Unbelievable Out Of Body Experience: Returning To My Body, I Didn't Recognize Myself!

I had my second spiritual awakening that really woke me up to the experiences that I had experienced that opened me up to realizing those experiences weren't as bad. Hello, my name is Miss Candice Lee. I am my, I am just me. I am a holistic practitioner that specializes in a lot of alternative medicine, stuff like hypnotherapy, energy work, stuff like that. That I believe is one of the reasons why I am here and this experience that I'm going to talk about definitely helped catapult me to where I am today. It was definitely more of like an out-of-body experience or like a spiritual awakening or, you know, self-healing moment. I feel like there's so many different ways to explain what happened, but there's no quite right way to explain it because I feel like there's just so many different avenues and perspectives on it. But for myself, it was definitely an out-of-body experience and a self-healing experience for myself. I was in a very, very toxic relationship to where we were doing a lot of things and experimenting with a lot of drugs to where it caused more of like an ethereal experience for myself. I started being able to tap into different realities and realms and aspects of myself, whether it be my intuition or my gifts or whatever the case. It just helped open up different avenues and there were points in my experience to where I was still tethered to my body, but would be taken out of my body to experience what was going on like a grander realm. Seeing the abuse that was going on, seeing the toxicity that was going on while being, you know, tethered to my body, but still seeing the experience from a different perspective. And yeah, I feel like that, I don't know, I feel like I'm just going, but yeah, that's a little bit about what kind of happened in that time frame. It was almost like I remember, you know, experimenting with this drug and would be in a scenario that was very dark, that probably wasn't supposed to be as dark as it was as we were experimenting on all these high vibrational, you know, drugs, aspects, whatever have you. And I was seeing more of like the negative connotations of people that were around me. So I was seeing my ex-boyfriend and the darkness that he was holding within him. I was seeing his friends and they would have a thought within their mind and I would hear the thought and then all of a sudden they would be vocalizing the thought. And these things kept happening so much that it almost like shocked my system so much that it made me take myself out of my body because I couldn't face the gifts that I was being given. I couldn't face whatever was going on, you know. I was very young at the time when it was going on, so I've come to learn a lot from that experience, but still haven't learned everything. But I forgot where I was going. So my body, I kind of would be almost in like so much of a shock that my body would be, I would be taken out of my body and I would be looking at the situation from a different perspective. So I would be seeing it literally from outside of my apartment complex, for example. Like it was almost like I could see the whole floor plan of my apartment and then I would be tethered out more and then I could see the apartment complex and I could be tethered out more and I was out in space tethered out more and I was with consciousness and source consciousness and was able to feel that connection with source, with God, with the universe, whatever you want to call it because everybody calls it something different. And was able to almost have like a remembrance and a connection to where I was remembering myself to where it wasn't as scary and a shock anymore, so I was able to bring myself back to my body. It was almost like I was being connected to something greater than myself that I hadn't fully explored and it was something that I was exploring on a grander level that I didn't know that I was experiencing it on. I was, like I said, a child and it took me a really long time to come back to earth because I was out in the ethers. It took me a really long time, like multiple, multiple years to get myself back to the earth, to get myself back grounded, to see the difference between the two and know that both are supposed to coexist but we're supposed to also coexist within it. That experience, it took me a really long time to accept it for what it was, accept it for the experience, accept it for the gifts, accept it for whatever, whatever it was, the lessons, the good, the bad, so much so that I blocked it out for a really, really long time. I decided to ignore it. I'm like, this is scary, I don't want to touch this and I ignored it and I stuffed it down and that caused me to go into a huge spiral in my own journey and life which caused me to go through a lot of addictions, a lot of turmoil, a lot of bad relationships and it wasn't until I reconnected with myself and realized that, you know, there are, like I said, there are parts of us that are bigger than just us and there are things that are unexplainable yet explainable at the exact same time and I think that's the duality and the polarity of life, the good and the bad, the negative, the positive, it all coexists in one and it wasn't until I really took my spiritual journey seriously six years ago, so I stunted my growth for a little while, but it wasn't until about six years ago that I really had an appreciation for this, these moments of transcendence, these moments of, I don't want to say clarity because they didn't bring me clarity until years, years later, but I guess at the same time it's time is fickle and we learn when we learn it doesn't really matter when the experience happened, but I feel like I've learned a lot about myself and my purpose here in this world from the experiences that I've had after what? After your experience. How was my life after it? It was really hard. I was 17, I was a child, I didn't know what I was experiencing, I didn't know what I was feeling, I didn't have the guidance to assist me in what I was going through, so I went through a severe depression, I went through a severe personality switch, I started doing things that wasn't necessarily me or what I wanted to be, you know, like I said, I saw all these things and I was just like, nope, I don't want to accept this, I don't want any of it, and I just shut it down, and because I shut it down, I went down a