STUDY VLOG: a rough week, new keyboard, meal prep

She got the glitter and the fame But I, I just wasn't enough for you I, I wish you could be happy, happy But I can't lie, lie, lie LA made you crazy, crazy This car matches my sweater. I have an exam today. This exam doesn't count for anything. It's a practice exam and it's only covering like half of the material that's gonna be on the actual exam. But I still pulled an all-nighter studying for it because I really wanted to take this exam seriously. I'm last minute cramming. I'm gonna have to leave in like 30 minutes. I'm also slightly terrified that I'm gonna fail. I heard that if we fail we have to like meet up with the director just to like see what went wrong. And that's my worst nightmare. I feel like I know everything but I don't think I do. I studied so much embryology over the weekend but there are only gonna be four questions on the exam covering embryology, which I still don't get why that's the way it is. But yeah, I just wasted my time studying for something that's not gonna be on the exam that much. It's so pretty. Should I drop out? Third of three video primers on enzyme activity. Be sure to watch all three primers and complete these SEO review questions prior to your genetics. We perform a titration of ligand for a fixed concentration of protein and measure saturation of ligand binding sites. We will generate a hyperbolic curve that approaches full saturation. Chicken. Chuncheon chicken. I need to leave soon. I'm so late. I recently bought a bunch of these cute lunch boxes. I'm used to just not eating lunch until I come back home. I'm gonna have to stay on campus for a bit today so I thought I would pack some lunch. Let's go. I put your favorite song on Just to wake you up When I dance around I can't help but feeling Just loving This moment Can we stay here This moment Can we stay here Together If I could stop the time Don't you know that I would Cause I'm just loving This moment Can we stay here Forever I have foundational rounds tomorrow. We basically just have to research the answers to two of these questions and we have to present the cases to our team members. This is probably my least favorite thing of the week. Chest x-ray reveals cardiomegaly. Follow-up echocardiogram shows reduction in left ventricular function that worsens progressively. Fos-11 laboratory testing indicates hypoketotic hyperglycemia and hyperammonemia. No neonatal urgent x-ray information available. Space condition can be slightly defective. Transport of leech metabolites. I recently got a jar of matches. They look like strawberry Pocky. They look so edible. I just want to... One too many strobing lights Yet I can spot you in this crowd Am I staring way too obvious? They're so pretty. Mmm. Mmm! Cause I'm not afraid I'm not afraid I went to school today and a few people approached me. People usually don't approach me at school. I'm not like a social butterfly or like I don't really talk to people. A few people came up to me today and told me that they found out about my YouTube channel. The reason why I didn't want my classmates to find out about my YouTube channel is because people say I'm not that different in real life but when it comes to school studying I do think I am pretty different. Like I'm very shy, not social. I'm kind of just like the ghost in the back of the room. Like I will be in the corner if you don't talk to me I won't talk to you kind of kid. And I guess that kind of clashes with some people's ideas of what a social media person would be like. I don't know, am I just overthinking this? Anyway, I got a new keyboard. Oh my gosh. Wait, ASMR, ASMR. I've always wanted a keyboard that feels like this. They sent me this little figurine. This is so cute. Look at that sky, that's beautiful. I also got these keycaps. Isn't that so cute? It's a little kitty. So I think I'm going to use it with this for a while and if I ever get sick of the minimalistic vibe then I'll switch over to these and replace the keycaps. But as of right now, I really do like this tofu colored. The dress code for today's class is business casual. I ordered a bunch of business casual clothes on YesStyle but they're still in transit. And I didn't know we had to wear business casual until last night. So I'm glad I found out about it because it would have been super awkward if I pulled up in a hoodie and everyone was dressed up, you know? Guys, I am so tired. I literally don't know how they expect students to have the energy to study outside of classes. I had six hours of classes today. Seven hours? Including lectures that I have to watch at home. I still have a lot of stuff to study for. I am extremely caffeinated but my body is just so low in energy. My skin has been really bad recently and I don't really know why since I haven't really been wearing makeup to school. Today I put on mascara and whatnot but usually I just go bare faced. Whenever I feel like my skin is acting up I like to use manuka honey. So I'm just going to leave this on for about an hour and rinse it off with water and then do my skincare.