【ENG SUB】最親愛的你 08 | Youth 08：最廉價也最珍貴的眼淚（虞書欣、王妍之、何藍逗、楊之楹、王薇、趙志偉主演）

♫ Looking back at me, to see the sincerity in my eyes. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me, to feel the undisguised love and hate from me. ♫ ♫ If you can give me faith in love and be true to me. ♫ ♫ And tell me you love me. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me, loving you with all my heart and soul. ♫ ♫ Everybody knows that I'm in love with you. ♫ ♫ I don't want to wait. I just want to shout out to the world ♫ ♫ to admit I have fallen in love with someone. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me. ♫ ♫ Would you suddenly think of me sometimes? ♫ ♫ Like a little monster, does not follow the rules. ♫ ♫ Run into your world and get dizzy. ♫ ♫ I was wondering whether you're just too shy. ♫ ♫ Even if you are, you can't take your eyes off me. ♫ ♫ But you're struggling and still say no to me. ♫ ♫ Leaves are falling, and winter is coming. ♫ ♫ No need to hear the bell of New Year alone. ♫ ♫ I'm waiting for you to turn around. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me, to see the sincerity in my eyes. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me, to feel the undisguised love and hate from me. ♫ ♫ If you can give me faith in love and be true to me. ♫ ♫ And tell me you love me. ♫ ♫ Looking back at me, loving you with all my heart and soul. ♫ ♫ Everybody knows that I'm in love with you. ♫ ♫ I don't want to wait. I just want to shout out to the world ♫ ♫ to admit I have fallen in love with someone. ♫ -Youth- -Episode 08- This is delicious. You cooked it, chef? Heng cooked it. He just won an award. It's delicious. Shengnan, you are here. Let's eat together. Yeah, eat together. I've eaten. Okay. I've had enough. So quick? Taste this. Shengnan. What's wrong? Congratulations. You won an award. Why do you send me a gift? It's not expensive. I'd be happy if you like it. -[Get the cheap and most expensive tear.]- Table 8, mixed salad and bake ribs. Heng. Are you going to grind all day? What? You don't need to work because you won an award? Go to work! Hello, here's your meal. I'm sorry. It's okay. Sorry. Enjoy your meal. Enjoy your meal. Zhang Shengnan. Show me your hands. You think customers will eat the food brought by a hand like this? What if customers complain about this? All right. You guys can off duty now. Let's go. What do you think will happen? Nothing will happen. She'll just be scolded. You are right. If she was fired, we need to do her work. That's okay. If only Heng could cheer us up. You shameless girl. Bye, Heng. Thank you. I rely on my ability to win what I have today. I lived in my uncle's house when I was in college. But I can't live there for free. So I taught my brother lessons everyday. The room and board was settled. But there were still tuition and fees and transportation expenses. Here. I was worried about money everyday. Here. Thank you. There were so many people there. I had to do that. I know how tired you are. Enjoy this. What do you need, sir? I want to pay the bill. Okay, please follow me. Okay. Table 18 wants to pay the bill. Hello. It's 580 yuan. I'll pay with card. Don't you think it's strange? He was at rampage yesterday. "All of you, get out!" "How can customers eat like this?" But when I came today she is the cashier now. It's better to be a cashier. Collect money and check bills. The salary is the same with us, but we are more tired. What the hell. Why are you so angry? I'm angry with it. There must be something between them. Stop gossiping. Go to work. I almost called my No.1 boyfriend last night. Come and company me. I'm so upset on my own. Then why didn't you call him? Don't be stupid. I can't call him. The relationship between men and women is like seesaw. If I go down, he will go up. But this is not the point. What do you think I should do? You mean the problems about your nightmares? After I moved, I had nightmares all night. What dreams did you have? I dreamed I fell into water... ...black water... ...which is very deep. There was a person in the water. She