Woman had 2NDE & Met God; Brings A Message for Humanity!

At that time, I remember all of the frames just kind of being gathered together, and I had a knowing that it was a time like where they would get like weighed or measured, you know, and instead of them being measured, they just kind of came together and then just dissolved So hi, my name is Yandia, and in January 15th and 16th, I had two near-death experiences. Okay, so the first near-death experience happened on January 15th, when basically I was pregnant, and I started getting what felt like contractions. So my husband brought me to the emergency, and I was there for quite some time before I was seen. Anyways, while I was there, I ended up, you know, having the miscarriage, and I wasn't really examined or anything. I was actually sent home, and before going home, I went to the washroom, and while I was in the washroom, I felt my hands and my feet getting very cold, and then I couldn't feel them anymore, and I felt like I was going to, you know, like lose consciousness, like I was going to pass out. So I came out of the washroom, and I basically collapsed into my husband's arms, and that's when I had the first experience. Basically, what that felt like, it felt like I was in a place that was just totally, it was totally dark. I felt like I was underwater, and the reason I say that is because when I looked above, I could see some light, kind of like in a circular shape. There was some light, and I could see like waves over this light, like so it made me think like I was like underwater, but I couldn't feel any actual water. It just gave me that feeling because of the waves, and so I had an intention, a desire to go up into the light, and as I went up into the light, I knew that my husband was on the other side. I could, I knew that he was there, and as I got closer, I could see him looking down into that light. So I was looking up at him, and he was looking down at me, but he couldn't see me. I could see him, but he couldn't see me, and I could also perceive other things that were happening in the hospital, though I couldn't see them because everywhere else was dark except for this place where I could look and see my husband, and I tried to get through, you know, these waves. I tried to get through onto the other side, but I just couldn't pass, and I ended up getting very, you know, exhausted, and I went down. I went back down into the darkness, and then that's all I remember for being on that side. The next thing I knew, I was hearing the nurse's voice, you know, saying to me like, are you back? Are you back? Are you coming back to us? And I started like blinking my eyes, and it just felt like I was waking up, and then I woke back up, and they put me on a stretcher, and then, you know, they kind of checked my blood pressure and all these things, and then they sent me home. So that was the first experience. I didn't see anybody else in that first experience. It was just pitch black, and apart from my husband, there was nobody else. I mean, I could see my husband, and also there were nurses around him, but the focus was on him. I wanted to get out, you know, to be where he was, and I know that he couldn't see me, but I just couldn't get to him, but there was nobody else. So at that time, why you know that is your NDE? Sorry, say that again. So at that time, why you know that is your NDE? How do I know that that was my NDE at that time? Yes. Well, the feeling that I had, the reason why I know that I was experiencing death, it's because everything within me, I knew that my husband was on the side of where people are alive. I knew that where he was was the place of where people are alive, and I knew that where I was wasn't. I could feel that I was in a totally different dimension. It felt like that, like I was in a different dimension. It felt like I was in a totally a different world, and it was only my spirit in this place. I knew I wasn't in my body, and it's the feeling of wanting to get back onto the other side, you know. And I also could feel the pulling of that, you know, of that darkness, right. I could feel it. I could feel myself trying so hard to get back into my body and to get onto the other side. So after that experience, they discharged me from the hospital, and I went home. So that was around 1 a.m. on, that was around 1 a.m., so it was now going on to January 16th at this point. So we got home, and I just kind of laid down on the couch, and while I was laying down, I started bleeding even more. By the end of this ordeal, like I would have lost over 40% of blood, and so it really became a lot worse when I got home, and that's when I felt the same darkness, you know. I felt like I was losing feeling again in my hands. I felt like my feet, I couldn't feel my feet, couldn't feel my hands. They were like, first it feels like they're getting cold, and then all of a sudden you can't feel yourself. And so I told my husband, it's happening to me, it's happening again, and so the next thing I knew, I was just back in the darkness, but this time I wasn't under the water. It felt like I was just in a big room, and it's not really a room, it doesn't have walls, but it's a big space, I'll put it that way. And in front of me, there was, I was seeing like slides, you know, like frames of like, it was just going very quickly in front of me like this, very fast, and each frame had a part of my life