spiral. I went down into a very deep depression, deep addictions, a lot of things that were not me. I was never meant to be that person. I guess I was supposed to dip into it to feel it and experience it, but I was never supposed to be there long term, and it wasn't until I had my second spiritual awakening that really woke me up to the experiences that I had experienced that opened me up to realizing those experiences weren't as bad as I allowed them to be within my mind. I was just young and just didn't know any better, so it was a learning experience for sure. When I did past life hypnotherapy with myself, when I went into it, I wanted to know why I had such a distrust with men. I wanted to know why I had this negative connotation with the masculine energy, male energy, men in general. I knew that it wasn't just this lifetime. I knew that I came into this world not necessarily with respect, because I do have a lot of respect for men, but having this negative feeling around men in general. I went into hypnotherapy and I it took me through my whole life showing my distrust in this lifetime with men, all the failed relationships that I had had, the relationship with my dad, the relationship with other people that my mom had dated. I was just like, oh yeah, that all makes sense. Then it started taking me back further and I was in the womb. I was in my mom's womb and they were talking about wanting to take me out early. They wanted to induce my mom. They kept saying that they couldn't figure out when my due date was, so they wanted to take me out early because they couldn't figure out when I was supposed to be born. I'm in the womb as my mom is saying stuff like, no, I don't want her to come out yet. I don't think this is the right decision. The doctor happened to be a male doctor who was trying to convince my mom that I I came out early. I was premature. I was all of these things. I remember talking to my mom about that and she was just like, how would you even know that? How would you even know that I was saying these things to your doctor or to my doctor when you were in my womb, in my stomach? There's physically no way. She's like, because that's literally what I said verbatim was, no, I don't want her to come out early. This isn't the right. My mom's just stunned that I'm telling her this. Then from the womb, I was taken back even more. I was taken back to a past life where I was married. I was married to a very abusive alcoholic who was in war. He was a war veteran. When he came back from war, he was very, very abusive. He was a raging alcoholic. We had three kids together and the abuse just got so bad that I eventually wanted to escape. One night when he was really, really drunk, I took our kids and ran out into our field. We had a big, huge farm. I ran and he tried to run after us. I was able to escape with our kids. I was able to live with my sister or some family member. I had my kids there. We were in a different town. It had been a few months. I thought I had escaped my ex-husband. I thought I was free and I was never going to see him again. I was out of this terrible relationship from this past life. Everything was going to be great. I was walking down the street one night in the middle of the night. He had come out from an alley and he just shot me in the heart, just right there, point blank. He just turned the corner and shot me. That was how I died in that lifetime. I was shot in the heart by someone that I thought was going to be my partner my entire life who ended up being this raging alcoholic that was abusive. I had brought that into this lifetime with my distrust for men that just continued on to where I'm still learning the lessons that I needed to learn from that lifetime when it comes to my discernment with relationships. That's really a big thing that I am learning in this lifetime is learning how to have discernment with my partnerships and my friendships and my relationships. That's a really big thing that I'm learning in this life. You can connect with your higher self pretty easily, but it's a willingness. A lot of the times we like to get stuck in our past selves, in our past versions of ourselves, that we don't allow ourselves the ability to be in the present moment with our present self so that we can see what our higher self is wanting of us or needs of us. I remember having my out-of-body experiences and being in connection with my higher self and talking with my higher self and my higher self telling me things like, hey, you have things to do. You can't be messing around. I'm like, I'm going to mess around. I'm going to do whatever I want. You can't tell me what to do. It's little conversations with your higher self or with God consciousness or whatever you want to call it because I think it's different for everybody. I don't think there's a right or wrong. For me personally, I feel really connected with my higher self. She has held me through so many experiences and things and she has helped push me through a lot of hard times. I'm trying to think. I think connecting with your higher self is a learned practice. It's something that, one, you have to have an openness and a willingness to accept that there's different parts of you. Two, you need to accept that there is these different parts of reality so this future self obviously wants the very best for you. That needs to be another aspect that you need to remember when connecting with these parts of you. It's definitely something that I do within the line of work that I do with my clients. I know I have had times where I've had clients connect with their higher self to when they're going to fix a problem that they have and then lo and behold they turn that age and that problem's correcting itself all on its own. It's really cool to see that process of it. There's definitely multiple ways that you can connect with your higher self. It's just a matter of getting into the space to do it. There's many, many multiple ways that you can raise your vibration and frequency. It's just a matter of what resonates with you. I'm trying to think. There's this fascinating frequency table that shows what each emotion frequency is labeled as. I think authenticity is the highest vibrational frequency that you can hold. I don't remember what the number is but like authenticity is the highest vibrational connection that you can hold within yourself and that's above love. It goes love and then authenticity or something