was staring at me. The eyes looked like animals' eyes, but also like human's eyes. That pair of eyes were... ...getting further. But she kept staring at me. It's horrible. -[Lawyer Liu]- Hello. I can't go there today. I'll contact you when I have time. I got it. Bye. Uncle. I'm so afraid. What about coming home with me tonight? Right. It's my boyfriend's house. It's not proper to bring other men. Jie. How can I stop my nightmares? Drink the strongest wine. Zhang Shengnan. Come here after you get changed. I'll check today's bill with you again. Got it. She knows Manager Zhou has a family. What a shameless girl. Why does Manager Zhou like her? He really likes her? Of course. You are too naive, Caicai. But I think Heng likes Shengnan. If I was Shengnan, I wouldn't like anybody else. Heng? Impossible! -♫ Do you hear the words from the heart that can't be spoken?♫ - -♫ Let me carry all the pains for you. ♫ - -♫ Nothing can stop me...♫ - I've been waiting for you at backdoor last night. Manager Zhou sent me back last night. Do you know people are gossiping? Please tell me things are not like that. What do you mean by 'that'? If I say nothing happened, will you believe me? I will. -♫At the end of the world, I'm still waiting.♫- -♫Back to the crossing we met before.♫- -♫Forgive me being weak and hesitating.♫- -♫Looking for your taste by memory.♫- -♫You don't have to wipe off the tears secretly anymore.♫- -♫Go ahead with a big smile to the direction of happiness.♫- Open the door! I want to pee! Open the door! Come on! I'm going to pee! Sorry. What happened? She seems to be drunk. It's none of my business. I mean why she's here. ♫Going back to the beginning, ♫I can still remember your face... Stop singing. Shengnan, Ni Jin is here. I saw her when I came back. Sorry. I just used your toilet. I'll leave now. Tongtong. Is the ghost still there? If it is not there, it must have gone to my place. It came back with me. I dream about it every night. Chenchen. You... ...should stop dating that bad boy. Silly girl. I'm worried about you. I'm afraid that you get hurt. Silly girl. Do you know how nice you are? Do you know how much I envy you? You are so nice. Why do you date that bad boy? You are so stupid. You got drunk. Why do you act crazy in other's house? -Do you know people are gossiping?- You can go to be the cashier for now. We'll talk later after your nail gets better. Look, there's so much blood. Be careful with it. Don't get infected. If you have any difficulty in the future, just tell me. -I can't explain.- -Because I know exactly what that motion means.- Thank you. -We both know what that motion means.- All these days, I've been looking down on upon you. I have a sense of superiority complex coming from nowhere. Now I know I didn't meet the situation before. Can you do the cleaning carefully? It's too tiring. You tomboy! You don't deserve anyone to love you. You tomboy! Tomboy! Tomboy! Tomboy! Today is the cleaning day? Sorry for yesterday. I brought you much trouble. Ni! That ghost... ...didn't go with you. You said this last night. I did? You don't remember? It is still in the closet. It never left. Then what did I dream about every night? Can I... ...continue to live here? I know I lied. And I know I'm self-willed. But I want to continue to live here. Have a cup of water. I don't know why... ...I'm a little nervous. I'll leave. Bye. Goodbye. I don't like her. Why? No reason. Just feeling. I don't like her either. What about you, Shengnan? I also have no feeling for her. Right? I think she's just so-so. She's too normal. Right! She's too normal and too boring. Human beings should enjoy their life. Am I right? Sometimes one can tell a lie, tell some dirty jokes, and play around a little. Life should be colorful and free! Tong is right. Princess Chen. Can we ask Ni back? Never mind. I'll take a nap. Thanks for Princess Chen's permission. -[Is Ni here?]- -[Is Ni out of the group chat?]- -[No, she's still here.]- -[Are you looking for me?]- -[Ni, you haven't invited us to kebabs for a long time.]- -[Can't you buy them on your own?]