from the time that I was born up until that moment, and it was just very fast going in front of me, and I could look at each frame and see my life and see what was happening, and it was all very good things, you know. And so I remember one particular thing about that experience is I remember feeling, I didn't see anyone behind me, I didn't see anyone behind me, but I had this feeling of a presence behind me, and also the place that I was, it felt very familiar, like it was a place that I had been before, and so I didn't feel afraid or anything being in this place, it felt very normal and very regular actually, so I wasn't afraid, and I could feel this, a force with me, and I didn't see any hands, but it felt like there were hands there, in the sense that when the frames were going in front of me, it felt like this, like this force, like the hands of this force were were the one, like that was the reason why the frames were going, like they were putting the frames in front of me, and so at that time, I remember all of the frames just kind of being gathered together, and I had a knowing that it was a time like where they would get like weighed or measured, you know, and instead of them being measured, they just kind of came together, and then just dissolved, like into nothing, and so I had a thought within myself, and I said, you know, what like, you know, I kind of questioned it, like even being a vegetarian, like I was thinking nothing, nothing is worth anything, even being a vegetarian, because at that time, I had been a vegetarian for 12 years, so I had thought to myself, everything else that I saw in my life, it's like, you know, all of the healing and everything I've been doing, that's good things, I know that it's been God using me, it's been, you know, Most High using me to do those things, so I could understand why, you know, it's God doing it, right, not me, but being a vegetarian was me doing it, and I thought in that moment, but that's a good thing, and why isn't it being, you know, why isn't it being credited as goodness, you know, and as soon as I had that thought, another thought came into my mind, which was my own self, convicting me, saying, you see, look what you're thinking, so obviously, the fact that you're going to be thinking of it that way, means that you were not doing it from a pure heart, right, and so, so then that happened, and then I was going in and out of my body, like throughout this whole time, when I was home, I would just be going in and out, in and out, so I would come back out into like this realm, and my husband now, for example, he was on the phone, calling 911, the emergency, to bring me back to the hospital, and I would just hear a part of the conversation, and then I would go back into that realm, and so every time I went back into the realm, it was something else was happening with my spirit, you know, so another thing that happened that I think is important that I share, another one of those times when I went back in, I was in the same room, but now it wasn't, I wasn't being shown the frames of my life anymore, I was now being shown all the people that I had ever met, and in my life, so this place was full of people, and all of them had different brightness, you know, they weren't in their physical body, but they were represented by a light, right, so each of them had different varying degrees of light, and the ones that were the dimmest lights were furthest away from me, and the ones that were the brightest lights were closest to me, and right in the front were my husband and my five children, they were the brightest lights, and when I, like, looked more into, you know, the light that they were, I could tell that that light was love, right, and I could tell that that love was not just an emotion, because until then I had only known love as an emotion, but when I was in that place looking at the lights that were there, I could tell that they were made up of love, you know, like love was the thing that was, it's like, it was their essence, it was what everything was created of, created from, right, so love is what everything was created from, and I remember just kind of having a lot of realizations about love, and understanding how to make more love, you know, and how it is that they ended up being so bright, it wasn't because emotionally I just, you know, loved them more, it's because I gave them more of myself, so because I gave them more of my attention, more of my care, they were actually brighter because of that, so I knew that if I had to do that with the other people that were there, they too would be also bright, and so at that point, I remember once I kind of understood, you know, this love, and how everybody was separated by the degrees of, you know, love that I had experienced with them, I started, like, pulling back, so it's like, if my husband and my children aren't right here in front of me, all of a sudden they were here, and I started being pulled back from them, and as I was being pulled back, I could tell that it was like years that were passing, like I would die, and then years would pass, it felt like around eight years, although there's no time there, it felt like it was about eight years that had passed, and I could see that their light was getting more dim, and I remember, through this whole time, I never felt afraid or anything, I just, at that moment, I felt, you know, like, very