like that. You can change your vibrational frequency in a plethora of ways. You can do it by doing sound healing. You can do it with changing your lifestyle and your eating habits. Finding different foods that have higher vibrational frequencies within it to where you're eating those foods that help raise your vibrational frequency. There's music. You can raise your vibration by dancing or going and singing. There's multiple ways to raise your vibration. It's just a matter of what's going to resonate with you because each person is so different. The only thing that's coming to me is the only way out is in which means I don't even know what that means. That's all I'm getting is the only way out is in. Does that suck? Yeah that kind of sucks to hear but I don't think anybody is gonna move forward until we realize again that we are one stronger together than we are ever apart and two that we are all more connected than we will ever realize and we are stronger than we are ever capable of realizing as well. Can you see the spirit? I don't really see them physically. They like to play around. I can tap into speaking to them. I have conversations with them. I can hear them talking but I can't see them in physical form but I can hear them. They also like to play with my stuff like electronically. The example they like to play with my daughter's baby toys all the time. They like to play like in the middle of the night. They'll go off in the middle of the night and I wake up and I'm like hey it's not play time. Time to go to bed. Shoo shoo. Shoo shoo now. But for the most part it's very innocent and when it's not innocent I know when to kind of intervene and shoo them away in a sense. I kind of am a little bit more playful with them. I don't really like to get too serious with them. I'm more on a playful note. I have had some spirits come through that have come through that just want to pass on and pass on to the other side which is just a simple conversation that you have with them. Why are you here? Why did you show up? What's going on? What do you need? I've also had clients who have had attachments to them. Whether it be their mom still attached to them because they miss them and don't want to let go because they died too early and they don't want to let their son go or whatever their circumstance. You know typically with situations like that I will sit with the person that is still living and be like hey do you know that your mom is hanging out with you? This was actually a conversation that I had with somebody and his mom had just passed away like a week prior to that and I was just like hey like your mom keeps bugging me. Do you know that she's there and he's like yeah but I don't want to let her go. I don't want to let her go yet and I was just like okay well you know you're kind of holding her back by not letting her go and she's over here like let him let me go. I want to go. So you know it's learning how to have conversations with people that aren't normal typical conversations and sometimes that's scary. It's not normal conversations that you have with people but I lean into them when they present itself but they don't present itself all the time. I mean I feel like all of us have the ability to tap into that in some way shape or form whether it be in our dreams whether we get an energetic feeling that someone is thinking about us and all of a sudden they're calling us. We all have those psychic abilities within us. It's just a matter of strengthening them and giving ourselves the ability to have that willingness to get to that space. I know there's been times where like I've had dreams of things happening and then the next day they happen or I have a thought in my head about someone about to say something and then they say it or you know just like I said like I have a feeling I'm thinking about someone and all of a sudden they call me. You know it's little things like that but I also think energy plays a lot into that. We are all energetic beings so we have the capacity to tap into every one person's energy and let them know like hey I'm thinking about you and they have the ability to receive that energy or not. So I think it's all about learning how to play with what your energy is. I feel like all of us right now are tapping into our gifts and our abilities in a plethora of ways so we're all seeing realities that can happen but it's up to us to either allow it to happen or create a ripple to change that to happen or have a ripple create a ripple for a change to happen so that those things do not happen. When I think of God I don't think of just God as one entity right. Something that I've learned in my school, in my training, something that one of my mentors used to say is Gus G-U-S which is God Universe Source which is a plethora and an extension to God right because we have God, we have the universe, we have source energy, we have so many different aspects to our reality that it's not just one thing. I do believe that we are all capable of tapping into our innate knowledge and our innate abilities to be able to connect to source, connect to our higher power, our higher self and to the universe. Like we all have that ability within us we just have to be able to give ourselves that grace and that commitment to be able to connect to God or the universe or source because like I said I feel like everybody looks at it so differently so we can't just, I can't for my personal self, I cannot put it under just one umbrella. I think when it comes to suffering we are our own victims of suffering. We are our own reasoning for our suffering and once we tap into that and realize that we are capable of allowing something different, maybe that's what God was trying to say. That we are capable of stopping our own suffering if we allow it to be so. You're eating those foods that help raise your vibrational frequency. There's music, you can raise your vibration by dancing or going and singing. There's multiple ways to raise your vibration. It's just a matter of what's going to resonate with you because each person is so different. So do you have the message for the people like what they need to prepare for the future? Oh that's a good one. I would say biggest message would be the only way that we are going to be able to create lasting change is to remember that we are all connected. That we are all connected in some way, shape, or form and the only way to remember that is to remember ourselves.