Woman Dies; Received JESUS’s Message For MANKIND!

It's we, it's not I, but at the same time we and I are all one, so it is more I than we. Hi, I am Ula Godin. I am from New Orleans, Louisiana, and I'm here to share my NDE story that happened about 30 years ago. And because of that, I also developed stomach cancer. At the time, I did not, first of all, I didn't understand how a healthy 21-year-old could have a stomach cancer, but what I also did not understand that it was everything that I was shoving down emotionally was creating that illness in me. Now, after my NDE, I totally understood, but that should have already been a red flag for me that, okay, I'm stuffing all these emotions and experiences down and I'm not telling anyone and not letting anyone see that I'm actually hurting and how badly I'm hurting. So all of that was creating a cancer in my stomach. And my NDE actually happened in the hands of my ex-boyfriend. He had the habit of going out on the weekends and drinking with his buddies and coming home and beating me up. And this night was very different. He came home, I was already asleep, and he, I woke up to him on top of me, punching my stomach. Here's another red flag that I should notice back then is that he had the habit of beating me in the stomach. I had a stomach cancer. I'm stuffing everything in me. It's everything is in the stomach. So I woke up with him punching me in my stomach. And this time was different though, because he looked evil. Like there was such coldness in his eyes that I had never seen before. And the last thing I remember before my NDE is him sticking his teeth into my eyebrows, strangling me, and I was gone. So I came to, became conscious again when I was in the hospital. And I didn't understand at first what I was looking at. I was looking at a hospital room, there's a body on the bed, and there's a hard monitor flatlining. And I was kind of in the back wall, didn't really know how I got there. So I was a little confused. Like, why am I here? What's going on? Because my last memory is my ex-boyfriend beating me up. And I am kind of high, I'm like three meters off the ground. And then I realized that it's my body. And the hard monitor there that is flatlining, that's me. So this panic went through me as soon as I realized that. But as soon as I felt the panic, I was pulled away from the scene, emotionally pulled away. I was like, the physical distance, how I was seeing things was still exactly the same, but I was emotionally pulled away from the scene. And I felt just pure peace and love. And it is the most exhilarating feeling you can ever imagine. It is so pure, and it is so beautiful. And as soon as I felt those feelings, I realized that everything was okay. I'm okay. I might not be in that tiny body on the bed. I didn't understand how it's possible, but it didn't matter also. I was at peace and everything was okay. And I knew everything would be okay. And then I was joined by my grandparents and other people who I knew, but I could not give you names who they are. But my grandparents were the most important people there with me. And I was so excited to see them. And I was so excited that I got to hug them and be with them again. And it wasn't strange. It didn't feel weird at all that they are there. It felt perfectly natural. And it was more, it felt more real than what I had felt ever in my physical body on this planet. And I was also able to see, I had like a 360 view of everything that was going on. So I could hear and see other rooms in the hospital. I could hear and see what's going on on the outside. And what struck me the most, probably the most was that everything is so alive. And we just, we forget and we don't pay attention. Like this was in Finland in the middle of the winter. So the trees are supposedly dead, but they were so alive. Even covered in snow and ice, everything was so alive. And it was the most beautiful thing. And I was able to talk to my grandparents and hug my grandparents. And hugs when you don't have a physical body is just the most magnificent thing ever. Because it's truly, I like to compare it to yin and yang. And it's just the perfect blend of everything. I'm getting chills right now. It's my grandparents reminding me that they're still here, even though they're not communicating with me the way I was able to communicate with them while I was on the other side. And I was also, they let me know that I could choose. I could choose to either go with them or I could choose to come back. And well, clearly I chose to come back because I'm here telling this story. And I knew immediately that I wanted to come back. I knew I had so much to give to this world. I had so much to experience. And I knew that I had two beautiful children that wanted to come and experience this life through me. So I knew there was, I really had purpose to come here. And the other people that were with me, they and my grandparents helped. I think the best word would be instill this wisdom, this knowledge in me while I was there. I was clinically dead for 20 minutes. So in that 20 minutes, I got a program. It feels like a computer program installed in me that gave me so much wisdom and knowledge of how this universe works, how people work, and why are we here? What are we supposed to be doing here? And without a doubt, my answer every time when somebody asks me, so why are we here? What's the meaning of life? It's joy. We are here to play and experience as much joy as we can. And now I don't want to discount any of the hardships and things that are going on in the world by any means. But as before, I took all of that in and felt helpless when I saw, you know, in the news, you see about something about the war, or you see starving children. I used to take that in and feel helpless and bring myself down even more. Now I take it as this is information that I was supposed to see. How can I help? What is the best way for me to help? And usually that answer is simpler than we think. We can help by being kind to people around us, because that trickles to all over the world. It is easy to feel very helpless when you have children dying thousands and thousands of miles, kilometers away from you. And you don't know if you send money, if that is even going there. But you can start by being kind to your neighbor, being kind to your