vlog: day in my life, morning routines, staying active, body image talk, etc

You never know the silent battles that people are fighting, even those of whom you think are closest. You will never be in my place, and I will never be in yours. And we shouldn't have to do this to have empathy for each other. OK. Yes. OK. Hello, guys, welcome to another vlog. I just got ready for the gym. I'm going to try my best and lift those 12-pound weights. Come on, but before I go, I'm going to fix my bed because I feel more productive when I do that. I loved how this wall turned out. I cut out several different photos from magazines, but I'm going to fix my bed now and then I'll go there. OK. Sorry if you can hear my ice machine in the background. I just filled my water bottle. I'm going to take this little Alani as an extra reinforcement. I took my multivitamin this morning. This is what I use. It's just Ancient Nutrition 20 Vitamins. Vitamins and Minerals. Just one a day. I definitely have some deficiency and I should probably have a blood test. But that's what I take and think. OK. It's all right. Yes. These are my essential items for the gym. I'm wearing my headphones. I'm taking this little sweater to cover me and also because it's cold. It rained here yesterday. So, it was good to have one to vary. But one day I went to class and there was no umbrella. So, my friend was kind enough to accompany me from her apartment to my class in the torrential rain because she had an umbrella. She's the sweetest person. I love her. Hmm, she's a real friend. I thought, you don't need it. But, and it was also dark. It was about 7 p.m., raining. So, it was really nice of her. My souvenir to buy an umbrella as soon as possible because you never know. Anyway, it's very cold outside because of that. Like, the wind is cold. But, as it's a sunny day, I'm excited to go to the gym. Today I don't have class. And the fact that I don't have any pending task really drives me crazy. It makes me very grateful to be able to organize my day around going to the gym. So, I go at 2 p.m. It's something so random in the middle of the day. Let's work out. I arrived from the gym, it was very good. And I feel very proud of myself for having gone. When I choose to do the hard thing, I feel much more confident and better with myself. Because I kept my word. Maybe 15 minutes for yourself in your room can be that for you. Because I love my Mat Pilates. I was also listening to the therapist. He was talking about body image and I think it was very refreshing to hear Mel Robbins reassuring him. Like, no, you're doing very well. Everyone has insecurities. And when Jake started listing his insecurities, I thought, these are things I would never have thought about. And now, when I think about myself, I think, there were so many little things that he pointed out about himself that I would also like to highlight. But no one cares or no one notices. And if you notice, it doesn't affect you directly. I never thought about it that way. I just think it's a very good episode. I'm not going to explain anything because I think you should just listen. But it was a lot of fun and interesting. So that's what I did while I was waiting to finish my back and biceps workout. I thought, you know, I still have the energy of all the caffeine I drink. Why do you feel like going to this meeting and then going to the meeting? Right. Great. And I got to see. The person too. Do you really fight with that? Yes. And when you let your life improve. And when you let yourself. I hate my body. I'm so fat. Like, literally, last weekend of my life. Right. Success. Happiness. In fact, it means you can't, right? It's the opposite. Jake was the first personality. Conor will join us for a live show with Jake. We are excited to tour with Conor. Now I'm having lunch. I'm just eating the leftovers. And I don't know if it's an unpopular opinion. But I really like potato salad. It's cool to listen to a podcast when I'm alone. It's very comforting to hear other people talking and have voices echoing instead of my own thoughts, you know? Because otherwise it would be silent. Let's watch. It's like I remember you. I can say that the green light was to be. But I also had the All day, every day, as if That was proof that I was obviously rotting for a while. But I washed the dishes, I had dinner. These are the colors I painted in my living room today. I really like how they turned out. But now it's time to clean up my mess and move to my room. If you didn't know, I hide my washing and drying machine back here because they are like cleaning products. It's not cute. And there it is. Night care with the skin. It changes. Sometimes I add a product. I exfoliate or not. Or I just apply moisturizer. It's all a matter of doing what you like. What works for you. Just make sure your skin is clean and hydrated. So, each person is different. But that's what I do. I had a very good day today and tomorrow will be a lot of fun. I hope I can go to the gym in the morning. But I would have to go very early. Like 8 and a half in the morning. But who knows, because I usually sleep very late and I'm going to move my body somehow. If I don't go to the gym, I try to do something at home. I'm going to drive to Los Angeles because I'm going to visit my boyfriend. I'm very excited about it. I didn't see him all week. Honestly, I had a very good week. I had a test on Wednesday, so Monday and Tuesday were just to study and feel the stress of, like, my God, I have a test. All my energy is spent on it. So, from Monday to Wednesday, I was totally focused on school. So, yesterday I watched Twilight. I skipped the first one because I've watched it many times. So, I just watched the ones I liked. I watched The New Moon and then Dawn Part 1. These are the only two I like. It comforts me. So I'm going to watch it again. It was fun. So, like, I really sat down and watched a movie, two movies. And I also watched a little bit of the S series of misadventures and unhappy events. Because that was all my personality. Like, in the fifth series, fourth series, fifth series. I vividly remember trying to hide the entire series of my class. And I liked to steal books. Like, I think the only thing I've ever stolen were books. What would a book be if I had stolen something? And then I stole a book every week. So, when I read, I didn't give it back. But yes, so I watched a little bit of the series because it's nostalgic. And I think I watched it when it was in elementary school. When it was released. The skin care is ready. It was very simple today. Rue tonic and a little bit of moisturizing powder. The class is all here. Actually, I'm going to edit this vlog because I thought it could be very good. It's hot.