sad, very sad that after eight years, I could see their light was getting dim, so I knew that that essence that we had shared was going to start, like, diminishing, I knew that they would remember me, but I knew they wouldn't be able to feel me, because that essence of love was dwindling, you know, and so I wanted now to go back to earth, so that I could make that light even brighter, so that even when I would die, it would not go away, you know, and I understood that, because I was understanding what love actually, you know, actually is, that love is a substance, love is what everything is created out of, all the worlds, everything that we have that exists right now is created from love, and so I just started, you know, like, begging to go back, begging to go back into my body, and then I came back in for a little bit, and I said to my husband, please pray, right, please pray with me, so I could stay, and I could feel like I couldn't hold on anymore, I asked him to record a message for my children, so he took out his phone, and he, you know, just recorded, I left a message for all of them, because when I was in that place, I could tell a lot of things, you know, and so I left messages for my children, and then I just knew I couldn't hold on anymore, and I was saying to him, like, just please pray and ask God, like, that I could stay in my body, and that I don't die, and then I just kind of went back into the darkness, and then when I came to again, I, the paramedics were now at my house, and I was going to be taken to, back to the hospital, right, and then I was taken back to the hospital, and there was a great doctor there who helped me, and stopped the bleeding, and everything, and then I was able to go back home, but when I went back home for, like, the next two weeks or so, I was still going in and out of my body, not back to that realm, but just not staying, like, you know, fully in my body, I was just going in and out, there was a lot of, there was a lot of, I call it recalibration, it's like, in my mind, there was so many things that I had come to understand from being on the other side, it was hard to just come back into my body, and just be in this world, like, regular, right, it was very hard, I was seeing, I was seeing how much people weren't loving, you know, I was seeing how fake everything was, I was seeing the damages of social media, you know, detaching us, the fakeness of everything, it was just very hard, it was very sad, I wanted to be here because of my husband and my children, but everything else, I just would have rather be on the other side, so it was hard to be back here, and it took a while for me to figure out how, you know, how to live on this side, communicating, you know, with everybody, and yeah, that was a very, a very rough time, a very rough time for me. I have, I have a lot of faith in humanity, regardless of what I see happening out there, you know, there's sometimes a lot of people are fighting, and you know, there's a lot of selfishness and greed, but I do, I have a lot of faith in humanity, I believe that we have the power to love, I believe that, you know, we actually all really just want love, it's just a matter of healing, healing from the hurt and the traumas that we've gone through, and also overcoming fear, you know, fear of being hurt again, and all of these different things, but I do, I do believe that we have the power to heal, and we have the power to love each other, and to create a world that is peaceful, and loving, and a world that is free, everyone can be themselves, we don't have to force anyone to be like us, we can come to a place where we enjoy and celebrate our differences, you know, I don't have to be like you, and you don't have to be like me, I don't need you to be like me, and you don't need me to be like you, we can just exist sharing this beautiful planet, you know, and taking care, all having an interest in keeping the planet, you know, healthy and safe, and just choosing, you know, the best decisions that's good for all of us, not just good for my culture, or your culture, we all need good food, we all need fresh air, we all need clean water, it's very simple, we all need proper shelter, it's not hard, you know, we just have to love, love is key. After the near-death experience, I didn't get any new gifts, what happened is just that all of my gifts that I had previously, they all just went up to another level, and I think it's because I came to that awareness and understanding of love, so for example, before the NDE, I have before, you know, brought messages from people who were on the other side to clients of mine here, not really because I was trying to do it, but in doing readings, or healings, or whatever, sometimes people who would pass, who had passed on, would just come with the messages for their loved ones. After the NDE, it became a lot stronger, right, the ability to do that became a lot, a lot more, so it wasn't anything new, it's just that it got a lot more intense, and when I was, I don't know if you remember when I was saying, like, there was a time where I was looking at my husband and my children, and I could feel that essence, while I was in that space and time, I remember saying to myself, this feels exactly like the same thing that I feel when I'm getting messages from people who have passed on, and that's why I knew that if I could come back to earth and make that