friends and your family. And the person we always forget, ourselves. Everything, everything starts within ourselves. And that was like the biggest lesson for me personally that I learned on the other side that I need to put myself first. I need to take care of me so I can take care of people around me and spread joy and love and be the light in this world that it needs. And I think I have pretty successfully done that. I keep going, I was going to say until now, but I'm going to keep going. And I think I am a bright light and I bring joy and love into it. But like I said, the first one and the most important thing is that we are always in charge of our lives. Always, always, always, always. We can change our circumstances and everything in our lives by connecting back to our higher self, to our God self and the divine. And with their help, we will find the joy and happiness that we're always looking for. And I was actually talking about this with somebody today that they were saying about resilience, that we have to be resilient and we have to push through. And I said that I don't actually see resilience like that. Because of my NDE, I see resilience as being always aware how connected you are with your higher self and God divine, or whatever label you want to put to the higher being that we are all part of. And we are so focused on our daily grind, especially now that I live in the United States, I see it all the time here. We are just focused on these, I got to get this done and I got to get this done and then I have to go there and there and then I have to do this and again I have to do that. Rather than focusing on ourselves first and feeling into who we are in the core, in that God self so that you can be connected to your higher power. And magically, magically, all of those obstacles disappear when we actually stop pushing through and start being resilient on our connection and consciously choosing what we're thinking about and what we're paying attention to. Because most of the time our mind just runs off on its own and then before we know it, it's a complete, can I curse? So it's a complete shit show when we let our mind run off as it wants to. We are all always connected to God and it is, the voice is, it's not actually, it's not a voice. I'm trying to explain this the best. It's a feeling, but I hear this feeling. So we all experience things differently. Some people can see, some people can see words and some people can feel colors and I feel sound. So it is very gentle, very loving and it's almost like a whisper. It is almost like that gentle little breeze in your hair and you'll miss it if you're not paying attention, but it's always there. And I get chills, I'm always getting chills when I, you know, this is the divine flowing through me and telling me that yes, you are finding the right words and then we're always here. It's we, it's not I, but at the same time, we and I are all one. So it is more I than we. It gets confusing when you try to bring this out in words, especially since English is not my first language. Sometimes it's pretty difficult for me to explain exactly what I'm feeling, but it is more of that feeling than any sound or word that somebody speaks. I want to be delighted and surprised and I also know that when I ask for something, it is immediately given. I have to find my energy matching that energy in this world and it will be in my 3D reality also, but it always starts in your heart. It always starts within you, in your emotion, in your imagination. You get to bring all of this and you get to move forward into the future as you wish. Now, of course, there's bigger questions that we all want answers to, you know, like I mentioned the, you know, the wars and the hunger and things like that. And I try not to ask those questions too much because they still make me very uncomfortable that I don't have answers to them. There's many things that I don't have answers to and I don't even pretend that I have those answers because I know for a fact that we're all going to be okay. How it's going to happen, that is up to God, not me. I get to do my best here and now and at the end, I get to be delighted and surprised how well everything worked out. I've always, I always wanted to be a makeup artist in TV and film and when I was a child, I was told that that's completely ridiculous. That's not a job. That's not a career. You'll never make any money out of it. You'll never be anything. That's what I heard from my family, my friends at school, pretty much everybody that I talked to and told been the bombers. And I mean, I did go to school in Finland. I went to film school in Finland. So, I was studying and I actually had just graduated before my MDE. But at that point, I didn't believe that I would be anything or I would ever do anything with it. And after my MDE, yes, I have worked in film industry in US for the last 25 years. I've been nominated for an Oscar and Emmy. I have worked with the biggest stars in the world you can name. I have worked with them. So, I have done it all. I made my life exactly the way I wanted and I brought into this world those two beautiful children. I have two sons and they are amazing, amazing. Of course, MDE helped me figure out how to be a parent, how to be a really good parent too. And it's mostly just letting them do what they want to do because they know exactly. And I don't mean like let them run the house and be rude to me and things like that. No, we have a very good structure in the home and that is my job as a parent to have that safe, structured space for them to thrive. But when they tell me that I want to go to cooking school, oh, awesome, go do that. Or if my 13-year-old tells me that he wants to be a rock star, awesome, go do that. I know because of my own experience, I would never, ever tell anybody, especially my own children that you can't do that. There will never be anything to cancel that. It's the support and love, all of that, that brings out the most amazing human in them. And they know because we come here. When we are born, we already know what we want to do. One thing with war, it's really, really hard, really hard in emotion. It's kind of the same thing with illness. It is an extremely difficult topic because people get super, super emotional for a reason. And it is like the biggest contrast