- -[They are not as delicious as the kebabs Ni buys.]- -[Ni, I want to eat kebabs.]- -[Can you come back?]- -[Come back, Ni.]- -[Although I haven't lived here for a long time,]- -[maybe I'm not qualified to say so.]- -[Come back.]- -[They all asked you to come back.]- -[If you don't, you'll be dead.]- -[Thanks.]- She acts like a queen again. Great, Xiaochun! Heng, can I use your sharpening steel? No! Why are you so selfish? I'll just use it. It won't be broken. You can't use it! You let Bin touch your trophy last time. Niggard. I'll keep it carefully. -[Mom]- Mom. It has been four years! You has been in a coma like this. Son! Canxing! I know you kept alive all these years for mom. Doctor! Doctor! - Don't worry. - Doctor. His condition is stable now. What? He has returned to the previous state. I want to go shopping. I'll go with you. Let's go together. Okay. Bye, Heng. Bye. Don't go home too late, Heng. Okay, I know that. Shengnan. What happened? My brother is still alive. It has been four years. He doesn't die. I really think he's going to die this time. How I wish he died. I don't want to company him like this. Do you still like me? Then don't like me. I'll become weak when I think of your love for me. If I continue to be weak, I'll be done. So don't like me. You are back. I'm back. I don't know who threw a vase of flowers. It's rotten inside. And there are many worms in it. Remind everyone about it. Don't let worms get into your room. You need to throw away rotten things as soon as possible. Otherwise, it will get worse. Although at first, you don't want to throw it. Time will help you with the pain. Are you really leaving? Obviously, you don't want to live with me. Don't go. It's better to live with girls. They are fragrant and soft. Don't you think so? I only have these packages. Not much and not less. Help me with it. No problem. Well, how's your roommate that works in the western restaurant? It's the same. Tired and exhausted. She does many part-time jobs everyday. Then, will she be interested in... She is different from me. -♫Why do we have to say goodbye. Fate is so cruel.♫- -♫The familiar body temperature suddenly becomes strange. ♫- -♫The love we used to talk about makes me innocent. ♫- -♫Hope you can say to me with a smile that you don't want to lose me so please don't go.♫- Shengnan. -♫My beloved you are right by my side,♫- -♫but you're away from me day by day. ♫- My nail fell. -♫I still won't believe.♫- I didn't imagine it was so painful. -♫Is this what we called love?♫- -♫To get too broken-hearted to give up. ♫- -♫My heart is in tears. Don't know how to seek love.♫- -♫Even if I've lost you.♫- -♫I'm still dying for love.♫- -[Q: Is your nail better?]- Yes, almost. -[Q: You are 25, why didn't you graduate?]- I had quitted from school several times. -[Q: Do you know how much Ni Jin earn one month?]- Know roughly. But it's none of my business. -[Q: What do you want most now?]- Money. -[Q: What else?]- Pass. -[Q: What family members do you have?]- Mom and me. -[Q: You only have a mom as family member?]- And one brother. When will this interview end? [Last question: Do you think the ghost in the closet is related to your brother?] I don't know. -♫It's not easy to reach here with all my strength.♫- -♫Being doubted and looked down upon,♫- -♫I hover at night, and cross over mountains after mountains,♫- -♫wishing for the beautiful scenery.♫- -♫Under the moonlight, I light up the candle♫- -♫and tell myself that♫- -♫you'll be alright and you will be fine.♫- -♫Even if there's still darkness, promise me you'll be brave.♫- -♫You'll be alright and you will be fine.♫- -♫All the laughter and tears will become memories afterwards.♫- -♫Beliefs in dreams will be the wings that fly to you.♫- -♫Bathing in the sun, nothing lasts longer than dreams in the world.♫- -♫You'll be alright and you will be fine.♫- -♫All the laughter and tears will become memories afterwards.♫- -♫It's not easy to reach here with all my strength.♫- -♫No matter how hurt and tired it'll be,♫- -♫there are so many unknowns waiting for me to chase of.♫-