Massive Mavericks - Big Wave Surfing - Biggest swell of the year hits California - 12.28.23

I'm not the one who's so far away when I feel the snake bite and tear my veins never did I wanna be here again and I don't remember why I came Mendels raise my desire why I'm so far away no more meaning to my life no more reason to stay freezing feeling breathing breathing I'm coming back again I'm not the one who's so far away when I feel the snake bite and tear my veins never did I wanna be here again and I don't remember why I came hazing clouds rain on my head empty thoughts fill my ears find my shade by the moonlight why my thoughts aren't so clear demons dreaming breathing breathing I'm coming back again I'm not the one who's so far away when I feel the snake bite and tear my veins never did I wanna be here again and I don't remember why I came I'm not the one who's so far away when I feel the snake bite and tear my veins never did I wanna be here again and I don't remember why I came and I don't remember why I came I'm not the one who's so far away when I feel the snake bite and tear my veins never did I wanna be here again and I don't remember why I came so far away I've been crawling on my knees looking for anything to keep me from drowning promises I've been turned to lies can't even be honest inside now I'm running backward watching my life wave me goodbye I'm running somebody help me see I'm running blind searching for nothing if I'll change I'm trying everything but everything still stays the same I thought if I showed you I could fly wouldn't need anyone by my side now I'm running backward with broken wings I know I'll die running blindly I'm running