on this planet that there is. And yet I know that nobody, nobody wants to kill anyone. The only thing we want is if we want to get rid of something that feels bad to us. So when there's a country sending people, their soldiers to kill other people in other countries, those people think that we need to get rid of these people in order for me to feel better. And that only creates more hate. It only creates more war and suffering. Hate never stopped hate ever. And war never stopped war. But there's, sorry, I'm trying to feel into the answer for this because the question is so big, it's so much bigger than me. But through conversations and everyday little actions that we do, conversations like you and me, we are literally on the other side of the world. And we can have a beautiful conversation right here. With that, we can stop the fighting. And I believe with the next generation, with my children, it's possible. And if we nurture that, it definitely, definitely is possible that we can end the biggest contrasting things on this planet and actually live as humans and share the space because we are all one. I have questioned Bible several times. Given that it was written thousands and thousands of years ago. Of course, it is. Some things are taken away too early with what is in the Bible or any of religious books. And I don't doubt at all that the religious teachings wouldn't fit within what I experience. It actually fits in perfectly well. What does not fit is church and how church operates. So the teaching and word of God is always pure and perfect. And when people put in their needs and their twisted desires, that's kind of a weird way to say it, but that's what comes to mind the best. It's kind of their twisted desires to control. That's where it becomes a church. And I'm not saying that it's every single church, but it's the biggest teaching of God that you are a magnificent, powerful creator. And you are here to experience all kinds of things. We get to choose. Before we come here, we get to choose what kind of experiences we would like to have here. We get to choose what our body will look like. These are the things that you can't really change your body that much. You can get bigger or smaller by eating less or eating more, but there's very little what you can do to your height, for example. You cannot become a really tall person when you're short like me. So those are things that we decide when we come here. And I decided to come here as a white woman this time. And I know that I chose to go through something so painful that I would be snapped back to what is the real reality. And I would be able to come back and be like, okay, yeah, I get it. Now I can share this with other people, which I didn't, by the way, for the longest time. Because that was another thing that was told to me that, oh, nobody cares. Nobody wants to hear this. Now I know better. I know people want to hear this. And so we are here to experience these things. And when you finally find it in you that you create every single thing that you experience, everything, everything, every person, every little accident, all of it is part of your journey. You start looking at things that are hard, difficult, uncomfortable, things that make you sad and angry. You start looking at them through a different lens. You understand that, oh, this is just a street sign. I get to decide, do I want to keep going towards where I feel more pain and hurt? Or do I want to make a U-turn? Do I want to go left or right and actually make this a stepping stone instead of feeling pity for myself and going further down the rabbit hole of hate and anger? So the biggest takeaway, I think, for me was that I am in charge all the time, always. Because I had given my power outside for so long, you know, for my parents at first, and that's normal. We're supposed to trust our parents and give our power, so to speak, to them so that they can raise us and help us figure out the life here on planet Earth. But I had given out my power completely. I was in charge of my life at all. I was just kind of floating around. I was pushed around by my boyfriend, and my friendships were not that good either because that is the kind of energy that I was attracting to myself. And the whole being in charge of your own life, and that you get to be in charge of your own life, is again about your connection to your higher self and knowing that you are always loved and supported. And even on those moments when you feel like, why am I so alone? You can go back and say, wait, I am choosing. I am choosing to feel this aloneness. I do have that connection to my higher self, to divine. Always they're available, but I have to consciously plug in to that source of that power. And being in charge of your own life doesn't mean that you ignore other people, or you bulldoze over other people. It's actually completely opposite. Because when you are truly in charge of your own life, and you are truly in charge of how you feel and how you move forward in life and in the world, you actually end up creating positive changes. And you end up attracting exactly the right people at the right time. Always, always. And it's just amazing. And it keeps happening. And another thing that I was talking to somebody else was, it's these little things. People call them serendipities or synchronicities. I call them, of course, because when I ask for something, let's say a couple of weeks ago, I wanted to find some furniture that I can refinish. That's one thing that I like to do. I like to create with my hands. I like to bring new life to people, places, and things. And I just said, it would be really nice to find some cool furniture that I could really finish and then maybe even sell it. The very next day, there were two chairs on a curb across the street. And I just went and got them. So these kind of little things, they happen all the time. And they don't happen just for me. They happen to everybody. But because we are so focused on what's happening in front of us, what's happening in this 3D reality right now, we ignore them. Or we dismiss them as something like, oh, well, that was lucky. And to me, it's always like, no, it wasn't luck. And luck has nothing to do with it. It was your universal angel team giving you exactly what you were thinking about and what you were asking.