even stronger, that I could still be able to communicate with my children and my husband, even after I would pass on, and so I know that it is the, it is that, it's that love, it's that love, that channel of love that I was tapping into, which is why I was able to bring those messages from the loved ones, you know, who had passed on to those who were here now, and so because I know that now, when I'm talking to somebody, I just feel that love, I just tap into that love that they share with their loved one, and whatever messages have to come through, they come through, and that's really, you know, that's like an example, I guess, of one of the ways that the gifts have increased, it's not, they're not new gifts, it's just that it's getting more, you know, more of the same, more of the same gifts, yeah, yeah, so forgiveness is actually a very, a very big, forgiveness is actually a very important message, because if we, see, the thing about forgiveness is that oftentimes, we focus on forgiving the person who has hurt us, right, but the thing about it is that nobody actually ever really does anything to you, so who you actually have to forgive is yourself, it's actually yourself that you have to forgive, because at the core of it, like, for example, if, let's say, somebody's upset with their mom, right, they will say, like, my mom didn't raise me like this, or that she didn't do this for me, she didn't do that for me, or she mistreated me, right, you are spending a lot of time being angry at your mom, but the time you're spending being angry at your mom is the time you're hurting yourself, you understand, you're not, your anger is not actually, your anger cannot actually do anything to her soul, right, I'm saying your unforgiveness doesn't actually hurt anybody else's soul, the only person who gets hurt by unforgiveness is you, so when a lot of times, when you think about forgiving somebody, we're very focused on, I have to forgive that other person, but the truth is that you actually have to forgive yourself, right, you forgive that other person in the sense to say, okay, you did this thing to me, I'm no longer going to be angry at you, so we could be friends again, right, that's an example, but really and truly, you can say that to somebody, but inside, you might be angry with yourself because you allowed that thing to happen, you see what I mean, so forgiveness is not just about the other person, it's also about you not having any sort of negative feelings towards your own self, feelings of shame, of guilt, right, and these type of things, is that clear, do you understand what I'm trying to share, because if somebody has unforgiveness within themselves, let's say you have two people, one person did something bad, the other person got hurt, right, they both die, the person who will not pass is the person who has the unforgiveness, so that could be the person who something bad was done to that person, but if they have unforgiveness, they will be the ones who will have a hard time to travel on after death, the person could have done something bad, and they may have said sorry, even if they didn't say sorry to you directly within themselves, they may say, oh, I feel so terrible for what I've done, I'm really sorry I did that, and they will pass, but if you don't forgive, if you have that unforgiveness in your own heart, you're going to be there, you're going to be stuck, you understand, because unforgiveness is one of the most important things that we have to be able to overcome, so a lot of people focus on forgiving everybody else, but they don't forgive themselves, and that is a problem, you have to be able to love, not only love God, but you have to be able to love other people the same way that you love yourself, so if you don't love yourself fully, you can't love somebody else fully, because you can only love somebody else as much as you love yourself, right, so you must be able to try your best to forgive yourself, to fully love yourself, and when you do that, then you can actually be able to fully forgive somebody else and love somebody else, it's impossible to love and forgive people if you haven't loved and forgiven yourself, it all starts with you first, I think that the biggest teaching I think that people often overlook really is to do unto others what you wish that others will do for you, I think if most of us, if not all of us, try our best to actually only do to other people what we want other people to do for us, if we could just live our lives like that, if you know that you wouldn't want someone to do this thing to you, then don't do it to that person, don't do it to anybody, because what happens is that when we do anything, whether good or bad, we are giving permission for that thing to also be done into our own lives, so the moment you say, okay, it's okay for me to rob and kill and steal or do anything that is, you know, lie, anything, you're saying to God, you're saying to the universe, I am in alignment with this action, so I am doing it to this person because I want, because I wish that someone will do it for me, remember it says, do unto others whatever you want them or whatever you wish that they do for you, so every time you make an action, you are actually setting out your wish, every action you do is a wish, you're saying, I wish that someone beats me up, so I'm beating them up, I wish that someone lies to me, so I'm lying, I