell me next look lyric honey I love you and you know that but I want children and everyone thinks I have some problem I cannot explain to people that you are the reason we do not have kids I was distraught I only wished my husband would not have said that it's been eight freaking years and we don't have children I don't think this is gonna work out hun it's time to decide decide what his phone rang and it was from sugar without hiding it anymore Woody answer the call right in front of me darling I'll pick you up at eight in the morning be ready all right Woody did cheat on me it felt like a giant rock had rolled over me it was so painful and I could not bring myself to stand on my feet before I could snap to reality he blew me up with another shock Woody then sat me down and showed me photos of Rhys his mistress a picture of Woody kissing her belly as she flaunted a positive pregnancy test shattered my heart to a million pieces Rhys was pregnant with his child and I had no idea how long this was going on behind my back I saw no Prospect of a happy marriage with Woody anymore I could no longer live under the same roof and see my life getting divided with another woman she took my place in my husband's heart and is pregnant with his baby what more could Woody ask for than becoming a father he got what he wanted and though he still loved me in a cranny of his heart I didn't want that I didn't want just a tiny spot in a cranny of m.i Hughes band's heart in a wink my beloved husband I shared my life seemed like a stranger so a few weeks later we parted ways and planned on filing for a divorce while Woody and his mistress led a happy new life together awaiting the birth of their child I walked out to the streets with no money nor a job I'd lived with my mother Doris and her love and support replenished my life two weeks later I started feeling sick again I didn't eat out and am a good cook so I don't remember having anything that would mess with my stomach when my morning sickness wouldn't stop and I started feeling hungry at random hours I decided to take one last pregnancy test to find out the truth I remembered Woody and I were trying to have a baby until I found out he was cheating with a faint heart and a sliver of hope I rushed to the pharmacy and brought a pregnancy test kit I waited until the following morning to take the test if I only knew what it would reveal the following morning as soon as I Rose from bed Mom Mom oh my God Mom I could not stop crying what is it darling my mother came running and froze after seeing my positive test my mom hugged me and took me out of the bathroom you should immediately tell Woody he has to know darling please don't delay he will be delighted to hear this this is what he wanted my mother begged and cried but my heart would not listen I did not want Woody to come running to me just because I was pregnant with his child I felt my pregnancy was not a reason to win his heart or bring him back my baby is not a magnet I'd want to use to attract his father to me lyric stop acting like a jerk my mom fumed he baby's father and he has the right to know about his child I refused and shut myself away until my mother stopped nagging me I even threatened her that I would leave without a trace if she tried contacting Woody to reveal my pregnancy to him I had no choice but to Corner my mother and she had no choice but to agree because she did not want to lose my child and me all at once I prepared for a safe pregnancy and the arrival of my baby deep inside I feared what the doctors had told me earlier will those risks affect my child I feared will my baby come into this world safe and sound months passed and I was more than delighted when I successfully reached my third trimester seeing my bulging baby bump and feeling little kicks elated me sometimes I cried in silence thinking about how I would raise him alone I pulled myself together and waited for my baby to arrive first while all was well my pregnancy entered the phase that was hardest for me I could not cope with it after my mother suddenly died of a heart attack my doctor had already advised me to avoid thoughts and circumstances that could trigger any risk that could threaten my unborn Childs and my well-being but how could I turn away from the bitter truth of my mom's passing a week after the funeral I started experiencing mild discomfort my due date was arriving in two weeks but I was not ready to take any risk I called 9-1-1 and was immediately rushed to the hospital my baby boy was born Hale and Hearty through a C-section I could not stop crying when I woke up to the loud cries of my newborn baby boy near me I let my tears endlessly flow when I saw baby Charlie for the first time his skin felt as soft as silk when I held him but I could not pull myself together to hold my newborn baby longer than five minutes my heart did not let me do it what if he gets attached to me what if he refuses to let me go what if he opens his eyes and arrests me and his memories for the rest of his life I thought before making a painful difficult choice I cried for the first time when I saw my newborn baby because I knew I couldn't take him home I had already planned to give him up for adoption I wanted my little one to live a beautiful life away for me I did not have the means or money to raise him alone placing him for adoption was my only hope and my heart ripped apart to make this difficult choice I sobbed as I scooped baby Charlie and kissed him on his forehead this would be my first and last kiss sweet I tearfully whispered I cried putting him back in the crib when one of the nurses who attended my delivery saw me SOB bitterly I could not hold myself back and told her everything about me I understand your pain but your ex-husband deserves to know the truth about your baby she advised me but my pride and sentiments would not allow me to do it I don't want to use my baby to build Bridges with my ex-husband besides hurting my feelings Woody had betrayed me he had walked out on me because I couldn't give him a child if he learns he is now a dad will it change the rift in our relationship will it fix the wounds he inflicted on my heart will it divide Woody's love for baby Charlie and the other baby born to him and his mistress tell us what you think and share this story with your friends it might Inspire them and brighten their day