wish that someone is loving towards me, so I'm being loving, that is actually the language, how the universe interprets every action that we do, every action we do gives permission for that action to happen in our life, so I think that is a very simple teaching, but it's one that it's overlooked all the time, another teaching that we know is that the kingdom of God, the kingdom of heaven is within us, so you know whatever is on the outside of us is manifested or on the inside of us, whatever is on the inside of us is manifested on the outside of us, so the kingdom of heaven is within us, it's within our minds, it's within our hearts, it's within our being, so if you want to see goodness happening outside of you, you have to make sure that there is goodness within you, so if you have love inside of yourself and you focus on dealing with all of your own issues, you know resolving all of your own issues, eventually outside of us in our outside world, those issues will be resolved, right, so there is a scripture that says do not try to take out from the eye of somebody a little splinter when in your own eye you have a very big log, right, because if you have a big log in your eye, how can you see properly to remove something very tiny in somebody else's eye, so then the focus is dealing with all of your own issues, right, before we try to tell other people how they need to change, we need to make sure that we have become the change that we actually want to see, you don't actually have to have a near-death experience to know real love, right, like I said love is, what I learned from this near-death experience is that love is presence and you could think about it to yourself, if you're having a conversation with somebody and let's say with two people and one person is looking at you in your eyes and they're giving you all of their attention, they're listening, they're looking, you know, you could feel that that person is giving you themselves and another person is on their phone and they're looking around and they're, you know, like this, which one of those people will you feel loves you, you will feel the person who is giving you their attention and their presence, they're the ones who love you and this is how it is all the time, even if you have two babies, one baby always wants to be on you, the other baby wants to run away, you're gonna say, oh this baby loves me, right, it's like very, it's very natural to realize that it's just like that in nature, even if you go out for a walk and a little squirrel, you know, comes running up to you and is following you around, you're saying, oh this squirrel really loves me, right, so we know naturally that giving our attention to things means that we love it, if you have a child and that child is always playing a certain game and not playing other games, you will say that child really loves that game, it's natural, so you don't have to have a near-death experience to know that anything that you give your attention to, it means you love it more than the other things and there's a saying that says energy flows where attention goes, right, so that energy is gonna flow there if you give your attention, so if you want to give love when somebody is sharing something with you, whether you're watching a movie together or you're doing a project together or you're just hanging out or you're working together, be present, be present with that person and give them your attention, really listen, really listen with your heart, not just with your ears, really listen, really watch what they're doing and just be present, don't think of what do I have to do next or what did I, you know, what is it that I'm gonna answer, how am I gonna answer this question, if you're talking to somebody, sometimes we're having a conversation and instead of listening, we're thinking how am I gonna respond to what they're saying, don't even think of what you're gonna respond, just listen, just be present and this is how we can give our love and also it's how we can receive love, sometimes somebody is talking to you or they're trying to share something with you, they're trying to give you themselves, just be present and receive what they're giving, you know and that's what it is, it's really a back and forth of fully giving energy and fully receiving the energy, you know, if you think of it, all we have is this life, all we have is this breath and so if you are alive, every moment that you're taking to share your life with somebody is precious, it's precious, it's love, right, God is love and God is life, so if you are alive and you have life and you're giving that life to somebody else by sharing that time and presence with them, that moment with them, you're loving them, they're loving you whether they realize it or not, right, and so it's honestly just being aware of that, my message for the people as far as preparing for the future, it would be that, you know, your future is determined by the decisions you make in your present, right, it's impossible to create the future you want unless you do the necessary acts in your present, your present literally dictates your future, your future is the result of what you did in your past moment which would be your present, so I would say focus on being present, don't let, you know, your moments pass you by, you know, slow down, take some time to breathe deeply, take some time to hug a little longer, you know,